Nkhani Zophatikizapo ED 5

Nkhani Zokhudzana ndi Zithunzi za ED 5 zili munkhani zingapo za 8 zokhala ndi zitsanzo zazing'ono zodzidziwitsa za amuna osiyanasiyana omwe adakumana ndi zolaula zomwe zidapangitsa ED. Kuti mumve zambiri onani ma ED ndi ma forum awa: Nkhani za ED 5

Yang'anani malipoti ambirimbiri odzipulumutsa kuti mudziwe zomwe anthu omwe achira akumana nazo: Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 1 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 2 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti tsamba 3 , ndi Ma Blog ndi Mitu Yakubwezeretsa Yakunja.

Namwali Wotayika, Zikomo Palibe Fap

Ine potsiriza ndinataya umwali wanga ndipo zonse ndikuyamikira YBOP ndi NoFap. Ngakhale kuti ndinali mpikisano wa nyenyezi ndipo ndinali kusukulu bwino ndinali ndi chidaliro chochepa poyankhula ndi atsikana. Nthaŵi zina ndimayesera mtundu umodzi wa mawonekedwe a usiku ndipo nthawi zonse ndimalephera kukweza.

Chabwino, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wabwino ndipo tinayamba chibwenzi. Itafika nthawi yogonana sindinathe kukhazikika. Adaganiza kuti ndikumangokhala nkhawa ndikupitiliza kundipatsa mwayi. Pambuyo pake ndidayika awiri ndi awiri ndikazindikira kuti POM yanga ndi yomwe ili vuto. Ndapeza YBOP ndipo idasintha moyo wanga.

Ndakhala wopanda PM kwaulere masiku 37 koma sindinkafuna kudikirira choncho, ndi "thandizo" pang'ono ndinatha kukwaniritsa zonse. Ndikadali dzanzi pang'ono (imo mnyamata nthawi yake yoyamba sayenera kupitirira msungwanayo). Ngakhale, ndimawona akazi okongola kulikonse, chidaliro changa chikuwonjezeka ndipo ndili ndi zoyambiranso zogonana. Ndikungofuna kuthokoza aliyense amene akugawana nawo tsambali ndipo wandithandiza! Palibe P nthawi zonse, zatsala pang'ono kuwononga moyo wanga.

Ndikudziwa kuti PMO inali kuyambitsa mavuto anga ambiri kwa atsikana. NoFap analidi chinthu chomwe ndinkafuna ndikuchifunikiranso. Pitirizani kugwira ntchito. Ndinapeza kupeza zinthu zatsopano zothandizira, makamaka kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi.

Ndakhala ndikuwerenga ndemanga zambiri izi. Zolimbikitsa kwambiri, koma zoona zake sindikufuna kuwerenga nkhani za MB za buku lina. Haha. Koma zoona zake, ndili pa Tsiku Loyamba tsopano. Zabwino zonse. Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto ofanana ndi amuna omwe ndawerenga pano . Chinthu chachilendo chomwe ndili nacho ndichakuti ndagwiritsa ntchito dzanja langa lamanzere (ngakhale ndili wamanja) ndipo ndimakonda kubwerera ku chizolowezi chachilendo (komabe palibe cholakwa, zoona zake).

Ndine 24 ndipo ndimadikirira kugonana mpaka chaka chino. Moona mtima, ndili Mkristu ndipo ndimagonana mozama, makamaka kuchokera kwa mnzanga (sindimagwiritsa ntchito wina aliyense kuti agonane), chifukwa chenicheni chomwe ndidadikirira ndikuti mukakhala MB ndizosavuta. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo ndikuzindikira atsikana okongola kwambiri omwe anali ndi chidwi ndi ine ndipo sindinachite chilichonse. Ndimamuseka kwambiri chifukwa cha izi koma moona mtima sindinachite chidwi. Ndinali wofulumira kwambiri komanso kumayambiriro kwa unyamata ndikuganiza kuti ndangoganiza kuti zolepheretsa kulowa muubwenzi (ma STD, kukanidwa, miseche, zolumikizana) zinali zochuluka kwambiri kwa ine. Nzeru zoterezi ndizotheka ngati MB , nthawi zina kangapo patsiku. Kupanda kutero muyenera kuwona kuchuluka kwa MOYO mukunenanso ayi.

Ndikutanthauza, tsopano tsopano ndikulingalira za mkazi ndi ana ndipo ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndichite. Palibe kanthu; Ndimayesetsa kuti ndisadzipanikize kwambiri. Palibe amene amakuwuzani za izi. Aliyense amangofuna kuti muziganizira za ntchito kapena kupeza bwino. MB ndi njira yabwino yochepetsera kupsinjika komwe kumadza chifukwa chokhala ndi malingaliro ochepa. Posachedwa pomwe pano ndayamba kuwunika.

Pamene ndinali 21 ndinali ndi gf yanga yoyamba ndipo chaka chatha ndinali ndi gf yoyamba yomwe ndimakhala nayo. Moona mtima chinthucho chidathera pomwepo chifukwa choti sindimatha kuvutikira ndipo sindimatha kuthana nacho ndipo sindinawone zinthu zikusintha. Nditakhala naye poyamba ndimatha kukhala ovuta kwenikweni chifukwa cha zachilendo, koma posakhalitsa zidatha. Sindinataye unamwali wanga kwa iye chifukwa ndinadziwa kuti sindingakhale ndi vuto. Izi zidapanga zowawa zambiri ndipo zinali zoyipa. Chibwenzi changa chomaliza, yemwe ndidataya unamwali wanga, adandilimbikitsanso kwambiri, ndikutsimikiziranso kuti ndine munthu wowoneka bwino ndipo ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndipereke (zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndakalamba mokwanira kunena popanda kudzikonda kulikonse). Koma kaya ndiwe ndani, vutoli limakupweteketsa umuna wako. Mukadzutsidwa ndi mtsikana, mumamverera ngati mwamuna, palibe chilichonse mu MB chomwe chingafanane ndi icho.

Moona mtima kwakanthawi ndimaganiza kuti ndimafunikira zowonjezera testosterone: kutaya chikhumbo cha mkazi, kutaya chidwi, kuchuluka kukhumudwa. Izi ndizoyipa, koma ndikuganiza kuti njirayi igwira ntchito. Ine ndikukhulupirira izo tsopano kuchokera pa zomwe ine ndawerenga apa. Komanso, ndangowerenga nkhani ya npr.com yonena za "amuna odyetserako ziweto" ku Japan omwe ndikuganiza kuti ali ndi vuto lomwelo, okonda zogonana kuposa thupi.

Moni nonse, ndakhala ndikuwerenga ndemanga zonse ndipo inenso ndimakonda zolaula. Ndili ndi zaka 20 ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche tsiku lililonse kwa zaka zosachepera 6 pakati pa nthawi 1-4 patsiku . Ndangopeza chibwenzi chatsopano masiku awiri apitawo ndipo ndakhala ndili ndekha kwa zaka pafupifupi ziwiri. Lero tinkachita zinthu zopusa ndipo ndinali wovuta. Anayamba kundinyoza ndipo patatha masekondi asanu ndinafooka. Anangondiyang'ana mmwamba ndipo anati "chavuta ndi chiyani?" Ndinangokhala chete ndipo ndinati sindikudziwa. Ndikuyamba nkhani yanga yoti palibe zolaula kapena maliseche ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti zigwira ntchito.

Zikomo nonse chifukwa cha zomwe mwasindikiza ndikudziwa kuti sizovuta kuvomereza zonsezi ndipo ndikuchita manyazi pa zonsezi. Koma ndikuyembekeza kuti zonsezi zikhonza chifukwa ndimakonda mtsikana uyu ndipo sindikufuna kumuuza kuti sindingagone kapena kuchita chilichonse chifukwa cha zizoloŵezi zanga zolaula. Ndikukhumba ine mwayi Â DAY 1 YAMBA TSOPANO

Tsiku 1. Ndawonapo madokotala angapo okhudza matenda anga a ED m'mbuyomu, ngakhale zipatala zomwe zimayang'anira matenda a ED, ndipo palibe amene adalankhulapo za matenda a M ndi P kwambiri . N'zosadabwitsa kuti nthawi zonse ndimadziwa zomwe zimayambitsa mavuto anga koma sindinkafuna kukhulupirira. MB ndi njira yosavuta komanso yotsika mtengo. Ndikukhumba ndikadakumbukira zomwe zidandipangitsa kuyamba ulendowu.

Lero ndikukhulupirira ndi mtima wonse kuti sindidzayang'ana P, ndipo bola ngati ndili ndi chibwenzi sindidzatero MB. Ndikudziwa izi chifukwa ndawerenga maumboni ochuluka zokhudzana ndi kulephera kuchita. Ndikuthokozani nonse chifukwa chogawana ndemanga zanu. Ndikhoza kungoganiza kuti amuna ambiri pano sangayambe kukambirana ndi wina aliyense, koma omasuka kuti adziwonetse okha pamsonkhanowu, osadziwika.

Nditamva za anthu ena omwe agonjetsa chizolowezi ichi, tsopano ndili ndi chiyembekezo ndikutsimikiza mtima kuti izi zichitike. Ndikungodziwa kuti sindidzayambiranso zizolowezi zomwe zawononga gawo labwino la moyo wanga. Zakhala zolemetsa m'mutu mwanga kwa nthawi yayitali momwe ndikukumbukira. Kudziona ngati wolakwa komanso kuda nkhawa komanso kudzinyansa. Awa ndi malo okha omwe andipatsa mphamvu yakufuna kupita chitsogolo. Sindinadziwepo moyo wopanda MB nthawi zonse ndipo ndikuganiza kuti zakhala zikuyipa zambiri m'moyo wanga. Ndikudabwa kuti moyo ukhala wotani miyezi ingapo kuchokera pano. Ndikuyenera kuti ndikudziponyera ndekha chifukwa chosalipira msanga. Uwu ndi moyo.

Wobadwa Wachiwiri Wojambula Wotchuka (mu Hall of Fame sabata yamawa)

Moni, ndine Robert, ndine mwamuna wazaka 20, ndine wodula tsitsi lofiirira, maso abuluu, 6'4″ ndi kulemera makilogalamu 250, wokongola kwambiri, ndinali ndi Asperger's Syndrome kuyambira ndili ndi mwezi umodzi kuchokera pa zaka zitatu, ndine namwali, ndine wonyamula zolemera komanso wophunzira wazaka zitatu ku koleji.

Komabe, chizolowezi changa cholaula chidayamba chifukwa chofuna kudziwa poyang'ana zithunzi zamaliseche za azimayi pa Google, ali ndi zaka 9-10. Chifukwa chake, ndidayamba kukhala ndi chizolowezi choyang'ana zithunzizo, kuphatikiza zithunzi za atsikana amaliseche a anime, ngakhale nditapeza zolaula zolimba ku 13-14. Ndagwidwa ndi makolo anga nthawi zambiri, ngakhale ndimachita maliseche kuti ndione zithunzi zamaliseche pafupi nawo. Tsopano ponena za MO, ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ku 12 ndikupukuta mbolo yanga ndi chopukutira kufikira nditatuluka (Ndabwera pomwe ndimasewera wowongolera masewera apakanema mobwerezabwereza ndikusindikiza mabataniwo, motsutsana ndi crotch yanga isanafike) ndinayamba kupanga Chizoloŵezi chochokapo kuyambira pamenepo, ndipo chizolowezi changa chowonera zolaula chinafika poipa popita zaka, ndiye momwemonso chizolowezi changa chodziseweretsa maliseche (onani kulumikizana kumeneko?). Nthawi zonse ndinkalonjeza kwa makolo anga akandigwiranso ndikuzindikira kuti ndichotsa mbiri yakusakatula kuti ndiganiza kuti sangadziwe kuti ndimayang'ana zolaula, ndipo ndimakhala okhumudwa nthawi zonse akaimirira kumbuyo kwanga ndili kompyuta, ndikundifunsa ngati angawone mbiriyakale ndipo ndiyesa kunama kuti ndituluke, koma ndinali wabodza woipa lol.

Komabe, sindinkadziwa, libido yanga (ndinkangokhalira kuvuta ngakhale ndili mwana lol) inali kuchepa pang'onopang'ono okalamba omwe ndinali nawo, ngakhale ndili ku sekondale, sindinathe ngakhale kudzutsidwa ndikuyang'ana atsikana bulu kapena kukumbatirana atsikana monga momwe ndinkakhalira, pafupifupi miyezi 6 yapitayo, kuti tsiku lina ndinapita kukaonera kanema wosagonana pa ipod yanga (yomwe ndinali nayo pafupifupi zaka 2 zapitazo) ndipo ndinayesa kuthawa, pamene ndazindikira, sindimatha kukhala wolimba modzilimbitsa ndekha ndikuwonera! Sindingachite chilichonse .. Zinandipangitsa kuzindikira, ndinkangokhala ndisanakhale wolimba kwa nthawi yayitali, izi zisanachitike. Zinali zoyipa kwenikweni, zokhumudwitsa ngakhale. Ndinali pa ED!

Ndatenga masiku a 10 (omwe ndi mbiri yabwino kwambiri) komanso zofiira, ndiye ndinapeza kuti L-Arginine amathandiza ndi matenda osokoneza bongo. Zina bwino kuyambira nditayamba kumwa mapiritsi (ndipo ndinatha kupuma pamene ndinali wovuta) koma iwo sanali kuthandiza vutoli, amangoganizira vutoli. Ndinafika poti ndavomereza kuti PMO idzakhala mbali ya moyo wanga ndipo adatha kulimbana ndi maganizo anga oipa komanso osayenerera, omwe ndinapindula mpaka kufika pamtunda.

Ndinalibe maluso oyipa ochezera kapena sindinadzidalire, koma zinali zochepa kwambiri kuposa momwe zimayenera kukhalira. Ndinadabwa kuti ndichifukwa chiyani ndinali wamanyazi, sindinathe / sindinathe kupeza bwenzi (sindinathe kukhala pachibwenzi kwanthawi yayitali, sindinaganize kuti anali "oyenera ine"), chifukwa chomwe ndinali kupsinjika nthawi zambiri, kumatanthauza , bwanji sindinadzikonde, ndinakhala miyezi ina 5 nditatulukira ED, pafupifupi masabata a 8 apitawo, pamapeto pake ndinachita kafukufuku nditazindikiranso kuti sindingathe kuyimilira ngakhale kuyang'ana zolaula osazemba, ndikufuna kuti ndiwone ngati zolaula zimayambitsa ED zomwe ndidaziwona, ndiye ndidapeza YourBrainOnPorn.com, ndikutsimikizira kuti zolaula sizinali vuto lokha, koma maliseche osatha!

Ndipamene sindinakane, ndinalimbana nawo paulendowu, masiku osachepera a 2-3 ndisanafike pomwe ndinayambiranso, ndinakwanitsa kuthana ndi zolaula za 9 masiku awiri (nthawi imodzi inali masiku 9 a PMO aulere), ndipo pamapeto pake zosokoneza bongo Ndinafooka, ndipo nthawi imeneyo ndinayamba kuzindikira kuyamikira kwanga akazi enieni, komanso moyo wamba.

Ndikukhulupiriranso kuti anthu omwe amapanga zolaula, makamaka makampani opanga zolaula, amachita zinthu zowopsa kwa omwe amawachita nawo zisudzo, zoyipa zonse zoyipa, zoyipitsa .. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, zizolowezi zanga zidayamba kukhala zoyipa nditangopeza iPod yanga, ndipo ine nditha kuseweretsa maliseche mosavuta ndikamaonera zolaula mwamseri, ndimachita maliseche ku ma BBWs ndi ma SSBBW, azigonana ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha komanso makanema oseketsa. Sindinayambe ndalowa mu Tranny, gay, kapena kugonana ndi nyama kapena ndowe zolaula, komabe, ngakhale ndidawona 2 Girls & 1 Cup ndi 2 Guys & 1 Horse makanema. Onse anali oyipa .. Osayang'ana konse.

Ndikuwona tsopano momwe moyo wanga unasokonezera masiku anga olaula .. Osatinso. Patha sabata limodzi kuchokera pomwe ndinabwereranso, ndipo ndinadziwa kuti ndiyenera kuchotsa zithunzi zonse zamaliseche zomwe ndinali nazo, ma bookmark onse ndi mbiriyakale yonse, ndisanabwererenso ... Ndipo sindinayang'ane kumbuyo kuyambira pamenepo. M'mbuyomu, (sindinadziwe) ndikakhala kuti sindikuwona zolaula, ndimatha kuyambiranso pang'ono, ngakhale ndimakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse (ndimakhala ndikuonera zolaula nthawi imeneyo) Pambuyo pake, ndinali ndikukhulupirira, kuti sindidzawoneranso zolaula, sindichita maliseche, ndikungodikirira kuti ndigone, ndikuchita izi zokha, pachimake.

Tsopano chifukwa cha uthenga wabwino, komanso kamodzinso, ndakhala ndikuyamikira azimayi, komanso anthu wamba, osadzikonda komanso osamala, maluso anga ochezera bwino (ndikundipangitsa kuti ndipitilize luso lawo), mkwiyo, kukhumudwa, nkhaŵa ndi kusungulumwa zidatheratu, ndimagwira bwino ntchito (ndimatha kugwira hoop ya basketball ndi dzanja limodzi ndikathamangira ndikudumphadumpha, chifukwa chakukula kwa testosterone komwe kumadza chifukwa chodziletsa, ndingakhulupirire. Kuyambiranso, nthawi zina ndimatha kukhudza) , kumanga bwino kwa minofu, mawu ndi ozama pang'ono (komanso chifukwa cha testosterone), ndidakulitsa kudzidalira kwanga komanso kudzidalira, chomwe ndichinsinsi chokopa azimayi ndikuchitiridwa bwino ndi iwo komanso anthu wamba lol

Ndikudziwa kuti sindinatuluke m'nkhalango, komabe, ndili kutali ndi zimenezo, ndakhala ndikuwerenga zolemba zambiri zokhudzana ndi kubwezeretsanso / kuchira zolaula kuyambira pano ndi apo, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti zolembazo zimandilimbikitsa kupitiriza. Zikomo chifukwa chokhala ndi nthawi yowerenga izi!

Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndapeza mapeto a utawaleza omwe sindinawaonepo kale, koma ambiri a inu mwawapeza . Unali giredi 3, zaka 12-13 ndipo mnzanga anali ngati, inu mwamuna, kodi munayamba mwatulutsa umuna, kupita kunyumba, kubwera koyamba, ndipo munkakopeka, tsiku lililonse, kapena kangapo pa sabata kwa zaka 8 zapitazi, (21 tsopano) nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti ndi chinthu chachibadwa.. ndipo inde ndi choncho, koma posachedwapa ndinazindikira kuti ndi vuto lalikulu, ndinapeza mkazi wanga ali ndi zaka 16 pazaka zitatu zapitazi za sekondale, anali giredi 9, ndipo sanali wokonzeka, koma sizinandivutitse chifukwa ndinkathabe kukhala PMO, kenako atakonzeka (ndinamenyedwa) tinayesa, sindinathe kuyimirira bwino kapena pafupifupi momwe ndingathere ndi PM, ndinanena kuti ndi mowa.

Koma pamene tinayesa nthawi zambiri ndizofanana, choncho ndimangoyang'anitsitsa P / M kuti ndizitulutse, ndipo nthawi zonse ndimaona kuti n'zosadabwitsa kuti panthawi yamtundu uliwonse wamagonana ndi ine sindinathe kupirira koma ndi zolaula zomwe ndinali ndi timbewu toyambitsa mafuta !, kotero kwa zaka zambiri ndimangoyang'anitsitsa, kapena kuti sindinayang'anenso, ine ndi gf tinasintha n'kukhala ndi mtsikana watsopano ndipo tinali ngati msungwana watsopano. Ndikumva nkhani yakale yomweyi ndikubwerera ku P / M ndinapita, yomwe inali zaka 2 zapitazo, tsopano ku 21, ndikuyang'ana mozama, chifukwa ndikufuna moyo wa kugonana omwe abwenzi anga ambiri amadziwa kale ndi, ndimamva, ndikuchoka, kapena mlendo ku gulu (koma zonsezi m'mutu mwanga sindizidziwitsa).

Zakhala zikufikira komwe chaka chatha, zalimbikitsa kwambiri chidaliro changa, mpaka pomwe sindimavutikira kuyesa kudziwana ndi akazi atsopano chifukwa ndimaopa kufikira pomwepo Ndikusowa kuti ndikhale ndi erection, ndipo ndingodzichititsa manyazi, ndikupita kuti chidaliro changa chikhale chotsika kwambiri kuposa momwe ziliri kale, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti sikuti zimangotulutsa chidaliro changa komanso momwe ndimakhalira ndi kugonana, koma m'njira zambiri. kotero monga ambiri a inu ndikutsimikiza, kusakidwa ndikufufuza kuti muwone wtf anali, anali kubwereranso kokachita maliseche, choncho ndinatero, ngakhale kumbuyo kwanga sikunamveke bwino, ndipo ine ndimadziwa kuti sizinali…. kusangalalanso, kuyesera mbali zosiyanasiyana za P, kuti ndingopita.

* sindimadziwa kuti ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndilembe *

Ndinkangomva ngati, kukudziwitsani anyamata ndi anyamata kuti mudziwe komwe ndimachokera, koma kuwerenga nkhani zopambana za aliyense pano kwandipatsa chiyembekezo chachikulu, ndipo tsopano ndazindikira kuti vuto ili ndi vuto lalikulu m'moyo wanga ndipo liyenera kuyimitsidwa. kotero pakadali pano kulibe PMO, ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti anyamata mukunena zowona osati ma bloke okha omwe amalipidwa kuti muyimire **** pano, ndingapereke chilichonse kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wabwino wogonana, ndikupindula chidaliro changa kubwerera komwe ndinayesera kugonana kwa nthawi yoyamba. Ndikukhulupirira kuti iyi ndi gawo lomwe likugwira ntchito ndipo sindikufuna kukhalabe achangu. Zabwino zonse kwa aliyense.

Chabwino, mu June ndinali ndi vuto la kugonana ndi mwamuna wanga ndipo ndinaganiza zoyamba kuyambiranso kugonana . Masabata angapo oyamba anali achizolowezi. Kuchepa kwa chilakolako cha kugonana komanso kusakhala ndi chilakolako cha kugonana. Pofika kumapeto kwa mwezi woyamba, ndinapeza nkhani yonena kuti kugonana ndi munthu amene ali ndi chilakolako cha kugonana kumayambitsa mavuto ofanana ndi kugonana ndi munthu amene ali ndi chilakolako cha kugonana. Kupatulapo nthawi zingapo m'moyo wanga, nthawi zonse ndimagonana ndi munthu amene ali ndi chilakolako cha kugonana. Ndinaganiza zoyesa kugonana ndi munthu amene ali ndi chilakolako cha kugonana kamodzi kokha. Nditatero, zinali zosangalatsa, ndipo ndinamva ngati ndasintha. Kuyambira pamenepo chilakolako changa cha kugonana chinayamba kukula, komanso kukula kwa ziwalo zanga zoberekera. Kugonana ndi munthu amene ali ndi chilakolako cha kugonana, pang'ono komanso mokwanira, kunali kofala. Ndinayamba kugonana ndi munthu amene ali ndi chilakolako cha kugonana nthawi zina, ndipo ndinayambanso kugonana ndi mtsikana amene ndimamudziwa pa Skype. Sindinabwererenso ku chilakolako cha kugonana kuyambira pamenepo.

Pofika Ogasiti, ndimaganiza kuti ndachiritsidwa makamaka ngati sindinachiritsidwe kwathunthu. Koma kenako zotsatira zake zidayamba. Choyamba ndidadzipulumutsa, ndikuyamba kuwonera zolaula zolaula. Kenako ndinkachita maliseche kuti ndigwire zolaula nthawi zitatu. Ngakhale sindinazindikire nthawi yomweyo zovuta zilizonse, ndimadziwa kuti ndimasokoneza ntchito yonse yomwe ndidachita. Ndinabwereranso kawiri, nthawi iliyonse, zolaula zomwe ndimadziseweretsa maliseche sizinali zovuta kwenikweni, poyesa kudziletsa zolaula kwathunthu. Tiyeneranso kukumbukira kuti ngakhale ndinali ndi machitidwe olimbitsa kuseweretsa maliseche ndekha popanda kuthandizira zolaula, ndikuchita maliseche ndi mnzanga pa Skype, ndimavutika kukhala ndi erection kwinaku ndikuseweretsa maliseche.

Pakutha komaliza kubwerera, ndidaganiza zoyambiranso. Patha masiku 6, ndipo ndikumva ngati ndabwerera ku square 1. Ndafa kuchokera mchiuno mpaka pansi, ndikuchepa, ndilibe libido. Ndakhala ndi zosankha zingapo (zochepa) (nthawi zambiri m'mawa), koma ndizo. Tsiku lachinayi ndinakumana ndi mtsikana ndipo tinapita limodzi kunyumba. Tidachita masewerawa, ndipo ndidakumana ndi zovuta pang'ono, koma ndinkachita mantha kuti sanali olimba mokwanira kuti achite chikalatacho, ndipo dzanja lake litatsikira thalauza langa ndinayenera kumuletsa, ndikumuuza kuti sindingathe kugonana.

Ndiyenera kuti ndimuwonanso mtsikanayo masiku 10 atabwerako kutchuthi. Ndikufuna kuchita zachiwerewere nthawi imeneyo, koma ndikuwopa kuti sipakhala nthawi yokwanira yoyambiranso, ndipo mwina nkhawa yakukwanitsa ikuwonjezera zinthu. Kodi nditani? Ndikumva kukhumudwitsidwa kuposa kale.

moyo wanga wa tsiku la 365, matenda a ubongo, kuledzeretsa

Kupanga nkhani yayitali Ndili ndi zaka 21. Ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kuyambira kalasi ya 2nd. Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zovuta zapakati pa grade 5th.

Ndinayamba chibwenzi changa choyamba pa 17 ndi GF yanga yoyamba. Tinali ndi moyo wogonana woyenera, kupatula kuti ine ndimapeza ED nthawi zina. Ndinganene kuti ED imayambitsidwa makamaka ndi zaka zanga za Porn ndi Maliseche. Komabe panthawiyo sindinapange kulumikizana.

Posachedwa zaka zingapo ndipo ubalewu watha ndipo ndakhala ndi akazi ena ochepa. Tsoka ilo kwa ine mutu wobwerezabwereza wakhala wopanda ntchito erectile. Ndikutha kudziwa kuti sindimaganizira kwambiri zachilengedwe ndipo ngakhale ndili wopanda mphamvu ndipo ndingathe kuzimva, ine 100% sindikugwira ntchito momwe mwamuna wamwamuna wazaka 21 ayenera kukhalira ndipo zogonana zanga ndizosauka ndipo zimasiya zambiri zofunika.

Kuyambira kugwirizanitsa pakati pa zolaula / kugonana monyanyira ndi ED ndikuchita izi

1) Ikani zoletsa zolaula pakompyuta yanga komanso foni. Izi zagwira ntchito moona mtima ndipo ndikutha kunena kuti chaka chatha izi zathandiza kwambiri pomenya zolaula. Kodi mwayang'anapo kasanu m'masiku 5 apitawa.

2) Komabe ndapitirizabe kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndayeseradi kupewa koma zikuwoneka kuti ndikulowerera m'masabata a 2, kubwereranso kwamasiku ochepa, kupewa kuchuluka kwa nthawi, kubwereranso ndi zina zotero. Kutalika kwambiri kwa iv komwe kudatha kusala pafupifupi milungu inayi.

Kwa ine kupeŵa zolaula sikokwanira. Ndimapindula kwambiri popewa kuseweretsa maliseche komanso kukakamiza anthu kuchita zachiwerewere. Komabe zikuwoneka ngati kuti chizolowezicho chizikika kwambiri muubongo wanga ndipo ine ndine woledzera yemwe ngakhale ndikudziwa kuti izi ndi zoipa kwa inu, ndikufuna kusiya, ndikudzida yekha chifukwa chazomwezi zimangobwereranso. Zachidziwikire, nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimakhala kwakanthawi kwakanthawi ndipamene nthawi yanga yogonana imakhala yabwino kwambiri. Ndinakhala ndi chibwenzi chogonana kwa miyezi pafupifupi 4 nthawi imodzi. Munthawi imeneyi ndimangotuluka pogonana naye ndipo ED wanga adasinthidwa bwino. Tiyerekeze kuti kumangowonetsa kuti kugonana ndi kwabwinobwino, kwachilengedwe, komanso kosavuta kuti ubongo wanu ugwire ndikumagwiritsa ntchito maliseche.

Kotero ine ndakula ndikukhudzidwa ndi vuto ili mpaka pamene ndikufunika kuchita chinthu chofunika kwambiri. Ndicho chifukwa chake ndinaganiza zobwereza ndikuyamba nkhani. Ndikufuna kuti ndizidziimba mlandu kumudzi uno.

Ndalingalira ndondomeko yotsatira yomwe ndikuchita kuti ndichite zonse zomwe ndingathe kumatsatira masiku awa a 365.

1) Pewani zolaula zonse

2) Pewani maliseche onse

3) Chitani zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndichepetse malingaliro azakugonana, malingaliro, malingaliro.

4) Chitani zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndipewe zoyambitsa zonse (caffeine, chakudya chopatsa thanzi, udzu, mowa)

5) Kugonana kokha komwe ndikuloleza ndi kwa mtsikana. Ndipo ndi pokhapokha ngati ndikumvera.

Ndikuzindikira masiku 365 ndi nthawi yayitali kwambiri. Makamaka nditapatsidwa mbiri yanga chaka chatha pomwe ndimasiya masabata a 2, kenako ndikumabwereranso, siyani ndikubwereranso. Komabe ndikukhulupirira moona mtima kuti ndili ndi zovulala zambiri komanso ma neuroplasticty osayenera muubongo wanga ndipo mwina uku ndikumakhala kusintha kwanthawi yayitali.

Ndikupita kukawona zomwe ndikupita tsiku ndi tsiku pa kalendala yanga ndikulemba zolemba za tsiku ndi tsiku pano. Ndapanga tsamba ili kunyumba yanga kuti ndichite zonse zomwe ndingathe kugawana nawo patsogolo pa chaka chino. Ngakhale palibe chodabwitsa chinachitika patsikulo ndikulemba zochepa / malingaliro.

Kuphatikiza apo ndikabwereranso sindikusiya ntchitoyi, ndichita zonse zomwe ndingathe kuti ndisiyese kuti ndiyambe kumwa mopitirira muyeso ndikuisunga ndikukweza ndikupitilizabe kukwaniritsa zolinga zomwe Iv adakhazikitsa. Kupatula apo ngakhale mutadziseweretsa maliseche kasanu pachaka mkati mwake kumakhala bwino kwambiri kuposa kasanu sabata limodzi.

Potsirizira pake zonse zomwe ndilemba pa izi zidzakhala zoona. Ngati ine ndikuwombera mmwamba ndikudziseweretsa maliseche ndiye ndikudwala pomwe pano ndikukuuzani. Ndi mbali ya kuyankha kwa msonkhano uno.

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Kubwerera kumbuyo pachinthu ichi choyambiranso. Sindiyamba ndi mbiriyakale yambiri chifukwa ndine nkhani yofanana kwambiri ndi anyamata achichepere othamanga kwambiri pa intaneti. Ndine 22, ndinayamba kuyang'ana zovala zamkati mozungulira 12-13, kenako zaka zoposa 7, ndimayang'ana zinthu zina zolimba. Zinthu zomwe ndikaganiza, ndizonyansa ndipo sindinachite nawo.

ED idayamba kuwonekera pazaka ziwiri zapitazi ku koleji pomwe ndimagonana ndikumwa ndi anapiye. Ndangokhala pachibwenzi cha "nthawi yayitali" kotero zochitika zanga zogonana zakhala usiku umodzi wachitatu. Ndidalemba kuti ndikuledzera, kutopa kwambiri. Koma pomwe idayamba kuwonekeratu, aka amayenera kugwira ntchito molimbika kuti akhalebe wolimba pa kondomu, ndipamene ndimadziwa kuti china chake sichikuyenda bwino. Ndinachita sh'bang yonse. Tinapita kukawona ma urologist, kuyesa zowonjezera, kuyesa izi kapena izi. Palibe chomwe chinagwira ntchito. Kumbuyo kwa malingaliro anga ndikuganiza kuti nthawi zonse ndimadziwa kuti zolaula ndizopenga. Ndinkakonda kuyang'ana zolaula nthawi zonse ndikamasamba. IPhone idakankhira izi mopitilira muyeso. Komabe ndidakumana ndi YBOP ndipo zonse zidadina. Nditawerenga zolemba zoyambiranso zomwe zimafanana ndi zanga, ndidalumbira kuti sindidzayang'ananso zolaula. Zinali pafupifupi miyezi 8 yapitayo.

Kuyesera kwanga koyamba pakubwezeretsanso miyezi 8 yapitayo kunayenda bwino kwambiri. Ndinafika masiku pafupifupi 60-75 (ndimangoyang'ana m'mutu mwanga kuti ndilibe nambala yeniyeni) kenako ndidanyamuka ndikubwereranso mwamphamvu. Zinandipweteka mwachangu mpaka pomwe ndimayang'ana zolaula pa iPhone yanga. Sindinabwererenso ku zolaula monga kale koma ndimaziyang'ana masiku onse a 3-4. Izi zidapitilira ndikuyesera kuyambiranso nthawi za 8 ndikulephera pafupifupi sabata la 1. Sindikudziwa chomwe chinali vuto ndi ine. Sindingathe kusiya zofuna zanga. Zinkawoneka ngati ndimakhala ndi wina aliyense nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikulakalaka ndipo ubongo wanga umangopita "ah ndichiyani, bwanji?". Tsopano ndikudziwa momwe zimakhalira misala. Gawo limodzi la ubongo wanga podziwa kuti ndikudzisokoneza, gawo linalo ndikungonena kuti ah ndi ndani amasamala.

Komabe, ndinadzipezanso wokonzeka kuyambiranso, ngakhale ndikuyamba mwala kwa milungu iwiri yoyambirira. Panopa ndili patsiku 2 ndikubwerera kamodzi kokha. Ndikugwiritsa ntchito malonda aliwonse kuphatikiza k51 kutseka. Chomwe chandithandiza kwambiri kuti ndifike pano ndi pulogalamu yowerengera ndalama. Mchimwene wanga wamng'ono ndiwodabwitsa kwambiri yemwe ndi yekhayo amene ndakwanitsa kutsegulira zinthu zambiri izi. Chimodzi mwa zomwe ndimatsegukira kwa iye chinali ine kufuna kuonetsetsa kuti samalowa zolaula ali ndi msinkhu ndikudzipulumutsa ndekha vuto langali. Ndiwe pulogalamu yanga yoyankha mlandu, pa iPhone yanga komanso kompyuta yanga. Ndizabwino kwambiri. M'malo mongomva kuti ndikuletsedwa kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti, ndimamva kuti ndamasulidwa kuzomwe ndikufuna. Ndikudziwa kuti adzawona ngati ndiyang'ana zolaula zilizonse zokhudzana ndi zolaula komanso manyazi omwe ndingapeze ndikamugwetsa amandilepheretsa kusintha ngakhale pang'ono. Zodabwitsa.

Kotero tsopano ndili patsiku 51. Masiku awiri apitawo ndinali ndi maloto onyowa omwe ndimakumbukira bwino monga ngati kuwonera kanema wolaula. Zinkawoneka ngati ndikungowonerera zolaula. Ndinadzuka ndi chiwonongeko ndi chirichonse. Tsiku lotsatira ndinali ndi kukhumudwa koipitsitsa komwe ndidakhalako m'moyo wanga. Kupsinjika ndi zovuta zakusukulu, kusamukira mumzinda watsopano, komanso kumapeto kwa sabata ndikumwa mowa mwauchidakwa masiku angapo m'mbuyomu, zonse pamodzi ndi maloto onyowa "zolaula" kuti zindipangitse kukhala ngati chidutswa chachikulu. Patha masiku awiri kuchokera nthawi imeneyo ndipo sindinabwererenso kwa munthu wokondwa, wolimbikitsidwa yemwe ndinali patsiku la 2-45. Ndinaganiza zoyamba kulembera nkhani pano ngati njira yolumikizirana ndi momwe ndimamvera ndikudziwitsiranso zomwe ndikuyambiranso. Kukhala ndi mayankho pagulu pano ndikulimbikitsanso kwina kuti muzitsatira.

Zimandivuta kuti ndiziweruza komwe ndili ndi chinthu chonsechi chifukwa ndidakhala ndi chiyambi chabwino, miyezi yobwereranso, ndipo tsopano ndikuyesanso kwabwino. Ndikudziwa kuti sindili pa tsiku la 51 chifukwa choyambira kwanga mwamphamvu ndikubwereranso kwa 1, koma ndine wokondwa ndi kupita patsogolo kwanga kotero ndikupitiliza kuwerengera kuchokera pano ngati njira yabwino.

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- Kupatula masiku aposachedwa a kupsinjika ndi kusinthasintha pambuyo pa maloto onyowa, nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wolimbikitsidwa komanso wosangalala kutuluka mnyumba. Zowona kuti nyengo ikukhala yabwino kwambiri zimathandizanso kwambiri. Ndikumva ngati ndikufuna kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kuchita p90x mochulukira ndandanda momwe ndingathere.

- Masiku omwe amatsogolera ku maloto onyowa ndipo ngakhale m'masiku ovuta kutsatira, ndakhaladi ndi nkhuni zam'mawa pafupifupi 70-80%. Nthawi zina kumakhala mitengo yam'mawa yomwe imandidzutsa, koma kuti ine ndigone tulo ndikudzuka wosalala. Nthawi zina ndimadzuka ndikumangirira bwino komwe kumamatira kwa mphindi zingapo kenako kumwalira. Makamaka ndikadzuka kuti ndiyendeyende. Sindikufooka ngakhale. Poyesa kuyambiranso koyamba ndimakumbukira kufika pamasiku pafupifupi 60-70 pomwe ndimadzuka, kupita kuchimbudzi, ndikudalira WAY kubwerera chifukwa ndinali wovuta kwambiri.

- Ndimamva kulumikizana ndekha. Zimandivuta kuyang'aniratu m'moyo ndipo ngakhale zimakhala zowopsa nthawi zina, ndikuganiza kuti ndichinthu chabwino. Ndazindikira zovuta zingapo zomwe ndili nazo, zomwe ndikuyembekeza kuti ndikubwezeretsanso izi zithandizira.

- Kufikira ku maloto onyowa "zolaula", ndidapeza zosavuta kuyang'ana maso ndi anthu. Makamaka mumsewu, kapena kukumana ndi wina watsopano. Kuyang'ana anthu m'maso kumawonetsadi munthu wina wolimba mtima. Ndikulangiza aliyense kuti ayesetse momwe angathere kuyang'ana m'maso mukamalankhula nawo, ngakhale zitakuvutani poyamba. Zimakhala zosavuta. Ndikunena kuti nditatha maloto anga onyentchera, ndimakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri m'malo ochezera. Tikukhulupirira kuti sindinabwererenso kumbuyo kwambiri ndikubwerera m'mbuyo

- Mumayamba kupeza chidwi chochuluka kuchokera kwa atsikana koma mukawona phindu mwachidaliro, sizachinsinsi kwenikweni. Amayi amakopeka ndikudzidalira kwamtundu uliwonse. Ngati ndinu wolimba mtima yemwe amalankhula gulu lonse, azimayi azisangalatsidwa ndi zomwe munganene. Ngati ndinu wolimba mtima yemwe samanena zambiri, azimayi azisangalatsidwa ndi zomwe zimakupangitsani kuyika. Sindiyenerabe kuyesa za hardware ndi aliyense wa iwo koma ndikutsimikiza kuti ndidzakhala ndikudzipeza ndekha munthawi zowoneka bwino kwambiri ndikadzidalira kwambiri ndi mr johnson.

Ndizodabwitsa. Masiku ena ndi izi ndimamva bwino ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti ndikhoza kuchita zogonana popanda ED. Masiku ena ndimamva ngati palibe njira yomwe ndingakhalire ovuta ndipo ndilibe libido. Tsoka ilo ndimayenera kupita kukawonera kanema ndi mtsikana usikuuno ndipo ndikadali wosasangalala ndi maloto onyansa a "zolaula". Ngati ndimacheza naye, ndiyesetsa kuti ndizisangalala ndikuwona zomwe zimachitika. Ngati pali chilichonse chomwe chingakhale chisonyezo cha kupita patsogolo kokwanira kapena ayi.

Moni nonse, ndine mwamuna wazaka 25, ndipo ndinafika patsamba lino masabata angapo apitawo ndikufufuza mayankho a mavuto anga okhudzana ndi ED . Ndakhala ndikufufuza nkhani za pa intaneti kwa zaka zambiri ndikuyesera kupeza zifukwa ndi njira zothetsera mavuto a munthu amene ali mumkhalidwe wanga, ndipo nkhani zomwe ndinapeza zinali zokhudzana ndi kusowa mphamvu kwa amuna okalamba (nthawi zina ndimalemba mwachidule za kusowa mphamvu kwa achinyamata ndi amuna azaka za m'ma 20 monga momwe zimachitikira ndi "mitsempha," mwachidule zimanena kuti "ngati mukhala chete, zidzatha"). Sindinapeze malo awa, ndi masamba ngati awa (YourBrainOnPorn.com) pomwe ndidapeza mafotokozedwe ndi nkhani zomwe zinkaoneka ngati zikukhudza kwambiri banja langa. Ndi mpumulo kuwerenga zomwe ena a inu mukunena. Tsopano ndikuzindikira kuti ngakhale ndili ndi zaka zambiri, ndizotheka, kudzera muzochita zogonana, kuvutika ndi ED. Ngakhale ndikumva (/ndikuyembekeza) kuti tsopano ndili panjira yopita kuchireni, zolemba zingapo zomwe ndawerenga zalimbikitsa kugawana ndi kuthandizana ndi anthu ngati thandizo. Komabe, ndimaganiza kuti zingakhale zothandiza kugawana nkhani yanga mpaka pano, ndikupempha kuti anditsimikizire ngati ndingakhale ndi lingaliro loyenera.

Monga ndidanenera, ndili ndi zaka 25. Ndine wathanzi, ndimadya bwino kwambiri, sindisuta ndudu, ndimathamanga kwambiri. Ndine wokongola komanso ndimakhala ndi moyo wabwino, koma nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi nkhawa (kuphatikiza momwe ndimawonekera). Ndawonanso zolaula zambiri m'moyo wanga. Ndipo ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto osiyanasiyana ndikupeza zosunthika ndikugwira ntchito ndi mkazi kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba kugonana. Pokumbukira zovuta zanga, ndikukumbukira zomwe zidandichitikira polephera "kuzimva" (mwamwayi nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidachita zogonana / "pansi pa lamba" ndikuchita) ndili ndi zaka 17. Ndikukumbukira kuti ndinali wovuta kwambiri wamanjenje komanso wosatetezeka, zomwe mwina zidandilepheretsa kutha kukonzekera (mwachitsanzo: nkhawa yanga inali yayikulu kuposa momwe ndinakhudzidwira ndi msungwanayo). Mwina mwa zina chifukwa cha kusatekeseka, mantha, komanso temberero lowonjezera lakukumbukira mwambowu ndikudandaula kuti zitha kuchitika, ndidadzipeza ndimavuto ndi msungwana aliyense yemwe ndidayanjana naye. Posakhalitsa kunayamba kusatheka kunyalanyaza - "bwanji ngati sindingathe kuyimilira?" - ndipo mkombero udandilimbikitsa kuti ndilephere. Malingaliro awa adabwera chimodzimodzi ndikudzidalira kwanga chifukwa chokhala namwali komanso nkhawa yoti "ndichoke pachilumbachi" ASAP. Pamene ndinagonana koyamba, ndinali ndi mavuto ambiri, koma mwamwayi ndinali ndi msungwana waluso yemwe anali woleza mtima komanso wothandizira. Chidziwitso chondichokera pachilumbachi chidachepetsa nkhawa yanga (sindinkafunika kuda nkhawa kwambiri), koma ndakhala ndikukumana ndimavuto osiyanasiyana pafupifupi ndi atsikana onse omwe ndakhala nawo kuyambira pamenepo. Zakhala zokhumudwitsa kwambiri kotero kuti nthawi zambiri ndimapewa kukumana ndi azimayi kapena kukulitsa ubale wapamtima nawo poopa kuti sinditha kupeza erection. Sindingathe, ndipo sindingathe kuyankhula za izi ndi aliyense. Zithandizo zonse zakanema zapaintaneti zinangolira - "siyani kusuta?" Sindisuta. “Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi?” Ndimatero. “Osadandaula kwambiri?” CHABWINO, mwina ndicho chinthu china, ndipo ndizomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi vuto kwazaka zambiri, koma kusiya malingaliro anu ndikosavuta kunena kuposa kuchita. Kuphatikiza apo, sindikuganiza kuti nkhawa ingaletse wachinyamata wathanzi wazaka makumi awiri kuti ayimitse pafupifupi nthawi iliyonse. Koma babu yoyatsa idayatsa masabata angapo apitawa, nkhawa imeneyo siyingakhale yonseyo. Mwinamwake ndili ndi vuto la nkhawa. Mwina ndiyenera kutulutsa zina zambiri. Koma mwadzidzidzi ndinayamba kuzindikira kuti izi zitha kukhala zokhudzana ndi zolaula.

Monga amuna ambiri azaka zanga komanso ocheperako, ndidayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndikuwonera zolaula ndisanagonepo, ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 12 (ndidagonana koyamba ndili ndi zaka 19). Mosiyana ndi kugonana, idapezeka mosavuta, yopanda manyazi, ndipo inali njira yabwino yothetsera kufunikira kwanga kogonana. Sindinawone cholakwika chilichonse kapena chosayenera pa izi, komanso magwero azakugonana (anthu omwe akuyenera kuti athetse nkhawa zanu zakugonana / kusatetezeka / nkhawa - zomwe ndimakhala nazo) nthawi zonse ndimazinena kuti ndizabwino komanso zathanzi ndikwaniritsa zosowa zanu. Koma ndikuganiza kuti ochita zachiwerewere sanamvetsetse zamphamvu za zolaula. Ndinkayang'ana pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kwa zaka zambiri, ndipo ndikapanda kukhala nayo masiku atatu, ndimaona kuti ndichabwino. Chofunika koposa, chifukwa ndimakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche pazaka 7 ndisanachite zogonana, ndiyenera kuganiza kuti "ubongo wanga wogonana" udakhala wired kuyankha mafano, kuwona kugonana ngati chinsinsi chachinsinsi komanso chowonera, ndikupewa chilichonse Wina alipo (kuphatikiza nawo, nkuti, amayi anu akugwirani mukuchita maliseche pa intaneti). Ndikutha kuzimva, chifukwa m'mbuyomu, poyesera kuti ndikhale ndi mtsikana, ndimakonda kuyesa kulingalira za zolaula zomwe ndimakonda, kuthawa pakadali pano, ndikuyesera kutsanzira kukhala omasuka ndikuwona zonsezi patsogolo panga. Ndinadzimva wosokonezeka - monga malingaliro anga anali chidutswa cha jigsaw puzzle kuyesera kudzipanikiza pa malo pomwe sichikulowamo. Nditafufuza zolemba pa intaneti za ED ndi zolaula, ndidapeza mulu wodabwitsa, ndipo adanditsogolera kutsambali.

Chithandizo chofala, chikuwoneka kuti chikuchokera patsamba lino komanso masamba ngati awa, ndikupewa zolaula komanso maliseche kwa miyezi iwiri. Ndayamba ulendo wanga; Sindinayang'ane zolaula pafupifupi milungu itatu ndipo sindinachite maliseche pafupifupi awiri. Ndimachoka pachimake kupita kwina (o, izi nzosavuta… o, ndingachite bwanji izi ??) mwachangu kwambiri, koma pakadali pano ndikuwoneka kuti ndakwanitsa ndikuganiza kuti ndingathe.

Koma nkhawa yanga yayikulu ndikuti sizigwira ntchito, kuti zolaula si vuto lalikulu. Sizimapangitsa kukhala kosavuta, popeza sindidziwa kusiyana kulikonse - ndavutika ndi ED nthawi yonse yakugonana kwanga, ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira moyo wanga wogonana usanayambike, sindingafanane ndi izi zochitika zanga zogonana ndisanawonere zolaula, chifukwa kulibe. Ndikudandaula kuti ngakhale izi zitha kuwoneka ngati vuto, silovuta kwenikweni, ndipo ngakhale sindizoloweretsa zolaula, ndimayembekezeranso zomwezo. Kodi ndingatani ndikadwala matenda apansi? Bwanji ngati vuto lilidi nkhawa? *** Kodi kuda nkhawa ndikumvetsetsa kuti ndili ndi vuto lomwe ndingayembekezere kuti lingandigwere pafupifupi nthawi zonse zogonana? *** Ndikungofuna kuti ndikhale wopanda ED (chifukwa chake, ndikudziwa kuti mavuto amachitikira aliyense kamodzi mumwezi wabuluu. ), ndipo ndine wokonzeka kuchita chilichonse chomwe chingafunike kuti ndidzichiritse. Ndikuyesera kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi a Kegel, ndimathamanga pafupipafupi, ndikudya bwino, ndipo ndimapewa zolaula komanso maliseche. Koma ndiyenera kudziwa kuti ndili panjira yoyenera.

Komanso, ndikusowa mawu othandizira, chitsimikizo kuti izi zithetsa mavuto anga, kuti nditha kuyembekezera kusintha pakugonana ndikadzamaliza. Ndikufuna moyo wanga kubwerera, ndikufuna kuti kugonana ndikhale kosangalatsa komanso kosangalatsa, osati ntchito yoti ndikwaniritse ndikamasulidwa nditatha kumaliza bwino. Ndikufuna kugonana ndikhale chinthu chomwe ndikuyembekezera, osachita mantha kapena kuda nkhawa. Kodi zigwira ntchito? Kodi ndili panjira yoyenera? Kodi ndikulondola kuganiza kuti mavutowa samachokera kuzinthu zomwe zimayambitsa nkhawa, koma china chake chozama?

Zikomo kwambiri pakuwerenga ndi thandizo lanu. Pepani kwa kutalika kwa positiyi, koma ndikufunika kuti ndipeze zonse ndikuyembekeza kuti ndikudziwe bwino.

Kubwezeretsanso ulemerero wa Ufumu - Tsiku 1/90

Ndine mnyamata wazaka 21 waku Britain amene ndasamukira ku Berlin posachedwapa pamene ndinapatsidwa ntchito ku ofesi kumeneko. Ndikusinthabe, koma ndikumva kuti ndalandiridwa kuno ndipo ndimakonda kwambiri mzindawu mpaka pano. Ndakhala ndikuyendayenda kwa zaka 8 kapena kuposerapo, ndipo nthawi yakwana yoti ndisiye chizolowezi choipachi. Ndapeza YBOP ndipo zinthu zonse zalowa m'malo mwake ndipo ndili pano.

Tsopano ku mavuto anga omwe akungowonjezereka kwambiri:

* ED

* Nkhawa

* Introvert

* Kuopa anthu

* Kuvutika maganizo

* Kupanda mphamvu, kuyendetsa galimoto ndi cholinga

* Zizoloŵezi zosagwirizana ndi anthu

* “Chifukwa chani kuvutikira / sindingathe chifukwa cha chikondi cha Mulungu kuwona kusangalala mmenemo / mavuto ochuluka / kuchepa” malingaliro omwe amandisunga kunyumba ndikundilepheretsa kuchita… china chilichonse kupatula ntchito zenizeni.

Tiyeni tiwone zomwe kuyambiranso masiku 90 kudzandichitira ...

Ndikufuna malo oti ndilembepo malingaliro anga, koma ndizisintha pafupipafupi. Ngati wina akufuna kutumiza apa ndiye kuti zili bwino, ngati sichoncho, ndizabwino inunso (mukadali m'bale).

Moni anyamata, ndapeza malowa kudzera mu maulalo angapo omwe adayamba patsamba la nkhani zaukadaulo lomwe ndimapitako nthawi zambiri, koma tsopano popeza ndili pano ndikuwerenga zonsezi, ndikusangalala kudziwa kuti zomwe zikuchitika kwa ine sizikungondichitikira ine. Ndili ndi zaka 18, ndikupita ku koleji chaka chamawa, ndakhala PMO kwa zaka pafupifupi 5 tsopano. Zinayamba pang'onopang'ono koma chaka chatha zidayamba kubwera pafupipafupi. Chaka chatha ndikanafika mwina P/M/O 1.5, mwina kawiri patsiku. Ndakhala ndikuyesera kuti ndizipange kukhala zosangalatsa nthawi ndi nthawi ndikuyesera kudzipatula momwe ndingathere. Koma ndimapeza kuti nthawi iliyonse ndikatero, ndimadya kwambiri kwa tsiku limodzi kapena awiri.

"**********" - Mkhalidwe wanga ulidi wofanana ndi wanu, Ntchito yakusukulu ndi zinthu za tsiku ndi tsiku zimadzaza mpata wabwino koma ndikabwera kunyumba ndikamaliza sukulu, pali chilichonse choti ndichite chomwe chitha kufanana ndi chisangalalo cha P Momwemonso pano, chipinda changa / laputopu / intaneti, palibe chomwe chikundiletsa. Ndikadakhala kuti ndimatha kucheza kwambiri ndikamaliza sukulu zomwe zingathandize kwambiri koma sizimachitika nthawi zonse. Ndi nthawi yaulere yomwe ndili nayo kwa ine ndekha. Ndimapita kusukulu imodzi yogonana, ndiye sindikudziwa kwenikweni atsikana omwe ndimacheza nawo. Ndimakhala m'tawuni yaying'ono; palibe njira yolembera usiku kwa anthu azaka zanga. Ndikadali namwali btw. Sindikudziwa kuti ndi liti / kwa ndani ndikufuna kutaya.

"************" - Mudati mudali achichepere kwenikweni, mudanama pansi m'mimba mwanu ndipo ngati owuma mudangomwetulira pansi? Inenso ndinatero. Ndipo Zinandichititsa mantha ndikamawerenga kuti winawake nazonso! Sindinadziwe zomwe ndimachita kapena chifukwa chake palibe amene akuwoneka kuti akuchita, kapena kuzichita mwanjira ina… Ndi vuto lomwe ndakhala ndikulingalira.

Sindikupeza ulemelero wa m'mawa panonso, zokhazokha zosavuta ndizochepa. Ndimapeza kuti sindikutembenuka ndi atsikana omwe ndimawawona, ngakhale ndikudziwa kuti akutentha. Ndikhoza kugwira nthawi yotsitsimula IM, ndipo ndimamva, koma kwenikweni, sindimamva bwino ngati kale. Ndakhala ndikuwerenga nkhani zina zonena za Dopamine, ndipo ubongo umapereka mphotho kuwonongeka, ndikuganiza kuti ndi zomwe zikuchitika kwa ine. Kotero pali vuto kusiya P / M / O kwa masabata a 8? Ine ndikupatsani izo kupita. Bwinja kwa aliyense amene akuchita tsopano!

Ndimakondanso kuseweretsa maliseche ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita izi kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 15. Ndinayamba ndili ndi zaka 13 ndipo tsopano ndili ndi zaka 34, ndili wosakwatiwa komanso ndikuvutikabe ndi ED - zomwe ndidakhala nazo moyo wanga wonse. Ndimaona kuti nkhani yanga ndi yosiyana ndi chilichonse chomwe ndawerenga pa positi yodabwitsa iyi ndipo ndikufuna kugawana nayo. "Chikalata" changa chodziletsa ndi masiku 10 osafika pachimake ... m'zaka 21 zapitazi.

Kwa anyamata omwe adalemba pano: zikomo, kuchokera pansi pa mtima ndikuthokozani.

Mwasintha moyo wanga.

Ndakhala wofooka komanso wofunitsitsa kugonana ndi akazi enieni moyo wanga wonse. Sindingakumbukire nthawi yomwe ndidalimbikira poyang'ana mkazi weniweni yemwe ndidamukonda. Nthawi zina ndinkanyadira nazo ndipo ndimaganiza kuti ndizabwino kuposa ena. Kunyada kopusa.

Ndidatsimikiza kuti palibe azimayi omwe ndimacheza nawo samakonda kusangalala ndi nthawi yawo limodzi ndi ine. Ndinaonetsetsa kuti ndine wabwino pomusangalatsa, motero ED wanga sanali vuto kwa wina aliyense koma ndekha. Nthawi zonse zimabwera, koma ndinali ndi zifukwa zomveka. Ndizo… mpaka nditawerenga izi. Palibe zifukwa zotsalira tsopano.

Ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi vuto la kusatetezeka kapena kumverera ngati sindili pabedi popeza nthawi zonse anali ndi ziphuphu zambiri kuposa ine, ndipo ndimasangalala ndi nthawi yawo - ndine masseur wabwino, osangokhala mutu. Pazithunzi, sindimafika pachimake ndi mkazi, ndipo pakadali pano ndimangopeza ziphuphu ngati ndikudziseweretsa maliseche ndekha pamene iye… amathandiza, ngakhale nditakhala wokongola bwanji.

Posachedwa ndakhala ndikuganiza kuti sindiyenera kupita kokacheza kapena kupeza mnzanga ndikungodzipatsa maliseche mosavuta ndikakhala ndi nkhawa. Vuto langa tsopano ndikuti ndiyenera kuchita bwino kwambiri - kuposa 90% ya nthawi yomwe ndimapeza ziphuphu zolimba, makamaka ndikadikirira tsiku limodzi kapena awiri pakati. Pokhapokha pano ndikuzindikira kuti sichinthu chonyadira, ndipo palibe chomwe ndingayembekezere.

Masiku angapo apitawo ndinapita kwa hule kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga. Ndidamupeza wokongola kwambiri koma monga momwe ndimayembekezera sindinakhale wamaliseche ndikukhala wamwano pakamwa pake patatha mphindi zoposa 45 mutu. Anati sanakumanepo ndi izi ndipo anandiuza kuti ndikaonane ndi dokotala. Kwa ine, ndinkakonda kumpsompsona ndi kumunyengerera kuposa zina zonse zomwe amachita. Kupsompsonana, "Chidziwitso cha Atsikana", ndichomwe ndikusowa kwambiri. Osamverera ndekha. Pachifukwa ichi ndili wokonzeka kusiya P / M. Sindikudziwa ngati ndingakwanitse. Zaka 21 zitha kukhala zazitali kwambiri ndipo kuchita zonsezi palokha sikungathandize.

Ndimakonda kukula ndikudzisintha kuti ndikhale wabwino. Ndazichita kangapo m'malo ena m'moyo wanga, ndipo ndikuwona zopindulitsa. Ndikuganizira zinthu zonsezi. Ah, eya, ndipo ndiyenera kudzipezera zina zokonda panja. Onani anthu ambiri ndikucheza. Ndikukhulupirira sindingonena chabe ndikusachita. Kukhala panyumba kumakhala kovuta kwambiri. Ndikosavuta kugwa kwa ngoloyo. Ndipempha mzanga kuti andithandizire. Ndangoganiza choncho.

Zikomo chifukwa munandipatsa malo oti ndikutsanulire mtima wanga.

Mwamwayi kwa onse omwe akuchira kuchokera ku ED.

Khalani ndi chizolowezi

Nkhani yowongoka, ndikupepesa za kutalika koma ndikufunika kufotokoza pang'ono:

Ndili ndi zaka za 20, ndipo ndakhala ndikulakwitsa pamasiku omaliza a 8. Osakayikira kwenikweni zomwe zinayambitsa izo poyamba, koma ndikudziwa kuti sindinali kuchita mopitirira malire mpaka sukulu ya sekondale ikuzungulira. Panthawi ya sekondale ndinayamba kupeza kompyuta yanga, choncho ntchito yanga yolaula inayamba kuwonjezeka. Ndinaonerera zolaula pasanakhalepo, koma zinali zosawerengeka ngati makompyuta a banja anali, kompyutala ya banja ndipo ndinali ndi nkhawa kuti ndikuyendabe kapena makolo anga akudziŵa. Pamene ndinalandira kompyuta yanga ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula, koma ndinali (ndikudziwa tsopano) wodalitsika pokhala ndi intaneti kwambiri, kotero sindinathe kulowa muzomwe ndikukhamukira. Izi zikutanthauza kuti ndinali ndi mavidiyo ochepa omwe ankakopeka ndipo ndi omwewo. Ndinayamba kuchita maliseche mwina tsiku ndi tsiku (osadziŵa kuti ndi kangati, kukhala woonamtima) kumapeto kwa sukulu ya sekondale ndipo sindinagonepo ndi kugonana ndi amayi, omwe ndinawalembera nkhawa ndikukayikira, chinachake chimene ndikudziwa Tonsefe tikhoza kufotokoza. Ndiye koleji inayamba.

College kwa ine idatanthawuza dziko lonse lapansi, komanso ngati munthu wamanyazi yemwe anali pang'ono. Ndinali ndi mnzanga wokhala naye yemwe nthawi zambiri anali kuphunzira mulaibulale, pomwe ndimayamba chizolowezi changa cholaula. Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche kangapo patsiku 4 ngati inali sabata ndipo ndinali ndi nthawi. Sindinazizindikire, koma ndimaloŵa m'malo mwaubwenzi weniweni ndi amayi ndi zolaula. Ndinali wosakwatiwa pazaka zonse zoyambirira za 2.5 ku koleji, ndimangopanga ndi mtsikana m'modzi ndikudzilemba zonse kuti ndikhale "wosankha" azimayi komanso nkhawa zamagulu. Munthawi imeneyi chizolowezi changa choseweretsa maliseche chinali kukulirakulira, ndimakhala ndi nthawi pakati pa makalasi ndipo ndimathamangira kubwerera ku dorm kukachita maliseche. Zinakhala pafupifupi chizolowezi chosagonana kwa ine, pomwe ndimachita maliseche ngati sindingagone, ngati palibe china chomwe chikuchitika, ndi zina zambiri. Zimakhala zoyipa kwambiri ndikapita kokapuma. Koleji yanga ili ndi nthawi yoyambira, ocheperako ngati anzanga atakhala kunyumba nthawi yomweyo. Izi zimandipangitsa kukhala nthawi yanga yambiri mchipinda changa, kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndimachita maliseche, ndimawonera kanema, ndimawona mtsikana wotentha mmenemo, ndimatsegula msakatuli, ndikudziseweretsa maliseche, ndi zina zotero. Izi zimachitika nthawi zina kangapo kasanu ndi kamodzi patsiku, kufika kumapeto kumapeto kwa tsiku komwe kunalibe zosangalatsa zonse zomwe zimakhudzidwa, kungolakalaka kuchita izi. Ndikanangotuluka koyamba nthawi yoyamba, chinthu chomwe chimayenera kukhala chikutumiza mitundu yonse ya zidziwitso koma sindinali kuziyang'ana kwenikweni.

Chidziwitso changa choyambirira chogonana chinachitika mu Januware watha, nthawi yopuma yozizira. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikanayo pa phwando, tinayamba kulumikizana, kenako tinabwerera kunyumba kwake. Ananena momveka bwino kuti sitigonana (zomwe ndinali nazo bwino, chifukwa ndinali nditangokumana naye komanso chifukwa ndinali wamanjenje / wamanyazi pokhala namwali) ndipo tinafika kuchipinda. Tidatha osavala ndipo ndidamufunsa ngati angafune kundiponyera, koma adati sangatero usiku womwewo. Tidayesera kuti tichite bwino kwambiri ndipo adayamba kundipatsa, koma sizimandichitira kwenikweni. Amanyowetsa zala zake ndi pakamwa pake kenako nkuzisinja pang'ono, zimamveka bwino kwa masekondi pang'ono kenako zimayamba kuwuma ndikungomangika. Ndidayimba izi (pamutu panga) kuti samachita "bwino", koma ndazindikira tsopano kuti ndichifukwa choti sanali kugwiritsa ntchito "Deathgrip" yofanana ndi yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndinapita kukachezera mnzanga masiku angapo, ndipo sindinachite maliseche chifukwa sindinamvepo chidwi masiku awiri oyambilira komanso chifukwa tinkagona mchipinda chimodzi. Ndinazindikira kumapeto kwa nthawi yanga (masiku 5) kuti ndimapeza nkhuni zam'mawa, komanso ndimakhala wovuta kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimakumbukira. Ndinakonza tsiku lina ndi mtsikanayo tsiku lomwe ndinabwerera, ndipo m'mawa ndinadziseweretsa maliseche, ndikudziuza kuti motere sindingakhale wokondwa ndikapita patsikulo / usiku womwewo. Ndinkachita maliseche kamodzi, ndinamva zodabwitsa, kenako ndinachitanso kawiri. Usiku womwewo adatulutsa lube, ndipo (ndi pakamwa pake) zidathandizira zinthu. Ndidazindikira kuti kupepuka pang'ono ngakhale ndi mafuta sikumatha kugwira ntchitoyo, kotero ndidamuwonetsa momwe angachitire zomwe ndidazolowera (kugwira mbolo ngati nkhonya, kugwira mwamphamvu) ndipo zimamveka bwino kwambiri.

Ndidabwereranso kusukulu ndipo ndimadzimva kuti ndili bwino, komabe sindinkagonana kwenikweni. Ndinayambiranso kuseweretsa maliseche kangapo patsiku, monga kuphatikiza kwa chipinda chanu ndikupezeka pa intaneti yothamanga kwambiri (ndakhala semester yatha ndi theka mnyumba) ndikugwiranso ntchito. Ndikukana kuyitanidwa kuti ndipite kukacheza chifukwa ndimangokhalira kukhala pansi ndikusewera masewera apakanema / maliseche m'malo mwake. Kenako, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wina, ndikumutcha kuti Sally. Sally anandigogoda pamapazi anga, tinakumana pagulu lophunzitsira, tinayamba kukopana pang'ono kenako kenako pa FB / kutumizirana mameseji. Akugwa bwino kwambiri kotero sindinaganize kuti atha kukhala ndi chidwi ndi ine, koma kenako ndinamufunsa kuti ayankhe ndipo anayankha funsolo. Tinapita kukadya kenako adabwerera kunyumba kwanga. Tidawonera kanema ndikuyamba kupanga bedi langa lakumaso, ndipo ndizomwe zidafika tsiku lomwelo. Ndinapanga tsiku lina masiku 4 pambuyo pake, lomwe linapita patsogolo pang'ono. Tinayamba pakama kenako ndikubwerera kuchipinda changa, komwe zovala zimatuluka ndipo timachokerana. Adandigwera ndipo ndidazindikira kuti sizabwino. Ndikutanthauza, ndinamupeza wokongola kwambiri, wokongola kwambiri kuposa mtsikana wina uja ndipo amadziwa zomwe amachita koma sizimawoneka ngati zodabwitsa. Ndidabwera pafupifupi mphindi ziwiri, ndipo ndimamva bwino koma osakhala bwino ngati kale. Ndikayang'ana m'mbuyo, ndikudziwa kuti mwina chifukwa ndinali ndi maliseche kwinakwake mozungulira nthawi za 2 tsiku lomwelo komanso masiku awiri asanachitike. Tinakonza tsiku lina, ndipo nthawi ino adanenanso kuti tipita patsogolo pang'ono kuposa kale.

Adabweranso, kubwereza komaliza. Tinapanga pakama, tinabwerera kuchipinda changa ndikutsutsana. Nthawi ino ndimakhala ndimatenda ofanana koma osasangalala (ndimatha kukumbukira nthawi zomwe ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche ndipo ndimamva bwino kwambiri. Izi zimandidetsa nkhawa koma sizinthu zonse zinali zitagwerabe) kenako tinapita kuphwando kukamwa kapena awiri kupitilira ola limodzi ndikubwerera kunyumba kwanga. Tinayamba ndikuwonetsa pang'ono, ndinapita kwa iye kenako adandifunsa ngati ndikufuna kugonana. Ndinafotokozera mopepuka kuti ndinali namwali ndipo adangomwetulira ndikufunsa komwe ma kondomu ali kuti. Adavala ndipo ndidazindikira kuti sindinali wovuta kwambiri, ndinali wowonjezera komanso wowuma pang'ono koma wosakwanira kuti ndikwaniritse. Kondomu idatuluka, adayamba kundiseka pang'ono ndi pakamwa pake koma sizinali zokwanira kuti andilimbitse. Kondomu ina idapitilirabe ndipo tidayeserabe, koma sizimagwira ndipo adandimaliza ndi pakamwa pake. Popanda kunena kuti ndinali wamantha, ndipo ndidakhala mphindi zochepa ndikumuuza kuti ndi 100% osati vuto lake mwanjira iliyonse, tidazilemba ngati nkhawa yantchito komanso kuti adandichotsa kale. Kutacha m'mawa adanyamuka momwe amagwirira ntchito ndipo ndidagona pabedi langa ndikudabwa kuti bwanji izi zidachitika. Poyesa ndinatulutsa zolaula ndikuyesera kuseweretsa maliseche koma sindinathe kupeza erection yonse monga choncho, yomwe ndimanena kuti ndimakhala ndimankhwala angapo omwe ndinali nawo usiku watha koma zimandidandaulabe. Chifukwa chake ndidayimbira mnzake wapamtima wapabanja yemwe ndimadziwa kuti nditha kukambirana naye zamtunduwu. Anali akundiuza kwazaka zambiri kuti ndisiye zolaula m'moyo wanga ndipo adayambiranso, koma tsopano ndimkawerenga zolemba zonse zomwe anganditumizire mosiyana, kenako ndidapeza yourbrainonporn.

Yesu ndi zonse zomwe ndimatha kunena ndekha. Zolaula zidapangitsa ED kukhala chilichonse kugwera m'malo, makamaka chifukwa mawindo angapo / kusintha kosintha kunayambitsa chidwi champhamvu kwambiri kwa ine poyerekeza ndi malingaliro akale komanso kanema wosakwatiwa, komanso zachilendo "chithunzi chabwino" mwachangu zidangokhala chithunzi china pambuyo pachimake. Izi zidandichititsa mantha, popeza ndimamukonda kwambiri mtsikanayo ndipo ndikufuna kuti ubalewu ukhale wolimba. Nthawi yomweyo ndinachotsa chilichonse chomwe ndinali nacho pa hard drive yanga, ndinatseka masamba omwe ndimayendera pafupipafupi, ndipo ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche. Zonsezi zidayamba 7days zapitazo. Masiku angapo oyamba anali osavuta kwenikweni, ndipo "Sally" anali otanganidwa kwambiri sabata imeneyo kotero zomwe timatha kuchita ndikudya nkhomaliro Lachitatu. Ndinayamba kumalota za iye pang'ono pang'ono, ndikupangitsa kuti ndikhale ndi zovuta pambuyo pa tsiku 3 kapena kupitilira mpaka pano. Kuti mumveke bwino, izi sizinthu zolaula zomwe zimamupangitsa kuti azigwedeza patebulo ndi malingaliro ake, koma kungokumbukira kumpsompsona ndi zina zotero. Apa ndipomwe ndimamva kuti ndimasiyana pang'ono ndi nkhani zambiri zomwe ndidawerenga pano. Ndinali ndikusunthira kutali ndi "Hardcore" chaka chatha kapena apo. Sindinapeze zonse zomwe ndimayang'ana pogonana komwe ndidawona pamenepo, ndipo ndidakonda mtundu wa X waulemu, zinthu zofewa. Chifukwa chomwe ndimabweretsera izi ndi chifukwa chakuti ndakhala ndikuwerenga kuti malingaliro nthawi zambiri amakhumudwitsidwa, koma awa ndi malingaliro abwino omwe anyamata anzanga ayenera kukhala nawo. Tsoka ilo amabweretsa zokopa (ndili patsiku la 8 tsopano, ndipo oh mnyamata zikukulira. Pun akufuna) kuti ndatha kupitiliza pano. Nditha kudzisangalatsa pang'ono chifukwa ndimamva bwino kwambiri, koma nthawi iliyonse ndikaganiza zopitilira ndimangokumbukira momwe ndinapangidwira manyazi usikuwo ndikulakalaka kumwalira msanga. Ndakhala ndikulakalaka kuonera zolaula, koma sindinawone chimango nthawi yonseyi ndipo sindikuganiza kuti ndibwereranso pagawolo.

23 ndipo chatsopano pakugonana, choyipa kwambiri ndikuti ndimagonana ndi ED ndipo sindimadziwa.smh tsopano ndili pachibwenzi chatsopano mavuto omwewo omwe ndatembereredwa amabwera kuti ndidziwe ma 10yrs anga okonda zolaula pa intaneti anali akuyambitsa wanga ED (wapeza izi m'mawa uno). Kotero 2day ndikuyamba zovuta kusiya zolaula ndikukula kotero kuti ubongo wanga ukhoza kuyambiranso ndikusangalala ndikugonana momwe umafunira.

Kuchokera ku Gahena kupita ku Paradaiso - Njira yovuta kudutsa mu Purigatoriyo (22 yo)

Iyi ndiye magazini yanga yoyamba yonena za kuchira kwanga. Ndimaganiza kuti inali nthawi yoti ndiyike malingaliro anga pansi ndikugawana nkhani yanga yokhudza kufooka kwanga. Chifukwa chake, nazi. Khalani pamalo abwino ndipo mwina mutsegule botolo la Budweiser ozizira kwambiri, abambo akuyenera kukuwuzani nkhani.

Kubwerera mu golide wa 90, sindinkadziwa za zolaula kapena kugonana. Ndinali mwana wazaka 13 wosalakwa pomwe ndidayamba kuona zolaula ndi anzanga kusukulu. Ndimakumbukira ndikukhala wosangalala kwambiri chifukwa chongoyang'ana zithunzi zosasunthika zomwe ndimakumbukira kuti ndimangodumphadumpha. Tidakhala tikuphunzitsidwa zakugonana nthawi imeneyo kuti ndidziwe momwe kugonana kumakhalira, koma zithunzizi zidandipangitsa kuti malingaliro anga asokonezeke. Pakhoza kukhala chaka chimodzi kapena ziwiri pambuyo pake pomwe ndidazindikira M wamkulu ndikuyamba kupezanso ma O akulu. Kalelo tinkangokhala ndi modem, kotero makanema ochezera anali osafunsika ndipo palibe masamba ngati youporn.com kapena zoterezi, kapena osadziwa za iwo. Kuyendetsa kugonana kunali kwakukulu nthawi imeneyo. Ngakhale atsikana wamba amawoneka okongola ndipo okongola kwambiri anali olungama

Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche pazaka 16 kapena apo. Monga mwana wamwamuna woyamba kubadwa m'banja mwathu ndimakhala ndekha kwambiri, ndikuphatikizidwa ndi kuthamanga kwapaintaneti mwachangu komanso chidziwitso chambiri chokhudza zolaula, zinthu zinayamba kutsika pang'onopang'ono koma mosasintha. Ndili ndi zaka 18 mphamvu zanga zogonana zidachepetsedwa mpaka pang'ono pomwe zimayenera kukhalira. Kugonana sikunandisangalatse kwambiri ndipo pamene ndinali wamanyazi kuti ndikhalabe namwali, sindinasamale nazo chifukwa nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolaula kuti zindichotsere nthawi yomwe ndimafuna. Ndani gehena amafunikira atsikana pomwe dzanja lanu limakupatsani chisangalalo ndi zovuta nthawi iliyonse yomwe mukufuna?

Ngakhale kuti mphamvu zanga zogonana zidafooka, ndidakwanitsa kupeza bwenzi langa loyamba nthawi imeneyo. Ndinali pafupifupi watsopano watsopano pankhani ya atsikana, koma tinali ndi nthawi yabwino limodzi. Koma kunena zowona, sanali mtundu wanga kwenikweni ndipo pomwe tidayesa kugonana pomaliza, ED adakulitsa mutu wake woyipa kwa nthawi yoyamba. Anali wamkulu komanso wodziwa zambiri kuposa ine ndipo tsopano ndikumvetsetsa momwe ubale wopanda chiwerewerewu sunakwaniritsire zosowa zake konse. Chilimwe chidatha, momwemonso kulumikizana uku.

Nthawi idapita ndipo ndipo kamodzi kanthawi, ndidakwanitsa kugona, koma Dick wanga sanachite chilichonse. Zitha kutsika poyesa kuvala kondomu ndipo zimangokhala zosokoneza. Pambuyo polephera kangapo ndidayamba kuda nkhawa kwambiri ndikuchita izi sizinathandizenso. Viagra, Cialis ndi Levitra adayamba kuoneka ngati okopa pondithandizira, koma sindinakhalepo ndi mwayi wopita kwa dokotala ndikuyamba kunena za zovuta zanga.

Ndakhala ndikuganiza kuti zolaula ndizo zimayambitsa mavuto anga koma ndikapeza thybrainonporn.com zidutswa zonse zidagwa pamodzi. Zinali zoonekeratu tsopano kuti PMO wochuluka ndi amene amachititsa kuti ndisamangoganizira komanso kuti ndikhale wopanda mphamvu. Choncho, January 1st 2012 ndi tsiku limene ndinaganiza kuti ndidzichiritse ndekha.

Ndinatha kupita masabata athunthu a 3 opanda zolaula, maliseche, maliseche kapena malingaliro. Kenako, bwererani. Pambuyo pake kubwereranso ndikubwezera. Ndinaganiza kuti: “Ndilibe ngakhale bwenzi. Bwanji ndikuvula zomwe ndikukhutira nazo zogonana zomwe ndili nazo? ”. Tsopano ndikudandaula kwathunthu kusiya. Ndikadakhala wolimba, lero ndikadatsala pang'ono kuchiritsidwa ndipo sindikanakhala ndi mavuto pabedi ndi mwana wanga watsopano. Msungwana watsopanoyo, o gawd wanga! Zodabwitsa kwambiri ndi ma boobs abwino, tsitsi ndi maso. Ndipo ali ndi njoka ngati chiweto, ndizabwino bwanji !? Ndi chifukwa chotani, cholimbikitsira chotani kuti muthe kuyambiranso!

Lero ndi tsiku la 10. Ndikumva kale kusintha pang'ono, monga kukopeka ndikuwona atsikana otentha pamasukulu komanso pa intaneti. Malingaliro anga amapitilizabe kuzungulira msungwana watsopanoyu chifukwa chake sindinakhalepo ndi chidwi chofuna kuyang'ana P.

R-Evolve - (Tsiku 43)

Chidule Chachifupi: Ndili ndi zaka 22. Ndinayamba kugonana ndi munthu wogonana ...

Mbiri

Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndinakhala ndi chibwenzi changa choyamba. Titangoyamba kugonana, sindinathe kupirira chifukwa ndinali ndi mantha chifukwa chinali nthawi yanga yoyamba ndipo mwachibadwa ndine wamanyazi. Ndinadutsa gawo la nkhawa patatha pafupifupi mwezi umodzi ndipo tinapitiriza kugonana katatu kapena kanayi pa sabata kwa chaka choyamba cha chibwenzi chathu. Mu ubale wathu wonse, ndinapitirizabe ndi zizolowezi zanga za P, koma katatu kokha pa sabata. (Sindinaone cholakwika chilichonse ndi zimenezo panthawiyo ndipo iyenso sanaone cholakwika).

M'chaka chachiwiri ndikukhala naye, ndidayamba kuyunivesite. Izi zikutanthauza kuti ndimangomuwona kamodzi pamwezi pafupipafupi, chifukwa chake ndimayang'ana P pang'ono tsopano popeza sindimagonana kwambiri. Nthawi zomwe timagonana, nthawi zambiri ndimafunikira kukondweretsedweratu zisanachitike kuti zinthu ziyambe. Pambuyo pake ndidasiyana naye chifukwa mtima wanga sunali wokhazikika pachibwenzi. Pakati paubwenzi wathu sindimamuyamika ndipo sindinkawululira zakukhosi kwanga kapena china chilichonse chonga icho. Ndikutsimikiza kuti PMO ndichifukwa chake ndimakhala kutali kwambiri, ngati kuti sindinakhalepo 'mphindi'.

Zitatha izi ndinapitiriza kuyang'ana P usiku uliwonse. P ikuyendetsedwa pano ngati ndikanakhala ndi ma tabokosi a Xfox a Firefox otseguka, ndi mitundu yambiri, kufunafuna malo abwino. Izi zinachitika kwa miyezi pafupifupi 15.

Kenako ndinakumana ndi mtsikana wina kuntchito yemwe ndimamukonda kwambiri. Ndidakwanitsa kulimba mtima kufunsa nambala yake popeza ndidamva kuti iwonso amaganiza kuti ndikutentha. Patatha milungu ingapo titadziwana, tinayesera kugonana koma sindinathe kuyimilira. Izi zidachitika nthawi 4-5 ndipo sindimadziwa chifukwa chake, sindinachite mantha konse. Ngakhale atandilimbikitsa ndimatha kungozimva kwakanthawi kochepa, ndipo ndiyeneranso kulingalira. Anali woleza mtima koma pamapeto pake tidasiya kuonana ndipo sitinkagonana. Panthawiyo, ndinali ndisanamvepo za YBOP, ndinamuuza kuti sizikugwirizana naye koma vuto limakhala chifukwa ndimaonera zolaula kwambiri. Chifukwa chomwe ndimaganizira izi chinali chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti ndimatha kuyang'anitsitsa P ndikudzilimbitsa, koma kugonana kwenikweni kunali kosiyana kwambiri. Komabe, ndimapitiliza kuonera zolaula (zochepa pang'ono) kwa miyezi iwiri mpaka March 2012.

Kenako ndinapeza YBOP ndipo ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi Porn. Ndinkatha kuonera zolaula, koma ndikungomverera ndekha kunalibe kanthu. Ngakhale M-ing kugwiritsa ntchito zongoyerekeza sizingandilimbitse. Zinali zowonekeratu kuti ndiyenera kusiya kuonera zolaula kwathunthu - chifukwa chake ndidasankha kuyambiranso nthawi yomweyo.

Kupita Patsogolo Kwanga

Pakadali pano ndili pa Tsiku la 43 la No PMO 😀 – (Meyi 1, 2012)

Musanayambirenso: Pamene Mukuyambiranso:

- Palibe zokonzekera m'mawa - Matabwa / chitsulo cham'mawa chokhazikika

- Nthawi zina pamakhala chifunga chaubongo - Chitha kumanga hema popanda chosangalatsa

- Simunayang'anepo diso - Kumva kulumikizana kwambiri mukamacheza

- Nthawi zambiri amakhala osagwirizana - Kukhala ndi chidaliro polankhula ndi atsikana, kukopana kwambiri ndikuyang'ana m'maso

- Wokondwa ndi moyo

Nthaŵi zonse ndimakhala bwino kuti ndipeze ana aakazi usiku, koma kukambirana nawo mosamala kunali koopsa. Ndikanakhala wotopetsa komanso wamtali ndipo sindingathe kumasuka. Sindingakhale ndi mtima wofuna kuti zinthu zisamukire kumtsinje wotsatira, kotero palibe chomwe chingachitike.

Posachedwa ndakumana ndi atsikana ochepa ndipo zakhala zosangalatsa. Pali zokambirana zambiri zosangalatsa komanso zosangalatsa, ndine munthu wosangalala kwambiri, ndipo ndimakhala womasuka. Zili ngati malingaliro anga akuwonekera bwino tsiku lililonse.

Ndikusangalala kuti ndapeza gulu ili. Ndili ndi zaka 40, ndinali pabanja kwa zaka zoposa 10 ndipo patapita nthawi, ine ndi mkazi wanga tinasiya kukhala pachibwenzi komanso kugonana. Chifukwa cha zimenezi, ndinayamba kudalira kwambiri zolaula ndi maliseche . Ndinapeza kuti ndinkatha kulimba mtima popanda vuto lililonse ndikakoka m'bale wanga, koma sizinali choncho nthawi zina ndikafuna kugonana ndi mkazi wanga. Ndinanena kuti mkazi wanga sankayankha bwino pabedi, mwachitsanzo, ankayembekezera kuti ndichite ntchito yonse ndikungogona. Ndikuganizabe kuti zimenezo zinali chifukwa cha kusowa kwanga kuuma naye. Komabe, zimenezo zinatha ndipo tinalekana.

Ndinakumana ndi mkazi watsopano, wabwino kwambiri yemwe ndimakhala naye pachibwenzi, yemwe amakonda kukondana, komanso amene amagonananso. Ndinaganiza kuti pamapeto pake tidzagonana (zidatenga kanthawi kuti tifike pamenepo), zingakhale zabwino ndipo nditha kulimbikira ndikuchirikizanso, ndikukhala ndi wina amene anditumizira m'thumba. Palibe dayisi. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala wokhoza kutenga 3/4 molimba ndipo ngati sindimayang'ana kwambiri za kutengeka (koma osakhazikika kwambiri - ndikutsimikiza ambiri a inu mukudziwa zomwe ndikutanthauza), sindingathe sungani nthawi yayitali kuti mubwere. Tinavutikira kwa zaka zingapo asanandifunse kuti vuto linali chiyani milungu ingapo. Zinali zovuta kwambiri kuposa kale kuti ndikhalebe wolimba ndikumaliza.

Inde, ndinali kuseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse, mochuluka kwambiri m'miyezi ingapo yapitayo. Sindinaphonyepo tsiku. Masewerawa anali okongola kwambiri, ndikukhala wovuta kwambiri ndikukhala ndi ziphuphu zazikulu mutapita ku 30 min kapena kuposa. Komabe, ndinkamenyana ndi ********************************************************************************************************************************************************** Pamene iye anafunsa chomwe chinali cholakwika, ine ndinavomereza kuti ine ndinali ndikugwedeza izo, ndipo Googled kuti ndipeze ngati pali chiyanjano, chomwe chinanditengera ine kuno.

Nditawerenga masamba ochepa oyamba, ndidaganiza zosiya P&M ozizira. Ndinayesapo kangapo m'mbuyomu, koma chomwe chinandithandiza panthawiyi chinali chakuti ndimafunitsitsadi kuti ndikwaniritse GF yanga yotentha kwambiri. Pambuyo masiku 5 opanda P kapena M, tinagonana, ndipo ngakhale munthawi yochepa imeneyi, ndimatha kukhala wolimba mwa iye gawo lonse. Ndinakhala kutali ndi dzanja langa, ndipo takhala tikugonana 4 kapena 5 nthawi, ndikutha kusangalala ndikumakhala mwa iye ndikuipiraipira. Malingaliro osokoneza (komanso nthawi zina osokoneza) amachoka pamutu panga, ndipo ndimatha kumuyang'ana ngati chinthu chomwe chimandipangitsa, osati chilichonse chosangalatsa. Patha milungu ingapo tsopano, ndipo sindikulakalaka kubwerera ku zolaula. Phindu lina ndiloti ndimatha kuganizira kwambiri zinthu zina m'moyo wanga.

Chifukwa chake zikomo, aliyense. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza tsambali. Ngati wina angakuwuzeni awiriwa siogwirizana, mutha kuwona kuchokera kumauthenga apa, amenewo ndi mabodza.

Kuchokera ku Loser-Human to Werewolf (lipoti la miyezi ya 5)

Kubwereranso: 27 Marichi 2012 - PMO kawiri

Maganizo Onse: Zabwino

Thanzi la Kumanga Nyumba: 75%

Nkhawa pa Anthu: 20%

Nkhawa Yoyandikira: 60% (ndi khama lochitapo kanthu)

Libido: Yabwino komanso yolamulira

Mipata yomwe ndinakana chifukwa cha kufooka kochepa kuyambira zaka za 13 zomwe ndinayambitsa PMO: ing (makamaka P):

Asungwana asanu, ndimamva ngati kuchepa, koma ndinkaopa kuti atsikanawo adzasiya kusangalala, choncho ndimadzipulumutsa.

Mwayi wogonana sindinavutike kupanga popita kwa akazi mwankhanza / zogonana:

Mazana. (Porn kwenikweni zimasokoneza ndi galimoto yanu, ha?)

Mipata yomwe ndinalandira:

Atsikana asanu ndi mmodzi, ndinafunika kupita ku hardcore kuti ndikhoze kulowa (ndikuwombera ndi kuwakwapula, ndine woyamba amene ndinachita zinthuzo kwa onse, onse ankawonda ndipo sindinkachita manyazi, ngakhale zinali zoopsa kuti ndimayenera kuchita nthawi iliyonse)

Chiyambi choyamba cha ED:

Mtsikana woyamba m'moyo mwanga (kuti ine ndinamupsyopsyona), ndinali ndi 17 kapena 18. Anakumbatira akazi ochepa pambuyo pake, popanda kupeza erection.

Ubale unagwedezeka chifukwa cha kupirira kwanga / kunenepa ponena za vuto langa:

Awiri mwa awiri (Ubale wa chaka chimodzi ndi ubale wa miyezi iwiri), chowonadi ndichakuti, ndidayanjana chifukwa sindingathe kuyimilira usiku woyamba ndi mkazi, sizikhala bwino patatha milungu ingapo ndikudziwa mtsikana koma ndibwino kuposa chilichonse.

Ntchito yobwezeretsanso:

Chabwino, nthawi yomaliza yomwe M'ed anali kumayambiriro kwa Disembala 2011. Ndinali ndi pakati (kugonana osakhazikika) komanso kugonana kwabwino (kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, sindikufuna kudalira, kumangokhala ngati mitsempha pamutu panu ikupita kuphulika) kangapo, nthawi yomaliza inali koyambirira kwa Januware 2012, koma sindinabwere kapena kudzetsa mawu.

Sindikudziwa ngati kugonana ndi akazi kumasokoneza ndi kuchira kwanu. Sindinachite manyazi mozungulira azimayi (sindikudziwa ngati izi zachitika chifukwa chosiya PMO kapena kuchita nawo "Masewera" kuti ndithane ndi nkhawa yanga) ndipo tsiku limodzi osakwana ola limodzi ndidakhudzidwa kwambiri mkulu wa libido kuti chidaliro changa chochepa chokhudza akazi chinatha, ndiye ndinakhalanso "wabwinobwino" kachiwiri.

Nyama yanga ndekha (yeniyeni ndekha) imafuna kuchita usiku umodzi imaima. Ndimakhala kutali ndi (nthawi yayitali) -kugwirizanitsa tsopano, ndimakhala wotengeka kwambiri ndi iwo. Ngati sindinayambirenso bwinobwino, ndikuganiza kuti ndiyenera kupeza chimwemwe chokhala ndi nthawi yaitali. (Kuopa imfa ndi mdani wanga wamkulu)

Ndidawerenga nkhani za anthu ena zamasabata awo anayi mpaka asanu ndi atatu, mozama, si kanthu. (Ndidayenera, haha)

Sindinakhalepo ndi erection kwanthawi yopitilira mphindi zochepa (osawerengera kulowa mkati), mwina mphindi zonse za 60 kuyambira zaka 13. Ngati kuyambiranso kukwanitsa, sindingathe kufotokoza m'mawu zomwe ndichite ndi izi wamphamvu…

Ndikalemba izi, ndimakhala pa tsiku la 90. Ndili ndi chilakolako cha kugonana chapamwamba pang'ono, koma palibe chizindikiro cha "moyo". Ndidzagwa (ED mu kugonana) & Burn (Kutaya) nthawi zina ndikuchita zinthu zogonana (chidwi cha akazi), ndikulimbana kwambiri.

Ndangowerenga zolemba zonse pa ulusiwu ndipo zimandipweteka kwambiri kuona kuti ambiri a ife, ngakhale azaka 15, tili ndi vutoli, komanso momwe limawonongera miyoyo yathu ndi ya omwe timawakonda.

Kotero popeza aliyense ali wotseguka ndi woona mtima, nayi nkhani yanga. Tikukhulupirira kuti pali nzeru mkati mmenemo kuti ena aang'ono anyamata angathe, mwina, kuphunzira kuchokera.

Panopa ndili ndi 26, moyo wanga wachikondi sunakhalepo mpaka pano. Ndinakhala ngati ndinadzibisa ku uni. Sindinayambe ndakhalapo ndi usiku umodzi, mwina chifukwa zimawoneka ngati zosayenera kwa ine komanso mwina chifukwa ndakhala wopusa ndipo ndiyenera 'kudzuka' pang'ono. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana nthawi yotentha, tinakhala limodzi m'chipinda chamdima ndikupsompsona ndikukumana ndikukondana pang'ono, zinali zamatsenga. Pakadali pano ndinali namwali, osati kuti amadziwa izi. Chinthu cha sh1t ndikuti amakhala pafupifupi ma 3000 mamailosi kuchokera kwa ine ndipo usiku womwewo tidasiyana. Timacheza pa Skype nthawi zonse, ndipo mwezi wotsatira kapena apo pamapeto pake ndidazindikira kuti ndidali ndi 'V-mbale' zanga ndipo ndidapita kukamuwona sabata limodzi chilimwechi ndikuzitaya. Ndinali ndi sabata labwino kwambiri m'moyo wanga kenako tinayenera kulekananso .. kubwerera ku Skype.

Ndiye nkhani. Nthawi yathu yoyamba inali yovuta .. makondomu sanali kugwira ntchito kwa ife, choncho ndinapita skydiving popanda parachute titero, kulimba mtima (kapena kudzipha) kusuntha koyamba koyamba. Zosankha zanga sizomwe zinali kale, ndipo kupeza ndi kusamalira nkhuni kunali vuto. Pakupita kwa sabata, zinthu zidayamba kukhala bwino ndimatha kusamalira nkhuni 70% ndipo ndidakwanitsa kumaliza kangapo (kunja mwachidziwikire). Sizabwino mtsikana akaganiza kuti D wanu sagwira ntchito .. ndipo zitha kuwononga mwayi wanu wopanga chibwenzi nawo. Tinakambirana pang'ono pang'ono za izi. Masiku angapo ndamuuza kuti ndimaganiza kuti ndizokhudzana ndi zolaula, zomwe zimamukhumudwitsa kwambiri. Osati kuti atsikana ambiri amawonera zolaula, osatinso momwe anyamata amawonera. Chomwe chinali choyipa kwambiri ndikuti amaganiza kuti chifukwa chomwe D wanga sanali wovuta ndichakuti sindimakopeka naye. Anadzimvera chisoni chifukwa cha ine. Ndikumverera koyipa.

Ndikufuna D wanga azigwira ntchito moyenera. Ndikufuna thanthwe lolimba lomwe nditha kugwiritsa ntchito kutenga malo ake omwe sanakhaleko kale. Shes anali ndi zibwenzi zingapo kale, koma analibe O. Kukhala wasayansi ndimayang'ana izi, ndipo mwina chifukwa amakonda udindo waumishonale, zomwe zimapangitsa kuti kukakamira kukhoma lakumaso kwa V wake kukhale kovuta kwambiri ndikupangitsa G -spot zosatheka. Mtsikana wosauka akuganiza kuti sangakhale naye. Ndikufuna kusintha malingaliro ake, koma kuti ndichite izi ndikufuna 'fupa' kubwerera mu boner yanga.

Kwa ine ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13 ndikuganiza, zomwe ndili 26 ndi HALF YA MOYO WANGA yayikulu kwambiri. Ndikulakalaka ndikadapanda kudziwika kale, kapena tikadapanda intaneti. Kalelo zinali zithunzi chabe, zojambulidwa ndi zonsezo. Zinthu zinawonjezeka pamene burodibandi idabwera. Zithunzi zimaba kusalakwa kwako. Sindinayambe ndawonapo zinthuzo nthawi imeneyo, makamaka pa msinkhu wachinyamata komanso wosangalatsa. Muyenera kudzipangira nokha zinthu izi, osayang'ana zithunzi / kanema pa intaneti. Ndikulingalira moona mtima ndikadapanda kuwawona, ndikadataya unamwali wanga zaka zapitazo ndikukhala m'malo abwinoko tsopano. Zithunzi zolaula zomwe mumayang'ana pakapita nthawi zimakhala zovuta kwambiri. Poizoni wanga ndimavidiyo okonda masewerawa, makamaka akakhala azaka zanga .. zomwe zimakhala zomvetsa chisoni mukaganiza za izi, nthawi yonseyi ndimakhala ndikumenyetsa bishopu kwa iwo pomwe ndikadakhala ndi msungwana wanga. Komanso, kuonera zolaula mukadali mwana kumakupangitsani kukhala osatetezeka, ndikuganiza kuti simukufanana / mawonekedwe ofanana ndi ena .. chabwino ayi ayi .. anu okha pafupifupi 4 ft wamtali! Tsoka ilo kusatekeseka sikumapitilira komabe mumatha kuphonya mwayi wambiri komanso nthawi zamatsenga zomwe ndi gawo lakukula.

Chifukwa chake ndidasiya kuyang'ana zolaula kumapeto kwa Okutobala nthawi ina, ndipo nthawi yomweyo ndakhala ndikuyesera kuti ndichepetse / kusiya kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndalephera kangapo koma pakadakhala masiku 10. Palibe chizindikiro cha matabwa am'mawa, osati pafupipafupi, ndipo palibe cholemba kunyumba. Sindinakhale ndi maloto onyowa motalika kuposa momwe ndikukumbukira, ngakhale maloto olakwika. Ndikufuna zinthu zonsezi, mwina mwina osati maloto onyowa. Ndikumva kuti chizolowezi changa choonera zolaula chomwe ndakula ndikubera kusalakwa kwanga. Ndakhala ndi masiku pomwe ndizovuta, ndipo ena komwe kulibeko. Zithunzi zolaula zandichotsera nthawi zonse tsopano, ndawononga moyo wanga wambiri, ndikumadzisangalatsa. Chaka chatha kapena pamene ndimayang'ana zolaula ndikuchita maliseche sindinakhalepo pa 100%, ndikuganiza ndikufunika kukweza kwambiri zomwe ndimayang'ana kuti ndipangitsenso thupi langa .. komanso ndondomeko imangowonjezera zinthu. Ayi, ndizo kwamuyaya tsopano.

Palibe zisonyezo zakusintha kwakukulu kwa ine, koma ndili ndi chiyembekezo. Ndikupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndagula zokoka, ndikuchita ma kegels .. minofu ya PC ndiyofunika kwambiri yolimbitsa thupi mwa njira, kwa anyamata ndi atsikana.

Zala zidawoloka ndidzawona zosintha, ndipo zabwino zonse kwa aliyense amene akuyesa kuthana ndi chizolowezi ndikubwezeretsanso umuna wawo.

Dzulo linali Tsiku la 100 Ndipo sindingathe kufotokoza momwe ndinamvera bwino.

NoFap yasintha moyo wanga ndipo sindikana kubwerera ku zolaula kapena kuphulika kwa onse, ndikuchita mantha ndikukhudza njira yanga yambiri. Ndinayambanso kudya Zakogenic posachedwapa, ndipo tsiku 100 mnzanga anandipempha kuti ndimupeze mtsinje wabwino wa P90X. Tavomereza kuyamba kuchita tsiku ndi tsiku palimodzi ndi kulankhulana. Ndimafuna kuti iwo asapitenso kuti ndikakhale ndi zolemera zonsezi. Zizoloŵezi zoledzera zinkangowonongeka moyo wanga, kotero ndikukondwera ndikudziŵa za izo. Ndatayika Chisokonezo cha Umoyo chomwe chinayambitsa. Limeneli ndilo nkhani yanga yaikulu.

Ndinalinso ndi ED, sindinazindikire chifukwa ndinkakhala ndi anthu ena, mpaka masabata angapo ndikupita ku NoFap ndili ndi nkhuni zammawa. Icho chinali mtundu wa malingaliro. Zinandikhudza ngati gulu la njerwa Ndinali ngati shitayi! Kodi ndi liti pamene ndinapeza izi? Ndikumverera ngati potsiriza ndimakhala ndi ulamuliro pa moyo wanga. Ngakhale kuti sindikutenga matani a atsikana ndi zonsezi, ndikudziwa kuti ndikupita kukatenga chilichonse chimene ndikufuna. Ndisanati ndiyambe kuchita izi ndikufunika kukonza zinthu zingapo, kulemera ndikuyamba kupanga. Pamene izo zatha, ine ndikubwera kunja mwamphamvu; palibe mtsikana wokhala wokonzeka 😉

Nkhani yanga mwachidule: Ndakhala ndi vuto la ED kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba kugonana ndili ndi zaka 22. Ndinali wowongoka kwambiri ndipo ndinataya nthawi yomweyo. Zinandipweteka kwambiri, zinandipangitsa kufunsa mafunso osiyanasiyana/kudzizunza mpaka pano. Ndili ndi zaka 27, m'zaka 5 zapitazi ndakhala ndi zibwenzi 5 kapena 6, ndipo pafupifupi 40% ndapambana pakulowa/kugonana. Komabe - sindinamvepo chilichonse panthawi yogonana , ndipo ngakhale nthawi zomwe ndimatha kudzutsa/kudziwa kuti ndawongoka, nthawi zonse ndimafunsa kuti "ndili wowongoka bwanji" ndipo sindimva bwino.

Pambuyo poyeserera kochuluka, ndidakhala zaka 4 osagonana ndi mtundu uliwonse. Posachedwapa, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana ndipo tinamenyana. Tinagona limodzi kawiri, ndipo nthawi zonse ziwiri ndimatha kukhala ndi zokwanira kuti nditha kulowa / kutulutsa mawu (ngakhale mobwerezabwereza- sindimamva kalikonse panthawiyi, m'maganizo kapena mwakuthupi). Pachiyeso chachitatu ndinataya erection patadutsa mphindi imodzi kapena apo ndipo ... mantha anga onse akale / nkhawa zidayambiranso nthawi yomweyo. Chifukwa chokhumudwa komanso "kutsimikizira" kuti nditha kugonana, ndinayesa ndi mnzanga wina ndipo sindinapeze zotsatira. Kuchokera nthawi imeneyo, ndakhala ndikuda nkhawa kwambiri komanso kuda nkhawa.

Ulendo wa madotolo unabwera woyera (sungani mavitamini d otsika kwambiri - a bambo wazaka 70), ndipo ndimatha / kukwaniritsa erection / maliseche kudzera mu maliseche- Koma ... m'zaka zingapo zapitazi, ndinganene kuti ndapeza 65 % zosintha mwabwino- Palibe "kuyimilira" ngati ndizomveka. Pofika polowera, SINDINAKHALITSE pomwe mtsikana ali pamwamba. Kutaya kwanthawi yayitali.

Tsopano ndikadakhala kuti sindinadzutsidwe "konse" munthawi imeneyi (kapena kutha kulowa / kuchita momwe mkazi sangadziwire chilichonse kuti ndi "cholakwika", ndimaganiza kuti vuto langa limangokhala lathupi. Inde, sindipezanso nkhuni zam'mawa kapena zozizwitsa zokha koma ndazilemba zolaula.

Nditawerenga maofolomuwa, NDIDZIWA Ndine wachikulire p / m / o. 3-4 nthawi tsiku, nthawi zonse pamalo omwewo, nthawi zonse pamalo amodzi mnyumba mwanga - kawirikawiri ngati nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndikuwopsya. Kuchita maliseche ndipamwamba kwambiri. Ndipo ngakhale apo ine sindimakhala ndi kawirikawiri kukhala wokonzeka bwino ndiye kunena 70%.

Kutsatira upangiri wa izi ndi zina zambiri, ndidaganiza zopita masiku 90 ndilibe P / M / O ndinayambanso ma 5G (Ndimapitanso kuchipatala chogonana kamodzi pa sabata). Sabata yoyamba inali yodabwitsa pakudzidalira / kukhala bwino = Ndili ndi 3 kapena 4 zosintha zokha komanso nkhuni zam'mawa (osati 100% koma china chake chinali chabwino kuposa chilichonse "Usiku watha, nditatha masiku 10 ndatsuka ndidaganiza kuti inali nthawi" yoyesa madzi "ndipo ndidamuyendera mtsikana yemwe akudziwa za vuto langa lonse, kotero" kuchita / kumangirira "sinali vuto. Tidakhala nthawi yayitali ndipo ndimasangalala kwambiri kuposa zomwe ndakhala nazo zaka zambiri. ndimangoyang'ana pa mbolo yanga, kapena kukwera kwanga, kapena kuyesera kuti nditenge imodzi - M'malo mwake, kungomverera chabe. Zinali zozizwitsa. Ndipo kutembenukira ... m'maganizo. % -40% Izi zidandidetsa nkhawa.

Ndamva za gawo lakufa la Dick, chifukwa chake ndidaganiza kuti ndi zomwezo. Komabe… Zinayamba kundizunza.

Cholemba pambali - Mtsikana amene ndidamuthyola zaka 4 ndikukhala ndi ine pano. Ndife abwenzi apamtima, koma okonda zambiri. (Kupatula 2 yomwe idachita bwino ndipo imodzi yalephera kuyesa, ndi magawo ochepa pakamwa). Zolemba zina: Ndi nyenyezi yolaula ndipo amachita zachiwerewere. Izi zimakonda kundizunza / kundipweteka, popeza ndimafuna kucheza naye. Komabe tsopano ndili pamalo abwino ndi izo. Ndife abwenzi chabe. KODI… Kudziwa kuti iye ndi wogonana kwambiri. Kudziwa zakale. Kumumva akulankhula tsiku lonse zakugonana. Zimandipangitsa kukhala wokhumudwa kwambiri. Chifukwa chake lero, pambuyo pa usiku watha "zero erection", ndidaseka moseketsa omwe ndimakhala nawo. KUKHALA KWAMBIRI. Adatuluka kwakanthawi ndipo…. Ndachita maliseche. Tsopano osati zolaula, zomwe ndi zoyamba kwa ine- komabe… Sizinali zabwino. Ndinakakamiza. Sindinali wokonda kwenikweni, ndipo tsopano ndikumva kuti ndikudwala ndekha. Chifukwa chiyani sindimatuluka. Zingatheke bwanji kuti ndikhale wokopeka kwambiri ndi wina ndikumva kuti SIPAKHALITSO kamodzi ndikukhala nawo pachibwenzi. Ndikufuna kukhala ndi moyo wabwinobwino. Kumanani ndi munthu wina wapadera. Khalani ndi ana. Ntchito. Ndimawopa kuthekera kwanga kuchita izi. Miyezi 3 yapitayo, ndikagona ndi mnzanga yemwe ndimakhala naye / zolaula, ndimaganiza kuti mavuto anga onse adakonzedwa, kupulumutsa kulephera kwanga kusangalala ndi kugonana. Osachepera ndimatha kuchita. Koma m'malo ena okha. Ndi zina zofunika. ndi blah blah blah. Ndikungofuna kuti zinthu zizikhala… zabwinobwino.

Pomwe tsiku lapitalo masiku 90 opanda zolaula / maliseche / maliseche zimawoneka ngati lingaliro labwino kwambiri padziko lapansi, tsopano ndikuyamba kuopa kuti ndikadatha masiku 90 ndikukhala ndimavuto omwe ndimakhala nawo, kapena oipitsitsa. Ndine wokongola kumapeto kwa zingwe zanga, apa. Ndapita kwa asing'anga. Sizakuthupi. Cialis sagwira ntchito kwenikweni. Tsopano ndikuyamba kukayikira kuthekera kwanga kuseweretsa maliseche. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake sindinapeze "Erection" yathunthu- ngakhale nkhuni zam'mawa. Sindingakuthandizeni kumva kuti ndathyoledwa komanso kuti sindingakonzekere, komanso zomvetsa chisoni… ndilo tsogolo lomwe sindikuganiza kuti nditha kuthana nalo. Sindingaganizire kudzipha m'mbuyomu, koma moyo wopanda chikondi ndi womwe sindingapeze kuti ungakhalepo. Izi zitha kumveka zazikulu, koma kachiwirinso… ndilibe chiyembekezo pakali pano.

Chonde chonde… ngati wina wadutsapo zofananazo. ANAKHALA ndi chipambano chilichonse kapena nkhani zomwe zingapangitse chiyembekezo chochepa. Malangizo othandiza. Chilichonse. Chifukwa ngati patatha masiku 90 ndikadali ndi mavuto omwewo, sindikudziwa kuti kusuntha kwanga kwina kudzakhala chiyani, koma ndingoganiza kuti kuyenera kukhala kwakukulu.

KULUMIKIZANA

Kotero, ndili ndi zaka 25, ndinayamba kudziseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 13, sindinayambe kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi zonse mpaka mwina ndili ndi zaka 18 , ndipo ngakhale nthawi zina chifukwa nthawi zambiri ndinkachita chibwenzi ndi munthu wina ndipo sindinkafuna. Chifukwa chake, nthawi zonse zakhala ngati pakati pa zinthu zenizeni, chifukwa sindinali munthu amene anali ndi vuto ndi akazi kapena kukhala nthawi yayitali osagonana. Mu Marichi watha ndinasamuka, zomwe zinandisiya ndikukhala paubwenzi wautali, ndipo momwe ndinachitira nazo, ndikupewa chinyengo, ndikanakhala masewera a zolaula awa kuti andichepetse dala kuti ndisalole chilakolako changa, chomwe panthawiyo chinali chodziwika bwino, kundisocheretsa. Panthawiyi ndinapanga machitidwe ndi zizolowezi zambiri zomwe zimakambidwa pa YBOP, zokonda kwambiri, mawindo khumi nthawi imodzi, zomwe zinkandipangitsa kukhala wopanda nzeru kwa maola angapo.

Mu Juni, chibwenzicho chidatha, ndipo patadutsa milungu ingapo ndidapeza msungwana watsopano kwanuko yemwe ndakhala pachibwenzi naye kuyambira pamenepo. Vuto lokhalo ndiloti tikamagona limodzi, ndidapeza kuti ngakhale ndimatha kuchita magawo atatu usiku, sindinathe kuyimilira kamodzi. Monga anthu ambiri, sindinadziwe kuti Porn inachititsa ED kukhalapo, ndipo sindinayanjanitse, kotero pamene ndinali ndi vuto lovuta kugonana ndi gf yanga, ndinapitirizabe chizolowezi changa choonera zolaula, nthawi zina ngakhale kuyembekezera kuti SANGABWERE kotero ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche m'malo mogwira ntchito kuti ndizigonana. Mwachiwonekere kuti ndikuvutikirabe zolaula, ndimaganiza kuti ED wanga ndi bwenzi langa anali ndi nkhawa, zomwe pamapeto pake zidasandulika kuti sindili mwa iye, ect ect. Pambuyo popuma pang'ono kuti ndiyesere anthu ena ndidazindikira kuti sanali mtsikanayo.

Kuyambira kumapeto kwa mwezi wa February ndidapeza YBOP ndikusiya zolaula tsiku lomwelo. Ndinapitilizabe kugonana komanso nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti "zenizeni" sizingakhale zoyipa. Ndinabwereranso mwachangu pa Epulo wa 20 yemwe anali ndi kanema umodzi ndipo adatha masekondi onse a 30 chifukwa ndidakhazikika ndikuchotsa mathalauza anga, pomwepo ndidaganiza kuti ndikupanga chisankho choyenera kusiya, ndipamene Ndidakhazikitsa zolaula zapa laputopu yanga. Ndakhala ndikupeza kuti Dick wanga nthawi zambiri amakhala wovuta ngakhale akadali pafupifupi 100% ndipo kupatula m'mawa ndipo ngakhale pamenepo udatsika ndikangokhala "wogalamuka". Pambuyo pake ndidaganiza zodula maliseche kuyambira Lachisanu lapitalo ndikumverera kuti zikundiletsa komanso kusiya udzu womwe ndimasuta tsiku ndi tsiku. Tsiku lotsatiralo ndidapita pazomwe zimamveka ngati mzere wolimba, palibe chilichonse, dick wanga amawoneka wocheperako kuposa masiku onse, ndinali nditawerenga za izo kotero sindinali wokhudzidwa kwambiri. Izi zidapitilira mpaka m'mawa uno pomwe ndidadzuka ndi boner wokwiya yemwe adatenga mphindi zisanu kenako nkuzimiririka, poganiza kuti ichi ndi chizindikiro ndidaganiza zoyesa maliseche kuti ndipeze kuti flatline yapita koma dick wanga akuchita mwachizolowezi chaulesi osati ndithu kumeneko mtundu wa njira.

Ndasokonezeka kwambiri, chifukwa sindikumva kuti ndikuledzera zolaula. Ndakhala ndi zilakolako za 0, 0 chikhumbo chogwiritsa ntchito zolaula, ngakhale kubwereranso kwanga kamodzi kumachitika chifukwa chongofuna kuvutikira kusintha, ndipo sizinachitike. Palibe cholakalaka pamenepo, komabe Dick wanga sangavutikire kalikonse koma nkhuni zam'mawa zam'mawa. Zimangokhala zosokoneza chifukwa ndi malo amodzi omwe ndimawoneka kuti ndikusowa kulumikizana ndi ena omwe ali ndi vuto la PMO, ndimayang'ana zolaula zambiri kuti zitheke, ndipo tsopano dick wanga akuwoneka kuti akufunadi kuyankha zolaula, koma ndikaganiza, nthawizonse zakhala kwa atsikana enieni omwe ine ndimawadziwa, ndikafika potentha, nthawi zonse amakhala atsikana enieni omwe ndimawadziwa. Nthawi zonse zithunzi zolaula zimandichitikirabe, sizomwe ndimamva kuti ndili nazo. Dick wanga samangowoneka ngati akufuna kugwira ntchito ndikapita kukagona ndi atsikana amoyo omwe ndimafunadi. Malangizo onse omwe ndawerenga akuwoneka ngati okhudzana ndi "kusiya zolaula", ndasiya zolaula, sindikufuna, sindikufuna, zomwe ndimangofuna ndikugonana ndi chibwenzi changa, chifukwa chiyani dick wanga kulabadira chikhumbo chimenecho?

Ndasankha kuti ndipereke izi nditatha kuchita ndi mnzanga ...

Ndikufuna kuchotsa izi pachifuwa changa ndikuwona kuti ndi malo abwino kwambiri.

Ndili pachibwenzi komwe sikutalika kwenikweni koma chifukwa tonse tili ndi ntchito yanthawi zonse komanso zina zomwe sitikumana nazo sitimakhala ndi nthawi yochuluka limodzi osangokhala okwanira kuti tikhale pachibwenzi. Zotsatira zake ndidadzipeza ndikukula pafupifupi katatu patsiku chifukwa chakukhumudwa ndikugonana, ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti zidakhudza kwambiri moyo wathu wogonana.

Zingasiyane ndikulephera kuzimvetsetsa ndikulephera kuzimitsa zomwe zimanditsogolera kuti ndibwerere mofewa ndikuwononga mphindiyo. Nthawi zonse izi zikachitika zimandipha kuwona bwenzi langa limakhumudwitsidwa, amalimbikira kuti sichoncho koma ndimangodziwa poyang'ana. Maonekedwe ake pankhalapa amandipweteketsa mtima ndipo sindikufuna kuwawonanso.

Ndikuganiza kuti mwina ndidayamba zolaula ndipo zawononga moyo wathu wogonana, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti kuyambitsa kuthamanga kwa nofap kudzandipindulitsa kwambiri. Ndikufafaniza zolaula zanga zochititsa manyazi ndikuchita izi moyenera.

Ndimangofuna kugawana izi popeza zakhala zikundivutitsa kwakanthawi ndipo sindimatha kuyankhula ndi wina aliyense za izi. Ndikufuna kufunsa ngati wina aliyense pano anali ndi zovuta zogwirira ntchito asanasiye maliseche komanso ngati zathandiza mwanjira iliyonse?

LINK – Ndili ndi zaka 20 ndipo nkhani yanga ndi yofanana. Ndili ndi zaka 17 ndinali ndi chibwenzi ndipo tinayesa kangapo koma sindinathe kupirira. Ndinkadziwa kuti sizinali chinthu chimodzi chokha. Pamene ndinasiyana naye ndinali wotayika kwambiri, ndili ndi zaka 18 komanso ndinali namwali ndipo ndinkadziwa kuti sindingathe kuchita chilichonse pankhaniyi. Ndakhala ndi mwayi wambiri. Ndinawerenga kuti ndikanatha kugonana ndi atsikana pafupifupi 8 poganizira atsikana onse omwe adandiponyera okha, ndipo izi zakhala zikuchitika popanda kuyang'ana chilichonse, kotero ndizokhumudwitsa kwambiri.

Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kwa miyezi pafupifupi 6 tsopano, bola ngati nditha kupeza ma strap aulere pansi pa lamba wanga ndikuganiza kuti ndibwino kupita, koma sizitanthauza kuti sindichita mantha. Mwina mungavomereze kuti, chifukwa sindinathe kukhala ndi chizolowezi chogonana, kukumbukira kwanga kokhako kogonana ndikuyesera ndikulephera, ndiye ngakhale nditachira sindikhala wamantha.

Kukhala ndi mavuto ED. Kodi ndiyambe ulendo wanga wa nofap?

Ndine wazaka 20 wathanzi labwino, yemwe kwa zaka zingapo zapitazi anali kulamulidwa ndi zolaula (kuyambira pa zolaula mpaka zolaula, zolaula, mumazitchula). Ndazindikira posachedwa kuti sindinathe kuwongoka, mwina chifukwa cha maliseche kapena kupusitsa. Wanga wa ED atha kukhala chifukwa cha njira zanga zoyambirira kuseweretsa maliseche (kufinya mbolo yanga osalola kuti izikhala yolimba) Vutoli lafika poipa tsopano popeza ndili ndi gf, popeza akuganiza kuti mawonekedwe ake ndi vuto, ndipo sichoncho. Kodi nthawi yosiya zolaula komanso maliseche ingathandize vuto langa?

Ndinaganiza kuti ndine yekhayo

Ndinayamba kukula ndili ndi zaka 12. Ndine 24 tsopano. Ngakhale ndili mwana ndisanakule, nthawi zonse ndimakopeka ndikukhudza ndikuwona mawonekedwe achikazi. Nditayamba kuchita izi, zimawoneka ngati zodabwitsa - ndimatha kusilira popanda kutenga chiopsezo chofikira msungwana ndikulankhula naye. Zinayamba ndikufufuzira atsikana ovala zovala zochepa pamasamba ngati maxim ndi victoriassecret (zinthu zofewa). Anayamba kuponya ndalama patsamba lawebusayiti ndikutsitsa stash yayikulu ndi mafoda ndi mafoda a zolaula za HD. Ndimakonda stash yanga…

Kwa zaka zambiri, ndimaganiza kuti ndine ndekha ndi vuto ili. Nthawi zonse panali zifukwa zomveka zochitira zimenezi komanso kuchuluka kwa mphamvu zomwe zilipo pa intaneti. Ku koleji, anthu amene ndimakhala nawo limodzi ndi ine tinkayenda mozungulira maulendo azimayi ku 1-10 msinkhu ndikuweruza maonekedwe awo popanda kukhala olimba mtima kulankhula nawo.

Pambuyo pake ndinapeza chibwenzi ndili ndi zaka 18 mchaka chatsopano cha koleji. Anandisankha chifukwa ndinachita zoyenera panthawi yoyenera. Ndinalibe masewera aliwonse - ndinali mwana woonda wa geeky yemwe amangokhala ozizira mokwanira komanso oseketsa panthawiyi. Ndidataya unamwali wanga chaka chotsatira kwa iye nditatha miyezi ingapo ndikupempha. Kugonana kunali kowopsa. Ndinaganiza kuti ndilo vuto lake - ndinadziyesa m'maganizo mwanga kuti sanali wokonda zokwanira (ngakhale anali! Ndinkamukonda BJs ndikuchita naye, ndi zina zambiri). Sindingathe kukhalabe wolimba kapena wokonda ngakhale nditakhala nthawi yayitali ndikugonana komanso ndipamene ndinazindikira vuto langa - ndimakhala pafupifupi tsiku lililonse pokhapokha ndikakhala naye. Tinasudzulana mchaka chachikulu cha koleji chifukwa cha zifukwa zingapo, kuphatikiza kugonana. Zinabwerera ku ma fapathon a magawo asanu-a-tsiku, chifukwa ndi zomwe ndinachita ndisanakhale ndi chibwenzi.

Kuthamangira kutsogolo kwa zaka ziwiri pambuyo pake - Ndimagwira ntchito, ndimayimba nyimbo zanga / zaluso, ndimayang'ana mawonekedwe anga ndikusamukira mbali ina ya US kuti ndikapeze moyo wanga. Ndimagunda makalabu ndikupeza manambala a foni ndikutsata masiku. Chinthu chokha chomwe sichinasinthe ndikukula. Ndimasunga kamodzi patsiku, koma nthawi zina zimatha kupezeka kangapo patsiku. Ndayesera kangapo kuti ndisiye chifukwa ndinazindikira kuti izi ndizovulaza. Ndakhala ndikucheza ndi atsikana ena ndipo ndimagona ndi ochepa (pomwe ndimakhala ndi mavuto omwewo omwe akuwoneka kuti akuvutitsa ambiri a NoFap). Atsikanawa amandifunsa, "Kodi sindine wokonda mokwanira?" kumene yankho lake linali lodziwikiratu, "inde ndinu".

Ngati muli achichepere (nenani pansi pa 50) ndipo muli ndi mavuto a ED, vutoli lili ndi mwayi pafupifupi 100% muubongo wanu, pokhapokha mutakhala ndi matenda ashuga kapena matenda ena akulu, kuchokera pazomwe ndidamvetsetsa. Lingaliro la dopamine limawoneka lodalirika komanso losavuta kufotokoza pazinthu zambiri zolaula / maliseche. Mankhwala achikhalidwe a ED alibe chochita ndi dopamine, amangotseka vutoli, ndipo mupitiliza kuzunza PMO mpaka mutha kukhala ngati ine, mwachitsanzo. ngakhale mankhwalawa sagwira ntchito. Ndili ndi zizindikilo zonse zomwe zimati zimachitika chifukwa chakusowa kwa ma dopamine receptors muubongo wanu .. Ndili ndimavuto akulu kwambiri, opangitsa chilichonse kuchita munthawi yake, makamaka zinthu zomwe zimafunikira kuyesayesa kwamaganizidwe nthawi zonse. Komanso kuyankha kwanga kosangalatsa ndikosavuta, sindisangalala ndi chilichonse .. kudya ndichinthu chomwe ndimachita kuti ndikhalebe ndi moyo, sindimakondwera nacho kapena sindimadana nacho, sindikusamala. Zomwezo ndi chilichonse .. palibe chomwe chimandibweretsera chisangalalo kapena zowawa, moyo wanga wamkati ndi wosalala, wapita. Nzosadabwitsa kuti sindingathe kupeza kapena kusunga zinthu zina, ubongo wanga sukusamala.

Ingokumbukirani zimenezo mukamagwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi.. mukuchiza chizindikirocho, osati chifukwa chake. ULUWANI KU ULUWIRI

Madokotala ndi zitsiru .. Ndawonapo ambiri chaka chatha akuyesera kuchiza vuto langa la kugona komanso libido .. Alibe chinsinsi. Ngati muli ndi bala lowomberedwa ndi mfuti lomwe lingadziwe zoyenera kuchita .. koma kupatula china chilichonse chowopseza moyo komanso kukhala ndi thanzi labwino .. ndi nthabwala. Pepani pa rant. Ndikubwera choipa china ndi wina kuyesera kukakamiza kukonza ndekha .. mwina ndilemba

ED akuwoneka akuchiritsidwa

Ndinangofuna kunena kuti izi zisanachitike, sindinathe kuchita chiwerewere panthawi yogonana (zomwe zingandipangitse kuti ndiyende mofewa) kapena sindingathe kudzutsidwa koyambirira. Chabwino ndikhoza kunena kuti usiku watha ndidagonjetsa (palibe chilango chofunira) chopingacho. Pambuyo masiku 90+ a nofap thupi langa linali lofunitsitsa kupita ndi bwenzi langa latsopano.

Zikuoneka kuti nofap yandithandiza. Zikomo anyamata. Ngati wina aliyense ali ndi chidwi ndalemba za masiku anga 90 pano.

LINK – Ndikusangalala kuti mwaona zomwe zolaula zingakuchitikireni. Ndinayamba kuona zolaula zomwe zinandipangitsa ED, osati mofanana ndi momwe ndimaganizira, koma zinali zovuta kukhala wolimba ndipo chifukwa cha zimenezi ndinasiya pang'onopang'ono kuonera zolaula zambiri ndikuyamba kuthawa popanda izo. Zinandithandiza koma nditapeza subreddit iyi, ndinadziwa kuti zingakhale bwino kusiya kuchita zimenezo. Mbolo yanga ilibe mavuto ambiri tsopano, tiyeni tipitirizebe kukhala choncho haha

LINK – Ndili ndi udindo womwewo monga inu, ndine sophmore wazaka 19. Pamene ndinali kusukulu ya sekondale, zomwe ndinakumana nazo ndi atsikana zinali bwino, sindinkalota kuti ndidzakhala ndi ED kenako, patatha miyezi ingapo ndikuchita zolaula kwambiri pa intaneti, ndinapeza kuti ndinali nditasowa chidwi. Ndinakumana ndi zochitika zingapo za ED m'chaka changa chomaliza cha chilimwe/chaka choyamba cha sukulu - nthawi yoipa kwambiri yomwe ndingawonjezere - zomwe zinandipangitsa kuwona kuchepa. Anali wothandiza kwambiri koma pamapeto pake zinangowoneka; izi sizinali chifukwa cha vuto la maganizo, panali mgwirizano wolunjika pakati pa kuyamba kwa chilakolako changa cha zolaula pa intaneti ndi ED yanga.

Death Grip, DE, Porn imagwidwa ED. Malangizo?

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Hei anzanga omwe amamwa zolaula, Choyamba ndimagonana ndipo ndikulankhula zaubwenzi ndi chibwenzi changa, ngati mungakhumudwe ndikusiya kuwerenga.

Chifukwa chake ndili ndi 22 ndipo ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche tsiku lililonse kuyambira ndili wachinyamata. Sindinadziwe kuti ndikufuna kuti ubongo wanga ukhale wosangalatsa, ndinangosangalala.

Nthawi zonse ndikapeza mwayi wogonana ndi amuna, ndimadwala DE. Zachidziwikire kuti si mtundu wamba, chifukwa palibe zogonana pakati pa abambo, koma ndimatenga nthawi yayitali ndipo ndimayenera kuzisamalira ndekha. Sindinadziwe zakufa kapena DE, ndimangoganiza kuti ndinali wovuta pang'ono.

Posachedwa ndapeza chibwenzi chimene ndimakonda kwambiri komanso chomwe ndimakonda kwambiri. Kugonana kunali kozizwitsa kwa nthawi zingapo zoyambirira, ndipo ndinatha ngakhale kuthamanga mofulumira, makamaka chifukwa chakuti anali wochititsa chidwi kwambiri.

Koma pakapita nthawi, ndinayamba kukhala ndi vuto la DE ndipo tsopano ED. Choyamba ndimangobwera nditangokhalira kukopeka, "monga kumuwona akumangokhala ndikusewera ndi cum wake. Ichi ndi chimodzi mwazinthu zomwe ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula. Ndiye ndinali ndi mavuto ngakhale kusunga erection. Zonsezi ngakhale ndimadziwa kuti ndiwokopa kwa ine, zachilendozi zidangotha. Sindingangoyang'ana kanema wina patsamba la chubu kuti ndiwone wina watsopano.

Zinandidetsa nkhawa, kotero ndinayang'ana pa Google pang'ono ndikupeza http://yourbrainonporn.com yomwe inandifotokozera bwino zomwe ndinkakumana nazo. Ndinadzilimbitsa kuti ndizingokhala ndekha, nthawi zonse ndimaonera makanema atsopano, pa ma tabu ambiri ndi zina zotero pazaka zanga zaunyamata. Kuti ndichitenso izi, ndiyenera kusiya kuonera zolaula. Chifukwa chake ndasiya kuonera zolaula ndi kuseweretsa maliseche kwa masiku pafupifupi 5 tsopano. Zachidziwikire palibe chomwe chasintha mpaka pano, vutoli linangoipiraipira. Malinga ndi tsamba lino, ndingafunike miyezi itatu mpaka chaka kuti ndichire bwino ku chizolowezi changa cha zolaula.

Izi zimandidetsa nkhawa komabe. Kulephera kugonana kwa theka la chaka kungaphe ubalewu. China chake ndikuti nthawi zonse amalangizidwa kuti asachite NoFap poyambiranso, vuto lokhalo ndiloti kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha nthawi zambiri kumakhala ndi maliseche. Palibe kugonana komweko nthawi zonse (komwe sindinathe kutero ndimavuto anga apano). Ndiye kodi ndingathenso kuseweretsa maliseche ngati ndili ndi chibwenzi changa?

Ndikudziwa kuti mwina pali amuna owongoka okha pano, koma sindikudziwa njira yoyambira. Ndimamukondadi bwenzi langa, ndipo ndikulakalaka ndikadakumana naye miyezi isanu ndi umodzi pambuyo pake, nditatha theka la chaka popanda kuseweretsa maliseche, nditayambiranso kugonana kwanga ndikuchiritsa imfa. Ndikumva ngati izi zitha kuwononga ubalewu. Komabe, ndikuganiza ndiyenera kuchita izi kuti ndikhale ndiubwenzi mtsogolo.

Ndingakhaledi wothokoza chifukwa cha uphungu uliwonse.

Ndinkalakalaka zolaula, tsopano ndikulakalaka atsikana.

Zowonongeka momwe kubwezeretsanso kusinthira khalidwe lanu kwa akazi.

Sabata ino, ndili ndi zilakolako zoyipa kwambiri za atsikana. Ndikulakalaka kukhala ndimodzi pompano. Ndipo popeza ndilibe, mutu wanga ukuphulika! Kukweza kwa testosterone? Mungandiuze koma ndimawakhumbira zenizeni. Ndili ndi nkhalango zambiri zamadzulo (testosterone yokhudzana. Matabwa a m'mawa ndi ofanana ndi dopamine) thanthwe lolimba ngati mbolo yanga yatsala pang'ono kuphulika. Ndili nawo tsiku lililonse, ngakhale ndikagona pang'ono. Ndili ndi erection mosavuta ndikamacheza mwachizolowezi (osatumizirana mameseji koma mukudziwa, monga nthawi yomwe mukufuna kukhala naye pachibwenzi, zokambirana zachikondi ndi zina) ndi atsikana pa facebook osagwirizana. Ndizopenga chifukwa ndili pa tsiku langa la 6th pomwe ndimayambiranso, ndinali pa sabata yanga ya 8th ndili ndi nkhalango zochepa m'mawa.

Lero, liwu langa linakula kwambiri ndipo NDIMAKONDA popanda kulankhula za kuuka kwa chidaliro ndi ena omwe tsopano ndife tonsefe, obwezeretsa.

Zomwe ndayambitsanso poyambiranso izi ndikumvana kwanga ndi atsikana. Zili ngati rewiring. Ziyenera kukhala munkhani yopambana lol.

Sinthani: Zimene ndaphunzira ndikuwuza atsikana kuti ayambirane mofulumira!

Kodi pali wina aliyense amene amamva ngati angopeza chinsinsi china chamoyo podziwa Nofap?

Chifukwa chake masabata awiri tsopano. Kupita mwamphamvu. Palibe zolimbikitsa zenizeni ku Fap kapena kuwonera Porn. Mwina chifukwa Dick wanga amamva ngati wapita ku hibernation. Kawirikawiri kumverera kulikonse kumeneko pafupifupi sabata. Koma zilizonse, ndizo zomwe ndimayembekezera.

Ndakhala ndikuziyika kawiri pa tsiku pazaka 1 zapitazi. ED ponseponse popanda chiyembekezo choti ndingapeze malowa, zonse ndi nkhani zopambana. Tsopano zimamveka ngati ndili pachinthu chomwe palibe wina adachipeza!

Amzanga onse PMO monga momwe ndimachitira, ngati siochulukirapo ndipo zimandipangitsa kudzifunsa ngati akuvutika ndi mavuto omwewo monga momwe timakhalira. Ndawauza za ine kuti sindinenso PMOing kapena MOing ndipo adaseka. Iwo amaganiza, monga momwe anthu amachitira, kuti ndizabwino kukhala athanzi komanso zachilendo kuwonera zolaula. Chifukwa chake ndimangowasiya kuti aseke, podziwa kuti masabata awiri omalizawa akhala opindulitsa kuposa miyezi iwiri yapitayi ya moyo wanga. Ndakhala ndi mphamvu zambiri, kudzidalira, kudziletsa (m'njira zambiri), nkhawa ikuchepa tsiku, mvula yozizira ndi khofi wanga watsopano, sindinenso kumwa kapena kubwezera, kuzengereza kulibe. Sindimapumulanso masana (zomwe ndimakonda kuchita ndikamakula) ndipo malingaliro anga pa moyo asintha kwathunthu. Ndine wotsimikiza kwambiri tsopano.

Izi ndi zonse m'masabata awiri! Tangoganizirani chaka, kapena zaka 2! Tikukhulupirira kuti ED idzakhala yabwino panthawiyo. Tili pa china apa. Anthu akhala PMOing kwa nthawi yayitali kuti aiwala momwe moyo uyenera kukhalira!

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Ndinkalakalaka zolaula, tsopano ndikulakalaka atsikana.

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