I started off like many of you (presumably), seen as introverted, lack of style, or overall poor aesthetics. A kissless virgin, and a bitter depressed cynical narcissist. Oh.. And of course a ragging fapping addict since I was 14. I knew something had to change or I was doomed to suffer a sad and lonely […]
Read More… from Age 25 – Virginity conquered, and complete transformation
I’m 36 years old with around 20 years of use, so sure, I had some improvements but I’d probably need a couple of years to clean most of the past bad habits. So the first lesson here is, especially for younger people, don’t delay the recovery anymore, later is worse. To the point, what I […]
I realized I needed a reboot when I got with my new girlfriend after a looong time without sexual contact with someone and escalating porn use/tastes. After many embarrassing encounters of ED I decided to hit google and figure out why I was having this problem. Came across this site and the YBOP site too […]
Read More… from ED & Fetishes: Crazy Journey but Success is Pure Serenity!
Today is day 90 of what I’m calling harder mode (hard mode with zero wet dreams, while married). You can read the bullets for the advice, and the following if you want some back story. I’m 27 years old, been married for 6 years, have struggled with PMO since middle school. I wasted a large […]
After struggling with PEID for 3 years (17-20) I finally had enough. I broke down and confessed to my father that I could not get an erection with a girl. (I had never really talked to my dad about my sexual relationships with any of my girlfriends before so this was one of the hardest […]
Read More… from Age 21 – The dark cloud of PIED has cleared away
I don’t just have superpowers, I’m a f*king superhero. Not in the sense of burning shit with laser eyes or flying through the air, but I am definitely not on the same playing field as almost anyone I know. It’s a confidence thing. When necessary, I can stare down anyone in an argument or conversation […]
An ongoing, genuinely transformational experience. I’ve never felt emotional hurt this sharply. I’ve never felt so willing to do what I want. I’ve never felt this alive. LINK –200 Days Today… by PressStartHere2 [EARLIER POST] Actually, 97! 3 from 100! Get in!! How do I feel? Pretty good. Honestly? It’s nice to have my […]
I remember coming here as a completely broken man wanting to fix himself and rid himself of this terrible disease. I cannot thank you all enough for your continued support throughout this journey. I was a really bad addict, 6x a day masturbation and completely sedated often refering to myself as a zombie which is […]
Finally! I can have sex whenever I want. I feel great. Sex feels great for the first time ever. I feel confident, and unashamed. First I want to thank this site and the ones who created it and run it. Without it I would still have ED. So a big thank you! I started watching […]
20 months in, and what a difference. I have women beating down the door to meet me, I have a few friends who support me, I’m confident enough to hold conversations with strangers and I’m very present in the current moment. My job is AWESOME, I get to be creative everyday and get paid […]
Read More… from Age 31 – 20 months in, and what a difference.