I’m 34 years old and have voluntarily wasted an incredible amount of time to PMO/edjing. Was extremely depressed and had bad anxiety/social anxiety problems. Before I knew about porn/dopamine addiction 2 1/2 years ago I started trying to quit on my own with the idea to break up with my current girlfriend (porn) to get […]
Read More… from Age 34 – One year PMO free: Was extremely depressed and had bad anxiety/social anxiety problems.
Out of a 300+ day flatline – Ask me anything. Out of it since 3-4 weeks. I hope I can help some people, because I know how hard it was – I lost hope, didn’t believe in the journey… EVERYTHING! But now I am so happy that i waited it out. One of my toughest […]
Read More… from Age 23 – 10 years of damage, 300 days of flatline, but I’m happy
Almost 110 days. I feel like a changed man. My social skills are god-tier. I’m happy to wake up every morning. I find myself just smiling and enjoying life like I did when I was a little kid. I have a girlfriend. 6 years. 6 long years of my young developing life I spent trying […]
Read More… from 6 years! My new energy bleeds through everything about me
Last week I broke my streak of 917 days, then relapsed again 3 days later. Why? I hadn’t seen my girlfriend for 4 weeks and I wasn’t keeping my sexual thoughts under control. It’s frustrating because being able to maintain control in that respect is what kept me going for so long, I guess I […]
Read More… from Age 32 – For me, this is a lifelong addiction it seems
So yeah yesterday I got to 90 days and I gotta say it is fuckin lit to be here, I mean I kinda was lazy today but overall is feels really great. My confidence is off the charts and my motivation is sky high. I can glide past thumbnails (on YouTube) without fearing triggers. So […]
Read More… from Age 18 – My confidence is off the charts and my motivation is sky high
I described here my experiences during my journey of 95 days freedom without pmo, it’s just the first step to a brighter future, that is my hope anyway… A./ Intro: Why I joined NoFap and how I started this journey ? B./ My first attempt: day 1 – 14 days, fail… (relapse) C./ My second […]
Read More… from Age 56 – My reboot story: 95 days pmo free to a brighter life
COMMENTS: This brain scan study is added to our list of neurological studies on sex addicts and porn users. This fMRI study compared carefully screened sex addicts (“problematic hypersexual behavior”) to healthy control subjects. Sex addicts had reduced gray matter in the temporal lobes – regions the authors say are associated with inhibition of sexual […]
Read More… from Gray matter deficits and altered resting-state connectivity in the superior temporal gyrus among individuals with problematic hypersexual behavior (2018)
I feel fucking great. Not JUST cause I haven’t looked at porn. But because of that PLUS every other change that I’ve made after deciding to do NoFap. 2 HUGE things that are CRUCIAL for me, personally: Sobriety – This one’s huge for me. I used to do some heavy drinking/smoking/drugs 9-10 years ago. Recent […]
Read More… from I’m more and more light, happy and clearheaded
I discovered I was addicted to porn/masturbation about 2,5 years ago. In that time I was so stuck. That I could not even go 2 days without pmo. These last 2.5 years I had lots of depression and relapses, learned a lot after every relapse. In my last relapse-binged, I binged 3 days in a […]
Read More… from Age 25 – From deep depression, hundreds of relapses and hopelessness to day 32 no pmo
This is my first attempt at No Fap, I hope my story inspires individuals struggling with this addiction. Like many here, I got hooked to PMO in my teenage years, the generic build up from skinemax flicks to hardcore porn. Somehow, I was able to maintain a balanced life and have regular social interactions, despite […]
Read More… from Age 28 – PIED healed – The flatline is real and withdrawal symptoms are from hell