I am writing this on Day 60 of my reboot process, following my worst relapse yet. Sharing what I’ve learned. Please let me know if you find anything useful or if you can relate to anything. Apologies for the rambling. On Relapsing: On a good day, the idea of relapsing seems impossible. I feel that […]
I won’t reiterate much of what I previously wrote [below], but in a nutshell, I was taking the wrong turns in my life for the longest time ever. Initially I had no idea why, but I developed deep social-anxiety issues that I never noticed before. Personality-wise I crumbled into a shell. My grades slipped. (Okay, […]
Read More… from Age 24 – Social anxiety gone, mentally sharp gain, confidence is back
I can’t believe I made it to 90 days, and on my first try nonetheless! I seriously didn’t think I could do it at first, and there were many times where I almost gave in, but the things you can do when you really put your mind to them are truly amazing. A little background […]
I still can’t quite believe I’ve lasted this long. I last fapped on January 29th. I’ve had a lot of cool experiences this year (working for a television station, working for a newspaper, meeting new people). And it’s insane for me to think that this all happened after my last fap. I’m much more focused […]
Read More… from Age 26 – ED cured at 240 days, then hit rock bottom again.
September 25, 2013 This is going to be a 90 day report of some kind, however I feel that I’m far from where I want to be and I have a long way to go. I’m going to tell it like it is in this thing and I apologize in advance if the writing style […]
91 days ago I was a mess. I was 48. My divorce was final. I was under employed. Sex was impossible, I didn’t get erections from anything other than porn. I was PMO’ing at least an hour a day and playing WoW at least 30 hours a week. I was isolated from my friends and […]
I almost wanted to give up hope. Thought I was incurable. Thought a lot of people like me were, those started at age 11 and didn’t even have a first kiss till 18, and with no responses whatsoever down there with about 15 different girls when my times finally came…. It took me over a […]
Read More… from Age 21 – ED: 9+ months. Be patient, It worked.
I feel like most of my life revolved around sex and porn. I started fapping at a very young age, i don’t know exactly what age but i think at about 7 years old, i didn’t know what i did back then, but i remember it felt good (some sort of orgasm). When i was […]
As you get older (me mid- to late 30’s) M2P (masturbating 2 porn) and the ED that comes with it becomes worse and digs you in a larger hole. I M2P for 10 years, non-stop. My habit was at least as bad as anyone else’s. I would be willing to put money on it. THINK […]
UPDATES: Article – Research confirms enormous rise in youthful ED. This page contains articles and interviews involving over 150 experts (urology professors, urologists, psychiatrists, psychologists, sexologists, MDs) who acknowledge and have successfully treated porn-induced sexual dysfunctions. List of over 110 studies supporting this article: Studies reporting links between porn use or porn/sex addiction and sexual […]