Nkhani Zophatikizapo ED 3

Nkhani Zokhudzana ndi Zolaula ED 3 ili mgulu la magawo 8 a nkhani zokhala ndi zitsanzo zochepa zodzidziwitsa za amuna osiyanasiyana omwe adakumana ndi zolaula zomwe zidapangitsa ED. Kuti mumve zambiri onani ma ED omwe adapangidwa ndi zolaula komanso gawo la forum:

• Zambiri zolaula / maliseche zimayambitsa ED?  (Zolemba za 3300)
• 22 ndi zolaula zinapangitsa kuti erectile iwonongeke?  (Zolemba za 450)
• Zithunzi zochititsa manyazi za ED: YourBrainRebalanced.com
• Zomwe zimayambitsa matenda ED: RebootNation.com
• Zomwe zimapangidwira zithunzi za ED: NoFap.com
• Kuwonetsa-kunayambitsidwa ED sub-reddit

Yang'anani malipoti ambirimbiri odzipulumutsa kuti mudziwe zomwe anthu omwe achira akumana nazo: Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 1 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 2 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti tsamba 3 , ndi Ma Blog ndi Mitu Yakubwezeretsa Yakunja.

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(Zaka 23) Zaka zitatu ndi theka zapitazo, sindinkadziwa, koma ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu. Panthawi imeneyo, ndinaganiza kuti inali nthawi yabwino kwambiri yoti ndidziwe za atsikana. Choncho panthawi ina ya masika, mwa kuchita zinthu zinazake za Mulungu , ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wina. Sitinkakondana kwambiri nthawi yoyamba yomwe tinakumana, koma iye sanakhale ndi munthu kwa nthawi yayitali, kotero anali ndi chilakolako chogonana ndipo ine ndinali woyamba kumusamalira kwa miyezi ingapo. Chinthu chimodzi chinapangitsa china ndipo tinakhala m'chipinda chamdima, tokha, iye ali wamaliseche komanso akupuma pang'ono ndipo ine ndili ndi maliseche ofooka, ndikudabwa chifukwa chake ndili ndi mkazi wamaliseche patsogolo panga, zomwe ndingathe kuchita zinthu zingapo koma kungogonana. Zinapezeka kuti ndinali ndi ED nthawi yonseyi, sindinadziwebe.

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Ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche mopitirira muyeso kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 11/12 . Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 35. Mpaka posachedwapa sindinaganizirepo za lingaliro lakuti zolaula zingayambitse ED (ndithudi, ngati ndikanatha kuzimenya pakati pa 1-5 patsiku, ndiye kuti ndiyenera kukhala ndi 'matsenga' amenewo, inde????!) M'miyezi yaposachedwapa, zomwe ndimachita ndikungomaliza ntchito > kubwerera kunyumba ndikuyatsa kompyuta > kuyang'ana zolaula kwa maola anayi/asanu, ndikuzimenya 1-3 panthawiyo. Usiku uliwonse. Nthawi zambiri, ndinkataya chizolowezi, ndi zomwe ndimachita. Ndakhala ndikuchita izi kwa zaka zoposa makumi awiri, ndi zomwe ndimachita, sindinazifunsepo.

Chibwenzi changa chomaliza chanthawi yayitali chidatha miyezi ingapo mmbuyo. Sitinkagonana kawirikawiri, sindinali wokondwa kwambiri (bwenzi langa lakale linali labwino, * chimodzimodzi monga akazi omwe ndimakwapula !!!) Zinali zosamvetseka. Osatsegulidwa ndi mawonekedwe anga abwino. Kuphatikiza apo, ndine wokangalika, wachinyamata, wokwanira wokhala ndi mphamvu zambiri. Zowonadi SAMAKHALA ndi mavuto a Dick, sichoncho ??? (Yup!) Tikakhala ndi "zogonana zogonana", ndimamuwonetseratu zambiri ndipo (mobisa) ndimagwedeza mwamphamvu dick wanga kwa kanthawi kochepa, komwe ndikadalowamo ndikadzayamba zinali zowuma ndipo anali otsimikiza kuti anali wokondwa (izi ndi zochititsa manyazi kulemba koma kotero, zowona !!!) Zinali ngati 'zabodza zogonana', ndidachita * kutulutsa umuna ndikusangalala ndi kutengeka koma zinali zochenjera kuti zimupangitse kumva wokondwa, chinali chinthu chomwe ndimamverera kuti ndiyenera kuchita koma ndinalibe chikhumbo chenicheni (kapena mwina kachilombo kochepa kwambiri ka 1%, koma osati 100% yomwe ndimafunikira). Nthawi zina, timayamba kenako sindimatha kupeza zovuta. Ayi konse. Amayamwa, kusewera nawo, nditha kupeza theka-koma pamenepo zitha kukhala zochepera kwambiri kuposa masekondi 60. Kenako angaganize kuti pali vuto ndi iye, kukongola kwake / mawonekedwe ake (panalibe, monga ndinanenera, anali mulungu wamkazi) ndipo ndimamva kuti pali vuto ndi ine (pali).

Iye anali msungwana woyamba yemwe ndakhala naye, ndinazunzidwa kusukulu, ndinadzipatula chifukwa cha izi, ndinkadzisunga ndekha ndipo ndinali woyambira mochedwa, ndinali wokonda kuseweretsa maliseche nthawi yayitali ndisanakumane naye. Mwina panali zochitika ziwiri zokha * m'masiku oyambilira pomwe NDINALI WOKWANA naye osamugwedeza pang'ono ndisanalowe. Ndinadzidabwitsa ndekha, ndinali wabwino kwambiri (!) Koma maulendo awiri okhawo. Sindinaganizepo kuti zolaula zinali mu equation. Pomwe sindimamuwona, ndimakhala ndikuthamangira pamaso pa PC, nthawi zambiri sindimasangalala nazo kwambiri koma kumangozichita ngati wotchi. Kuyenda popanda kutanthauzira kwenikweni libido, ndikuchita maere kwa wina yemwe akuti alibe libido, WTF!? Ndine (mwina?) Ndili ndi mwayi momwe sindinapitirirere 'zakuya', zolaula zowopsa kwambiri, sinditero ngati hardcore kwambiri, inali zithunzi zokhazokha za azimayi osiyanasiyana, zofananira zofananira zomwe ndimangodandaula kuyambira ndili mwana kudzera m'magazini achikulire. Ndi basi… azimayi ambiri osiyanasiyana, ndi angati omwe 'ndakhala nawo' m'malingaliro mwanga, masauzande !!!!

Ndizodabwitsa. Ndilibenso libido koma pali gawo mkati mwanga lomwe limamveka ngati 'ng'ombe yoletsa', monga pulani yakugonana mkati mwanga yomwe pano 'satha ntchito'. Ndimalakalaka akazi koma chilakolako sichimapezeka kumeneko, komabe ndimawafuna, ayang'ane, aganizire za iwo, yang'anani matupi awo, maso, mabamu, ziphuphu, ntchafu, mikono ndi zina (zomwe zili ndi zilakolako). Sindikufunanso zolaula, ndikufuna kumverera mozungulira mkazi weniweni m'malo mokhala kutsogolo kwa kompyuta, sock / thaulo m'manja (chithunzi chomvetsa chisoni), maola asanu usiku wonse moyo wanga wonse, okha ndi f * cked-up.

Sindine Brad Pitt koma ndimakhala wowoneka, kumwetulira, kuti magetsi okopa adakalipo koma gawo logonana lasokonekera. Sindikufuna kukhala horndog kapena chilichonse, ndikungofuna mnzanga yemwe ndingamukonde ndikulankhula naye komanso kucheza naye komanso chilakolako chodabwitsa chomwe ndimakhala nacho kuti tithe kukhala ndi chiwerewere chotiphatikiza. Muubwenzi wanga womaliza, ndinali wokonda china chilichonse, gawo logonana lidasokoneza, tonse tidasiya chidaliro komanso chinthu chonsecho chokhazikika.

MASIKU ano ndinasankha kusiya kuonerera zolaula ndikuchita maliseche sabata yapitayo. Sindinayambe kuseweretsa maliseche kapena kuyang'ana zolaula kuyambira pamenepo.

Ndili ndi mantha akulu kuti nditha kuyimitsa ndipo sindidzabwereranso, my mojo. NDIDZAKONDA akazi nthawi zonse, ndikufuna kukhala ndi akazi, koma sindingakhale ndi mkazi ndikupitirizabe kumukhumudwitsa.

Chifukwa chake, masiku asanu ndi awiri ndipo 'Nyanga' yanga sinabwererenso. Osazindikira kwenikweni kusintha kwakukulu pakusowa kwa libido kupatula kupatukana kwa mphindi ziwiri, malingaliro azakugonana okhudzana ndi azimayi ena kuntchito omwe amatha msanga (koma ndiabwino, ngati malingaliro a "wank from memory" omwe ndimakonda kukhala nawo kusukulu, osati potengera zolaula). Ndinalibe 'mipira yabuluu', ndakhala ndikudzuka nkhuni zam'mawa kamodzi, nthawi zina ndimakhala ndikulakalaka ndikukula, koma osangokhala chete.

Ndikulimbikira malinga momwe ndingathere koma ndikuyembekeza kuti sindikuwononganso kugonana komwe kumwalira posazinyalanyaza (“zigwiritse ntchito kapena zitaye ???”) Sindingathe kuchita zolaula, kuseweretsa maliseche, zogonana 'mpaka kalekale bola ndikabwezeretse' Nyanga 'ija, zoyendetsa zomwe ndagonjetsera kuyambira pomwe ndinali 11/12. Ndikungofuna kupsompsona / kukumbatirana, ngakhale * ganizirani za * msungwana weniweni, weniweni kuti athe kuzimvetsa mwachilengedwe. NDIKUDZIWA kuti si vuto la mitsempha (palibe libido yeniyeni koma itha kukwanitsa kuchita zosokonekera nthawi zonse zolaula komanso matabwa am'mawa, nthawi zina zimangokhala zodabwitsa) kotero payenera kukhala mwayi wina wachipulumutso (????)

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 Porn zimayambitsa ED, noFap, hot blonde, fml

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Ndapeza china chake ... koma ndisanakuuze, ndikufotokozera mavuto anga. Ndine 25 (ndikupitiliza 26), ndi g / f, ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira 15-17 y / o, dunno zowonadi… ndikumva ngati kwanthawizonse.Ndinkakonda kugona pabedi ndi wakale wanga ( monga zaka 3 zapitazo). Koma anali ndi malingaliro otseguka ndipo "timasewera" m'mafilimu opangira zanyumba… kotero sindinakhale ndi mavuto… koma tinasiyana… tinakhala tokha zaka 2… ine ndekha ndi zolaula. Tsopano ndili ndi ag / f … Amamvetsetsa. Ndimasamala za iye koma sindiri mchikondi mwatsoka. Sindikumva ... gulugufe. Takhala ndi mavuto akulu ndi ED. Amadzimva kuti sakukwanira… tatsala pang'ono kutha.

Ndagwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi ndikuganiza kuti ndili ndi vuto. Iwo adathandiza kwakanthawi… adapezanso chidaliro. Kenako ED idabwerera. Usiku wina ndimatha kusewera, enawo sindinathe. Sindikudziwa kuti vuto linali chiyani !!!

Nditazindikira kuti nkhaniyi ndi nkhani zokhudzana ndi zolaula zomwe zinapangitsa ED, ndinaganiza zosiya zolaula ndi kuseweretsa maliseche!

(Ndili sabata yanga yachitatu ndikukhulupirira) ndipo tsopano… chinthu chomwe ndidachipeza:

NDI PORN !!!!!!!!! PORN NDI VUTO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ndilibe vuto ndi g / f yanga tsopano !!!! Chilichonse chimagwira bwino. Nthawi zina m'mawa ndimadzuka ndi nkhuni… ena sindimatero. Mausiku ena sindimagona chifukwa ndimakhala wolimba ngati thanthwe. Ena ndikugona ngati mwana… ndiye sindimakonda. Tikukhulupirira sizibwerera momwe zidalili kale.

Osakhalanso zolaula kwa ine ... ngakhale zolimbikitsazo ndizazikulu !!!

Zimandikwiyitsa kuti sindimakondana pakadali pano ... ndawona mwana wankhuku lero ... maaaan anali HARDCORE !!! … Ndichifukwa chiyani ndimamufuna zochulukira komanso gf yanga yochepera? … Eya ndikudziwa. Ndi zolaula kachiwiri! 🙁

Zirizonse, ngati muli kukayikira: IZI NDI PORN !!! kotero zikani izo !!!

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 Zaka 22, zathanzi, zimangofuna kuchiza ED

Tsiku 20:

Kotero ndakhala ndikuwerenga nkhani zambiri za anthu pano ndipo ndakhala wokondwa kwambiri ndipo ndatsitsimulidwa kuti palibe PMO amene wathetsa zolaula zomwe zinapangitsa ED mwa anthu ambiri. Pakhala pali kangapo pomwe ndimayesera kugonana ndi mkazi ndipo ndimakhala 100% molimbika nthawi yonse ndipo ngakhale nthawi 4-5 usiku umodzi ndipo pakhala nthawi zingapo pomwe sindinathe kupeza cholimba kapena chofewa patatha mphindi kapena 2 yolowera. Izi zandipweteka kwambiri kuyambira pomwe zidachitika nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndimayesa kugonana ndipo zidachitika.

Kwa miyezi ingapo yapitayi, ndakhala ndikudalira mapiritsi a boner kuchokera m'sitolo kuti azikhala olimba ndipo pomwe akugwira ntchito, ndiokwera mtengo ndipo amagwira ntchito TOO bwino ndipo zimanditengera kwamuyaya kuti ndizigwiritsa ntchito. Ndinapunthwa pa YBOP masabata angapo apitawo ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinaganiza kuti ndiyimitsa PMO. Ndakhala ndikumakhala ndi zolaula komanso maliseche masiku 20 tsopano koma ndakhala ndikugonana sabata yoyamba ya PMO ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi kuti ndisakhale ofewa. Komanso ndimagonana ngati masiku a 2 apitawa popanda mapiritsi ndipo ndimatha kukhala 85% molimbika nthawi zambiri koma paliponse pomwe ndimafuna kukhala wopanda nzeru. Sindimapita kukasaka kugonana awa anali zitsanzo chabe za atsikana omwe ndimadziwa kale kuti amafuna kugonana.

ZA INE

Ndili ndi zaka 22 ndipo ndine wofufuza zanzeru wa Army National Guard, ndimapita ku Yunivesite, ndipo ndimagwira ntchito yolondera. Ndimapita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi ndipo ndimakhala bwino. Ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kwa nthawi yayitali ndikukumbukira. Osati zolaula mpaka 15 komanso kuyambira pamenepo chimodzimodzi monga mnyamata wina aliyense wopeza. Mofanana ndi anyamata ena omwe ali ndi vuto ili ndinalowa muzinthu zovuta kwambiri ndipo ndinalowa mumayendedwe. Mmodzi mwa atsikana omwe ndimagonana nawo atayamba PMO anali wamtopola ndipo si hule ndi mnzake chabe. Monga ndidanenera munkhani yanga, cholinga changa chachikulu ndikuti MUWONETSE ED. Ngati ndimamva bwino ndikadakhala wamkulu koma cholinga changa chachikulu ndikusintha libido ndikupeza ndi kukhala 100% molimbika nthawi iliyonse ndikagonana. Sindingabwererenso mpaka kuonera zolaula ndikuthawa koma mungatani kuti musagonane? Ikani izo

Ndasangalala ndi nkhani za aliyense ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti nditha kuperekanso ndemanga ndi kuthandizanso. BTW underdog nyuzipepala yanu yakhala munthu woseketsa

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LINK – Moni, ndine watsopano pa forum iyi, ndikusangalala kukuonani nonse, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti aliyense adzatha msinkhu wawo wa ED. Ndidzafika nthawi yomweyo, ndili ndi ED. Sindingathe kukhala ndi ED popanda kulimbikira nthawi zonse, komabe ndikayang'ana zolaula, nthawi yomweyo ndimayimirira ndipo zimakhalabe popanda kulimbikira, motero ndikukhulupirira kuti vuto ndi zolaula. Ndili ndi zaka 20, ndipo ku yunivesite komwe kuli maliseche ambiri ndimangofuna kugonana, koma sindingathe ndipo zimandivutitsa kwambiri ndipo zingandikhumudwitse kwambiri. Ndili ndi nkhawa pagulu, ndipo sindikufuna kutuluka ndikucheza kwambiri.

Ndayang'ananso ndi adokotala, prolactin wanga ndipamwamba zomwe zingayambitse ED, zomwe ndikuyang'ananso, ngakhale kuti ndingathe kukhazikika poyang'ana pa zolaula zimandipangitsa kukhulupirira kuti ndine wathanzi, ndikuphatikizapo Zofooka zam'mawa zam'mawa zomwe ziri chizindikiro cha cholakwika chilichonse.

Ndinkakondanso kuseweretsa maliseche ndili pamalo osayenera, zomwe zingayambitse matenda a TMS, koma ndathetsa vutoli pafupifupi miyezi 6 yapitayo, komabe izi zitha kupangitsa kuti mitsempha iwonongeke ndikuyambitsa ED, komabe, mfundo yoti ndimatha kuvutika ndi zolaula imandipangitsa kumva kuti vutoli ndi lokhudzana ndi zolaula. (Kuti mudziwe zambiri pa izi pitani apa http://www.healthystrokes.com/ ).

Mulimonsemo, im lero pa tsiku la 15, kotero tinangopita milungu yambiri ya 2 popanda PMO. Zimandivuta kuti ndisamayang'ane zolaula, ndipo sindikufuna kuti ndizichita bwino pokhapokha ngati ndikuganiza kuti ndikusangalatsa mtsikana wina (zomwe ndimayesa kuti zisakhale zoipa monga zolaula). Ngati ndiwona msungwana wotentha ndikufuna kuwatsitsa, koma ndizo. Sindili ndi boner pakuwona atsikana, koma pavidiyo.

Sindikudziwa ngati izi zikunyoza kapena ayi. Dick yanga imamva ngati yaying'ono (yomwe ikuwoneka ngati yothandizira kuchoka kwa PMO), ndipo monga tafotokozera pamwambapa, sindikufuna kukonda, pokhapokha ndikaona mtsikana wokongola kwambiri pa TV kapena chinachake,

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Ndakhala ndikulemba nkhani ina patsamba lino, koma ndinaiwona ndipo ndaganiza zoilembanso pano. Nayi nkhani yanga milungu ingapo yapitayo: Ndili ndi zaka 28 ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12. (Ndiyeneranso kuvomereza kuti chilakolako changa chofuna zolaula zogonana kwambiri chinawonjezekanso m'zaka zapitazi, ndipo ndinafufuza zithunzi zina zogonana kuti ndikhutire).

Ndine munthu wowoneka bwino, ntchito yabwino, ndikhale ndi zonse zomwe zikundichitira kupatula vuto limodzi lokongola lomwe lakhala likundivutitsa kwanthawi yayitali tsopano.Pazaka zanga za 20 pomwe ndimagonana, ndidazindikira kukhala ndi nkhawa yayikulu ndikafika pafupi kugonana ndi mtsikana watsopano. Izi zitha kundipangitsa kuti ndisakhale wolimba, kapena kuti ndiziyenda mofatsa ndikugonana, zomwe zikuwonekeratu kuti ndizochititsa manyazi ngati gehena.

Zomwe zikuchitika tsopano ndikuti manyazi andipangitsa kuti ndipewe kuyesanso, kuwopa kuti ingadzayambenso. Ndikuganiza chofunikira kwambiri koma zomwe ndazindikira ndikuti sindimayatsa ndikakhala ndi "msungwana watsopano" . Monga ubongo wanga sukundiuza kuti ndikhale wosangalala kumunsi kuja, chifukwa muli ndi msungwana watsopano wotentha patsogolo panu. Chinsinsi chake kwa ine, chifukwa sindine wachiwerewere. Izi zakhala zikundipweteka kwambiri nthawi zina, zimapangitsa anzanga kukayikira zachiwerewere, ndikukana atsikana ambiri okongola. Chofunika kwambiri kuti ndataya chidwi chofuna atsikana, chifukwa ndimatha kudzikhutiritsa kunyumba, zomwe ndidazindikira kuti zimandibweretsera dzenje.

Babu yowunikira inapita m'mutu mwanga mutatha kuwerenga mndandanda, ndizoti zolaulazo zimakhala zolaula ndi maliseche kwa zaka zambiri. Ine ndiri wovuta mwangwiro pamene ine ndimachoka, kotero icho si chinthu cha thupi. Koma zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndachita ku ubongo wanga zaka khumi zapitazi poyang'ana zolaula ndi kuseweretsa maliseche ndizochitika kuti ziwonetsedwe ku zolaula osati amayi enieni, motero ndikumasula chilakolako changa chofunafuna mwamuna kapena mkazi.

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Sabata 1 mkati - kuyesera kuti ndidzayankhe mlandu kwa PMO

Hei anyamata, ndakhala ndikuwerenga maulendowa kwa kanthawi koma ndangolembetsa. Zambiri, nkhani zambiri zabwino. Komabe, posachedwa sindinayambitsenso PMO ndikuganiza kuti nditha kumva kuyankha ndikayika malingaliro anga ena, kupita patsogolo, ndi zina zambiri panjira.

Chifukwa chake ndili ndi zaka 23, zovuta zonse zapamwamba, kusowa kwamachitidwe .. ED .. mukudziwa, zinthu zonse zoyipa monga choncho…. Sindinakhalepo ndi PMO pafupifupi theka la chaka tsopano. Ndayesetsa kangapo konse, mpaka masabata atatu kapena kupitilira apo kangapo, koma ndimangoganiza kuti "ndazipeza" kapena "kamodzi pamwezi zili bwino"… . Ndapeza yourbrainonporn ndikufufuza zambiri za "hard flaccid". Sindikudziwa kuti ndi angati a inu amene mwakhalapo ndi izi koma inde… muli pafupi ndi mantha akulu kwambiri m'moyo wanga. Zinali pachimake pa PMO wanga ndikuyesera kwanga koyamba kwa PMO. Kuyambira pamenepo, vuto langa lolimba kwambiri silimakhalako. Ndikutsimikiza kuti chifukwa cha kuchepa kwanga kwa PMO.

Pakadali pano ndili ndi masiku 7 opanda PMO. Sizinakhale zovuta mpaka pano; ndazolowera kuchepa MO m'miyezi yapitayi ya 6 kotero zoyipa zikubwerabe. Pakadali pano ndili ndi zolinga zikuluzikulu zingapo;

1) mtengo wam'mawa wokhazikika. Tsopano ndili pafupifupi 50/50, ndibwinoko kuposa momwe ndinaliri miyezi 6 yapitayo komanso kutali komwe ndikufuna kukhala

2) kubwerera kwazomwe zimachitika zokha. Nditha kuwerengera dzanja limodzi kuchuluka kwakanthawi kovuta komwe kumachitika tsiku lonse m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi. Zimandipweteka .. kwenikweni.

Chifukwa chake, ndili ndi zaka 23 ndili paulendo wokhumudwa chifukwa chodzidalira kuti ndikhoza kuchita bwino kwambiri. Ndinali ndi foni yodzuka mwezi wapitawo ... wowopsa ED ndi mwana wankhuku otentha… komabe manyazi za izi .. Komabe, ndikhulupilira kuti nthawi ino ndiyambiranso. Ndidzasowa mphamvu zambiri .. Nditha kunena masiku asanu ndi awiri mu haha

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Ndipo kotero ndondomeko yanga yowopsya yayamba, sindidzaonanso zolaula, ndipo ndikupewa kuchita maliseche malinga ndi momwe ndingathere.

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ED ku 15! Sintha tsopano kapena ayi

 

Obwezeretsanso aka,

Ndine mnyamata wazaka 16 yemwe nthawi ina ankaganiza kuti ndi wosagonjetseka. Ndili ndi zaka 15 ndinazindikira kuti sizili choncho. Mu Meyi chaka chino, pafupifupi miyezi 7 yapitayo, ndidakhala ndi PIED. Zinali zochititsa manyazi kwathunthu pomwe sindinathe kusewera ndi msungwana wokongola ... Osanena kuti amapita kukauza anthu za vuto langa. Tsoka ilo zinanditengera mpaka patadutsa miyezi 5 kuti ndilumikizane ndi vuto lolaula / maliseche. Ndisanapeze Gary TED Talk, ndi YBOP.com, ndidapita ku madokotala ambiri am'mitsempha, kuti angandiuze kuti ndili ndi thanzi labwino. Pokhala ndi vuto lomwe ndimaganiza kuti azaka 50 zokha ndi omwe ali ndi vuto, ndidayamba kukhumudwa.

Novembala 2nd, 2014 ndidayamba ulendo wanga wopanda PMO. Zida zanga zidafota masiku 30 oyamba zomwe zinali zowopsa. Izi zikachitika ndizoyesa kuyesa zinthu, mukudziwa, kuti muwone ngati zonse sizinasweke. MUSAMATETE IZI. Patsiku 30 ndinali ndi nkhuni zanga m'mawa m'mawa m'miyezi 6! Ichi chinali chifukwa chabwino choti ndisapitirire PMO. Ndinali ndi nkhalango zam'mawa zingapo, koma tsopano ndimamva ngati ndili mgulu lachiwiri patsiku la 45. Ndikudabwa ngati izi ndi zabwinobwino kapena ngati kulakalaka zomwe zandibwezera m'mbuyo. Ngati wina ali ndi upangiri uliwonse ndingakonde kumva chilichonse. Zikomo.

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Zokwanira Ndizokwanira (Journal Yanga Yoyambiranso)

Moni anyamata, lero ndikuyamba ulendo wanga wobwerera ku zolaula. Nkhani yanga ndi iyi: Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 14 ndipo ndinkadziseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse. Poyamba zinali zabwino kwambiri ndipo ndinali woyimirira mpaka kufika popweteka kwambiri. Ndinapitiriza kudziseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zolaula komanso popanda zolaula nthawi zonse ndisanayambe kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi nthawi zonse. Sindinakhalepo wopanda zolaula kapena kudziseweretsa maliseche kwa masiku opitilira 10. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka 20 ndipo ndili ku koleji. Sindinachitepo zogonana koma ndakhala ndikugona ndi akazi angapo. Ndinazindikira koyamba kuti sindingathe kuziseweretsa chaka chatha (zaka 19) pamene mtsikanayu ankandipatsa ntchito yanga yoyamba. Ngakhale nditamuwona atavala zovala zake zonse, sindinathe kuziseweretsa maliseche. Ndakhala ndikucheza ndi atsikana ena kuyambira pamenepo ndipo ndinali ndi vuto lomweli ndi aliyense.

Ndinkadziwa kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndinkangodzudzula maliseche omwe ndimachita tsiku lililonse. Ndidachita kafukufuku ndikupeza ndikuphunzira za Porn ED ndikuwerenga zizindikilo zonse ndikudziwa kuti ndili nazo. Ndili pano tsopano kuti ndithetse vutoli pambuyo pobwereranso mobwerezabwereza ndikulembanso zomwe ndakumana nazo.

Tsikuli ndi 1 (sindinayambepo kuposa sabata popanda kuyang'ana zolaula kapena kuseweretsa maliseche ku zithunzi za kugonana monga facebook pics). Ndikukhulupirira kuti kulembera magazini sikungandithandize koma kuthandiza ena. Thandizo lililonse lidzayamikiridwa kwambiri; Ndikudziwa kuti ndingagwiritse ntchito!

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Poyamba ndinali ndi kukayikira, koma ndaphunzirapo kanthu.

Amayi ndi Mabwana, usiku watha ndinali ndi nthawi yopambana ndi mkazi kwa nthawi yoyamba pafupifupi zaka ziwiri (werengani: nthawi yachigololo). Pambuyo pake sindinakhalepo ndi akazi kwa nthawi yopitilira sabata kapena awiri. Ndinali ndikudalira PMO kuti "ndiziyendetsa" ndekha ndikulephera kuchita mantha nthawi zonse. Izi zinali pamene ndinali wamng'ono, ndili wachinyamata. Tsopano ndili ndi 31 ndizosiyana ndipo sindinathe kulumikiza. Mpaka posachedwa, nditapeza reddit, ndikupeza / nofap ndidayamba kuzimvetsetsa.

Ndiyenera kunena kuti, monga pamutuwu, sindinali wokayikira chifukwa kafukufuku wanga wokhudzana ndi kugonana ndikuwerenga ndikuti kumachita maliseche, zili bwino! Koma nditaphunzira za chizolowezi chomwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo komanso kukhumudwitsa anthu, zidandichititsa chidwi kuti izi sizabwino.

Ndili ndi zaka 26 kapena kuposerapo, ndinkagonana ndi mkazi ndipo sindinkatha kupitiriza. Ndinachita manyazi ndipo sindinkadziwa chifukwa chake zimenezi zinachitika . Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo ndakhala ndikuchita izi kangapo, ngakhale popanda makondomu. Pamenepo ndidadziwa kuti pali vuto lalikulu.

Kuyambira pamenepo sindinayambe ndapita kukafunafuna akazi, kuwadzudzula pa moyo wanga ndikusamukira kudziko lina. Zaka ziwiri pambuyo pake ndipo zikuwonekeratu kuti, ndichifukwa choti ndakhala ndikudzipangira ndekha ndikukhala wosangalala.

Mofulumira lero ndipo ndinadziuza kuti ndipereka nofap kwa milungu ingapo ndikuwona zomwe zimachitika. Zomwe zidachitika ndikuti ndabwerera ku umunthu wanga wakale, ndikuyankhula ndikucheza mwachizolowezi, ndipo ndidakumana ndi msungwana wamkulu tsiku lina! Ndidakwanitsa masiku awiri apitawa ndipo zidatsala pang'ono kuwononga kugonana konse.

Ndikudziwa ndikadapanda kukula ndikadakhala stallion, koma m'malo mwake mwina ndi 40-60 peresenti yoyeserera gawo langa. Ndinafunika kugwiritsa ntchito Ron Jeremy kugwira ndipo zinali pafupifupi tsoka. Tsopano ndikudziwa zomwe ndiyenera kuchita kuti ndisiye chizolowezi chomangogwiritsa ntchito mankhwalawa ndikukonzanso chilichonse. Nofap ndikuthandizira kupambana kwanga mtsogolo. Zikomo / nofap kuti mudziwe zambiri kunja uko!

Komanso, iyi ndi post yanga yoyamba ya reddit kotero ndikhulupilira kuti ndakhala ndikuyenera kupanga bwino, kutuluka, ndi zina zambiri.

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Ndapita kale masiku 12. Ndikuyambiranso kugwiritsa ntchito zida zanga, ndikudziwa kuti zikhala zovuta, koma kwa ine ndayesa zina zonse (Viagra, Cialis, hypnosis ndi dokotala wa matenda amisala, ndi zina zotero). N'zoseketsa pang'ono, chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti mwanjira imeneyi ndi vuto mkati mwanga lomwe sindingathe kulilamulira, koma pamapeto pake ndikumva ngati pali chiyembekezo choti nditha kulamulira vutoli. Izi zikumveka bwino moona mtima ndikungofuna nditapeza izi zaka 10 zapitazo. Ndidzayang'ana tsamba lino kuyambira tsopano ndikukupatsani zosintha zonse.

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Kukhala oledzera kwaulere!

Ndine Dutch, mnyamata wa 23 wazaka zomwe wakhala akukumana ndi zovuta zina.

Tsopano ndikutanganidwa ndikumaliza komaliza: Zolaula.

Ndiyamba ndi kufotokoza za momwe ndinakulira komanso momwe ndinalowerera. Sindikukumbukira zonse ndendende koma ndiyesetsa kuzilemba bwino kwambiri.

Ndinakulira munyumba momwe kugonana kunali kosavomerezeka. Sipanakhale konse zokambirana zokhudzana ndi kugonana pamaso pa makolo anga, ngati alipo, nthawi zonse zimakhala "Simungathe kugonana mpaka mutakwatirana". Ndikadali mwana, tinkapita kubadwa la azakhali anga, amalume awo kapena mwana wawo wamkazi. Achemwali anga awiri, mchimwene m'modzi, msuwani wanga ndi msuweni wa msuwani wanga amkasewera mokweza. Pofika madzulo kwambiri TV pa chipinda chogona imatsegulidwa ndipo timatha kuwonera zolaula pamodzi. Imeneyo inali nthawi yanga yoyamba kulumikizana ndi mitundu yakugonana.

Ndikukula ndidayamba kukonda kwambiri zogonana. Nthawi zonse makolo anga kapena anzanga akakhala kuti sali kunyumba tinkangowonera zolaula pa TV kapena kuwonera magazini a bikini ndikuzichita maliseche (ngakhale tinali achichepere kwambiri kuti timvere umuna). Izi zidayamba pafupifupi zaka 10 zakubadwa. Ndinkakonda kuzemba buku kuchipinda changa chomwe munali zovala zambiri zomwe mutha kuyitanitsa. Ndinayang'ana pa bikini, zovala zamkati ndi zogonana ndikuzichita maliseche.

Pamene ndinali pafupi zaka 13 ndinapita kusukulu ya sekondale, panthawiyi makolo anga anali ndi makompyuta m'chipinda chawo chogona pomwe nthawi zina ankakonda kujambula mavidiyo ndi kudumpha pa intaneti. Kamodzi pamlungu ndimakhala ndiri ndekha kunyumba kusukulu, amayi ndi abambo onse anali kugwira ntchito ndipo mchimwene wanga ndi alongo onse anali kusukulu. Ndimo pamene ndinayamba kuyanjana ndi machitidwe osokoneza intaneti. M'chaka chimenecho ndinakhala ndikuyamba kusamba, ndidatha kusamba ndipo ndangokhala wanking mpaka ndabwera.

Patatha pafupifupi chaka ndinakumana ndi zolaula ndipo nthawi yomweyo anandigwira. Ndinadabwa ndi momwe zinandithandizira kuti ndiziyang'anitsitsa sabata iliyonse. Ndinkadandaula nthawi ya 2 ndi abambo chifukwa ndayiwala kuchotsa mbiri, ndinalonjeza kuti sindidzachitanso. Ndikanakhala nawo kwa masabata pafupifupi 2 ndikubwerera ku chizolowezi changa chakale. Kukhoza kwanga kuchotsa njira zanga pambuyo panga kunakula, ine ndinali mwana yemwe anali wabwino kwambiri ndi makompyuta.

Kusukulu ndinali wodziwika bwino, ndinali ndi abwenzi ambiri ndipo atsikana ambiri amafuna kukhala bwenzi langa. Nthawi zonse ndimayesetsa kupitilira kumpsompsona ndipo zimandikhumudwitsa kuti atsikanawo sanafune kupita patali chonchi.

Munthawi imeneyi ndidayambanso kusuta udzu. Ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 16 ndinayamba kudwala ED, msungwana wina adandipatsa bj koma samachita bwino, sindimatha kukhala wovuta. Sindinatumizeko mameseji kapena kumuyimbiranso foni usiku womwewo chifukwa ndimamuimba mlandu kuti anali woipa Chaka chomwecho ndinali kucheza ndi mtsikana yemwe anali wotentha kwambiri. Anali wamkulu zaka zingapo kuposa ine ndipo ndinali naye tsiku lina. Anali atagona pamwamba panga ndipo tinali kupsompsona ndikuwuma pang'ono, ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kulimba.

M'mutu mwanga ndimamuimba mlandu chifukwa cholemera kwambiri motero sindimatha kuwongoka. Ndili ndi zaka 17 zaka zonse zinali kupita kuphiri. Ndinkasuta chamba kwambiri ndipo ndinkasuta pafupifupi tsiku lililonse.

Ndinkagwiritsa ntchito zolaula 2 ku 3 kamodzi pa sabata (nthawi zonse ndikadali kunyumba ndekha) komanso ndinkachita masewera olimbitsa thupi.

M'chaka chimenecho ndinakumana ndi mankhwala osokoneza bongo (Amphetamine) ndipo kunali kosasangalatsa! Kunyumba inali yosokoneza kwathunthu. Mchemwali wanga wamkulu anali ndi BPD, mchimwene wanga anavomereza makolo anga kuti iye ndi wamng'ono ndipo mlongo wanga wina anali ndi pakati pa 18 yo. Makolo anga ali achipembedzo kwambiri kotero kuti iwo anali nawo kwambiri. Iwo anandiiwala za ine ndipo ndinali kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala ambiri ndi zolaula.

Ndili ndi zaka 18 ndinali ndi chibwenzi chomwe chinali ndi zaka 21. Tinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo limodzi, sindinasute udzu pafupipafupi momwe ndinkapangira kuti uzindipusitsa kotero ndimachita XTC, amphetemine ndi cocaine. Tinagonana pakamwa, ndinalibe ED nthawi iliyonse akandipatsa pakamwa kapena handjob.

Tinatembenuka ndipo ndinayesa kumulowerera. Sindingathe kuzilowetsamo ndipo ndidataya erection .. Umu ndi m'mene ndidataya unamwali wanga.

Nthawi yachiwiri yomwe tinayesa inali nkhani yomweyo. Pamapeto pake tinasiyana. Kenako ndidakhala pachibwenzi choyamba ndi mtsikana yemwe ndimamukondadi. Tinakhala limodzi kwa miyezi 6, sindinkagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo munthawi imeneyi chifukwa cha iye. Sanandipatseko pakamwa kapena handjob pomwe ndimachita izi, zimandikhumudwitsa koma sindinayerekeze kuyankhulapo.

Tidayesera kugonana ndimaganiza 2 nthawi koma sindinathe kuyimilira patadutsa ola limodzi. Ndinamuuza kuti ndi misempha chifukwa ndimamukopeka koma m'mutu mwanga ndimamunena kuti sanandichitire chilichonse. Adandinamiza ndipo ndidasiyana naye, zinali zopanda pake ndipo moyo wanga udatsikanso phiri.

Makolo anga anali kukhala kudziko lina ndipo ndimakhala ndi mlongo wanga, bf yake ndi mwana wawo 1 yo. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndikulimbana ndi bf yake ndipo sitimayankhulanso wina ndi mnzake. Sindinathe kupeza ntchito chifukwa ndinali ndi migraine yambiri, ndimagwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo kumapeto kwa sabata iliyonse komanso zolaula pafupifupi tsiku lililonse. Kuyambira pamenepo sindinakhalenso ndi bwenzi ndipo ngati ndikanakhala ndi msungwana ndimangodzipangira zifukwa zosapitilira kupsompsona. Ndinayamba kuchita mantha nazo.

Ndakhalako kwazaka zopitilira 2 ndipo ndakhala ndikuchiza ADD. Ndinkatha kupewa kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo koma ndinkazunza kwambiri ritalin kamodzi pa sabata. Ndimamwa kwambiri, ndikumwa zina za ritalin ndikuwonera zolaula, zimandipatsa chidwi kwambiri. Wanga ED adakula, ndidayamba kuda nkhawa ndi anthu, ndinali ndi migraine yambiri, ndinali wokonda zolaula komanso ndimasewera.

Ndinangopita kukagwira ntchito, kupatula kuti ndinali mchipinda changa, nditakhala patsogolo pa kompyuta. Zithunzi zanga zolaula zidachotsedwa, kumatako sikukadachitanso motero kumakhala bukkake kapena puke kapena zolaula. Zinandipangitsa kumva kudwala ndikamaliza, nthawi zonse ndimazitseka ndikuchotsa zomwe ndidatsitsa.

Nthawi zina ndimatuluka, ndikadakhala kuti ndimapita ku malo omwera ndi ma hookers, ndinayesera kawiri kugonana ndi hooker kuti ndiyese ngati ndinali ndi ED .. ndidatero. Nthawi yoyamba inali yabwino, ndimakhala wofewa nthawi ndi nthawi panthawi yogonana ndipo sindimatha kukhala chete.

Nthawi yachiwiri sindinathe kuyimilira, samangokhala. Zinandidabwitsa kuti ndimatha kuwuka ndikafika kunyumba pambuyo pake ndikuzipukuta ndikamaonera zolaula. Ndinali wamkulu ndipo ndili ndi zaka 22 ndinatha kusiya kugwiritsa ntchito ritalin pafupipafupi, ndipo ndinazindikira kuti zolaula zimayambitsa ED. Ndinali kuwerenga momwe ndingathetsere nkhawa, kukwaniritsa zolinga, ndi zina zambiri.

Ndikhoza kuchoka ku zolaula kwa masiku angapo mpaka nditabwereranso. Ndinapeza ntchito, ndinayamba kuphunzira komanso ndinakumana ndi bwenzi langa la tsopano. Tidawadziwa zaka zambiri ndipo onse akhala ndi mbiri ndi mankhwala. Tonse tinali kugwiritsira ntchito chiberekero ngati kamodzi pa mwezi, iye anali woipa kuposa ine ngakhale. Tonse tinali kuyesa kusiya, ndinapambana poyamba ndipo adatsatira miyezi ingapo pambuyo pake.

Ndili ndi makalata ochokera pa webusaiti yomwe yandipatsa malangizowo kuti ndiyese kukondana ndi atsikana, anandiuza kuti ndisiye kukhala wanker ndi kupita ndikukwaniritsa zinthu, zogwirizana ndi yourbrainonporn.com.

Chilichonse chidakhala chowonekera bwino kwa ine! Ndi zomwe zakhala zikuwononga moyo wanga kwazaka ndi zaka ndipo pamapeto pake ndidakhala ndi chidwi chosiya kugwiritsa ntchito. kumayambiriro kwa november 2011 ndidayamba kuyambiranso. Ndakhala ndikubwereranso, ndikubwereranso mobwerezabwereza. Ndiwovuta kwambiri kuposa onse omwe ndidalimbanapo! Mowa, ritalin, amphetamine, udzu, xtc ndi kusuta zinali zosavuta poyerekeza ndi izi. Masewera ndi cocaine anali ovuta kuwamenya komabe sanali pafupi molimba ngati zolaula.

Ndamuuza bwenzi langa za zolaula, anali womvetsetsa komanso wothandiza. Tidali tisanachite zogonana chifukwa anali ndi mavuto pachibwenzi. Ndikanapita kwa 3 mpaka masabata a 4 opanda zolaula, kubwereranso, kubwereranso chifukwa chaser, kubwereranso ndikuyamba mzere watsopano wopita kwa 3 mpaka masabata a 4 opanda zolaula komanso maliseche.

Kanthawi kapitako ndinakhala ndi mwezi, ndinayambiranso chifukwa cha maloto amodzi (woyamba pa moyo wanga!) Ndikuyamba mndandanda watsopano wa masabata a 2, ndikubwereranso ndipo zinali zovuta kuyambitsa streak yatsopano kuyambira pamene ndinapanga fyuluta ya kompyuta. Ndinachita izi chifukwa ndinkaopa kuti ndikanakhala wamisala Ngati nditakhala ndi kompyuta kapena foni yatsopano. Ndinatsimikiza kutero ndi mphamvu yanga.

Ndili pa tsiku la 17 popanda zolaula ndi maliseche tsopano. Vuto langa la ED lapita kwa kanthawi tsopano ndipo nthawi zambiri ndimadzuka ndikangopsompsona chibwenzi changa . Ndimamwa morning wood pafupifupi tsiku lililonse.

Kupatula apo ine ndikumverera bwino!

Ndimamva kukhala wolimba mtima, wamphamvu, liwu langa ndilabwino, ndimayankhula kwambiri komanso kosavuta kwa anthu, ndimayang'ana anthu m'maso, ndapeza njira zogwirira ntchito yanga komanso sukulu mwanzeru ngakhale ndili ndi ADD osatengera ritalin chifukwa , Ndikuyamba ntchito yabwino mwezi wamawa ndipo ndakhala ndikuthamanga ndikupanga ma push. Sindili pano ndipo cholinga changa ndikukhazikitsa masiku 90 opanda zolaula kapena maliseche!

Ndikumverera ngati ndikukhala ndi zolaula ndi maliseche kwa moyo wanga wonse, ngakhale mphamvu ndi chidaliro zomwe ndikuperekazi sizongowonjezera.

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Moni nonse. Poyamba, nditawerenga ulusiwu, ndinati si kanthu, kapena sizingatheke. Kenako, ndinayamba kuganiza ndipo ndinadziuza ndekha kuti, bwanji osayesa. Ndani akudziwa, zolaula zitha kukhala vuto. Ndili ndi zaka 24, ndili ndi thanzi labwino, sindisuta fodya konse, sindimwa mowa konse. Vuto lokhalo linali zolaula ndi masewera olimbitsa thupi. Nditawerenga izi, ndinapita ku gym. Komabe, ndinali ndi mavuto okhwima. Ndinkada nkhawa ndi vuto langa chifukwa linali miyezi iwiri yosakhwima kwambiri. Kwa miyezi iwiriyi ndinagonana, koma osati ndi kukoka kwathunthu, m'malo mwake, kunali kosalala kwambiri. Ngakhale, ndinalephera kugonana kawiri kapena katatu. Ndinakwiya ndi vutoli. Linangowononga moyo wanga panthawiyo.

Kenako, nditawerenga izi, ndinasiya zolaula kwa sabata limodzi kapena apo. ZOSANGALATSA zokwanira, ndili ndi nkhuni zammawa ndipo ndimawona kusintha kwakuthupi pa kugonana. Ndinauza GF kuti 'zolaula' ndipo adakwiya. Komabe, adazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto ndipo tili bwino kachiwiri. Zolaula ndizovuta pamavuto anu. Ndinasiya zolaula kwa sabata limodzi ndikuwona kusintha. Bwerani, sizovuta kusiya zolaula. Iwalani akazi okongola m'masamba azolaula; sangakhale athu. Sitingakhale nawo, tangoyang'anani bwenzi lanu kapena mkazi wanu ndikuganiza zogonana naye, osati ndi zolaula zolaula pa intaneti.

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Lero kupambana payekha wa dzulo

Ndine mwamuna wazaka 22 amene ndakhala ndikusewera zolaula pa intaneti kwa zaka 10. Zolaula zakhala njira yanga yochepetsera nkhawa komanso kuthana ndi nkhawa. Komabe ndazindikira kuti mtengo wa chizolowezi changa chakhala chokwera kwambiri moti sindingathe kuchita izi.

Ndine wokongola kwambiri komanso wokonda maseŵera amene ali ndi vuto lalikulu polimbana ndi akazi. Komabe nthawi zonse zinthu zimakhala zogonana ndimakhala ndi zovuta kuchita nthawi zonse ngakhale zitakhala zosangalatsa bwanji. Ndinawona ybop posachedwa ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndimasewera pa zolaula zomwe zinapangitsa kuti ndikhale wovuta. Nthawi yake kuti ndithetse mavutowa, ndikukhala ndi thanzi labwino, ndikupeza mphoto ya ubongo wobwezeretsedwa.

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Ndikuganiza kuti zingakhale bwino kuti ine ndi kupita patsogolo kwanga tilembe apa ndikukambirana za vutoli nthawi zonse ndi anthu ena. Ndine mnyamata wazaka 20, ndine wokongola kwambiri, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwambiri komanso ndili ndi moyo wopanda nkhawa. Ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 11 ndipo ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 15. Mtundu wa zolaula unayamba kuuma pang'onopang'ono mpaka kufika poti zinthu zinazake zoopsa kwambiri ndi zomwe zingandikhutiritse. Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndinagonana koyamba ndi mkazi ndipo ndinazindikira vuto lomwe (mwachionekere) sindinakumanepo nalo kale; ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu loti ndiume. Anali mtsikana wokongola kwambiri koma njira yokhayo yoti ndikhale wolimba mtima inali yoti andichotse. Kenako ndikakhala mkati mwake ndinkangofewanso ndipo ndi zimenezo.

Ino ndi nthawi yoti zinthu zisinthe. Ndiyenera kupewa zolaula komanso maliseche bola zitanditengera kuti ndizivutika masana (dziwani mukawona msungwana wokongola ndikuyamba kuvuta, ndichomwe ndikufuna kumva). Ndikulemba zosintha zamomwe ndikupitira patsogolo komanso zomwe ndikumva mpaka pano.Pitani patsogolo pakadali pano: Ndili ndi masiku 4 pulogalamu yanga yodziletsa ndipo ndikukumana ndi zotsatirapo zabwino komanso zoyipa. Kumbali yabwino; Ndikubwereranso nkhuni zam'mawa ndipo ndinayamba kusamba ndikuganiza za mtsikana amene ndinakumana naye m'sitolo. Zoyipa zake ndi izi: kusakhazikika, kulakalaka zolaula (ndipo mwina kulakalaka kuseweretsa maliseche) ndipo ndikumva kuwawa kwamutu.

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Anakakamizidwa ndi Zonse

Ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza tsamba ili. Chinali chotsegula chachikulu m'maso mwa chithunzi chonse. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi moyo wanga wonse ndikulimbana pakati pamalingaliro amubongo wanga ndi zomwe ndikufuna kuchita. Zolakalaka zogonana, zolaula komanso mankhwala osokoneza bongo amtundu uliwonse ndi zina mwazinthu zomwe ndimadzipeza ndekha. Sindikunenanso kuti ndikumwa mankhwala osokoneza bongo chifukwa cha zomwe ndapeza patsamba lino ndi YBOP. Ndinali wokonda kugwiritsa ntchito dopamine, m'njira zambiri komanso pafupipafupi momwe ndingathere. Ndadzipeza ndekha ndikudandaula momwe ndapulumukira zonsezi.

Popeza nkhani yokhudza mankhwala osokoneza bongo si nkhani yokhudza tsamba lino, ndimaganiza kuti kugawana nkhaniyi kungakhale kofunikira chifukwa ndi nkhani yokhudza ine. http://www.drugs-forum.com/forum/showthread.php?t=174718

Nditalemba izi, ndidakwanitsa zaka 24 ndipo ndachotsa mankhwala onse, kuphatikiza udzu ndi mowa m'moyo wanga. Ndi zinthu izi zomwe zinali zosadziwika zinali zowonekeratu kuti ndimakonda zolaula komanso zopeka. Sindingakwanitse kugonana ndi mkazi wanga wodekha mtima osagwiritsa ntchito zongoyerekeza. Zinthu zomwe ndaphunzira pano zikundipatsa zida zothandiza kusiya, ndiye lero ndi tsiku 1 loyambiranso. Ndidayesapo kale koma sindinadzipereka kwathunthu. Nditha kuzipanga ngati masiku a 5 kenako ndimayambiranso kapena kumwa mowa mopitirira muyeso. Dzulo mkazi wanga anali kunja kwa tawuni ndipo ndinali ndikumwa mowa kwambiri. Munthawi imeneyi ndakhala ndikulimbana kuti ndisamangokhalira kulimbana, ndipo zizindikirazo ndizofunikira kwambiri. Kuda nkhawa, kukhumudwa, kulephera kugonana, kupweteka mutu, kukodza pafupipafupi, komanso kudzidalira kwathunthu ndizochepa zomwe zimapangitsa kuti mndandandawo ufupike. Pambuyo ponyansidwa kwambiri ndi ine ndekha ndikudzipereka kuti ndipite masiku 100, tsiku limodzi panthawi. Ndathetsa zizolowezi zina zambiri ndikuwonetsa kusiya, ndipo tsopano nditha kuwona bwino zomwe zolaula zakhudza moyo wanga, ndipo ndatsimikiza mtima kuposa kale. Ndikungofunika kumamatira ngakhale masiku atatu kapena angapo kuchokera pano pomwe ndidzakhala wokakamira ndi zokhumba. Tikukhulupirira kuti magazini ino yandithandiza kupita kumeneko chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti sindingathe kudutsamo ndekha. M'masiku akubwerawa ndikulemba zambiri za moyo wanga komanso kuchuluka kwa zizolowezi zomwe ndikuchira pano. Zikomo powerenga.

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Mnyamata wazaka 24 pano. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lopeza chilakolako chogonana ndipo ndikachipeza ndimatha kukhala wovuta kwa maola ambiri . Ndili ndi chilakolako chogonana kwambiri, nthawi zonse ndimafuna kugonana. Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula zambiri, zomwe zakhala zikuipiraipira kwambiri kwa zaka zambiri (mtundu wa zolaula), sindimadziseweretsa maliseche "mwachizolowezi". Kwa mwezi umodzi tsopano ndakhala ndikuvutika ndi chilakolako chogonana komanso kupitiriza kugonana.

Zinayamba pomwe wokondedwa wanga adalimbikitsidwa kundipatsa ma blowjobs, kuvala zachigololo ndikuwongolera. Sindingathe kuzimvetsa nthawi zina ngakhale anali kugwira ntchito yabwino. Nditathetsa chibwenzi changa wakale ndinapeza msungwana watsopano. Anali namwali, nthawi zonse timagwiritsa ntchito kondomu. nthawi yoyamba yomwe amafuna kugonana sindinathe kuyimilira. ndi nthawi pambuyo pake ndi pambuyo pake. Ndimamva kutopa, ndimafuna kuti ndimugwire, koma sindinathe kuumitsa mokwanira kuti ndikoke kondomu. Ndinatero, nditatha kugwira ntchito mwakhama, ndinatha kumugunda, koma ndinayamba kuyenda wolumala mkati mwake.Tsopano vuto ndiloti chimodzimodzi ndikafuna kuseweretsa maliseche.

Ndinayesera kugwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga kuti ndiseweretsa maliseche koyamba kwa mibadwo ndipo sindinathe kuuma. Ndinayesa zolaula, sindinkauma. Ndimangokhalira kuumitsa theka kwa kanthawi, ndikupita kukatayika pakasokonezedwa pang'ono ngati kufunafuna vid yatsopano kuti ndisamve mankhwala osokoneza bongo kupatula mphika, womwe ndakhala ndikusuta sabata iliyonse kwa zaka 6. Sindimamwa mowa kawirikawiri ngakhale kuti kumwa kwanga kwandichititsa chidwi kuyambira pomwe ndinasiyana ndi akale (maphwando ambiri).

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Palibe libido kwa zaka zoposa 3 ndipo kusiyana pakati pa ambiri a inu

Sindinamvepo za tsambali mpaka masiku khumi ndi awiri apitawo, choncho nthawi yomweyo ndidayamba kulowa nawo zovuta za P / M / O. Monga ambiri ndinayamba ndili wachichepere kwambiri, mwina zaka 10, koma izi zinali mu 90's, kotero palibe intaneti yothamanga kwambiri pano. Anali ndi magazini komanso zolaula zolaula pa latenight, ndipamene zidayambira.

Ndili mwana ndimakumbukira kuti ndinkachita manyazi nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimakhala M'd. Ndilibenso vutoli, osati popeza ndinali 15 kapena china. Nthawi zonse ndimakonda zolaula komanso zogonana kotero kuti ndimakonda kwambiri intaneti, zonse zinali bwino ndipo ndinkakonda kwambiri tsiku lililonse, osachepera mpaka ndinali ndi zaka 18. Ndine 24 tsopano ndipo popeza 18 idayamba kutha pang'onopang'ono, I sanazindikire mpaka tsiku lina ndinazindikira kuti sindinakhale ndi chilakolako / kulakalaka kwa nthawi yayitali. Sindikudziwa nthawi yomwe matendawa adawonekera, koma libido yanga yakhala ikupita zaka zoposa 3 tsopano.

Ndinawerenga nkhani zina ndikuzindikira zinthu zambiri monga kusakopeka ndi akazi enieni, kulibe chilakolako chogonana, kulakalaka, kusakhudzidwa / kukhudzidwa ndikufunafuna zolaula zochulukirapo (ngakhale ndilibe vuto ndi nkhanza zanga, mosiyana ndi ena). Ndimadziwonabe kuti ndine wabwinobwino ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi zolaula kwambiri. Vuto langa ndi ili, ndimakonda (d) zinthu zomwe ndimaziwona. Tsopano, ndilibe libido ndikukhumba sindingakhale wokhutira ndikuwona zolaula ndipo sindikudziwa chifukwa chake ndimaziyang'anirabe. Izi ndi zomwe zidandipangitsa kuzindikira kuti nditha kumwa, koma kenanso sindine wotsimikiza ayi.

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Mwachidule: sindingathe kuuma mtima ndi atsikana, sindingathe kuuma mtima kwambiri mukamadziseweretsa maliseche , makamaka kuuma pang'ono komwe kumafooka pang'ono.

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Kukhala Mwamuna: Masiku a 90 + a Kukhala Momwe Ndinayesedwera Kuti

Ndikuyamba magazini kuti ndiwonjezere nthunzi mu injini yanga. Ndinayamba ulendo wanga masiku 31 apitawo, mosadziwa. Izi zisanachitike, ndinali ndi chibwenzi ndi bwenzi langa lakale. Tinagona limodzi kawiri titasiyana, zomwe sizinali zanzeru, popeza anali wamisala. Mosakayikira, sindidzalumikizananso naye. Alibe thanzi kwa ine. Chisankho ichi chinali gawo langa loyamba. Komabe, titagona limodzi kachiwiri, ndinayamba kumwa mowa mwauchidakwa. Ndinayesera kuyambiranso kale ndipo ndinali nditapanga kale, koma kenako tinayambiranso kuyankhula, chinthu chimodzi chinatsogolera ku china, ndipo ndikumvanso. Kwa pafupifupi sabata limodzi ndi theka, ndimayang'ana zolaula ndikukonzekera kulikonse kuyambira 45 mpaka 75 mphindi imodzi. izi zimachitika kamodzi patsiku. koma ndizokwanira. Ndinaganiza kuti kukweza vuto langa lalikulu. mwamtheradi ANAPHA chidwi changa. Ndinali chizolowezi cha zaka 5-6 (ndili ndi zaka 20 tsopano), ndipo ndidakwanitsa "kulimbika" kwanga ndikupanga; Ndinakhala ola limodzi ndi theka nthawi yoyamba kugonana. anali kuchikonda, ine, kumbali inayo, sindinamvepo mokwanira kuti ndikhale wolimba. tiyeni tisalankhule za phiri lamaganizidwe lomwe ndimayenera kukwera kuti ndikhale wosangalala.

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Kodi ndingatani? Ndikukonzekera kupewa zolaula kwa sabata imodzi kuti ndione ngati pali kusintha kulikonse. Mwina ndazolowera kwambiri zolaula kotero kuti kusakhala ndi mkazi weniweni kumandilimbikitsa mokwanira.

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Yambani (22y / o Mwamuna)

Ndine mnyamata wazaka 22 amene ndakhala ndi vuto la kusagwira bwino ntchito kwa erectile . Ndili ndi zaka 19, ndinayamba chibwenzi ndi mtsikana wazaka 22 amene ndinagonana naye koyamba. Izi sizinagwire ntchito chifukwa sindinkatha kulimba mtima nditagona naye pabedi. Ndinatenganso nthawi yayitali kuti ndifike pachimake pamene anali kundigwira. Sindinkatha kusangalala naye kwambiri, ngakhale kuti ndinkakonda kukhala naye. Sindinapange vuto lililonse, kungodziseweretsa maliseche kunyumba ndipo sindingathe kugonana. Sindinkakonda kugona naye chifukwa ndinkadziwa kuti tiyesa kugonana ndipo nthawi zonse ndinkakhala womasuka kugona pabedi, tonse tinkapeza pachimake pochita zinthu ndi manja. Patatha miyezi iwiri, analekana nane. Sitinakambiranepo za vutoli.

Pambuyo pa chaka chimenecho ndinali ndi mwayi wambiri wogonana, koma ndinakana onsewo chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti sindingathe kugonana. Chaka chatha ndidatumizirana mameseji ambiri ndi mtsikana. Ndinkamukonda kwambiri koma atanena kuti akufuna kupita kokacheza ndinangokhala ngati ndasiya kutumizirana mameseji. Zonse chifukwa chakuti sindinkafuna kuti chiwerewere chiwonongeke, poyamba ndinkafuna kugonana ndi mtsikana, ndisanakhale pachibwenzi.

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NDIKUFUNIKA kusiya zolaula. Journal ya Chicago [Tsiku 12]

Ndili ndi zaka 21. Zithunzi zolaula zimawonjezera nkhani. Mbiri yanga yomwe imabweretsa nkhani yanga:

Ndinazindikira zolaula ndili ndi zaka 10. Ndinayamba maliseche kuzungulira 9. Ngakhale ndimadziwa zolaula, ndimakonda kuseweretsa maliseche popanda izo. Makamaka chifukwa sindinkatha kuzipeza. Pofika zaka 12, ndinali ndi magazini yolaula kuchokera kwa msuweni wanga. Nthawi zina ndinkachita maliseche, koma ndimanena kuti 90% ya nthawiyo, ndimachita maliseche popanda izo.

Ndili ndi zaka 13, ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche nthawi zambiri [za 5 pa mwezi], koma chifukwa ndinali ndi chibwenzi [chomwe chinapitirira mpaka ine ndinali 15] sichinali chochuluka. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi gf yanga, timamvetserana ndipo ndimadzithamangitsa mtsogolo.

Titathetsa chibwenzi changa ndi chibwenzi changa, ndinayamba kudziseweretsa maliseche pafupipafupi. Pa nthawiyi, ndinganene kuti ndimadziseweretsa maliseche pafupifupi ka 10 pamwezi. Koma ndinkadziseweretsabe popanda kugonana mofanana. Nthawi yonse yodziseweretsa maliseche inali pakati pa mphindi 15-25. Inayamba kutsika mofulumira ndili ndi zaka 18. Ndinali ndi mwayi wopeza zolaula mosavuta komanso nthawi yambiri ndili ndekha kunyumba. Ndinasiya kudziseweretsa maliseche pafupifupi kasanu pa sabata, 50% ya nthawi ndili ndi zolaula, mpaka kasanu ndi kawiri pa sabata, 95% ya nthawi ndili ndi zolaula. Nthawi yanga yodziseweretsa maliseche inawonjezeka kufika pa mphindi pafupifupi 35-45 panthawiyi.

Nthaŵi zina, ndimadzipangira tsiku la 2-4 chifukwa zolemba zanga zinayamba kufooka. Ine ndimaganiza kuti izi zinali chifukwa ine ndinali ndikuyang'anira izo. Pambuyo panthawi yopuma, zanga zinkakhala zolimba kachiwiri ndipo ndinapitirizabe.

Pamene ndinasintha 20. Sindinadziwe zomwe zinali kuchitika. Ndinakayikira ngati ndinali ndi vuto la zolaula. Ndayamba kuseweretsa maliseche 10-14 nthawi pa sabata, 99% ya nthawi yolaula. Maseŵero anga odzetsa maliseche anatha pafupifupi 2-4 HOURS panthawiyi. Ngati ndayesera kuchita maliseche popanda izo, zimanditengera maminiti a 20 kuti ndipeze erection. Ndinayamba kuyambanso kupeza zovuta zolaula. Ndingatenge tsiku langa la 2-4, ndikubweranso ndikulephera kulimitsa. Ndinayamba kusuntha ndikuganiza kuti ndili ndi ED ndipo ndinayamba kugwedeza gulu la zinthu ndipo sindinapeze zambiri.

Chifukwa chake ndidapitilizabe kuseweretsa maliseche chifukwa ndinkatha kukonzekeretsa. Apa ndipomwe zimadabwitsa. Tsiku lina ndimasanthula makanema, ndikuyesera kuti ndipeze mawonekedwe abwino kuti ndipeze zovuta. Ndikudina pazomwe zimawoneka ngati kanema wa atsikana, koma posakhalitsa ndidazindikira kuti zinali zolaula zokhazokha. Ndinali pafupi kutuluka chifukwa ndinali wowongoka ndipo zidandipweteka. Chinthuchi ndikuti, ndinalimba. Izi zidandisokoneza kwambiri, chifukwa lingaliro lamtendere lidandipangitsa kuti ndiyende mofewa. Tsopano mwadzidzidzi ndikupita molimba? Ndinayamba kutuluka chifukwa ndinkafunsa ngati sindinali wolunjika kapena ayi, ndipo ngati chifukwa chomwe sindikuvutikira ndi chifukwa chakuti sindimakopeka ndi akazi. Nditangoyang'ana izi kwa maola pafupifupi 2, ndidapeza kuti amuna ambiri owongoka amati amayang'ana ndikuchita maliseche pazolaula. Ananenanso kuti izi zidawachitikira modzidzimutsa. Izi zidandipangitsa kumva bwino.

Kotero zomwe ndinayamba kuchita ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti ndikhale wovuta kuti ndipitirize kuonera zolaula zomwe ndimatha. Popanda kuzindikira, posakhalitsa ndinayang'anitsitsa mndandanda wa zolaula kapena zolaula zoopsa kwambiri zomwe sindinayambe kuziganizira ngakhale zaka zingapo zapitazo. Ndinayamba kunyansidwa nditatha kuchita maliseche chifukwa sindinakhulupirire kuti ndikulolera kufika pamfundoyi. Sindingathe kudziletsa ndekha.

Kotero pafupi sabata yapitayo ndinaganiza kuti ndileka kuyang'ana zolaula zabwino ndi maliseche kwa kanthawi. Chabwino, patapita masiku 4 ine ndinagwa kwathunthu. Ndinkasewera nthawi 4 tsiku limodzi ndikuonera zolaula. Kenako 3 nthawi zambiri tsiku lotsatira.

Sindinakhulupirire ndekha. Chifukwa chake zomwe ndidachita posachedwa ndikukhazikitsa zolaula pazakompyuta yanga ndikuchotsa makanema onse omwe ndidasunga pa kompyuta yanga. Ndikuganiza kuti iyi ndi njira yoyamba yoyenera.

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Zokhazokha zomwe ndinganene, ndimawerenga positi iliyonse pankhaniyi, ndipo zodabwitsa ndizo zonse zomwe zimabwera m'maganizo mwanga. Inenso ndine mwamuna wokongola wazaka 24 ndipo ndili ndi vutoli. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lopeza atsikana ndipo ndakhala ndi akazi ambiri kuyambira nditataya chibwenzi ndili ndi zaka 16 mpaka 23. Ndinali pachibwenzi chachikulu kwa zaka pafupifupi ziwiri ndipo pambuyo pake ndidayamba kutopa. Ndinkakonda kwambiri zolaula tsiku lililonse/kangapo patsiku. Kuyambira pamene tinasiyana, ndayesa kugonana ndi anthu atatu okongola kwambiri. Choyamba, ndinkachikulitsa pang'ono kenako n’kuchitaya, chachiwiri, ndinkalimbikira koma ndikaganizira za izi zinali zotheka chifukwa ankangogwiritsa ntchito dzanja lake lomwe ndinkalidziwa bwino. Ndipo chomaliza chinali chibwenzi cha miyezi ingapo ndipo nthawi iliyonse ikapita ku china chilichonse kupatula dzanja ndinkafooka. Nditawerenga zolemba zonse ndikuganiza kuti dzanja linali lolumikizana kwambiri ndi ine kukhala wolimba. Kotero mutatha kuwerenga nkhani zonse izi zomwe mwalemba, ndikupita kudziko lina, ndikukhulupirira kuti zigwira ntchito, ndili mwana kwambiri ndipo ndiyenera kukhala ndi moyo wabwino, ndikufunirani zabwino zonse.

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Palibe PMO; VUTO LA 16 VUTO! (Pambuyo pa masabata a 3 ndi masiku 3)

Kuti ndikupatseni vuto, ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13, sindinganene kuti ndi vuto lalikulu mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 1, koma ndikufuna kudziwa kuti nditayamba kuseweretsa maliseche kunali kusunthira mwachangu zolaula pa intaneti kuyambira tsiku la 18. Zaka zidadutsa pomwe ndidakumana koyamba zogonana wazaka 18 ndidakumana ndi vuto la erectile musanachitike komanso mukamagonana ndi chibwenzi chatsopano, ngakhale kulowa mkati mwake komwe kumandiwopa kwambiri komanso kudali kowononga kwambiri monga momwe mungaganizire ndili wamng'ono kwambiri, ndinadzikwiyira ndekha ndikunena munthu wosavuta kwambiri; iye ndikumutaya popanda chifukwa chomveka. Izi zidawononga kudzidalira komwe ndinali nako kale, kupita ku sekondale ya anyamata onse sindinadziwike kwambiri kwa azimayi ambiri mpaka ndili ndi zaka XNUMX kotero ndimamva kukhala watsopano komanso wokonda masewera.

Kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta zofananira zomwe sindimatha kuchita kangapo makamaka ndi bwenzi latsopano. Ndili ndi mnzanga m'kupita kwanthawi ntchito yanga idakulirakulira, ngakhale poyambilira ndimakumana ndi ED, ndimayikiratu mpaka kusintha kwakukulu kuchokera ku theka lakuwonera zolaula zanga pa intaneti kukhala zogonana kwenikweni zomwe zimakhala zomveka. Pakadali pano zolaula zanga zimakulirakulirabe pafupipafupi momwe zimakhalira zovuta komanso kugwiritsa ntchito kwa nthawi yayitali, kukalamba ndikudziyimira pawokha kumawoneka kuti kumathandizira magawo a PMO, ngati chithandizo chofunafuna zosangalatsa, kusungulumwa, zilizonse.

Iyi yakhala nkhani kuyambira zaka 18, tsopano ndili ndi zaka 21. Kuwerenga ena mwa magazini pano a anyamata, makamaka achikulire kwambiri akukambirana mavuto awo ndi ulendo wawo tsopano. Ndimamva kuti ndikakamizidwa kuthana ndi vuto lowopsali tsopano, kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wosangalala, wachilengedwe komanso wopindulitsa. Kuledzera kwa PMO kwakhazikitsa ndikuchulukitsa kukhumudwa, kuda nkhawa, nkhawa zamagulu, kusowa zochitika zina, ndataya nthawi ndi anzanga, ndachedwa sukulu, koleji ndi ntchito ndipo koposa zonse zomwe ndikudziwa tsopano. Chifukwa cha ED wanga ndili mwana kwambiri.

 

Pambuyo pa gawo langa lomaliza la ED, momwe sindinathe kukweza msungwana kunyumba kwake ndinaganiza zokwanira, ndinayenda kunyumba mwakachetechete ndekha mutu wanga ukusambira ndimaganizo olakwika komanso zokwanira zonse kudzidalira. Odwala komanso otopa chifukwa cholephera kudzuka bwino popanda kudzilimbitsa komanso zolaula ndinayamba kufufuza ukonde ndipo ndipomwe ndidapeza YBOP, ndimayang'ana makanema ndikuwerenga zomwe zilipo pamenepo, zomwe zidanditsegula maso, ndidapeza Ndinagwirizana ndekha ndikusangalatsidwa ndi sayansi, zonse zomwe zimachitika komanso kutayika kwa m'mimba komwe kumachitika koma ndimamvanso chisoni ndikamveketsedwa ndi chowonadi cha mkhalidwe wanga wolakwika.

Kuphatikiza pakusiya ndekha, ndinkafunanso kuthandiza ndi kuthandiza ena ndikulandila ndekha chifukwa sichinthu chomwe mungalankhule momasuka ndi aliyense mukamamvera wina kuti abwerere khutu. Chifukwa chake ngati wina aliyense akufuna kundifunsa chilichonse chokhudzana ndi kusiya PMO ndiye kuti ndikhala wokondwa kuyesetsa momwe ndingathere popeza tonse tili munthawi yofananayo!

Ndasankha kusiya "mawu ozizira" pamtengo, zidagwira ntchito ndikasiya kusuta kotero ndikhulupilira kuti ndiyo njira yabwino yosiya PMO. Kuyesera kwanga koyamba kusiya pafupifupi masabata a 6 apitawo ndidapita milungu iwiri wopanda PMO ndikumverera kocheperako koma kotsimikiza kusintha komweko. Kenaka ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kupitiriza popanda kuonera zolaula. Chabwino… zili ngati kusiya kusuta kenako ndikukhala ndi ndudu yosawala mkamwa mwako; chiyeso chachikulu choyambiranso. Onani ndikuwona mukuganiza chiyani? Inabwereranso ku PMO pasanathe maola ochepa!

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Ndimafuna kutumiza yankho pano chifukwa ndikumva kuti zithandizira kulumikizana ndi ena omwe ali m'mavuto anga ndipo ndikhulupirira kuti zokumana nazo zindithandizanso ndikundilimbikitsa. Ndinazindikira koyamba kuti ndinali ndi vuto pomwe ndinayamba unamwali wanga ku 21 (25 tsopano). Ndinali wokondwa ndi mtsikanayo, ndikutembenuka ndipo anali wokongola. Zonse zinali kuyenda bwino koma ine sindinali wovuta kumeneko. Ndinasokonezeka chifukwa chake zinali choncho ndikungoziika pansi kwa nthawi yoyamba. Titha kukhala owongoka mwa kuthandizira kukondoweza nawonso koma ofewa mukakhala mwa iwo. Ndinali chonchi ndi mnzanga wachiwiri nawonso ndipo ndinali ndi nkhawa kuti izi zimachitika nthawi zonse. Vutoli lidapitilira ndi mnzanga wachitatu komanso wachinayi wanga, yemwe ndidali pachibwenzi naye 3yr.

Amamvetsetsa kwambiri, timayesetsa mitundu yonse kuyesera kundithandiza, monga zidole ndi zina zambiri, komabe vuto lidalipo. Ndinayesa kupititsa patsogolo kauntala komwe kunkachita zodabwitsa panthawiyo. Zinandipangitsa kukhala ndi chizolowezi chogonana, chovuta ndikayimirira ndipo ndimayika vuto langa mwakuthupi. Komabe, ndiye kuti piritsi linasiya kugwira ntchito. Tidakhala ndi mavuto muubwenzi wathu pamapeto pake chifukwa cha vuto langa. Tinamaliza kulekana chifukwa cha zifukwa zinanso.

Komabe, nditafufuza zambiri ndinapeza lingaliro lakuti zolaula zimalepheretsa mbolo kugwira ntchito bwino. Zonsezi zinamveka bwino pambuyo pake, zolemba zonse zomwe zinali pano zimamveka zofanana ndi zomwe ndinali nazo. Ndinali nditataya 'morning wood', kugonana mwachisawawa, chilakolako cha kugonana chinali chochepa ndi zina zotero. Ndinali ndi chizolowezi choonera zolaula ndi kuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili mwana, tsiku lililonse nthawi zina nthawi zina zochepa. Poganizira za m'mbuyo, ndinkagwiritsa ntchito ndikakhala kuti ndili ndi nkhawa kuti sindingathe kugonana ndi akazi enieni ndipo sindinkamvetsa chifukwa chake ndinkavuta zolaula koma osati iwo.

Kotero chinali chizunguliro choipa ndipo zolaula zinkandilepheretsa kwambiri. Nthawi zina, zokwanira za moyo wanga. Pano pali kupita patsogolo kwanga. Zakhala ziri pafupi ndi masabata a 5 kuyambira nthawi yotsiriza yolaula zolaula. Ndikumva mphamvu zambiri zogonana, ndili ndi nkhuni zam'mawa zowoneka bwino tsiku ndi tsiku mosalephera. Ndikawona atsikana ku shopu ndikugwira ntchito ndikuwoneka wokongola kwenikweni ndikugonana nawo, osati kungoganizira zokongola zawo. Ndimasintha ndi zinthu zing'onozing'ono ngati msinkhu wong'onong'onong'ono bwino, mtsikana akuwerama ndi zinthu ngati kununkhira kwa mafuta onunkhira ndi maso okongola.

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Sindiyesetsabe kuyesa magwiridwe anga komabe ndikhoza kukhala ndi mwayi usikuuno ndipo ndibwereranso ndi kupita patsogolo kwanga momwe ndikumvera kuti zindithandizira kuwerengera izi komanso ena mwachiyembekezo.

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Zaka 20, ED (palibe PMO tsiku 41)

Ndine zaka 20.

Anayamba kuseweretsa maliseche mozungulira 14. Kuchuluka kuchokera pazithunzi, makanema, makanema olimba, ndi zina zambiri.

Choyamba ndinazindikira mavuto a ED pomwe ndimagonana koyamba ndi chibwenzi pafupifupi chaka chimodzi ndi theka chapitacho: sindinapeze erection, kugonana kumamveka ngati kachilendo kwa ine, zomwe zidandipatsa kuti bj sanamve bwino (ndipo zinali zachilendo chifukwa m'mutu mwanga ndimakopeka naye, koma sindinatsegulidwe).

Ndinasokonezeka komanso ndinali ndi nkhawa, ndipo mwanjira ina ndinapunthwa pa yourbrainonporn.com, yomwe inanditsimikizira kuti vuto langa linali lokhudzana ndi zolaula. Ndinkachita manyazi kuuza bwenzi langa zavuto, motero adandigonera pafupifupi miyezi 6 yapitayo chifukwa ndimalephera kugona naye.

Ndakhala ndikuyesera kusiya zolaula / maliseche chaka chatha, osakhala ndi PMO kuyambira 1 mpaka masiku 30, komabe ndidabwereranso. Panopa ndili patsiku 39 la PMO (wopambana kuposa onse omwe ndidapangapo) ndipo ndatsimikiza mtima kudzikonza. Ndazindikira maubwino angapo kuyambira kuyesera kusiya: kudalira kwambiri atsikana, matabwa ambiri am'mawa, kuyang'ana bwino.

Ndakhala ndikudzidzimuka posachedwapa chifukwa ndakhala ndikusowa tulo, ndipo sindinathetse mavuto anga ED omwe akukhumudwitsa. Ndondomeko yanga ndikutsiriza tsiku la 90, ndikuyamba kuyambiranso ndi akazi enieni.

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Zolaula ndi vuto lenileni , ndasiya nazonso maliseche, kuzizira, ndipo pakapita nthawi ndaona zotsatira zolimbikitsa kwambiri!

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Ponena za abwenzi, ndikutsimikiza kuti mutawafunsa, onse anganene kuti ali ndi vuto logonana ndi akazi, kapena vuto la "kudzuka" nthawi yomweyo. Komanso, ndinaphunzira kuti anthu amenewo sadzamvetsa mpaka atadziwa okha.

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Wokonzeka kupita patsogolo mu moyo

Masiku a 37 osati PMO, kamodzi pamlungu M w / o P ndi nthawi zina ED zowonjezera kugonana (onani m'munsimu)

Hey anyamata,

Chifukwa chake ndine wazaka 23 yemwe nditha kufotokozedwa bwino kuti ndimakhala wokonda zachiwerewere kuyambira ndili mwana ndikukula pa PMO. Ndinayamba ndili ndi zaka 13 pomwe tidapeza kompyuta yathu yoyamba ndipo sindinayang'ane kumbuyo. Kuchokera pazomwe ndikukumbukira ndimakhala kumapeto kwa mphindi iliyonse ndikuganiza za momwe ndingatsitsire zatsopano komanso kuti ndimatuluka kangati, makamaka ndikusowa moyo chifukwa chakulakalaka kwanga. Ndizovuta kuyika nambala, koma PMO'ing 2-3 tsiku lililonse x zaka 10 zimakhudza anthu omwe ali ndi malingaliro ogonana… Ndikamaganiziranso za izo tsopano, ndikulakalaka pakadakhala wina yemwe angandiphunzitse za odwala -chizolowezi cha chizolowezi ichi, ndipo ngakhale ndikukumbukira ndikudziuza kuti ndisiye, koma zowonadi sindinathe. Ngakhale ndimadziwa kuti zasokonezeka, ndidapitilira ku PMO mpaka zaka 17 pomwe ndidakumana ndi kugonana kusukulu yasekondale. Ndinali woledzera, ndipo sindinathe kusewera. Tsiku lotsatira komanso m'masabata akudzawo mtsikana yemweyo amafuna kucheza, komwe ndimangothawa ndikusangalala ndikungokhala PMO'ing ndikumacheza ndi anzanga nthawi zina. Sindinaganize kuti china chake chinali cholakwika, ndinali wokondwa ndi zolaula, wow! Zomwe sindinazindikire ndikuti manyazi anga ambiri komanso kuthawa mavuto mwina zimakhudzana ndikuti ndimakulira zolaula.

Chifukwa chake pano ndili bwino zaka 6 pambuyo pake. Pafupifupi chaka chapitacho ndidapeza kuti ndayamba kukhumudwa kwambiri ndikukhala ndi nkhawa, ndipo ndidapeza kuti ndinali ndi vuto logonana, pomwe anzanga onse nthawi zonse ankangokhalira kukambirana ndi atsikana. Izi zidandipangitsa kukhala wokhumudwa kwambiri mpaka pomwe ndidakhala ndi mantha ndipo ndidakakamizidwa kuyang'ana machitidwe anga. Ndizodabwitsa kuti zinandigwetsa m'maganizo kuti ndizindikire kuti zolaula zinali zina mwazovuta. Zili ngati ubongo wanga unkayesera kubisa kuti zolaula zimandiwononga, chifukwa zimamveka bwino kwa nthawi yayitali, dopamine ikumasulani. Kotero ndili pano, ndinasiya kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula ndikukhala PMO kwaulere masabata a 5! Kunena zowona sizinali zovuta kusiya kuonera zolaula ndikazindikira zomwe zimakhudza moyo wanga. M'mbuyomu sabata ino ya 5 ndinali ndi zochitika zina 4 zogonana zomwe zimatenga zaka 2. Nthawi ya 1 idayenda bwino, komabe ena 3 ndinali ndi ED yathunthu ndipo ndinalibe mwayi ku gehena. Chochitika chaposachedwa kwambiri cha ED chinali chowononga kwambiri, popeza mtsikanayo anali wodabwitsa. Komabe mu chikhalidwe changa chokhumudwa ndikugonana komanso chifukwa cha kusowa chitetezo komwe ndidamukankhira kutali, ndikuwononga ubale womwe ungakhale wodabwitsa. Kotero izi ndi zomwe zinandipangitsa kuti ndisiye kuonera zolaula. Monga ndanenera poyamba, ndakhala PMO mfulu kwa masabata 5, ndipo kuwonera zolaula sikunali kovuta kwambiri. Patatha pafupifupi masabata awiri ndidazindikira kuti ndimachedwa kuzizira ndipo ndimapeza nkhuni zammawa. Ndinkamva bwino ndikudzigwira ndekha chifukwa cha kumverera, ndipo ndinapeza kuti ndinali ndi nthawi yambiri yochita zosangalatsa komanso kudziwana bwino ndi anzanga. Zandikhudzira kale moyo wanga, zachisoni kuganiza zomwe zikadakhala koma zomwe sizili pano kapena apo. Ndili ndi malingaliro abwino komanso ndikuzindikira kuti maluso anga ndi osiyana ndi munthu amene asiya kuzizira masiku x 2. Masabata a 90 asanafike P, M kapena OI sakanatha kuthana ndi pent mphamvu yakugonana, ndipo adaganiza zoyesa M popanda zolaula, zomwe zidachita bwino! Ndinali ndi chidwi chifukwa m'mbuyomu panalibe njira yoti ndikanathera osayang'ana zolaula, ndiye kuti ili ndi gawo labwino kwambiri. Chabwino ndiye chomwe ndidaganiza ndikuti ndikadzipindulitsa sabata iliyonse ndi gawo limodzi la M popanda P. Ndikuwona kuti iyi ndi njira yabwino yotulutsira mavuto ndikumamatira pulogalamuyi.

Pa masabata asanu apitawa ndakhala ndi mwayi ogonana nawo maulendo 5… osatsimikiza kuti ndikaganizira za chilala changa chakale, zangochitika ndikuganiza. Komabe, sindinkaganiziranso zachinyengozi malinga ndi zomwe zinali za PMO, ndipo ndinali wofunitsitsa kuwona momwe kuyambiranso kumapangidwira. Ndinali ndi nkhawa zambiri pantchito zolephera zam'mbuyomu kotero ndimagwiritsa ntchito Viagra pazomwe takumana nazo, chifukwa chake sindikuyesa vuto lonse la ED pakadali pano ... Ndikudziwa kubera kwawo koma ndikufunika kolimbikitsidwa pazonsezi… Nthawi ziwiri zoyambirira ndimatha kuchita bwino (ngakhale ndikudziwa kuti kubera pogwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo a ED), komabe sindinamve zambiri ndipo sindinamalize nthawi yonseyi. Izi zinali zokhumudwitsa, koma ndikumvetsetsa kuti ndiyenera kuyembekezera kudzimva kuti ndine wopanda nkhawa koyamba. Chabwino, kotero nthawi yotsatira zinthu zinali kuyenda bwino (pa Viagra kachiwiri) ndipo ndinatsiriza ndipo kumverera kumawoneka bwino kwambiri. Nthawi yotsiriza (pa Viagra kachiwiri…) ndidapeza kuti ndinali wolimba mtima kwambiri ndipo ndimaliza msanga. Ndine wokondwa kuwona kuti chidwi chikuyambiranso, koma ndili ndi nkhawa kuti njira zomwe ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito m'masabata onse a 4 zitha kukhala zopanda phindu. Kuchita maliseche kamodzi pa sabata popanda P ndipo nthawi zina kugonana kumawoneka ngati zinthu zabwino kuyesa kusiya zolaula. Komabe ndikufunafuna malingaliro anu okhudzana ndi njirayi komanso ngati ndiyenera kuluma chipolopolo ndikuimitsa zonse (palibe P, M kapena O ndikuchepetsa mankhwala osokoneza bongo a ED ngati nditagonana). Ndingakhale wofunitsitsa kusiya mankhwala osokoneza bongo a ED koma ndikudziwa kuti zikhala zopweteka kwambiri. Poyamba ndimafuna kuyesa kukhudzidwa kwanga, ndipo tsopano popeza ndingathe O panthawi yogonana ndikuganiza kuti kungakhale kwanzeru kuyesa mphamvu zanga za erectile podula mankhwala a ED. Kodi mukuganiza kuti kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo a ED kumabwezeretsanso zinthu poyambiranso?

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Inde, anzanga ambiri mwina nawonso ndi oledzera a PM ! N'zachilendo chifukwa nawonso adakumana ndi zochitika zomwe samatha kudzuka ndi atsikana. Ngakhale ndimawapatsa upangiri wodabwitsa, ndimawalola kuchita zomwe akufuna chifukwa mwina sakufuna kumasuka kwambiri pa nkhani zawo ndipo angafune kuthana ndi nkhani zawo payekha.

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Tonse Tikukwaniritsa

Ndinazindikira koyamba P / M ndili ndi zaka 14. Ndili ndi zaka 21 zopitilira 22 tsopano, ndiye zaka pafupifupi 8. Ndangouza nkhaniyi ndi anthu ena atatu m'moyo wanga, ndiye ndikuganiza ndikumva kuti kubwera patsamba lino ndi gawo labwino kwa ine. Ndikumvetsetsa kuti kuyiyika poyera ndikofunikira, ndipo ngakhale izi sizikudziwika, nditapita patsamba lino ndidamva kuti ndili ndi chiyembekezo komanso chilimbikitso… sichoposa gulu lothandizira - ndi gulu lenileni. Chifukwa chake ndikufuna kuthokoza nonsenu anyamata ena chifukwa chogawana nawo; mwandithandizira kuti ndisinthe moyo wanga.

Kwa nthawi yonse yomwe ndikukumbukira, ndakhala ndi mtambo ukunditsatira mozungulira. Zasokonekera ndi ine komanso ubale wanga ndi anthu. Ndakhala ndikumverera ngati pakhala khoma pakati pa ine ndi "anthu ena," pazifukwa zina sindingathe / sindiyenera kukhala ndi chisangalalo chomwe ali nacho. Osati kuti aliyense m'moyo wanga ndiwokondwa kwambiri / wosangalala / wopanda nkhawa, koma ndikutanthauza kuti ndakhala ndikumverera kuti zizolowezi zanga zimandipangitsa kukhala munthu woipa, kunena mosabisa. Ndikuganiza kuti gawo lalikulu lazomwe zandifikitsa pano ndi mkwiyo… kudzipsera mtima kuti ndimabwereranso zizolowezi zomwezo. Ndatopa kudzimvera chisoni, chifukwa ndimadzimva kuti ndine wopanda pake, kumva kuti sindiyenera kukhala ndi moyo wosangalala komanso wokhutira. Kutengera ndi zomwe anyamata ambiri ukunena, mwamva chimodzimodzi. Chifukwa chake ndizotsitsimula kwambiri kuwerenga mabwalowa patsamba lino!

Mavuto anga a PMO adafika pachimake chilimwe chatha, pamene ndidadzipeza ndili ndi mtsikana mgalimoto yake moledzera. Ndinali woledzera kwambiri, kotero dongosolo la zochitika silili bwino, koma ndikukumbukira bwino kuti sindinathe kudzuka nthawi ikakwana. Zinali zochititsa manyazi kwambiri ... zili ngati kuti nthawi yomweyo ndimadzimva ngati wopanda mwamuna. Zinali zovuta kufotokoza, koma ndikuganiza kuti ambiri a inu mudamvapo. Ndipo ndimatha kuwona kuti zinali zovuta kwa iyenso, ngati kuti adamva ngati sanakwanitse kundiyambitsa. Anali wokongola kwambiri, ndipo tinali ndi mankhwala kale, kotero ndimadziwa kuti sanali iye ... ndinali ine. Tinamuimba mlandu chifukwa cha kuledzera kwanga ("whiskey-dick"), koma ndimatha kuwona kuti adavulalabe. Usiku umenewo ndinakhala ndekha, ndipo m'mawa mwake ndinamva ngati ndine wachabechabe. Ndikayang'ana mmbuyo, ndikusangalala kuti sizinachitike, chifukwa ndimakonda kudikira munthu amene amandikonda kwambiri (inde, ndine namwali).

Mosakayikira, zimenezo zinandiopsa kwambiri. Sindinamvetse chifukwa chake ndinkatha kuchita izi popanda vuto ndi P, koma nthawi itakwana yoti ndichite zinthu zoipa, sizinali zoyenera. Choncho ndinayamba kufunafuna mayankho, ndipo nthawi ina ndinapeza tsamba la www.yourbrainonporn.com . Zinandidabwitsa kwambiri. Zili ngati gawo la filimuyi pomwe amapeza chiphunzitso chachikulu cha chiwembu… pomwe zinthu sizili monga momwe zikuonekera. Ndikuganiza kuti sindikudziwa ngati zonse ndi zoona. Madokotala abodza, mukudziwa? Koma kodi nditaya chiyani? Ndikumva ngati ndakwiya mokwanira kuti ndichitedi nthawi ino. Ndipo osati kungosiya pang'ono, kenako nkuyambanso ndikachira. Ndikufuna kusintha moyo wanga. Ndikudziwa kuti zimachitika pang'onopang'ono, koma ndikukhulupirira kuti n'zotheka.

tsiku 8

Posachedwa mpaka pano: Pafupifupi chaka chimodzi kuchokera pamene zidachitika ndi msungwanayo, ndipo NDIKUwonabe zolaula ??! Osachepera, ndinali. Panopa ndili patsiku 8 la PMO. Sindinamvepo zovuta zilizonse, mwina sikuti ndidayambitsa izi. Ndili ndi mutu wopweteka tsopano, mwina ndi gawo lake? Koma eya, zodabwitsa kuti sindinakhalepo ndi zovuta zazikulu mpaka pano. Kutengera ndi magazini ena, ndikuganiza kuyesedwa kukubwera posachedwa kotero ndikuyesera kudzilimbitsa ndekha moyipa kwambiri. Kuti ndikudziwitseni zaumoyo wanga masiku asanu ndi atatu asanakwane, PMO wanga wakhala ... wosasamala. Palibe zambiri zomwe zikuwoneka kuti zikunditembenuzira, mwina osati monga zimakhalira kale. Zotsatira zake, zinthu zapansi sizinakhale ngati peppy monga zidalili kale, ngati mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza. Kwenikweni ndimamva kuti zolaula zanga zomwe zimakhudza ED zikuyamba kulowerera zochitika zanga za PMO, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndi chizindikiro choyipa, choyipa, ndipo zinthu sizikhala bwino paokha. Mitengo yammawa yakhala yosowa. Zomwe zimandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wowoneka bwino (ngakhale siziyenera?) Koma ndikudziwa kuti zikuyenera kuchitika m'mawa kwambiri, ndipo sichoncho. Chifukwa chake ndawona kuti pali china chake chalakwika pamenepo ... Komabe, ndikufuna kulengeza kuti kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba kusintha moyo wanga, ndakhala ndikutenga nkhuni mmawa UTATU. Zomwe zimawoneka ngati kubwezera mwachangu. Koma tiwona zomwe zikuchitika kumeneko. Kupanda kutero, palibe zosintha zenizeni kapena zovuta zina.

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Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula podziseweretsa maliseche kwa zaka 20 kapena kuposerapo… Ndinganene kuti zakhala vuto kwa zaka 7 kapena kuposerapo ndipo zakhala zikuchulukirachulukira m'zaka ziwiri zapitazi. Ndili ndi zaka 44, ndili pabanja ndipo ndili ndi mwana. Sindinachitepo zogonana (ndikuchita manyazi kunena) kwa zaka 6 zapitazi ndipo ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuti ndichepetse chilakolako changa. Ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti zolaula zinali cholepheretsa kwambiri kukhala paubwenzi ndi mkazi wanga.

Njira yanga yochira idayamba mwangozi kwenikweni ... Kwa miyezi 6 yapitayi kapena apo, ndazindikira kuti mbolo yanga silingakwaniritse ngakhale nditakakamizidwa kuseweretsa maliseche pafupipafupi… nthawi zina mpaka katatu patsiku. Ndinkada nkhawa kuti zimakhudzana ndi zaumoyo (matenda ashuga, kusayenda bwino, testosterone yotsika, ukalamba .. ndi zina zambiri) koma ndimangonyalanyaza. [Tsiku la 3 la PMO] Ndidayamba kupanga chikondi ndi mkazi wanga. Ndidakwanitsa kulimbikitsidwa kwambiri nditapsompsona komanso kusewera. Tidapanga chibwenzi ndi kondomu kwakanthawi koma kenako ndidayamba kutaya chidwi ndipo ndidadzidalira ndikulephera kuchita chiwerewere.

Mkazi wanga amandipatsa mpumulo ndipo tinapitilizabe kusangalala ndikumverera. Sindinathe pachimake koma sindinathenso kutaya erection. Sindinathe kusiya kuganizira za usiku watha ndipo ndakhala ndikudzuka tsiku lonse. Ndikuyembekezera mwachidwi kuchiritsidwa kwanga.

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Ulendo wopita ku moyo wamba [tsiku 16]

Hei nonse, Ndine mwana wazaka 24 ndipo ndakhala ndikuwonera P osachepera zaka 12. Ndidayamba M wachichepere kwambiri ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita kuyambira nthawi imeneyo. Intaneti inathamangitsa zonsezi ndipo ndakhala ndikukulira kupita kuzinthu zovuta mwachangu. Sindinkachita PMO kwenikweni nthawi zambiri, mwina 2-3 nthawi pasabata - koma ndimakonda kulimbitsa thupi kwambiri ndipo zimandipweteka. Posachedwa ndakhala ndikumva kupsinjika ndipo moyo wanga wamagulu sunakhalepo.

Sindikudziwa zambiri za atsikana. Ndakhala ndi mwayi wa 4-5 wogonana kuyambira pomwe ndinali 18, koma sindinakwerepo - woipa ED pano. Zinalibe kanthu kuti atsikanawo ayesa - ndikhulupirireni ayesera. Ndi PI mumapeza erection, koma nthawi zambiri imakhala yofooka ndipo sikhala motalika.

Ndilinso ndi maubale ochepa ochepa ndi atsikana abwino, koma zatha nthawi zonse chifukwa ndinali nditasokonezeka m'maganizo - sindinakhale ndi chidwi chilichonse - osagonana kwenikweni. Zolephera izi zakhala zikuwononga chidaliro changa ndipo sindinafunenso kukhala pachibwenzi kuyambira nthawi imeneyo. Kupeza YBOP kunandipangitsa kuti ndiyende bwino ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndisiye kuyang'anira P kwamuyaya ndikuyesera kuyambiranso ubongo wanga kuyankha atsikana abwinobwino komanso kukondoweza.

Ndayesa kusiya kangapo - ndipo ndapezanso malo anga ofooka, omwe ndi zinthu zofewa / zithunzi. Nthawi zonse ndimadziuza kuti "chabwino izi sizinthu zoyipa", koma pambuyo poti ndabwereranso koyamba, posakhalitsa ndinayamba kuchita zinthu zovuta zomwezo. Ndinapitanso nthawi ina chilimwe popanda mavidiyo, koma sizinandithandize ndi ED. Ndimamvabe chisoni kusiya masiku anga a P - zingamveke ngati dyera, koma ndakhala wabwino kwambiri ndipo ndikupeza zinthuzo ndipo tsopano lusoli silidzakhala lothandiza konse. Koma ndikuyembekeza kuti ndiphunzira maluso ena othandiza okhudza moyo weniweni.

Tsiku la 8 tsopano ndikumva bwino, koma khalani ndi nkhawa. Ndakhala ndikulota maloto a 2 P - ndipo ndazindikira kuti izi zimandichitikira nthawi zonse ndikuyesera kusiya. Poyambirira ndimaganiza kuti izi zitanthauza kuti ndalephera (kotero ndidabwereranso), koma tsopano ndikuyesera kusasamala. Kuwonanso zochititsa ponseponse - ngakhale poyang'ana anchor wazimayi wokhala ndi magalasi ovala imvi zonse, koma Ine ndikulendewera pamenepo. Ndikukhulupirira kuti magazini ino yandilimbitsa mtima.

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Chaka chapitacho, chibwenzi cha nthawi yayitali chinatha (ndi mtsikana amene ndimaganiza kuti ndingamukwatire) chifukwa cha mavuto okhudzana ndi kukhwima. Pa nthawi ya chibwenzi, ndimaganiza kuti chinali chifukwa cha kupsinjika kuntchito/moyo ndipo vutoli linkangotha ​​pakapita nthawi. Ndinayesa kupita kwa dokotala/wothandizira, pogwiritsa ntchito viagra/cialis, mphete, ma kegel, mankhwala owonjezera a zitsamba, ndi zina zotero koma palibe chomwe chinathandiza. Ndinapitanso kwa dokotala wa mkodzo yemwe ndi katswiri wa matenda a ED ndipo anachita mayeso ena mwa jakisoni ndi kuyeza kuyenda kwa magazi. Mayeso onse akusonyeza kuti ndili bwino.

Kuti ndifotokoze mbiriyakale, sindinayambe ngakhale kuseweretsa maliseche mpaka 18 (kumapeto kwa 20 tsopano), ndipo sindinayambe kuonera zolaula mpaka ndili ndi zaka 22. Pamaso pa 22, zomwe ndinkachita zinali zolimba nthawi zonse ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi mavuto ndi abwenzi anga. Kuyambira 22 mtsogolo, ndinkasewera maliseche (3-5 pa sabata) ndipo sindinagonepo zaka pafupifupi 2 chifukwa choganizira kwambiri ntchito. Nditayambiranso chibwenzi, mozungulira 24, ndidazindikira kuti zosankha zanga ndizofooka ndipo ndi 25, ndimakhala ndi ED. …

Ngakhale kuti sindinagwiritse ntchito zolaula kuyambira Januwale, ndinkangodziletsa (popanda kufika pachimake) ndipo ndinkachepetsa kudziletsa (mpaka kufika pachimake) kamodzi pa milungu ingapo. Ngakhale nditasiya zolaula (komabe ndikudziletsa, koma nditachepa), ndinaona zabwino zingapo:- Ndimatha kukhala ndi mphamvu yogonana kwamuyaya pogwiritsa ntchito manja (ndi kugwiritsa ntchito maloto). Poyamba ndinali ndi vuto lochita izi popanda zolaula. Komanso, ndinkatha kuchita izi m'malo osiyanasiyana (kugona, kuimirira, kukhala) pomwe ndinali ndi vuto m'malo ena kale.

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- Ndinali ndi maloto angapo onyowa omwe sindinakhale nawo zaka zambiri.

- Mitengo yam'mawa imabwereranso pafupipafupi. Komabe, erection imachoka pakangopita masekondi atangogona.

- Kuchuluka kwa umuna mukamakodzedwa kumakula kwambiri

- Kukula kwa machende anga kumawoneka kukulira

- Nthawi yotsutsa ndiyotsika kwambiri. Pambuyo podziseweretsa maliseche, nditha kupezanso erection (pogwiritsa ntchito dzanja) mkati mwa maola angapo.

- Nditha (nthawi zina) kupeza erection ndimalingaliro koma imangodutsa pakangopita masekondi. Asanasiye, izi sizinachitike zaka zambiri.

Komabe, posachedwapa ndayesera kuchita zogonana nthawi ziwiri, awiri ndi atsikana okongola kwambiri ndi matupi odabwitsa. Sindinapindule nthawi zonse. Kotero, tsopano ine ndikufuna kuyesa ndondomeko yoyambiranso.

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Ndine mwamuna wazaka 27 ndipo ndili ndi mbiri ya ED panthawi yogonana. Ndikukumbukira kuti zinthu zinayamba kuipa ndili mwana pamene ndinayamba kupeza zolaula za hardcore. Ndinali ndimakonda zolaula za softcore pa Showtime/Cinemax cha m'ma 90 koma sindinachite maliseche mpaka nditafika giredi 7. Sindinachite maliseche mpaka nditapeza zolaula za hardcore kunyumba kwa mnzanga ndikupeza makanema a zolaula a mchimwene wanga pomwe chilakolako changa cha kugonana chinachepa. Ngakhale zikumveka zomvetsa chisoni kuti ndinadzuka ndili ndi zaka 5. Ndinakhala ndi chilakolako chabwino kwambiri cha kugonana ndili mwana.

Koma nditangoseweretsa maliseche a mchimwene wanga, ndinali nditazolowera. Ndikuganiza kuti ndiseweretsa maliseche ndikutulutsa nthawi 6-7 munthawi ya 2! Zinali ngati cocaine kwa ine ndipo kuyambira nthawi imeneyo ndinayamba kuchita zolaula. Nditha kutsitsa makanema kuchokera ku AOL zaka zingapo pambuyo pake pomwe anthu akugwiritsabe ntchito kuyimba. Nditangokhala ndi intaneti yothamanga kwambiri m'ma 2000, sindinathe kuyima.

Ndinawona ED panthawi yanga yoyamba kugonana koma ndinatha kukhala ndi erection nthawi zina (kugwiritsa ntchito dzanja, kugonana mkamwa). Ubale wanga woyamba, ngakhale sindinkagonana kangapo ndi munthuyo, sunandipatse mavuto pansi. Ndikuganiza kuti mwachidziwitso adadziwa zomwe ndimakonda popeza anali wolimba mtima zomwe zidandipangitsa kuti ndiyimirire popanda vuto. Tidali pafupi kwambiri ndipo ndikuganiza pansi ndizomwe ndimafunikira. Sindinakhalepo ndiubwenzi wapamtima kapena ubale wapamtima ndi aliyense. Mwatsoka ndidakopeka ndi mayi wina wosagwira ntchito kotero ndidamusiya ndikumaliza kusamukira kuboma. Pazaka zingapo zotsatira ndimagonana ndikupusitsa azimayi koma sindimatha kukhala ndi erection kwathunthu. Tsiku lina nditaika kondomu pamasewera.

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Kwa zaka ziwiri zapitazi ndakhala ndi vuto la ED, ndipo lafika poipa kwambiri . Choyipa kwambiri n'chakuti, zandiwonongera chibwenzi. Ndikudziwa kuti mukaganizira kwambiri za izi, zimaipiraipira, koma simungatero bwanji. Kwa ine, kugonana ndi mwamuna kumatanthauza kuchititsidwa manyazi. Ndikudziwa kuti sikoyenera, ndipo ndikufunitsitsa kusintha izi. Ndili ndi zaka 28, ndipo sindikudziwa zambiri, koma zimenezo sizikundivutitsa kwenikweni. Ndikungofunika kuchoka mu vuto langa. Komabe, ndili ndi mafunso ena.

- Kodi zolaula ndiye vuto lalikulu, chifukwa patadutsa miyezi iwiri osachita maliseche, zokumana nazo sizikhala zabwino, kapena zazitali. Kodi zili bwino kamodzi sabata iliyonse kapena 2, bola ngati palibe zolaula zomwe zikukhudzidwa? - Ndingatani kuti ndikhale pachibwenzi (sindikufuna kubisala kwa miyezi 2), ndikukana kugonana osakhumudwitsa mtsikana? Amatha kutengeka ndi mnyamata yemwe amati ayi, kapena akuganiza kuti sindili mwa iye kapena china chake. Sindingathe kumuwuza kuti ndikudutsa zolaula ngati zomwe ndimachita. Kodi ndingafotokoze bwanji? - Zaka zingapo zapitazi zidandithandizira kudzidalira komanso kudzidalira. Osati mdera lina lililonse, kungogonana. Ngati izi zikugwira ntchito, kodi ndimapitirizabe kuwononga sitima yatsopano? Vuto ndilakuti, ndilibe wina yemwe ndingalankhule naye za izi. Ndi chinthu chimodzi kutenga ED kamodzi kanthawi, wina kunena kuti ndinu zolaula. Sindikumvetsa momwe china chomwe chimayenera kukhala chachilengedwe chimandivutikira.

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Ndine mwamuna wathanzi wazaka 29 ndipo ndazindikira kuti zonse zomwe zanenedwa m'nkhaniyi ndi zoona, makamaka kwa ine ndekha. Ndinapeza zolaula ndili mwana kwambiri ndipo ndimadziimba mlandu ndekha chifukwa chothetsa ubale wanga wakale msanga. Ngakhale ndisanakhale ndi chibwenzi changa choyamba, ndinali nditakumanapo ndi anthu okonda kugonana, akazi, akazi okhaokha, ndi zina zonse zomwe mungaganizire. Ndipo izi zinali masiku asanafike intaneti, monga momwe zinalili nthawi yomwe dial up inali kuyambira.

Komabe, nkhani yayitali, chisangalalo chomwe ndimapeza kuchokera kumaubwenzi enieni nthawi zonse chimatha kugonjetsedwa ndi zolaula zatsopano komanso zosangalatsa zomwe ndidazipeza. Ndinaganiza kuti vuto linali loti abwenzi anga sanakhale kinky mokwanira pamapeto pake. Ndinkacheza ndi atsikana ochepa a kinky, koma sizinali zabwino monga momwe ndimaganizira. Mumtima mwanga, ndimakhala wokonda nthawi zonse, chifukwa chake lingaliro losakhala lokhala ndi akazi okhaokha komanso lokopa atsikana onyenga nthawi zonse limatsutsana ndi zomwe ndimafuna mumtima mwanga, womwe unali chibwenzi chokwatirana chokha.

Ndinayamba kupeza ED pafupi ndi zaka 23. Ndinadandaula kuti chibwenzi changa chinali cholemera panthawiyi, chinandithandizanso. Izo sizinachitikepo kale. Ndinamaliza ndi iye, koma zinachitikanso ndi anzako otsatira a 4. Sindinadziwepo kuti ndichita chiyani, ndinadabwa kapena ndikusowa ndipo zinandipangitsa kumva kuti ndine wolephereka ndipo ndinkamva chisoni powapangitsa atsikana omwe ndinali nawo ndikukumverera ngati sakandiyendetsa. Ndinali ndikutha kuchoka ku zolaula ngakhale. Nthawi zambiri zinkandithandiza kuti ndisamadandaule.

Koma tsopano ndili ndi zaka 29 ndipo chaka chathachi kapena apo, ndazindikira kuti nthawi zambiri sindimatha kukhazikika ndikamachita zolaula tsopano. Zimatenga nthawi yayitali kusaka kanema yapaderadera yomwe ili kinkier kuposa enawo, kuti ingotsika. Ndinaganiza zopeza Viagra kalekale pomwe ndinali 25.

Ndikudziwa mnzanga amene amagwiritsa ntchito pafupipafupi. ndi msinkhu womwewo. Nthawi zina ndimanyansidwa ndi ine ndekha chifukwa cha zina mwazinthu zomwe ndapeza zomwe sindingakhale nazo chidwi. Ndalola kuti izi zichitike kwanthawi yayitali. Kukhala ndi ubale weniweni komanso moyo wogonana ndikofunikira kwambiri kwa ine kuti zolaula zisafike panjira. Ndiyesetsa momwe ndingathere kuchepetsa zolaula kuyambira pano, makamaka ndikakhala pachibwenzi.

Ndizovuta mukakhala mbeta, koma muyenera kukhala ndi malingaliro azinthu zina, kukhala opindulitsa m'malo mwake. Ndicho chinthu china. ndikuganiza za nthawi yonse yomwe ndakhala ndikuwononga zolaula, ndizochititsa manyazi. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kutembenuza tsamba latsopano, ndipo ndikufuna zabwino zonse kwa wina aliyense amene ali ndi mavuto ofananawo.

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Hei nonse, ndakhala ndikungoyendayenda pamisonkhano kwa nthawi yayitali koma sindinatumize zambiri. Ndikufuna kuthokoza aliyense chifukwa chotseguka momasuka pamavuto awo okhudzana ndi zolaula komanso kusowa pogonana, zandithandizanso kuti ndizilimbikitsidwa panthawiyi. Ndikufuna kugawana nkhani yanga komanso zinthu zina zomwe ndazindikira panthawi yoyesanso kuyambiranso.

Kotero ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13-14, zinayamba ndi zochepa zochepa zomwe ndinatsitsa (kusuntha zolaula sikunapezekebe, mwamwayi). Pambuyo pake kuthamanga kwa intaneti kudakulirakulira ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula pafupipafupi. Pamene ndinali 21 ndinali ndi mwayi wotaya unamwali wanga, koma chifukwa cha nkhawa komanso mwina zolaula zinapangitsa kuti erectile iwonongeke sindinathe kuchita. Pafupifupi miyezi 3 zitachitika izi ndidakumana ndi mtsikana wina ndipo zomwezo zidachitika, sindimatha kuchita kangapo, ndimakhala ndi zovuta zina ndi zina ndipo ndidayamba kukhumudwa kwambiri komanso kuzolowera zolaula. Pazaka zotsatira za 4 sindinathe kuchita zachiwerewere, nthawi zina kukwera kwanga kumatha kukhala kolimba koma osamva kwenikweni.

Pamene ndinasintha 25 ndinayamba kukhala ndi chibwenzi ndi mtsikana, ndinali ndi mavuto ambiri ndipo ndinagwirizana nawo ndi nkhawa (zomwe ndikukhulupilira zidakali zofunikira pa nkhaniyi kwa ambiri a ife), iye anali kumvetsa bwino, ine ndiri ndi mankhwala kwa chialisiti ndi Mwa kuleza mtima kwakukulu ndi kuyesayesa ndinatha kugonana naye mwachibadwa. Ndikulongosola kuti izi zimadetsa nkhawa, zolaula zanga zimachepa kwambiri (zovuta kuona zolaula pamene mukukhala ndi mtsikana) ndipo mbolo yanga imakhala yolimbikitsidwa kumaliseche m'malo mwa dzanja langa.

Mulimonsemo, pamapeto pake tinalekana, ndinabwereranso ku zolaula ndipo mavuto omwewo akale anabwereranso. Chaka chatha ndinakumana ndi tsamba lino ndipo ubongo wanga unali pa zolaula ndipo ndinaganiza zoyambiranso. Ndinakwanitsa masiku 35 ndipo ndinawona kusintha kwakukulu, ndinatha kugonana bwino ... nthawi zambiri ndimathandizidwa ndi Cialis. Koma, ndinabwereranso ku PMO ndipo mavuto omwewo anabwereranso. Kotero ndinaganiza kuti ndisiye zolaula kwathunthu, koma ndinkadziseweretsabe. Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula kawiri m'miyezi 7 yapitayi, koma mpaka posachedwapa ndinkadziseweretsabe zolaula nthawi zambiri.

Kwa ine, kuseweretsa maliseche kumabweretsa mavuto omwewo monga kugwiritsira ntchito zolaula ndipo ndimanena kuti zokhudzana ndi zolaula zowonongeka zanga zingathe kubwereza zolaula bwino kwambiri ndikuganiza kuti zolaula = zolaula kufikira mutasiya maganizo anu ubale wabwino ndi kugonana.

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Kotero tsopano ndili pa tsiku la 22 la PMO kapena zongopeka, ndikuwona kusintha ndipo ndikudzipereka kuti ndisawonenso zolaula, osachita maliseche masiku a 90 ndikuwona komwe ndili. Ndiyesetsa kuti aliyense atumize. Zikomonso.

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CHIFUNSO: Zomwe ndikukumana nazo ndi maliseche zimakhala zofanana ndi PMO.

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Azimayi ndi Abwana, usiku watha ndinasangalala kwambiri ndi mkazi kwa nthawi yoyamba patatha zaka ziwiri (werengani: nthawi yosangalatsa). Poyamba sindinakhalepo wopanda mkazi kwa nthawi yoposa sabata imodzi kapena ziwiri. Ndinali kudalira PMO kuti "ndidzilamulire" ndikupewa kukhala ndi chilakolako chogonana nthawi zonse. Izi zinali pamene ndinali wamng'ono, ndili wachinyamata. Tsopano popeza ndili ndi zaka 31 zasiyana ndipo sindinathe kulumikizana. Mpaka posachedwapa, nditapeza reddit, ndikupeza /nofap ndinayamba kumvetsetsa bwino. Ndiyenera kunena kuti, monga momwe zilili pamutuwu, ndinali wokayikira kwambiri chifukwa kuwerenga kwanga konse kofufuza za kugonana ndi chidziwitso kumanena kuti pita ukaseweretsa maliseche, palibe vuto! Koma nditaphunzira za chizolowezi choledzera ndi kuletsa chilakolako cha kugonana, zinandikhudza kwambiri kuti iyi mwina si lingaliro labwino kwambiri.

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Ndili ndi zaka 26 kapena kuposerapo, ndinkagonana ndi mkazi ndipo sindinkatha kupitiriza. Ndinachita manyazi ndipo sindinkadziwa chifukwa chake zimenezi zinachitika . Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo ndakhala ndikuchita izi kangapo, ngakhale popanda makondomu. Pamenepo ndidadziwa kuti pali vuto lalikulu.

Kuyambira pamenepo sindinayambe ndapita kukafunafuna akazi, kuwadzudzula pa moyo wanga ndikusamukira kudziko lina. Zaka ziwiri pambuyo pake ndipo zikuwonekeratu kuti, ndichifukwa choti ndakhala ndikudzipangira ndekha ndikukhala wosangalala.

Mofulumira lero ndipo ndinadziuza kuti ndipereka nofap kwa milungu ingapo ndikuwona zomwe zimachitika. Zomwe zidachitika ndikuti ndabwerera ku umunthu wanga wakale, ndikuyankhula ndikucheza mwachizolowezi, ndipo ndidakumana ndi msungwana wamkulu tsiku lina! Ndidakwanitsa masiku awiri apitawa ndipo zidatsala pang'ono kuwononga kugonana konse.

Ndikudziwa ndikadapanda kukula ndikadakhala stallion, koma m'malo mwake mwina ndi 40-60 peresenti yoyeserera gawo langa. Ndinafunika kugwiritsa ntchito Ron Jeremy kugwira ndipo zinali pafupifupi tsoka. Tsopano ndikudziwa zomwe ndiyenera kuchita kuti ndisiye chizolowezi chomangogwiritsa ntchito mankhwalawa ndikukonzanso chilichonse. Nofap ndikuthandizira kupambana kwanga mtsogolo. Zikomo / nofap kuti mudziwe zambiri kunja uko!

Komanso, iyi ndi post yanga yoyamba ya reddit kotero ndikhulupilira kuti ndakhala ndikuyenera kupanga bwino, kutuluka, ndi zina zambiri.

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KULUMIKIZANA - Ndikhulupirireni, kumanga mphamvu kungachitike m'malo abwino kwambiri a moyo ndi zotsatira zabwino kwambiri. Sindikukhulupirira kuti ndichifukwa chake nofap ili pano. Kuyambiranso ndi chimodzi mwa zifukwa zazikulu inde, chifukwa ululu wosakhala ndi ubale wabwinobwino womwe umayambitsidwa ndi zolaula za ED umayamba kupitirira chisangalalo chochepa chomwe chimatsala mu maliseche ndi zolaula zomwe mumakonda.

Pali anthu omwe amachita izi kuti asangalale, kapena "zoyipa" zomwe mumapeza mukamalemba, komanso zabwino zonse kwa iwo, koma zovuta zomwe ena aife tikukumana nazo ndizoyipa kwambiri kuposa "kungofuna kuyambiranso."

Sindikudziwa anyamata koma chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndikuchitira izi ndi chifukwa:

• Sindingakwanitse kukondana ndi atsikana anzanga.
• Ndimafikira polowera chifukwa zimandinyasa. Kodi mungaganizire izi?
• Sindingathe kudzikhutitsa ndimagonana ndi vanila ndi zibwenzi zomwe zanenedwa.
• Ndimakhala chete ndikusangalatsa panthawi yomwe ndalowa mkati chifukwa ndimafuna kuganiza za ana anga.
• Kukhala wokonda wokondweretsa kumandipangitsa kudzimva kuti ndine woyenera.
• Ndikutaya atsikana abwino chifukwa cha izi.
• Sindimakopeka ndi atsikana amoyo omwe ndimakonda (Ndimakonda zolaula)
• Sindimavutanso kukopana chifukwa sindimakopeka.

Kungonena kuti "Ndikungofuna kuyambiranso" kapena "Ndimakonda zolaula" sizifukwa zokwanira kusiya. Ine, ndinayamba masiku 11 apitawo chifukwa ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kutengera mtsikana pachimake (pachimake PANGA) ngakhale moyo wanga utadalira.

Kwa iwo omwe akhumudwitsidwa, ndiyenera kuwonjezera kuti sindinadziwe mosazindikira (osadziwa za zolaula za ED) ndili mwana. Zinatha miyezi ingapo chifukwa ndimakhala ndi bwenzi langa lapamtima, ndipo sindinkafuna kupyola pamavuto obisalira zofuna zanga.

Maganizo anga amaganizabe za fetus nthawi yogonana, koma ndinakwanitsa kupeza 80% ya nthawi yomwe timagonana. Kumbukirani kuti ichi ndi chibwana chomwe ndidapanga ngakhale intaneti isanachitike. Ndizakuti ndikukula kwachinyamatayo, ndimatha kuyang'ana zikopa zomwe sindinakwaniritse nthawi zonse, zomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndisagone pabedi ndi mtsikana, pomwe zisanachitike zolaula, ndimasewera osavuta ngati kupsompsona mapazi a bwenzi langa (lomwe ndizoseweretsa zosangalatsa) zimandipangitsa kukhala pafupifupi wovuta.

Mfundo imodzi yabwino yokhudza kuthawa (kwa anthu omwe ali ndi zibwenzi) ndi yakuti mukangomaliza kukhudza nub, zimakhala zovuta kumvetsa kumene kumangozidyetsa pa ntchafu ya kinda zimakuchititsani kufuna.

Chifukwa chake musataye mtima. Ndikulekanso chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ndizotheka PIV mosavuta, ngakhale mutazunza msirikali wanu kawiri patsiku kwa zaka zingapo. Ndiwo "kusaganiziranso za fetish / zolaula" zomwe ndikufunikanso kukhala nazo.

Ndipo ndichifukwa chake ndimatsutsana kwambiri ndi zolaula, poyerekeza ndi M, O, kapena S. Mukakhala nofappin, inde musadzikhudze. Koma ngati mukusowa mphamvu, muyenera kuyika chilichonse chomwe mungakhale nacho kuti mupewe zolaula.

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Moni nonse. Nkhani yanga ndi iyi, mwina ndi yodziwika bwino koma ndi bwino kukhala ndi malo oti mukambirane za nkhaniyi ndikupeza kuti sindili ndekha. (LINK to post)

Ndine 28. Sindinakhalepo ndi moyo wokhutiritsa weniweni. Ndakhala ndikuziyika kuyambira 13, ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa 18 kapena kotero ndidachita bwino kwambiri kuyambira pamenepo. Pazaka zanga zoyambirira za 20s ndinali PMOing 3 patsiku, sindimakhala ndi tsiku lopanda pokhapokha ndikayesetsa kuti ndisatero. Ndinataya unamwali wanga ndili ndi zaka 19. Chabwino, mtundu wa; Ndidakhala wolimba ndi foreplay koma sindinasangalale nayo, kenako ndidayamba kulowa. Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti ndichifukwa ndinali nditaledzera, koma zakhala zikuchitika nthawi zonse ndikakhala ndi mtsikana.

Ndinazindikira kuti ndakhala ndikudzipiritsa kwambiri ndikudula pansi, koma mpaka posachedwa ndidali PMO 3-4 kamodzi pa sabata, kangapo patsiku sabata.

Komabe, ndapeza msungwana kubwerera kwanga tsiku lachiwiri masabata angapo apitawo. Ndinazipeza pa nthawi yoyamba popanda vuto koma nditangozilowera izo zinatsika. Anatsiriza kuchoka pakati pa usiku. Zopweteka.

Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza kuti ndiyenera kuchita kena kake; Sindingathe kulimbikira P popanda vuto, chifukwa chake palibe cholakwika ndi ma plumb. Mwinanso pali nkhawa zina pamenepo koma ndikuganiza kuti makamaka ndi P ndikupitilira MO. Nditha kufika kwa O ngati mwana wankhuku agwira tambala wanga ndikumugwira dzanja; kwenikweni amandichotsera koma ndimawongolera.

Chifukwa chake, masiku a 12 palibe P, tsiku limodzi MO 5 masiku apitawa. Sindikuganiza za P nthawi zonse, ndipo palibe MO masiku onse a 90. Kodi mukuganiza chiyani? Sindikufuna kusiya MO kwamuyaya ndipo sindikuganiza kuti ndingathe, koma ndimatha kuchepetsa kamodzi pa sabata. Koma ndikuganiza ndikuyenera kuchita masiku 90 koyamba. Ndili ndi chidaliro kwambiri ndi atsikana monga momwe ndakhalira koma sizothandiza ngati sindingathe kuchita! Kuyembekeza izi kudzandithandiza.

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Zinali miyezi itatu yapitayo. Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndikuchotsa vutoli kwa miyezi yambiri ndipo zikuvuta kwambiri. Kutalika kwambiri komwe ndidapitako ndi masiku 7-10 ndisanapereke (nthawi zambiri kuti ndikamwe mowa).

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Chibwenzi changa sichimandidzutsa monga zolaula.