Nkhani Zophatikizapo ED 6

Nkhani Zokhudzana ndi Zithunzi za ED 6 zili munkhani zingapo za 8 zokhala ndi zitsanzo zazing'ono zodzidziwitsa za amuna osiyanasiyana omwe adakumana ndi zolaula zomwe zidapangitsa ED. Kuti mumve zambiri onani ma ED ndi ma forum awa: Nkhani za ED 6

Yang'anani malipoti ambirimbiri odzipulumutsa kuti mudziwe zomwe anthu omwe achira akumana nazo: Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 1 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti Tsamba 2 , Kubwezeretsanso Akaunti tsamba 3 , ndi Ma Blog ndi Mitu Yakubwezeretsa Yakunja.

Ndinataya chibwenzi changa komanso ulemu wanga… Ndili ndi zaka 37. Ndinayamba kudziseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 14 mu 1988. Ndinadziseweretsa maliseche kwambiri ndili wachinyamata, kumapeto kwa zaka za m'ma 20. Ndinakhala ndi moyo wogonana nthawi zonse. Sindinali mwamuna wa akazi amene nthawi zonse ndinkagona ndi akazi. Akazi awiri, usiku umodzi panali anthu angapo ondiperekeza. SINDINAKHALE ndi vuto lililonse, nditapeza mpata woti ndiume.

Nthaŵi zina ndinkabwereka mafilimu olaula pamasitolo achikulire omwe amawabweretsera maliseche. Sitinakhalepo ndi vuto kupeza erection. Mu 2004 ine ndinayika webusaiti yotsegula intaneti kunyumba kwanga (anali 30 pa nthawiyo). Pasanapite nthawi ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche osiyanasiyana. Mawebusayiti a nsomba omwe ali ndi zithunzi za mabanja okwatira. Izi nthawi zambiri zimakhala 45minute-1hr-2hr, 3-4 ma hr magawo. Kutenga zopuma, ndiyeno kubwereranso kwa izo. Kuyambira pamene ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito webusaiti ya pa Intaneti pakhomo panga ndikupeza zolaula mwamsanga, MOYO WANGA WANGA WAKHALE WAKHALA WOPHUNZITSIDWA.

Ndizosowa kwambiri kuti ndimagonana mosangalala. Sindinazindikire kuti kuseweretsa maliseche ndi vuto ili mpaka bambo wina yemwe ndidamutumizira imelo kudzera patsamba losambira adandipatsa upangiri. Ndinamutumizira imelo ndikumufunsa mosapita m'mbali.

"Ndazindikira pa mbiri yanu kuti mwakumana ndi mabanja angapo ndipo akutsimikizira mbiri yanu ndikunena momwe mumakhalira owopsa ndipo mayiyo amakukondani. Ndakumanapo ndi maanja a 4 ndipo ngati sindingathe kuvutikira sindimakhalabe olimba ndikamaliza kukonzekera. Si mitsempha ndi nkhawa momwe timagwirira ntchito tikamakumana nthawi zonse zakumwa, kucheza, ndikupita ku hotelo. Sindimanjenjemera konse. Chokhacho chomwe ndingaganize chomwe chingapangitse kuti ndikhalebe wovuta kapena kuti ndilimbike ndikumachita maliseche kwambiri, zithunzi, ndi zina zambiri .. .Ndikufunseni, kodi ndiyenera kupewa kuseweretsa maliseche, makamaka tsiku kapena tsiku lomwe ndisanakumane okwatiranawo. Ndingakufunseni ngati mumasewera maliseche. Kodi mungandilangize zotani ”Yankho lake linali….” Ndimasewera maliseche nthawi zonse, koma sindichita maliseche tsiku lomwe ndimakumana ndi banja. Ndilibe vuto kupeza zovuta ndikukhala olimba.

Ngati 37 yanu yokha, muli bwino kuchokera pazomwe ndikutha kuwona pazithunzi zanu. Ndikukuwuzani kuti musiye kuseweretsa maliseche, ndikuti musamangogonana. Zodalirika. Ndine 99.9% wotsimikiza kuti vuto lanu lokonzekera limayambitsidwa chifukwa chodziseweretsa maliseche monga momwe mumachitira. Chotsani munthu woonera zolaula, ingochokani mukamadzuka kapena china chake chimadzutsidwa. Mukamaliza khutu loyambalo patangotha sabata imodzi kapena ziwiri, mudzayambanso kuyambika ndikuyamba kumva chisangalalo chomwe simunamvepo zaka zambiri ”

Mavuto anga akusowa kwa zovuta kapena kukhala olimba nditha kunena moona mtima kuti ndimakonda kukhala patsogolo panga ndikuwonera zolaula. Osandilakwitsa, ndagwera m'galimoto kangapo. Kuchita maliseche zolaula ndizonyansa, zoyipa. Chiyeso ndi chachikulu. Zolaula ndizosavuta kuzifikira. Ma Tube Tube Tube akhala mdani wanga woyipitsitsa. Koma ndikuyesera. Kwa milungu iwiri yapitayi kuyambira woyamba wa Disembala, ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche kubafa. Kungothamangitsa mwachangu, mwina kamodzi patsiku, kawiri patsiku. Koma, kwa ine ndiko kusintha ndikukhala wathanzi pa kugonana kwanga. Ndi anyamata olimbana nawo, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kuwononga moyo wanu wogonana….

Ndinayamba M ndi P ndili ndi zaka 12 kujambula zithunzi pa kompyuta (panthawiyo ndinali ndi dial up). Pofika nthawi yomwe sukulu ya sekondale inkafika, tinali ndi intaneti ya chingwe kotero ndinayamba kuonera makanema…

Wanga ED anawononga moyo wanga wogonana kusukulu yasekondale. Nthawi zingapo ndinali ndi atsikana ndipo sindinathe kuyimilira. Zinali zokhumudwitsa kwambiri. Mofulumira, ndili ndi 20 tsopano ndipo ndimakhala ndi PMO pafupipafupi kuyambira 5-6 nthawi sabata, mpaka masabata 8 apitawa. Ndinadabwa kuti zinali zosavuta bwanji kwa ine. Ndimaganiza kuti ndikadabwereranso masabata a 2, haha.

Kusintha komwe ndazindikira ndi nkhuni zofooka m'mawa (ndinalibe chilichonse kwa zaka 5: - /). Ndalandira maboner angapo masana masana koma osati momwe zimakhalira… Osati zolimba kwathunthu. Sindinakhale ndi maloto onyentchera ngati anthu ambiri.

Ndazindikira kuti ndikulakalaka zambiri, ndimayesetsa kudziletsa. Koma zakhala zikuchitika kwambiri. Modzitukumula sindimamva kuchira… Ndikumva bwino… koma osachira. Ndikuganiza kuti ndipitiliza pulogalamuyi mpaka china chake chitabwera kuti ndizitha kudziyesa ndekha, ndi mtsikana weniweni. Mwachidule, milungu 8 yachitika. Musamve kuchiritsidwa, kupitiliza pulogalamu. Wina aliyense pankhaniyi?

23, Zithunzi Zopangidwira ED, P: 113 M: 28 O: 28

Ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche popeza mwina ndinali 12 kapena 13 ndipo mwina ndidayamba kuwonera / kuwerenga zolaula pambuyo pake. Ndinayamba kuonera zolaula koma kwa kanthawi kochepa.

Pokhala gay, cholinga changa nthawi zonse chinali pa mwamunayo. Ndipo pamapeto pake ndinayamba kusintha zolaula zanga. Mosakayikira, ndakhala ndikuledzera zolaula pazaka zambiri pomwe zidangokhala gawo lazomwe ndimachita maliseche. Mosazindikira, nditayamba kuzilakalaka, ndimatha kusinthana pakati pazopeka ndi makanema okhudzana ndi zolaula kutengera zomwe ndinali nazo. Chosangalatsa ndichakuti, nthawi zambiri ndimatha kukonza zovuta zopeka chifukwa zimandilimbikitsa kuti ndizilingalira mozama kwambiri. Ndidapeza kuti nditha kupeza zambiri chifukwa nthawi zambiri zimakwaniritsa zosowa zanga zakukondana komanso zogonana. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi kapena kawiri tsiku lililonse. Ngati ndikanakhala wotanganidwa, kutopa komanso ndandanda yanga imatha kutenga chidwi changa kwa masiku awiri kapena atatu ndipo sindimachita maliseche. Pokhapokha ngati izi sindinachitepo maliseche.

Ndazindikira kuti tsopano ndakhala ndikudzimva chisoni. Komabe, ndinganene kuti sindikuganiza kuti zolaula zanga zafika poipa kwambiri monga zimachitikira anthu ena. Komabe ndazindikira kuti ndikufika pachimake mosavuta komanso mwachangu mu "sewero" makanema omwe anali ndi nkhani zachangu za iwo. Anali makanema omwe anali kundilimbikitsa kuti ndizingoyerekeza. Apanso, zonena zabodza zinali zowopsa chifukwa sizimangondilola kuganiza za kugonana kwanga koyenera, zikundithandizanso kulingalira za bwenzi langa labwino, zachikondi, moyo wabwino ndi zina zambiri. ndinayamba kukhala ndi chizolowezi chongopeka, kuchita zachiwerewere komanso kuthawa, mosakayikira ndikudziwononga nokha pamoyo wanga kuti ndipeze munthu wokondedwa wanga.

Ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto lina logonana nditangoyamba kucheza ndi anyamata angapo ndili ku koleji. Komabe panthawiyo sindinatchule chifukwa chenicheni cha ED yanga. Nthawi yoyamba panthawi yopusitsa pamapeto pake ndinayikidwa pomwe ndimayembekezeka kupitilira mnyamata yemwe ndinali naye. Ngakhale atachita chiyani sindingadzuke pamwambowo. Panthawiyo, ndinali nditazilemba kuti tonsefe tili oledzera, kapena tonse tili zidakwa. Ndinali ndisanakhalepo ndi wina aliyense kotero sindinadziwe konse ndale zogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, momwe maudindo ocheperako adakhalira oyenera. Nditamuuza kuti sizingachitike, pamapeto pake adadzuma kugonjetsedwa ndipo anayamba kuvala. Ndinamuuza kuti sindikudziwa kuti vuto linali liti lomwe sindinakumanepo nalo kale ndipo anati,

“Ayi — ine ndikudziwa. Inenso ndili ndi vuto lomweli. ”

Panthawiyo, ndikuganiza kuti tonse tinali kutanthauza kuti tonsefe tinadziwika kuti "pansi". Mwadzidzidzi ndinamverera ndikumenyedwa pakona ndikutsekerezedwa ndi chizolowezi changa chogonana pomwe ndimayamba kuvomereza ndikuchivomereza. Sikuti ndili ku ntchito kuti kumvetsa ndi gay mu amuna kwa anthu molunjika, ine tsopano analinso kuti apeze amuna gay mu yemwe ankakonda pamwamba. Zinali zokhumudwitsa kwambiri. Ndinakumana kangapo pamaphwando kapena m'malo azisangalalo kuti ndigonane ndi anyamata ndipo nthawi iliyonse zochitika zofananazi zidachitika. Amunawo nthawi zonse anali abwino kwambiri komanso osangalatsa komabe zivute zitani, ndimamva kuti ndachotsedwa mthupi langa, ndili wovuta komanso wosakhazikika pakamakumana chilichonse.

Nditawerenga ndikuwona kuti amuna anzawo ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha samadziona kuti ndi ochepa pazakugonana monga momwe ndimaganizira, ndidayamba kudzifunsa ngati ndili ndi vuto lomwe silikugwirizana ndi zanga zogonana. Mantha awa adatsimikizidwanso pomwe ndidakhala ndi mwayi wotsikira ndi mnyamata. Pomwe ndidatsegulidwa ndikudzuka pomwe ndidakhala ndi mnzanga wina aliyense, sindinathe kuyandikira kumapeto kwenikweni. Ndinapeza malingaliro anga pamsonkhano uliwonse anali otanganidwa kwambiri ndi malingaliro ozungulira ED wanga. Sindingathe kumvetsetsa momwe thupi langa limamverera pang'ono kwenikweni koma limagwira mosavuta ndikamasewera maliseche ndikuwonera / kuwerenga zolaula. Ndili ndi zaka 21 ndidayamba kupewa zomwe zingachitike ngati mliri. Ndinkakonda kupita kukavina ndi anzanga ndikukhala pagulu, koma ndimayamba kumva zachiwerewere. Mpata uliwonse ukapezeka kuti ndikumane ndi wina, ndikadakhala ndi nkhawa- ndikumachita nseru ndikuthamangira kumapiri.

Ndinayamba kutchera khutu pamakhalidwe anga pomwe ndimayang'ana anyamata. Nditha kuzindikira chuma chawo ndikudziwa kuti ndiamene ndimalakalaka kukhala naye. Zinali ngati ndimatha kumva kuzindikira muubongo wanga, uthenga womwe umatumizidwa mthupi langa, koma umangodzaza ndi kuzimiririka usanafike pamapeto pake. Nkhani ya wina amaifotokoza kuti ndi ubongo weniweni osati wamtundu uliwonse ndipo izi ndi zoona. Palibe chomwe chikanachitika mthupi langa, kungodziwa muubongo wanga kuti ndimakopeka nawo.

Ndikanasaka ndikusaka mitu pa ED ndipo sindinapeze mayankho okhutiritsa pamavuto anga. Chilichonse chomwe ndimawerenga chimamulepheretsa ED kuti azikhala ndi nkhawa kenako ndikupereka mayankho omwe amathandizira kukhazika mtima pansi. Ngakhale ndikukhulupirira kuti nkhawa ndiyomwe imakhalapo, ndinalibe nkhawa nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndimayesa kugonana ndi munthu wina, komabe ndidavutikabe ndi ED usiku womwewo. Chifukwa chake ndimadziwa kuti nkhawa siyinali nkhani yonse.

Pomaliza ndidachitika pa yourbrainonporn.com ndipo nditawerenga pafupifupi mphindi 20, ndidachita chidwi. Chilichonse chimangodina ndikukhazikika. Mwadzidzidzi ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wolaula komanso wamaliseche ndipo ndinali nditawononga momwe thupi langa limagwirira ntchito.

Ena a inu mungaganize kuti dzina langa lachiwerewere linachokera ku zolaula zanga chifukwa nthawi zambiri amuna owongoka amapezeka kuti amatembenukira ku zolaula ngati njira yopezera kuthamangira kwa dopamine komwe amafunikira kuti athe pachimake. Pomwe sindinama ndikunena kuti sindinaganizire kwakanthawi. Sindikuganiza kuti izi zitheka chifukwa cha vuto langa. Ngakhale nditakumana ndi vuto lowopsa lomwe ndakhala ndikukumana nalo zaka ziwiri kapena zitatu zapitazi, ndikadapezekabe ndikugwera mosazindikira mwa anyamata omwe ndimacheza nawo kapena ndimagwira nawo ntchito. Ndimatha kudziyerekeza ndekha ndimwamuna wogonana komanso wokondana m'moyo weniweni, osati m'malingaliro mwanga okha. Komabe, zawonekeratu kuti thupi langa laphunzitsidwa kuthana ndi malingaliro anga osati zenizeni. Sindinachitike pa akaunti ya bambo wina wamwamuna watsamba lino patsamba lino ndiye ndikuyembekeza kuti izi zikhala zabwino ndikuwonjezera patsamba lino ndi zolinga zake.

Ndipo kotero ndikuyamba Reboot yanga. Ndinalemba sabata imodziyi ndikuyambiranso.

Chabwino, ndikumva kuti ndikuyenera kugawana nkhani yanga chifukwa bolodi lokambirana ili landithandiza kwambiri kupeza mavuto anga. Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo ndimadwala matenda a ED ndi mnzanga. Ndikutsimikiza pafupifupi 100% kuti izi zinachitika chifukwa choonera zolaula (chifukwa chiyani mwana wazaka 19 angakhale ndi ED).

Chowopsa ndichakuti, sindinali woledzera. Ndidachita 2 kapena katatu pamlungu. Koma popita nthawi, zinali ngati lingaliro lachiwerewere linakhala losangalatsa kuposa kugonana kwenikweni. Ogonana nawo amabwera ndikumapita, ndipo sindinakhale wovuta nawo. Zinandichititsa manyazi kuti ndidaganiza kuti ndatha kuyesa kuchita zachiwerewere.

Zikomo mulungu ndapeza bolodi. Ndinasiya kuyang'ana zolaula nthawi yomweyo, ndipo tsopano ndakhala "wopanda zolaula" kwa miyezi 2. Ndikuganiza kuti yayamba kugwira ntchito. Ndili ndi bwenzi lomuthandizira kwambiri tsopano, ndipo amatha kundichotsa pa h-ntchito kawiri tsopano. Ndimavutikabe kuti ndikhale wolimba, ndipo zimatenga nthawi yayitali kuti ndichoke, koma ndimatero.

Ndikuganiza kuti ndikupita kukamenya izi. Ndimangoganiza kuti ndigawana nawo. Yankhani ngati muli ndi mafunso, ndili otanganidwa pakadali pano ndipo ndilibe nthawi yolemba chilichonse chomwe ndiyenera. Zabwino zonse.

Sindinakhale ndi mwayi ndi akazi tsiku langa lasukulu, masiku amodzi kapena ngakhale zaka zanga zoyambirira. Izi ndichifukwa chakuti nthawi yonse ya moyo wanga ndakhala ndikuzunguliridwa ndi anyamata ndipo ndinali ndi mwayi wochepa wokomana ndi amayi. Sindinapindule kwambiri ndi mwayi wochepa umene ndinkakhala nawo ndi amayi kuti ndikakomane nawo masiku oyambirira a 20s ndipo mwinamwake ndichifukwa chakuti ndinalibe chidaliro ndikuzindikira malingaliro a amayi.

Ndinataya unamwali wanga ndili ndi zaka 25 chifukwa cha hule yemwe anadzikakamiza kugonana nane ndili kunja kwa dziko. Ndinachita manyazi kwambiri ndi izi ndipo inenso ndimavutika ndi vuto la kugonana nditagonana naye kwa mphindi 5 zokha. Ndikayang'ana mmbuyo, tsopano ndikumvetsa kuti kugonana kumeneku kunali chifukwa cha zaka zanga zosatha za PMO.

M'zaka zapitazi za 2 ndapeza kuti ndakhala ndikugonana kwambiri. Mwina izi zilinso chifukwa chapanikizika kwambiri pantchito ndipo pamapeto pake ndikuvomereza kuti azimayi otentha basi .. .. samandikonda. Ndatembenuza 30 chaka chino: o (Zinthu zidasintha pafupifupi miyezi 2 yapitayo. Mtsikana wina wotentha adandiitanira kunyumba kwake usiku wina ndipo sindinkafuna kuchita nawo zachiwerewere ndikamalankhula naye. Ndinalibe libido ndipo sindinachite "sindimayembekezera kuti angandikonde m'njira yachiwerewere. Komabe, tinkalankhulana pafupifupi usiku uliwonse pafoni kuyambira usiku womwewo ndipo modabwitsa anali kundigonana. Nthawi zambiri tinkakambirana zolaula pa foni ndipo tinagwirizana kuti abwere kunyumba kwanga sabata yamawa kudzandigonana.

Izi ndizokhumudwitsa kwambiri, chifukwa ndili mwana, ndikadadumpha mwayi kuti ndimumenye kangapo usiku uliwonse. Tsopano, ndikuda nkhawa kuti sindingathe kukhala ndi erection ndikutha kumumenya kamodzi. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndapeza tsambali chifukwa ndidaphunzira kuti anali PMO yemwe adakweza ubongo wanga. Ndatenganso upangiri pamsonkhano uno ndipo sindinapatse PMO'ed masabata a 4.

Ndapeza kuti ngakhale ndimakhala ndi zovuta m'mawa, ndimaganizabe kuti zingakhale zovuta kuti ndikhalebe ndi erection ndikamumeta. Ndimamukonda kwambiri kotero ndikufuna kuonetsetsa kuti nditha kumukhutiritsa ndikumusangalatsa. Ndikakumana naye sabata yamawa sikudzakhala masabata 5 opanda PMO. Ndikukhulupirira kuti akhutira ndi ife tikungogonana mkamwa limodzi.

Sindinkaganiza kuti ndinganene izi za mtsikana wotentha, koma ndimamuwopa kuti akuyembekeza kuti ndimumenya, osati chifukwa sindine akazi, koma chifukwa sindingathe kukhala ndi erection yomwe mosakayikira ingayambitse kunditaya ine. Pakadali pano, ndikumva kuti masabata a 5 ndipo palibe PMO sangakhale nthawi yokwanira kuti ndithe kuchira machimo anga. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kusiya PMO, osati masabata a 8, masabata a 12 kapena miyezi 12. Ndikufuna kusiya PMO kwa moyo wanga wonse.

Moni anyamata, sindingakhulupirire kuti sindinamvepo izi kale. Kwenikweni ndine mwamuna wazaka 51 wokwatira. Nthawi zonse ndimaoneka kuti ndimakonda zolaula kuposa anzanga ndipo ndakhala ndikuzikonda kuyambira ndili wachinyamata kuyambira nditayamba kuonera ma TV kenako sitepe yayikulu yopita ku kanema yomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndi paradaiso mpaka intaneti itabwera ndiye kuti inali paradaiso yabwino kwambiri!!

Ndikudziwa kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi vuto la ED chifukwa choda nkhaŵa popeza sindinali ndi vuto lililonse pamene ndinkakhala ndekha koma nthawi zina zinkandiletsa nthawi zina. Mkazi wanga sakhala ndi galimoto yomwe ine ndinali nayo ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolaula.

Kenaka ED yanga inayamba kuipiraipira kwambiri ndi mkazi wanga koma ndibwino ndi zolaula.

Kenako anabwera Viagra yomwe inalimbikitsa kwambiri moyo wathu wa kugonana kwa kanthaŵi koma ndimakhalanso ndi zolaula ndipo nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi 5 kapena 6 maola ndikuyang'ana zolaula komanso kujambula.

Kenaka mkazi wanga adali ndi vuto laumunthu lomwe linkatanthauza kuti iye adapeza kupweteka kwa kugonana ndipo makamaka kwa zaka pafupifupi zinayi moyo wanga wonse wakhala wolaula.

Poyamba ndimayang'ana zolaula ndikuwombera kawirikawiri kwa nthawi yaitali Patapita kanthawi libido yanga inali kuchepa ndipo ndinayamba kudziyesa kuti ndikupita ndipo zolaula zimayenera kukhala zovuta kwambiri.

Ndakhala ndikupita kwa madotolo ndi madokotala aubongo ndipo palibe zovuta zakuthupi zomwe zapezeka. Ndakhala ndikupita kwa asing'anga koma osasintha. China chake chomwe ndazindikira pazaka zingapo zapitazi ndipo ndidatchulidwa kwa onse omwe ali pamwambapa kuti ndisangowoneka chabe, ndichakuti ndakhala ndi miyezi ingapo ndilibe libido ndipo palibe P & M yomwe mwadzidzidzi imatha ali ndi libido yokwera kwambiri kotero amatha kubwerera kwambiri pa zolaula pafupifupi sabata limodzi kenako libido imapitanso.

Nditawerenga zambiri za izi m'masiku angapo apitawa kodi ndili ndi lingaliro loganiza kuti miyezi ingapo yopanda libido ndipo palibe P & M, ubongo wanga udayambiranso chifukwa chake libido yanga idabwerera? Monga ndanenera kale ndikhoza kubwerera ku zolaula kwa sabata limodzi ndipo libido imabwereranso. Umu ndi momwe ziliri tsopano ndipo chifukwa mkazi wanga ali bwino tsopano ndingakonde kwambiri kuti ndikhalenso wabwinobwino.

Ndikudutsa gawo la "no libido" pakadali pano popanda P & M ndikosavuta koma ndikudziwa kuti zikhala zovuta kwambiri zikadzabweranso. Munthawi imeneyi zingakhale bwino kugona ndi mkazi wanga kapena kodi ndiyenera kukana kwakanthawi? Ndikhala munthu wosangalala kwambiri padziko lapansi izi zikadzakonzedwa

Mtsinje wa moyo ndi mafuta adziko…

Hei, dzina langa ndi TheTimeIsNight! Ndine 22 pompano (pafupifupi 23) ndipo ndimakhala ndi ED, ndimakonda kupanga chilichonse kuyambira 3 - 5 nthawi patsiku (nthawi zambiri ndimaonera zolaula), nthawi zina ndimakhala ndikuchulukirachulukira (kuzengereza) . Ndipereka nthano yakumbuyo pang'ono;

Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili pafupi ndi 7 kapena 8 (osatsimikiza kuti ndi zaka zingati… ndisanafike kuti ndithane ndi umuna!), Ndipo ndidayamba kuwonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka 13. Kuyambira pamenepo, zolaula zanga zakhala zochepa pang'ono, mpaka zovuta! Mpaka pomwe kugonana kwabwinobwino kumawoneka kosasangalatsa komanso kosasangalatsa, ndipo njira yokhayo yomwe ndingakhalire yolimba, kapena kufikira pamalungo, ndikulingalira za zolaula. Nthawi zingapo ndayesapo "kupanga" zolaula izi m'moyo weniweni; anali owopsa! Wovuta, wonyoza, wopweteka ndi zina zambiri. Sadzakhala "zopeka" zomwe mukuganiza kuti adzakhala! Komabe, chodabwitsa, ngakhale sindisangalala nacho panthawiyo, ndizingoganiza za izi mtsogolo!

Komanso, izi zitha kukhala zofunikira; Ndine geyi. Ndipo pamene ndinali wachinyamata, ndidakumana ndi zovuta kwambiri kuti ndizindikire, ndikuvomereza izi kwa ine ndekha. Pomwe ana "abwinobwino" anali atapita kukafufuza zogonana m'moyo weniweni, ndinali kudzifufuza pa kompyuta, ndikusiya "mbiri" yabwino (Pepani, mum!). Chifukwa chake, Nazi zifukwa zazikulu zomwe ndikufuna kuti ndileke kukula, ndikusiya kuonera zolaula;

Kuyesera "kuyambiranso" ubongo wanga ndikutha kuchiritsa ED!

Lonjezani chidaliro! (Ndikumva kuti 'nkhani zanga zogona' zimachepetsa chidaliro changa ndi anyamata)

Chifukwa zolaula zimakupatsani ziyembekezo zosatheka zazomwe anthu ali pabedi. Komanso, momwe thupi lawo limawonekera.

Zolaula zitha kukhala bizinesi yankhanza kwa akazi ndipo sindikufuna kuzichirikiza.

Ndayima kale kwa sabata limodzi, koma ndawononga ndikukula! Kotero nthawi ino ndipita njira yonse… Sindikufuna kwenikweni kuganizira kwambiri za kuchuluka kwa masiku, koma ndikuganiza ndikanakonda kupanga 120. Komabe, ndibwino kuti ndizimva ngati kusiya kukula mpaka kalekale. Lang'anani, chonde nenani "moni"! Funsani mafunso! ndidziwitseni ngati ndaphonya chidziwitso chilichonse chofunikira! Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidakwanitsa usiku watha, ndiye kuti ine ndikufika kumapeto kwa tsiku loyamba!

Phazi limodzi kutsogolo kwa lina

Zomwe zagwa! Mnyamata wina pano amene akuyamba kuchita zachiwerewere, kotero ndimaganiza kuti ndipanga mbiri kuti mwina ndithandizire (ndikuganiza kuti mwina izi zimatha kukhala ngati ulendo wosungulumwa nthawi zina) ndikuyamba zolemba kuti ndizitsatira kupita patsogolo kwanga.

Kubwereza mwachidule za ine: Zaka 21, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka 14. Poyamba zinali pokhapokha banja langa litakhala kuti silinachitike ndipo ndimatha kuthawa. Ndimakumbukira chisangalalo, kuthamanga komanso kuthamanga kwambiri ndikuzungulira ndikuwonera makanema olaula pomwe ndimaganiza kuti palibe amene akuyang'ana ndipo sangawone. Izi zidakulirakulira kuonera zolaula nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimachita maliseche (kamodzi patsiku ngati osatinso kangapo patsiku) kwa chaka chathachi mpaka chilimwechi. Ndinazindikira vuto ndili ndi zaka 18 ndi chibwenzi changa choyamba. Ndinakhala wopunduka kwambiri ikafika nthawi yoti ndikhale ndi kondomu ndikuyiyika kuti ndikhale ndi nkhawa ndikuisiya. Izi zidachitika kangapo tisanapatukane, kotero kuti kugonana sikunaphule kanthu kwa ine. Ndinagona kapena kupusitsidwa mozungulira ndi anyamata ena ochepa pambuyo pake ndipo nthawi zonse ndimayenera kutenga udindo wotsika chifukwa cholephera kukhala wolimba kulowa, koma ndinatha kuchoka ndikudziwononga ndekha panthawi yogonana.

Chilimwechi ndidazindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto lalikulu kuposa nkhawa yosavuta yochita nditayamba kuwona munthu wodabwitsayu. Nthawi zonse ndinkachita chidwi ndi momwe amatha kukhalira wolimba ndikukhala ndi erection. Nthawi zonse zinali zowonekeratu kuti adatsegulidwa ndikumva bwino, osati kwambiri ndi ine (ngakhale mkati mwanga ndikutsimikiza kuti ndimamvekanso, kapena kupitilira apo). Pokhala wowopsa komanso wokopa kwa iye monga momwe ndinali komanso mpaka pano, nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi nthawi yovuta ngakhale kukhala wolimba, osatinso kukhala wolimba. Ndikukumbukira nthawi yoyamba yomwe tinapusitsika pozungulira anali ngati thanthwe ndipo ndinakhala wopunduka kwambiri. Komabe, anali womvetsetsa.

Momwe kugonana kumamverera naye, ndimavutika kuzimva nthawi yayitali ndipo ndimachedwa kuchedwa kutulutsa umuna (zimanditengera nthawi yayitali kuti azidzitchinjiriza nthawi zonse ndikudzipatsa yekha mipira yabuluu chifukwa amadziwa kamodzi adadzimvera, akadamwalira ndipo ali wokonzeka kukumbatirana ndipo samva kuti andichotsa). Ndinayerekezera zochitika zanga zogonana ndi chizolowezi zolaula / chizolowezi (tsopano ndazindikira kuti ndikumwa mankhwala) Ndinayamba ndikudzifunsa chifukwa chomwe ndimatha kukhala ndi zovuta zolaula osati za munthu wotentha amene ndimamukonda kwambiri. Ndimakumbukira ndikumva ngati wolephera pomwe sindinkavutika nthawi yoyamba. Zotchuka komanso zosakwanira. Apa ndiye ndinayamba kuyang'ana mu ED ndi chithandizo. Izi pamapeto pake zidanditsogolera ku YBOP ndi tsambali.

Chifukwa chake, pitani patsogolo pakadali pano: Sindinayambe ndawonera zolaula kuyambira pa June 28, nthawi yomwe ndimayamba kumuwona munthuyu ndikupusitsana naye. Sindikukumbukira kuseweretsa maliseche nthawi yotentha, mwina. Koma ndikuganiza kuti nthawi yomweyo kudumpha ndikuchita zachiwerewere chinali cholakwika kwa ine. Ndikuganiza kuti mwina zidathandiza pang'ono koma koposa zonse ndikungobisa vutolo m'malo mongokhala wolimbikira ndikugwira ntchito kuti ndikonze. Ndinayesa kuseweretsa maliseche patangotha milungu ingapo titatha kuonera zolaula, kungotengeka, ndipo zinali zovuta kuti tikhale okhazikika popanda zolaula kapena zongopeka.

Seputembara 18 ndiye tsiku lomwe maliseche sanayambike bwino - masiku 14 mkati !! Sindikudziwa zomwe ndingayembekezere ndi izi, ndimamva ngati sindinadziyesebe ndikudzifunsa ngati kuti sindinayang'ane zolaula kwa miyezi ingapo zithandizira kuchira kwathunthu. Ndikukhulupirira kuti zitero. Ndadzuka dzulo ndili ndi matabwa a morningwood, omwe ndikuganiza kuti ndi chizindikiro chabwino. Ndipo Lachitatu lapitali usiku ndidadzuka ndikuzindikira kuti ndalota loto. Sindikukumbukira kuti malotowo anali ati. Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndinalota maloto anali kusekondale. Komanso chizindikiro chabwino?

Kungoyenera kuyika phazi limodzi patsogolo pa linzake. Ndine wokondwa kukhala panjira yopita kuchipatala nanu nonse.

[Mbiri] Wazaka 30, PMO wolemera kwa zaka 20; anakumana ndi ED ndipo anachedwa kutulutsa umuna anayambitsidwa ndi P pafupifupi zaka 5 - magazini osavuta komanso ovuta - anaonera kanema woyamba wa P ali ndi zaka 9-10 #MO kuyambira pa 12 - PMO wolemera ali ndi zaka 13 - akugwiritsa ntchito pafupifupi chilichonse kuti akondwere, koma makamaka zithunzi zosasinthasintha -zaka 15 - kugwirana kwambiri ndi chibwenzi - kugwirana ndi manja; palibe vuto ndi kukhwima, koma anakumana ndi kuchedwa kutulutsa umuna (kapena kusatulutsa umuna konse)

-16 wazaka - kuchedwa kuthamangitsidwa ndi ma blowjobs osowa O -17 wazaka - PMO yolemera ndi makanema apaintaneti -18 wazaka amataya unamwali; Pambuyo pawonetseratu, kutayika kwanthawi yomweyo ndikubweretsa kondomu * zinthuzo zidapitilira (ndi msungwana yemweyo) kangapo, koma pamapeto pake ndinatha kukhala ndi erection ndi O kuchokera pamalo enaake - ndagona chagada.

Ngakhale pano, sindinathe O kuchokera kwina. 18- pano ndakhala ndi zibwenzi zisanu m'zaka 5 zapitazi. Ndakhala ndikutuluka ndi msungwana m'modzi nthawi yonseyi pafupifupi zaka 12. Tiyeni timutche 'Sheila'. Amakhala wosamvetsetsa za ED. Nthawi zambiri amadziimba mlandu. Sakhulupirira kuti ndi wokongola mokwanira. Amadzifunsa ngati inenso ndili ndi vuto limodzi ndi atsikana ena.

Pakhala pali nkhondo zambiri pankhaniyi - mwina zomwe zatithandizira kuti tisiyane (kangapo). Atsikana onse omwe ndawona kupatula Sheila akhala akumvetsetsa. Nthawi zambiri ndimayembekezera zabwino zogonana koyamba (popanda kupambana kwa 0%) ndipo ndimangopepesa komanso kudzipeputsa. Nthawi zambiri amati ndizabwino, koma chibwenzicho sichikhala motalika kuposa miyezi ingapo. Sindingagwiritse ntchito kondomu - konse - kapena kugonana sikungachitike. The ED yakula kwambiri. Sindingathenso kuchita popanda mapiritsi ngati Levitra, Viagra, kapena Cialis (sikuti ndidakwanitsa 'kuchita' kale).

Pa nthawi yogonana, ndimangotha O nditatseka ndi maso, ndikuganiza za makanema a P. Lingaliro langa loyamba ndikayika ndikuti, "Sindikumva kalikonse." Kenako ndimataya erection. Sheila amandipatsa chibwibwi kuti ndibwezeretse ndiyesenso kugonana mwachangu ndisanatayenso. Mapeto ake, adadandaula kuti sangathe kufikira O chifukwa sindinakhale wolimba mokwanira. Ogasiti wapitawu, ndidayamba chibwenzi ndi mayi (tiyeni timutche Jen) yemwe amamvetsetsa bwino zavutoli. Ndinkakonda kugwiritsa ntchito Levitra nthawi iliyonse tikamagonana, komabe ndinali ndikuchedwa kutuluka.

Tinagonana kangapo pa sabata kupyolera mu September ndipo zinkandigulira ine mkono ndi mwendo kupeza mapiritsi mlungu uliwonse. Ndinazindikira YBOP kumayambiriro kwa mwezi wa October, pamene phunziro la Italy linatulutsidwa koyamba, ndipo nthawi yomweyo anasiya P ndi M. Jen ndipo ine ndinapitiriza kugonana ndi O (kugwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi) kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata. Ndinayesetsa kuganizira za maganizo anga ndikukhala panthawi yomwe ndikudalira pa P flashbacks ndipo ndinapeza kuti inayamba kugwira ntchito.

Nditha kufika O pasanathe mphindi 20 mosiyana ndi mphindi 45 zanthawi-ola limodzi. Ndinamva kukhala womvera komanso wodziwa zambiri. Nthawi ina, sindinachitire mwina koma kumva kuti ndine wonyozeka ndi chilichonse. Ine ndi Jen tidathetsa tsiku lotsatira Thanksgiving, pazifukwa zina kupatula ED. Kenaka ndinayamba kumwa mowa mwauchidakwa kwa PMO kwa sabata, ndikukhala mpaka Lamlungu usiku pa December 1th. Ndinaganiza zoyambiranso.

Sabata yonse, ndimatha kuwona zifanizo zazithunzi zamaliseche pa intaneti - zokhazokha - koma ndikuziwerengabe ngati kubwerera. Chifukwa chake ndikuyitanitsa Lolemba, Disembala 12th Tsiku Langa 1. #Day 3 Lero ndilo tsiku langa lachitatu ndilibe PMO. Ndili kale ndi mzere wolunjika. Palibe libido. Pansipa, zimangomva kuzizira komanso zopanda moyo. Ngakhale ndikunyamula ndikuwongolera ndikusintha koposa masiku onse.

Lero ndikuyamba kupeza mphamvu zowonjezera kuti ndichite zinthu. Nthawi zambiri ndimatha kuzengereza, koma ndimangomva kufunikira koti ndikachite ntchito zina lero. Ndimakhalanso ndikudzuka, ngati kutuluka mu nkhungu. Ndikukhulupirira pali zambiri za izi ... Wopenga mokwanira, ndasankhanso kusiya kusuta. Lero ndi tsiku langa loyamba lathunthu lopanda ndudu. Chifukwa chake Tsiku 3 loyambiranso, Tsiku 1 losasuta. Ndikumva ngati mphamvu iyi ndipo kuzindikira kumeneku kumandipatsa ine kulimbikitsidwa kwina kuti ndikhoze kusiya kusuta. Nthawi zambiri, ndimatha kupereka chifukwa chomveka choguliranso paketi imodzi yokha, koma lero, ndimalimba. Ndikufuna kuti ndiyambe kuyambiranso.

Ndasangalala kuti ndapeza tsamba lino. Ndinayamba kuda nkhawa, koma, nditawerenga zolemba zonsezi, ndimatha kumvetsetsa zomwe aliyense akuchita . Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kwa kanthawi ndipo ndayamba kusasangalala ndi moyo wanga m'masabata awiri apitawa pamene ndikuzionera. Zinayamba kundidetsa nkhawa kotero ndinachita kafukufuku wanga ndipo tsopano ndili pano.

Ndimakonda kuganiza kuti ndidachigwira msanga chifukwa ndilibe choyipa ngati anyamata ena, koma chikufika kumeneko. Nditawerenga nkhani zopambana za anyamata omwe asiya adandilimbikitsa kuti ndisiye kuzizira.

Ndakhala masiku 5 tsopano ndipo ndikuyamba kumva kuti mbali yake ikukhudzidwa. Zero Libido, kuyendetsa kugonana kunatsika, matabwa ammawa m'mawa uliwonse. Zimakhala zovuta nthawi zina, koma, ndimamatira. Zimamveka bwino podziwa kuti ndili ndi vuto losokoneza bongo ndipo ndikuchitapo kanthu kuti ndikuthane ndi vutoli. Ndikuyembekezera zomwe zili mtsogolo.

Porn si nthabwala! Ndikukhumba ndikudziwa kuti izi zinkakhudza kwambiri.

Kusintha kwa Dilem

Ndine mnyamata wazaka 21 wochokera ku Belgium (ndili ndi vuto la kusokonezeka maganizo ndipo Chingerezi si chilankhulo changa chobadwira choncho ndikhululukireni zolakwika zilizonse), ndimakhalabe kunyumba kwa makolo anga pamodzi ndi mlongo wanga. Ndatsala pang'ono kumaliza maphunziro a zamagetsi ndipo ndatsala pang'ono kuyamba kugwira ntchito imeneyi.

Sindikumva kuti ndikulongosola bwino pakadali pano ndikungodumpha zolemba zanga pano.

Ndinayamba M ndili ndi zaka 7-8 ndikukhulupirira ndipo ndikukumbukirabe ndikuchita kale kwambiri (makamaka kuyambira 10-12 yrs). Tinalibe intaneti kapena china chilichonse chonga icho ndipo sindinkafuna zolaula konse. Izi zidasintha pomwe tidafika pa intaneti pomwe ndinali ndi zaka 13. ndidakhala ndikupita pamalo ochezera kangapo ndipo tidayang'ana zithunzi za akazi amaliseche ndi zina zambiri kotero ndimadziwa komwe ndingayang'ane komanso mwayi woyamba ndinali nawo malo ndekha ndimayang'ana zithunzi.

Nditakula ndikukhala wodziwa kugwiritsa ntchito kompyuta ndidayamba kutsitsa zolaula komanso ngakhale makanema achidule. makolo anga ndi mlongo wanga amagona molawirira ndipo ndakhala ndikugona tulo tomwe ndimangokhala ndipo palibe amene amandivutitsa. Ndikuganiza kuti ndidasiya zolaula ndikumapita molunjika ku zinthu zovuta (mwachilengedwe zithunzizo sizinandichitirenso izi pambuyo pake).

Izi zinapitirira mpaka nditatenga laputopu yanga yoyamba pafupifupi zaka 16. ndinali ndi laputopu m'chipinda changa chomwe ndimatha kuchita chinthu changa tsiku ndi tsiku. zolaula zinakula ndi zolaula zowonongeka kwambiri, ife tonse timadziwa momwe zimakhalira.

Ndili ndi zaka 18 ndili ndi chibwenzi (choyamba). tinali ndi chibwenzi chogonana chomwe chinatha pafupifupi chaka chimodzi. ndipo apa ndipamene mavuto anga oyamba ED akuwonekera. Ndimakumbukira kuti ndinali ndi zovuta kuzimvetsa nthawi zina (zolephera nthawi zina). ndipo makondomu anali (akadali) vuto lalikulu, anandipangitsa kutaya nkhuni nthawi yomweyo ndikupangitsa kuti O amavomereze O. Ndikukumbukirabe kuti ngati ndayang'ana P mpaka masiku a 5 musanayambe kugonana ndi het, ndingakhale ndi mavuto ( kotero ngakhale mmbuyomo, ine ndinkadziwa kuti zolaula zinali zovuta ndi ine, ngakhale tho sindinaperekepo lingaliro lililonse labwino).

Ndinali 19 pomwe tidasiyana ndipo sitinagonepo chiyambireni. nthawi ina ndinali ndi mwayi wopita kwa atatu ndipo sindinathe kuyambitsa nkhawa ndipo nthawi ina ndinali nditaledzera ndipo ndinayesera kugonana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndidangokumana naye koma sindinavutike.

zomwe zimatifikitsa pakadali pano. ndinali kudwala chifukwa cholephera konse komanso ED (mnyamata wazaka zanga sayenera kukhala ndi ED). ndipo ndidapeza kuti yakwana nthawi yoti ndipange chibwenzi. kusaka pa intaneti ndikuyembekeza kupeza yankho la funso langa: vuto la kugonana kwanga, ndapeza YBOP. kuwerenga maakaunti patsamba lino kunali ngati kuwerenga kufotokoza za moyo wanga mpaka pano. Zinali zovuta kudziwa kuti sindine ndekha amene ndimavutika ndi vutoli

Inu anyamata anangopulumutsa moyo wanga, !!! Ndatsala pang'ono kudzipha !!

Ndili ndi GF yanga yokongola kwambiri yomwe ndimakonda, tinasiyana kwa miyezi itatu pamene anali ku Russia kudzacheza ndi banja lake. Njenjete za 3 ndimatha kuwonera zolaula ndikuseweretsa maliseche TSIKU lililonse ndipo masiku ambiri anali nthawi 2-3 ... Ndikudziwa… zomwe zinali zopenga… Ndinali ndikumanga minofu kumanja kwanga lol ndikupepesa chifukwa chokhala wojambula bwino, komabe, amabwerera kuchokera kutchuthi ndipo ndimafunitsitsanso kukondanso kwa iye ndipo zonse zinali kuyenda bwino…. mpakana …… ngati mphindi 8 titayamba, p wanga adayamba kukhala wopanda pake.

Ndidamupangitsa kuti akafike pachimake ndi chilichonse koma sindinathe 'kubwera' mbolo yanga idangodutsa… anali ngati ... u dint come ?? ayi ndinati mwina ndinali ndi nkhawa, ndipo zomwezo zikuchitika nthawi zonse (kale masabata a 3), ndikayamba kubwera nthawi zonse ndi mbolo yanga pomwe ili pafupi kukhala yopanda tanthauzo.

Ndikumva kukhumudwa chifukwa cha izi, sikuti ndikubwera kapena ayi, ndi zaunyamata !!! Ndidali ndi nkhawa lero ndipo ndidayamba kufunsa Dr Google ndikuthokoza Mulungu kuti ndapeza izi… .Zikumveka bwino tsopano…

SIPADZAKHALANSO ZOTHANDIZA ZOTHANDIZA… .tsalani bwino celina mtanda… tsalani bwino Dzuwa Lane… ps: khanda ngati uwerenga izi…. Pepani…. mwina sindinabere njira zoyipa 🙂

Kuwukitsa Chigamba

Ndine mnyamata (21) amene anakulira m'banja losayenerera : wamanyazi, wopanda kudzidalira, wozunzidwa ndi zina zotero. Nthawi ina ndinkadya chakudya changa chamasana m'bafa kusukulu (ndasiya zonsezi, izi ndikungofuna kukupatsani lingaliro). Kwa zaka zambiri ndinkangofuna kukhala ndi mtsikana, kotero ndinayamba kulakalaka maloto ndipo… mukudziwa zomwe ndinayamba kuchita. Kugonana koyamba kwanga kunali ndi zaka 18, panthawiyo ndinkatha kupirira mokwanira, ngakhale kuti sindinamve bwino ndipo nthawi zina ndinkafooka pang'ono koma sindinaganizirepo zambiri za izi ndipo ndinanena kuti chibwenzi changa chinali "chotayirira" haha.

Ubale umenewo unatha pambuyo pa miyezi iwiri ndipo zinthu zinayamba kusintha.

Kukumana kwanga kwotsatira sindinakhale wovuta, ndikuwadzudzula chifukwa cha nkhawa. Sindinamuonenso msungwanayo (zomwe zinandichitikira). Kenako ndinayamba kuda nkhawa kwambiri ndikuyamba kufunafuna mapiritsi a ED pa craigslist, ndikumakafika m'malo osanjikiza kuti ndiwatenge. Koma ngakhale ndikawatenga, nthawi yokhayo yomwe ndimatha kuvutikira m'mawa mwake ndikakhala ndi mtsikanayo, motero ndimapewa zogonana, ndikumakumana ndimanyazi kuposa winayo. Kupanikizika kunali kundipha: ndikudabwa ngati ndingakhale ndi mwana wopanda chiwerewere, nthawi yowonera komanso zochitika zimadutsa. Ndidapanga vuto la zona, lomwe limapezeka kawirikawiri pakati pa achinyamata, komanso ma psoriasis ndi mitundu ina ya zotupa pakhungu langa.

Ndimaganiza kuti zinali zopweteka mwankhanza: Ndidakhala mnyamata wokongola (koma wosatetezeka), ndipo anapiye anali kundiyang'ana, koma sindinayang'ane kumbuyo. Zinthu zinali zosiyana tsopano, ndisanayambe kugonana koma sindinali wokonda, tsopano ndinali wokongola koma sindinkagonana. Idayamwa. Ndipo sindinathe kuuza aliyense, zinali zolemetsa kwambiri. (Ndidauza mnzake m'modzi za zoyipa zanga zoyambilira ndipo adauza anzanga ena onse motero ndidaganiza kuti sindidzawuzanso wina aliyense.)

Ndinkayamba kutaya chiyembekezo chonse pomwe ndidagwera pa YBOP mwangozi. Nkhani yoseketsa, ndinali ndimasamba anga ena pa zolaula (ndi mtundu womwe sindinyadira kuwonera, odwala kwambiri) nditangotsegula tsambalo, ndipo ndidadziuza kuti ndidzayang'ananso pambuyo pake. Ndinatero ndipo EUREKA! Kuchokera pazaka zambiri zomwe ndakhala ndikufufuza pa intaneti za ED yanga yosamvetsetseka, uyu ndiye woyamba kundipatsa mayankho enieni, osati kungopuma, kupuma kwambiri osapanga kanthu kena kake.

Ndakhala ndikuchita PM kwa miyezi pafupifupi 4 ndi theka tsopano, ngakhale kuti ndakhala ndikugonana ndi chibwenzi changa nthawi imeneyo (tinangosiyana milungu itatu yapitayo koma nthawi zina timagonana). Sindinafike pa 100%, mwina zaka 70 ndipo sindikudziwa bwino za makondomu, kotero tsopano ndichepetsa nthawi yogonana ndikuwona zomwe zichitike.

Ndili ndi zaka 28. Ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 12. Ndataya unamwali wanga pafupifupi zaka 20. Ndakhala ndi maubwenzi ambiri komanso ogonana nawo kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, koma nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto okhudzana ndi kugonana kwa nthawi yayitali.

Kodi ndinali munthu wokonda zolaula? Mwina. Sindikutsimikiza kwenikweni. Ndinganene kuti ndimaonera zolaula pafupifupi 5 pa sabata pazaka 16 zapitazi. Pamene zaka zinkadutsa, ndinkasangalalako pang'ono pang'ono, ndikuyamba kuwonera zinthu zosiyanasiyana, koma palibe zomwe zimawoneka ngati zikundikhutiritsa.

M'zaka zapitazi ndimadzipeza ndekha ndikuwona makanema ambiri pofunafuna zosangalatsa, nthawi zina ndimawonera makanema 4 kapena 5 nthawi yomweyo, koma sizinandichitire ine. Ndinazindikira kuti izi ndi zopanda pake koma sindinadziwe choti ndichite. ED inali vuto kaya ndi zolaula kapena ndi munthu weniweni.

Zikomo chifukwa cha zolemba zonsezi. Ndili ndi zaka 29, ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 12, mwina kamodzi patsiku/masiku asanu mpaka asanu ndi awiri pa sabata. Ndinali pachibwenzi chachikulu kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 19 mpaka 25, ndipo ndi mtsikanayo, kugonana kunali kosangalatsa. Nthawi zambiri ndinkakonda kugonana, ndipo sindinakumanepo ndi vuto lodzuka. Unali ubale weniweni - wofunika.

Anali atsikana achiwiri omwe ndinakhala nawo. Izi zikunenedwa, nditatha chibwenzicho, ndinapita kokagonana ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana… atsikana omwe sanatanthauze kanthu kwa ine, kupatula kugonana. Ndipamene mavuto okhala molimba adayamba kuwonekera. Sindinkakonda kuvala kondomu, ndipo ndikangoyamba kuvala imodzi, ndimatha kutaya kanthawi kochepa pambuyo pake.

Ndinapanga kulakwitsa kosagwiritsira ntchito kondomu nthawi yochepa, ndipo mwatsoka sindinagwirepo matenda alionse. Komabe, muzochitikazi, popanda makondomu, ndinatha kusunga kondomu.

Komabe ... tsopano, zaka zapita, ndikupitilizabe kuonera zolaula, ndikuchita maliseche, ndi zina zambiri. Tsopano, ndikupeza kuti sindingakwanitse kusunga kondomu popanda kondomu. Zili ngati ndazolowera momwe ndimadzichotsera kuti nyini ya atsikana imakumana nawo. Ndikuganiza kuti izi zimakhudzanso zolaula, popeza kugonana pafupipafupi sikuwoneka kuti sikuchita.

Kwambiri, komabe, ndikuganiza kuti izi zitha kukhala zokhudzana ndi kuti tsopano kugonana kwa ine kwakhala kopanda tanthauzo, kosangalatsa kwakuthupi. Poyamba zinkandiphatikiza ndi “chikondi,” koma tsopano, popeza ndakhala “wosweka mtima” kamodzi kapena kawiri, ndikuwoneka kuti sindimakonda. Ndikuganiza kuti ndizomwe zikumuletsa johnson.

Komabe, ndimangoganiza kuti ndibweretsa "chikondi / kuwona mtima" mu equation kuti ndiwone zomwe anthu akumva za izi. Ponena za lonjezo loti 'ndisamachite zolaula, ndakhala ndikuyesera. Ndili pa tsiku lachiwiri pakalipano. Pakadali pano, ndakhala ndikulota zodetsa nkhawa komanso matabwa am'mawa, koma palibe opha ma boners panobe. Sindingathe kudikira kuti ndiyambirenso chinthu chonsechi. Ndikulemberani anyamata.

Masiku 60.

Ndili ndi zaka 20 zoyambirira. Ambiri pano ndapeza zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 12 kapena 13. Ndikukumbukira kuti maliseche anga oyamba anali chimodzimodzi ndi zolaula ndipo zidamveka bwino, kuti ndidali wolumikizidwa nawo kuyambira pachiyambi. Kumayambiriro kwa zizolowezi zanga sindinkafuna zinthu zingapo kuti ndichoke. Ndikanatengera mitundu yazovala zamkati, nyimbo zomata ndi anapiye otentha komanso chilichonse chomwe chimakhala ndi mawonekedwe abulu kapena mawere omwe awululidwa, lol.

Pakapita nthawi ndipo ndinayamba kulumikizana ndi burodibandi ndi chipinda chapayekha, ndinayamba kuthawa zolaula. Zomwe zimafotokozedwazo zikuwonjezeka kwambiri koma sindinasinthe kukhala mitundu yowopsa kwambiri (ndimaipeza yambiri yonyansa). Ndinkakonda kusinthasintha mobwerezabwereza, kotero ndimatha kukhala ndi zachilendo nthawi zonse ndikukhala ndi ziwonetsero zamphamvu kwambiri. Ndinkachita izi pamndandanda kawiri kawiri tsiku lililonse.

Nditakumana ndi kugonana koyamba ndinali ndi zaka 18. Ndinkakonda mtsikanayo koma zinthu zitapita m'chipinda chogona, sindinathe kuchita chilichonse ndipo ngakhale ndimayesetsa kwambiri ndinasokonezeka ndi nkhawa komanso manyazi kuti palibe chomwe chimachitika Apo. Zinandimasula nthawi yayikulu ndipo ndikukumbukira kuti ndinapita kunyumba ndikutulutsa vid ndi m'modzi mwa nyenyezi zanga zolaula kuti ndiwone ngati zonse zikuyenda. Ofcourse ndimatha kutsika ndikumasuka kuti ndimangokhala ndi nkhawa za nthawi yanga yoyamba. Komabe pa miyezi ingapo yotsatira tinayesayesa kambirimbiri kugonana koma sindinathe kulowerera mtsikanayo .. Pamapeto pake ndinaganiza kuti si mtundu wanga ndipo ndinasiyana naye. Anazitenga molimbika, koma sindinasamale nazo, popeza ndimamuimba mlandu wamavuto anga.

Kuchokera pachibwenzi ndidapitiliza kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zomwe pamapeto pake zidakwera kukhala feteleza zachilendo. Ndakhala ndikulambira chilichonse chokhudza thupi la akazi makamaka bulu. Kwazaka zingapo zotsatira mwana wamamayi uyu adandikakamiza kuti ndiyang'anire kupembedza kwamatupi ndi abulu komwe kudapangitsa kuti pakhale ulamuliro wofatsa wamkazi. Izi zinali zolaula zokhazokha zomwe ndimayang'ana zaka zingapo zikubwerazi. Zinafika poti ndimatha kufunafuna olakwika m'malo mwanga kuti ndikwaniritse zokhumba zanga. Wokondwa pali chotchinga ichi chomwe sindingalole kuti munthu wamba azindichititsa manyazi pazifukwa zilizonse zomwe zimandilepheretsa kuyenda pamsewupo.

Nditakumana ndi bwenzi langa lotsatira, mavuto omwewo adayambiranso. Sindingathe kumulowerera kwa miyezi yoyamba yaubwenzi koma mwamwayi anali mtsikana womvetsetsa komanso wokonda kwambiri ndipo adandithandiza kupumula ndikuthana ndi nkhawa. Ndinkamukonda kwambiri mtsikanayo kotero ndinayamba kufunafuna njira zochiritsira ED. Panali nthawi imeneyo pamene ndinapeza YBOP. Patangotha milungu iwiri yokha titayambiranso kugonana ndipo ndinataya unamwali wanga ndili ndi zaka 22. Komabe, kugonana kunali kosasangalatsa ndipo chifukwa chake chinali chakuti dick wanga adalakalaka kwambiri kuti ndikhale ndi vuto lodziseweretsa maliseche, kuti kamodzi mkati mwa chiberekero i sindimamva chilichonse. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wopusa patadutsa mphindi zochepa ndipo ngakhale ndimakhala wowopsa ndimangoyenda pafupifupi ola limodzi sindinafike pachimake. BJ ndi kugonana sanandichitire kalikonse. Nthawi zochepa zomwe ndinali ndi samo ndikumva kuwawa kumapeto. Ofcourse panthawiyo imayamba kuwawa kwa iye chifukwa chake timayenera kusiya.

Zinali zovuta kuti ndisamvetsetse bwino mutu wanga ndi kugonana kwanthawi yochepa. Ndinayambiranso kugonana mobwerezabwereza ngakhale kuti ndinawona zotsatira zabwino bwino. Nditatha kumwa mowa nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi mavuto ED kwa milungu yosachepera kuti ngakhale mapiritsi a buluu sakanakhoza kukonza. Patapita kanthawi, chizoloŵezichi chimakhala nacho chochuluka kwambiri kwa iye ndipo adayanjana nane. Ndinasokonezeka kwambiri koma ndinaganiza zothetsa nzeru zanga nthawi zonse.

Moni nonse, monga ena ambiri pa forum iyi, ndili ndi vuto lomweli: ED mwina imayamba chifukwa cha chizolowezi cha PMO. Chomwe chinandipangitsa kufufuza nkhaniyi ndichakuti posachedwapa ndakhala ndi mwayi wogonana ndi mtsikana wokongola wazaka 30 (ndili ndi zaka 52) ndipo sindingathe kunena kuti sizinadzuke . Ndakhala PMO kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 11/12 monga ena ambiri poyamba ndi magazini kenako makanema ndi intaneti, monga ena ambiri nthawi zonse amafunafuna mtundu wina wa P kuti asangalale mpaka kufika poti ndikutsimikiza kuti zinthu zina sizingakhale zachilendo.

Ndine wokwatiwa ndipo sindinagonepo ndi mkazi wanga kwazaka zambiri, gawo chifukwa wakula kwambiri komanso zinthu zina zomwe sindimukopeka, zomwe zandipangitsa kukhala PMO. Zachidziwikire kuti nditawerenga zolemba zambiri kwa masiku angapo ndazindikira kuti vuto lalikulu ndilo vuto la P, apo ayi angafotokozeredwe bwanji ED (kangapo) ali ndi zaka 30 zokongola? Chifukwa chake ndidayamba kuyambiranso koma kuyesera koyamba kudagwa patatha masiku 4 kotero tsopano ndibwerera tsiku 1.

Ndachotsa zonse P stash ndikuletsa akaunti ya Usenet pomwe ndimapeza 99% ya P. Ndikawerenga zambiri ndikakhala wotsimikiza kuti vuto ndi PMO Ndikuyembekeza kuti sindikachedwa; kwa anyamata onse kunja uko amusiye PMO asanawononge moyo wanu osati kungolankhula zogonana. Malangizo aliwonse amomwe mungatsatire kutsatira dongosololi ndiolandiridwa.

Ndili ndi vuto la ED ndipo ndikudziwa kuti cholinga chake ndi kuonera zolaula. Ndimaonera zolaula ndi kuseweretsa maliseche kawiri kapena katatu patsiku, tsopano ndili pamalo pomwe kuseweretsa maliseche kumatenga masekondi 20 okha. Ndikugwirizananso ndi munthu amene anati mumayamba kuonera zolaula zosiyanasiyana, ndinayamba ndili mwana wazaka 12-13 ndikuonera zolaula za amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, koma posakhalitsa ndinayamba kuchita zachiwerewere, kugonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ndi zina zotero zomwe tsopano zimaphatikizapo kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha komanso nthawi zina kugonana kwa amuna kapena akazi okhaokha.

Ndili ndi moyo wosauka kwambiri wogonana ndi mkazi wanga, koma izi zimangokhala chifukwa chakuti samachita zachiwerewere, koma monga ena pano ndimangolimba ndikaganiza zolaula zomwe ndawonera tsiku lomwelo. Lero kwa ine ndi Tsiku 1 lopanda zolaula kapena maliseche…. Ndikukhumba ine mwayi!

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Choyamba, ndili ndi zaka 21. Ndili ndi chizolowezi chogwiritsa ntchito intaneti kwanthawi yayitali, ndidayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti ndili ndi zaka 9 kapena zingapo. Achinyamata ngati shit, ndikudziwa. Sizinali kuti ndinali 14 kapena kotero kuti ndinayamba kulowa mu zolaula za crazier. Posakhalitsa, ndinayamba kutaya pang'onopang'ono kuthekera kwanga kokhala ndi anzanga enieni. Ndi zolaula zidayamba kutenga nthawi yayitali kuti ndimalize, makanema ambiri kuti ayambe kuwonongeka, ndipo ndimakonda kusiya kutopa ndi zinthuzo, ndikukakamizidwa kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula zambiri. Tsopano, NDINAKHALA ndikumangidwapo, koma ndakhala wotayika kwambiri pa zolaula kotero kuti atsikana enieni samandilowetsa (ngakhale pang'ono) kuti alowemo.

Sabata yatha, ndidapita kunyumba kwa mtsikana, yemwe ndimamukonda mwakuthupi, ndipo sindimatha kuchita nawo zachiwerewere. Ndinamva (ndikuchitabe) manyazi kuti ndimaganiza zolankhula ndi dokotala za mapiritsi abwino, zinali choncho kapena kulengeza umbeta kwamuyaya ... Zinali mwayi kuti makanema ochokera ku YourBrainOnPorn anali osavuta kupeza (mosiyana ndi makanema omwe nenani ED mu zaka 20 zakubadwa ndi zachilengedwe), makamaka popeza sindinaganizirepo za momwe zolaula zimakhudzira malingaliro anga, makamaka pazinthu zosagonana, monga nkhawa zanga pagulu komanso zolimbikitsa. Sindikukayikira pang'ono zaubwino wobwezeretsanso, koma ndili ndi chiyembekezo kuti ibwezeretsanso ntchito zanga, ndipo palibe chomwe ndingataye.

Momwe ikuyimira. Ndili pa tsiku langa la 2th, likhala Tsiku 3 pang'ono. Ndapita nthawi yayitali kuposa iyi, koma nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi gulu la anzanga kwanthawi yayitali ndipo sindinapeze mwayi wogwiritsira ntchito makina anga. Chifukwa chake sindikudziwa choti ndichite. Ndine wokhumudwa komanso wokwiya, koma ndikuchita bwino. Ndikuganiza kuti ndipita miyezi 2, 3 ngati ndikumva kuti ndikufunika nthawi yayitali. Ndikufuna kuwonetsetsa kuti makina anga abwezeretsedweratu momwe amayenera kukhalira, chifukwa chake ndikusiya kuseweretsa maliseche, ndipo ndikuyesera kuti ndisamangoganizira kwambiri. Ndidzilola kuti ndigonane ndi atsikana ngati mwayi utapezeka, popeza mfundo ndiyoti ndisinthe zolaula ndichinthu chenicheni.

Zolaula, kwenikweni, zili ngati chinthu china chilichonse choledzeretsa kapena khalidwe lina lililonse . Nthawi zambiri zinthuzi zimabweretsedwa m'miyoyo yathu kuti zichepetse ululu kapena kusasangalala komwe tikumva. Kenako timayamba kuzidalira ndipo ndi pamene timakhala oledzera. Vuto ndilakuti zimagwira ntchito. Zimachepetsa ululu wanu, koma pamenepo pali vuto. Mukuona, simungathe kuwononga malingaliro kapena malingaliro anu popanda kuwononga malingaliro ndi malingaliro ena onse.

Chifukwa chake ngakhale zinthu izi zimachepetsa kuluma kwa kusatetezeka, kusungulumwa, chisoni, kukhumudwitsidwa, ndi mantha, zimathandizanso kuthana ndi malingaliro monga chisangalalo, chiyembekezo, chisangalalo, ndi chikondi. Sindikufuna kuyankhulira ena, koma ngati nonse nonse muli ngati ine, zolaula kwa inu ndi njira yochepetsera kusatetezeka.

Sindimakonda kukhala pachiwopsezo, makamaka pankhani ya amayi. Sindikonda kumverera kotayika, kapena kumverera ngati ndili munjira ina ya akazi. Ndibwezeretseni kuzipsinjo zakubadwa kwaubwana kapena zomwe muli nazo, sindikudziwa komwe zimachokera, koma ndikudziwa kuti zolaula zakhala njira yoti ndithandizire china chake chomwe ndakhala ndikumva kuti sichingathe kuwongoleredwa .

Ngati muli ndi azimayi azimayi a digito kunyumba kwanu, simuyenera kuyikiridwa ndi akazi, kapena kudziyika nokha kuti muweruzidwe ndi mkazi, kapena kudzipangitsa kukhala pachiwopsezo cha ubale ndi mkazi. Tsopano muli ndi chiwongolero chokwanira chokhudzana ndi kugonana kwanu, ndipo mwina mumamverera ngati kuti mwalumikizana ndi zokongola ziwirizi pa hard drive yanu. Chifukwa chiani pachiswe chilichonse mukakhala ndi 100% yotsimikizika yakukhalirani kukuyembekezerani mbewa? Pamenepo mupita, mavuto atathetsedwa.

Zachidziwikire, mavuto anu akungoyambira. Tonsefe timadziwa izi, kapena sitikanakhala pano. Ndizovuta kwambiri. Zithunzi zolaula zimagwiritsidwa ntchito kukulitsa chitetezo ndi kuwongolera, koma zikayamba kuyambitsa zinthu monga ED ndi zina zomwe zimachitika, zimakupangitsani kuti musakhale ndi chidaliro chogonana, komanso kukhala osatetezeka. Lingaliro logona ndi mkazi weniweni tsopano limakhala chiyembekezo chowopsa, chodzaza ndi zosayembekezereka komanso tsoka lomwe lingachitike, chifukwa chake mwachilengedwe mumadalira kwambiri pobisalira kwanu pakhomopo.

Koma kusatetezeka ndikofunikira monga mpweya. Nthawi yomwe timabadwa timakhala pachiwopsezo. Ndi gawo limodzi likhalidwe lamunthu monga chilichonse. Pali mawu akale akuti, "palibe chomwe chidachitika, sichinapindule chilichonse." Ngati simukufuna kukhala pachiwopsezo, ndiye kuti, chinthu chokhacho chomwe mungapindule ndi maso akhungu ndi khungu lopunduka, ndikuganiza.

Kalekale ndimamudziwa mwana uyu yemwe sankaganizirapo kawiri pazinthu. Amanena momwe akumvera ndi atsikana omwe adawakhumudwitsa ndipo amachita chilichonse chotheka kuti apambane mitima yawo, ngakhale zitakhala zotani. Anaika pachiwopsezo chonse ngati kunalibe mawa. Koma kwinakwake pamzerewu ndikuganiza kuti adakalamba, kenako adayamba kuganiza kawiri, kenako adayamba kuganiza katatu, kenako asanadziwe kuti sakufunikiranso kuchita ngozi, motero adabisala kuseri kwa kompyuta m'malo mwake , kuwononga tsiku ndi tsiku mwezi ndi mwezi ndi chaka ndi chaka, kusewera mosangalatsa komanso motetezeka.

Ndikufuna kukhala mwana wamwamuna uja.

Ndili ndi zaka 19 ndipo sindinachitepo zogonana m'moyo wanga . Ndinayamba kudziseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 13 ndipo kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikuseweretsa maliseche nthawi zonse. Sindimadziona ngati munthu wokonda kwambiri zolaula, sindimaonera zolaula zoopsa ndipo ndimatha kudziseweretsa maliseche pogwiritsa ntchito malingaliro anga, koma kudziseweretsa maliseche kwawononga chilakolako changa cha kugonana ndipo kwandipatsa ED.

Pafupifupi miyezi 2-3 yapitayo ndinali wosokonezeka - sindinathe kuyimirira popanda kudzikhudza ndekha, erection inali yofooka, sindinasangalale ndi maliseche, ndinali ndi kutaya kwa semina, ndipo ndimakhala ndi vuto pang'ono pamenepo miniti yodziseweretsa maliseche, koma ngakhale ndi zonsezi ndimakhalabe ndi maliseche nthawi 2-3 patsiku. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza zopuma kaye popeza ndikakhala ndi zovuta pakutha msinkhu ndimangosiya maliseche masiku angapo ndipo ndimakhala ngati watsopano, koma pambuyo masiku 5 zinali chimodzimodzi.

Ndipamene ndidazindikira kuti china chake sichili bwino ndi ine. Ndinayang'ana - kutopa ndi kugonana. Ndimaganiza kuti ndapeza yankho koma sizinali zophweka chonchi. Pambuyo pa masabata awiri osachita maliseche ndinakanidwa ndi mtsikana ndipo ndinayambiranso kuseweretsa maliseche. Kenako ndinazindikira kuti ndinali wokonda zolaula. Ndikutanthauza, ngakhale maloto anga onyentchera panthawi yopanda PMO ndinali kuyang'ana zolaula. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza kuti chisankho changa cha Chaka Chatsopano ndikuti ndithetse vuto langa la PMO.

Ndidayamba pa 08/01 ndipo patadutsa sabata ndimakhala ndikulota ndikunyowa nthawi zina nkhuni zam'mawa, libido yanga idachepa koma maloto anga onyowa adapitilira. Kenako pambuyo pa masabata awiri ndi theka - tsoka. Ndinkachita maliseche m'maloto anga ndikukhala wosangalala! Ndinakhumudwa kwambiri kuti ubongo wanga umachita izi. Ndinayesera kupitiriza koma masiku 2 apitawo ndinabwereranso ndikuchita maliseche. Tsopano ndazindikira kuti izi sizingachoke mosavuta komanso kuti ndasokonekera kwambiri.

Sindikuganiza kuti chifukwa cha ED ndi zolaula, koma zolaula zimathandiza chifukwa ubongo wanga umafuna zolaula, ndipo zolaula zimandipangitsa kuti ndizichita maliseche, ndipo kuseweretsa maliseche kumandichititsa kugonana. Ndikuganiza kuti masabata angapo popanda PMO athandiza chifukwa chakuti maliseche omwe ndinali nawo lero sanali oipa, ndinkakhala ndi e-strong erection ndipo ndinkasangalala nazo koma sindinali bwino, ndine wodwala zolaula ndipo ine akuyenera kupitiriza mpaka mapeto. Kotero ndikusankha kufufuza zomwe ndikupita patsogolo pano ndi anyamata pano popeza ndikufunika kukhala olimbikira, ndipo ndikuyenera kuchoka ku zida za PMO zabwino.

Kotero ine ndiri pano, apa pali tracker yanga, ndipo cholinga changa ndi kusunga miyezi ya 2 tsopano. Ndikuyembekeza kuti mudzandithandiza popeza sindinauze wina za mavuto anga pamene ndikuchita manyazi ndikulola izi zichitike kwa ine. Ndikukhumba anyamata achidwi ndi zabwino zonse!

21 ndi akale akulimbana

Ndine wophunzira waku Junior kukoleji. Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana pa Zithunzi zolaula ndikuseweretsa maliseche kuyambira za 13/14/15 (kwinakwake nthawi imeneyo). Sindinakhalepo ndi mavuto kusukulu yasekondale ndi ED kapena china chilichonse chonga icho, komabe ndikadakhala PMO. Ndinali ndi gf kuyambira chaka chachikulu HS mpaka chaka chachiwiri ndipo ndinkafuna kuyesa moyo umodzi ku koleji monga momwe munthu aliyense ayenera (akadakhalabe PMO ndili naye koma kugonana sikunali vuto). Palibe vuto poyamba koma ndikuganiza kuti PMO idakulirakulira (kangapo patsiku) ndikapita kunyumba chilimwe popeza kunalibe atsikana enieni. Ndinali ndi cheke chenicheni kumapeto kwa semester yapitayi. Nkhani wamba, ndinabwerera kuchokera kuphwando ndi mtsikana wotentha kwambiri ndipo zinali bwino mpaka nthawi yoti ndikulunge, kenako ndinayamba kuyenda. Ndinatha kudziimba mlandu pa mowa koma ndikudziwa kuti imeneyo sinali vuto lenileni chifukwa anali ataledzera kale.

Ndawona nkhani zomwe anthu amanena kuti amatha kumwa mowa kwa kanthawi osamva, kufooka ndi makondomu, ndi zina zotero. Komabe, ndakhala ndikuyesera kusiya PMO kwa miyezi ingapo yapitayi ndipo ndalephera kangapo. Ndidakali ndi mtsikana wokongola kwambiri amene ndinapita naye kunyumba, ndipo kugonana kwakhala bwino (ndakhala ndikumwa L-arginine, yohimbe, udzu wa mbuzi, ndi ma Maca supplements) koma ndalephera kangapo. Ndadzipereka kusiya P kwathunthu, ndipo ndikusangalala kwambiri kuti ndili ndi othandizira pano komanso anthu oti ndilankhule nawo pano. Sindingathe kudikira kuti ndichiritsidwe, koma ndiyenera kuchita kaye. Zikomo powerenga… ndi magaziniyi.

KULUMIKIZANA - Tsiku Langa 48 Catharsis Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi ED kwa zaka 4 zapitazi kapena kuposerapo. Ndinali ndi chibwenzi chakutali kwa nthawi yayitali, ndipo PMO ndiye anali njira yanga yayikulu yolankhulirana. Pa nthawi imeneyo, ndinakhala chitsanzo cha momwe zolaula zingawonongere maganizo ndi thupi la mnyamata wazaka 20 wathanzi kwambiri. [CHENJEZO LOTSATIRA] Ndisanayambe nofap, ndimatsegula makanema khumi nthawi imodzi ndikudumphadumpha pa chilichonse kuti ndipeze malo "abwino".

Kukonda kwanga zolaula kunayamba kuchoka molunjika, kink, kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, ngakhale zolaula zolaula pomwe munthu "wowongoka" "adakopeka" - zonsezi ndikupeza kuti ubongo wanga unali usanakhalepo (zomwe zidayamba kuvuta pezani). Ndidakayikira zachiwerewere ndipo ndinadziika m'manda pansi pa phiri lamanyazi ndi chisokonezo - kuti ndikonzekere.

Ndinavutika ndi kuvutika maganizo, ndinadzipatula kwa anthu, ndipo ndinayamba kukhala munthu amene sindinakhalepo kale. Mwachidule, ndinali nditamira mu zimenezo. Sindinaphatikizepo 2+2 mpaka nditawerenga za YBOP ndi zina zokhudza r/nofap. Sindikudziwa chomwe chikukulimbikitsani kusiya, koma ine ndekha ndinali ndi manyazi , nkhawa, chisoni, ndi manyazi omwe amabwera chifukwa cha kukhudzidwa kwakukulu kwa kugonana komwe ndinkalandira.

Ndakhala ndikulimbikitsidwa m'masiku 48 apitawa ... olimba omwe adatenga mphamvu zambiri kuti agonjetse, koma nthawi iliyonse malingaliro amangodutsa m'malingaliro mwanga kuti ndibwererenso, ndimangoganiza za manyazi amenewo ndipo yakonza njira yanga.

Sindikufunanso kukhala munthu amene amapewa kugonana ndi mtsikana amene akugona pafupi nane chifukwa ndikuopa kuti sindidzavutikanso - kachiwiri. Sindikufunanso kukambirana ndi mtsikana wamaliseche m'chipinda chamdima komwe ndiyenera kumuuza kuti maganizo anga ali paliponse chifukwa cha ntchito, mavuto azachuma, ndi zina zotero.

Ndamaliza kuoneka ngati ndikumwa mowa wa whiskey pamene ndamwa mowa wochepa chabe. Mwachidule, ndatopa kwambiri ndi zomwe zolaula ndi maliseche zandichita . Chifukwa chake ... ndikuchitapo kanthu kuti ndidzipulumutse.

Ndangotsala ndi masiku 48 okha kuti ndiyambe ulendowu, koma sindinakhalepo wotsimikiza kuti zomwe ndikuchita ndi zoyenera kwa ine kuposa momwe ndilili pakadali pano, ngakhale kuti ndikudzidalira pang'ono pakadali pano. Chidaliro changa chikukwera. Ndili ndi masamba 756 owerenga buku la Nkhondo ndi Mtendere . Ndayamba bwino ndipo ndayamba njira yoyambira bizinesi yanga. Ndikutuluka ndikukumana ndi atsikana ndikudzidalira komwe sindinakhalepo nako kale. Ndikukhulupirira dongosololi ndipo likuthandiza kwambiri. Sindinachitepo zogonana kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba nofap, koma ndikudziwa kuti nthawi ikadzakwana ndidzakhala wokonzeka kuchita bwino. Ndikutsimikiza za izi.

Ndalemba izi pang'ono kuti nonse amene mukuvutika adziwe kuti simuli nokha. Padzakhala nthawi zovuta mtsogolo, koma phindu kumapeto kwake lidzakhala lofunika kwambiri. Mutha kubwerera ku zomwe mudali, kapena kukhala wamkulu kuposa kale, zogonana kapena zina. Ndikukulimbikitsani kuti mupirire nawo ndikudalira dera lino mukakumana ndi zovuta.

Chithandizo pano chakhala thanthwe langa kangapo, ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti chidzakhalanso mtsogolomo. Ndikuwonani pa Tsiku 90 ndikutsatira. AMA.

KULUMIKIZANA – Ndili ndi zaka 35 ndipo ndimakhala ku UK . Ndili ndi vuto lalikulu la kugonana: mbolo yanga sinali bwino (mtsikana wina anandigwira miyezi 5 yapitayo ndipo sindinamve chilichonse ), sindinali ndi chilakolako cha m'mawa, sindinasangalale, sindinatulutse umuna, ndimatha kutopa ndi manja anga ndipo ndimatha kugona tulo tokha kudzera mu maliseche (sindinachite chilichonse . Ndayesa zidole, mavwende, lol…ndinachita dzanzi kwambiri). Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndikudziseweretsa maliseche kwambiri (pa moyo wanga wonse sindinkachita tsiku limodzi osadziseweretsa maliseche - nthawi zina kawiri kapena katatu) ndipo ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti nthawi zambiri tsiku lililonse kwa zaka 5 zapitazi.

Kwa zaka zapitazi za 3 ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pa intaneti kwambiri. Ndilinso ndi nkhawa yayikulu yapaintaneti ndipo zolaula zapaintaneti zinali kukhala njira yopulumukira ndikusintha moyo weniweni. Zinali kundipangitsa kukhala wokhumudwa ngakhale; Ndinafika poti zimanditengera mpaka ola limodzi kupita pachisokonezo. Ndinakhalanso pa SSRI anti-depressant kwa zaka 10 (Paxil). Sindinazindikire chilichonse mu 20s yanga popeza ndinali ndi mwayi wochepa wogonana ndipo ndinali wokhumudwa ndipo sindinasamala kwenikweni .. Koma mu Okutobala 2010 (ndili ndi zaka 33) ndidazindikira kuti china chake chalakwika (sindimadziwa chiyani) .

Kuyambira pamenepo ndakhala ndikukhala ndi akazi 8 osiyanasiyana (2 a iwo odabwitsa), m'modzi mwa iwo ndiubwenzi wongokhala wamba. Mothandizidwa ndi viagra ndinakwanitsa kugonana pafupifupi nthawi 4 m'miyezi 18 iyi !! 😒 Ndinkasangalala kwambiri ndi zokumana nazozo koma mbolo yanga inali yolimba (kuchokera pamayendedwe) koma ndimafooka kwathunthu.

Lingaliro langa loyamba linali kuti ndi mapiritsi, kotero ndinadula kuyambira chilimwe chilimwe ndikusiya miyezi yonse ya 2 yapitayo. Palibe chosinthika ngakhale. Ndinapita pa Paxil Progress (gulu lothandizira) ndikupeza kuti ena ambiri adakumana ndi mavuto omwewo kwa miyezi, ngakhale zaka, atasiya mapiritsi. Anti-depressants akuwoneka akuphwanyaphwanya mapuloteni a dopamine (amawawotcha ndi serotonin yochuluka), monga mafano a pa intaneti.

Pambuyo pake ndidapunthwa ndimavidiyo a Gary Wilson ndipo tsopano sindikudziwa choti ndiganiza- kodi vuto langa logonana limabwera chifukwa cha mapiritsi, kuseweretsa maliseche kwambiri komanso zolaula pa intaneti kapena ndikungoti ndakhala moyo wanga ndekha Kukhala pachibwenzi ndi akazi enieni kumandimasula? Kapena ndi onse? Pakalipano, kwa nthawi yoyamba m'zaka za 15, sindichita maliseche, osagwiritsa ntchito zolaula komanso osalandira mankhwala osokoneza bongo.

Lachitatu ndinakumana ndi mtsikana pamalo ochezera- tidamwa vinyo, tinkacheza ndikugona. Ndinakopeka naye koma zidalibe chiyembekezo. Sindinangomva kanthu: dzanzi, zakufa, zotopa, zotopetsa… uggghhh. Tsiku lotsatira ndimaganizira za iye ndikuchita maliseche kawiri (zosankhazo zinali zabwino, koma dzanzi linali lathunthu ndipo chiwonetserochi sichinasangalatse- kuphatikiza sindimadzichitira kanthu).

Ndikumva ngati kuti ubongo wanga wathandizidwa kugwirizanitsa ndi kukhala ndekha ndi kugwiritsa ntchito manja anga. Ndayesera kupita masiku a 8 popanda kuphwanya maliseche. Nditafika pomaliza ndinabwera mofulumira kwambiri ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita zaka zambiri, koma ndinali ndikumva ngati ndikuphwa koma sindinasinthe chilichonse. Kotero apa ife tikupita. Ndimadwala ndekha ndi kusungulumwa, ndikudwala ndikubisala kutali ndi dziko lapansi, ndikudwala poizoni thupi langa ndi malingaliro ndi mapiritsi kuti andithandize kupirira, wodwala kuchoka ku zolaula za pa intaneti.

Ndikufuna kukhala ndi mkazi weniweni ndikumverera chisangalalo ndi chisangalalo ndi zosangalatsa za kugonana koyenera mmalo mwa kungodzimva kuti palibe chilichonse. Mapiritsi, kudzipatula ndi zolaula zandichititsa kuti ndisamveke ndikudzipatula kwa anthu komanso chilengedwe monga woonerera.

LINK - Moni nonse, ndine watsopano pano ndipo ndapezeka patsamba lino kudzera mu kufufuza kosiyanasiyana. Nayi nkhani yanga. Ndikuyembekeza kuti ndipeze chondichitikira, kudzoza ndi chiyembekezo! Monga mukudziwa kuchokera kwa munthu amene ndimamukonda, ndili ndi zaka 40. Nthawi zonse ndakhala ndi nkhawa zina zomwe zimaonekera mu kusowa tulo komanso zinthu zosayenera.

Kuledzera m'moyo wanga kwakhala kwakukulu. Ndili chidakwa chazaka zambiri. Sindinamwe chakumwa m'zaka 12. Ndakhala pama SSRI osiyanasiyana omwe achedwetsa kutulutsa umuna koma sindinakhalepo ndi vuto louma. Pakadali pano sindikhala pa SSRI. kapena mankhwala ena okhudzana ndi kuchepa kwa libido. Ndakhala ndi Viagra, ndipo Cialis andilembera, koma ndiokwera mtengo kwambiri. Mbiri yanga ndi maliseche ndiyotalika kwambiri. Ndinayamba kuzipeza ndili ndi zaka 13, ndipo ndakhala ndikudwala maliseche nthawi zonse. Osapitilira kawiri patsiku, koma pafupifupi tsiku lililonse. Sindinakhalepo ndi maloto onyowa m'moyo wanga wonse! Kodi ndizotheka kuti ndichifukwa choti ndimadzisamalira ndekha / pafupipafupi?

Ndinakwatiwa ndili ndi zaka 20 ndipo ndinali ndi ex kwa nthawi yoyamba pa moyo wanga ndili ndi zaka 19. Ndinakwatira woyamba. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi nthawi yovuta kutulutsa ubwamuna - ndikuganiza chifukwa ndimagwira mwamphamvu mbolo yanga - osati pafupifupi mphamvu ya mkamwa kapena nyini ya mkazi. Sindinathenso kutulutsa kondomu. Ndinkakondanso kuseweretsa maliseche kuposa "mnzanga" chifukwa inali njira yotsimikizika yosangalalira.

Ndisanasudzule - ine ndi mkazi wanga timagonana limodzi. Ndinamutsimikizira kuti zinali zosangalatsa kuposa kugonana. Pambuyo pa chisudzulo changa ndidakhala pachibwenzi zaka zingapo pambuyo pake muubwenzi wautali. Anali namwali ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi zovuta "zolimbikira" - koma kugweranso mkati mwake kunali kosowa! Momwemonso tidamuwona pazomwe tidali patali. Popeza anali namwali, mwina samadziwa zomwe zinali "zabwinobwino".

Nkhani yayitali - ndinakwatiranso - ku mtundu wakale. Akumenya kwambiri - ngakhale ndimamukonda ndimakhala ndi nthawi yovuta kugwa mwa iye. Akuganiza kuti ndi vuto ndipo posachedwapa zakhala bwino. Zomwe sizinakhale bwino ndi ED wanga.

Kotero apa pali zomwe ndimakumana nazo zolaula. Mpaka ndikupunthwa pamsonkhanowu ndimasewera maliseche pafupifupi kamodzi patsiku zolaula pa intaneti. Timagwira ntchito mosiyana kotero ndimakhala ndi nthawi yambiri ndekha. Ambiri mwa magawo anga ndimatha kwa maola 1-2. Ndili ndi zizindikilo zonse zomwe zatchulidwa m'mabwalowa. Kugonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, zolaula zokhwima, zolaula zazing'ono etc. Sindine wokonda amuna kapena akazi anzawo ndipo ndikudziwa kuti ndimagwiritsa ntchito malowa ngati "mantha".

Posachedwapa zimakhala zovuta ngakhale kuyimirira ndi zolaula. Nthawi zina ndimakwanitsa kuchita chiwerewere kwinaku ndili wopanda pake - nthawi yomweyo mbolo yanga itayamba kutuluka. Sindinadziwe kuti izi ndizotheka? Zochitika zilizonse ndi izi? Ngakhale pamiyeso yayikulu ya Cialis, ndimakhala ndi nthawi yovuta kukhalabe wolimba nthawi yolowera. Ndikamachita cunnilingus - zomwe ndimakonda - ndimakhala wopunduka.

Ndinawona zizindikiro zina za ED kuyambira pafupifupi zaka ziwiri zapitazo ndipo zafika pang'onopang'ono. Mitengo yam'mawa idachoka, ngakhale sindinayang'ane zolaula sabata limodzi ndi masiku 3 ndakhala ndikudziwitsidwa pang'ono.

Kuti tiwonjezere moto pamoto tili ndi mavuto am'banja komanso ndimaganiza kuti, ndikupenga. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lopewa zolaula - koma ndachita maliseche kawiri sabata yapitayi potengera zochitika za mkazi wanga. Zosintha zanga zokha zatha ndipo sabata yatha mbolo yanga yakhala yaying'ono. Amachotsedwa nthawi zonse ndikuzizira. Zimapwetekanso pang'ono. Glans ndi urethra.

Ndinali ndi thupi ndipo GP wanga anayesa testosterone. Ndi 340. Sanadandaule ndipo anandiuza kuti zinali zachilendo ndikuti ndiyenera kukaonana ndi dokotala wa urologist ndikadakhala ndi nkhawa. Ndipita kukawona sabata yamawa. Koma pakati pa nkhawa, mavuto am'banja komanso kuseweretsa maliseche kwakanthawi, sindikudziwa kuti vuto ndi chiyani. Zambiri zamoyo wanga ndakhalanso ndi vuto linanso.

Nthawi zina - mwina 3X / chaka ndimayaka moto pambuyo pothira mkodzo - nthawi zambiri kumaliseche. Amayaka pafupifupi ola limodzi ndikukhala pachimbudzi ndikuchita "mini-pees" ndiye mpumulo wokha. Imadutsa mwachangu. Aliyense ali ndi izi?

LINK- Countdown to Freedom

Blog iyi ikupereka gawo la zochita zambiri zowongolera ndikuchotsa chizolowezi changa chowonera zolaula komanso chizolowezi chodziseweretsa maliseche. Ndayesa kangapo kuti ndisiye ndipo ndapeza kuti ndizosavuta kwa masiku angapo kapena kwa sabata imodzi kapena ziwiri ndikakhala patchuthi, koma ndikangoyang'ana pa kompyuta nthawi zonse ndimabwerera ku zomwe zimamveka ngati kukumbatirana kokoma komanso koyenera kwa kangaude woopsa uyu. Ndakhala ndikudziseweretsa maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13 kapena 14 ndipo tsopano ndili ndi zaka 45) ndipo sindinkamva ngati kuti ndikulamulidwa ngakhale panthawiyo.

Ndinkakhala ndi nkhawa ndili mwana (mwina kuchokera kumalo opezerera anzathu kusukulu ndi kunyumba komanso makolo omwe ngakhale amakonda mawu osakondera ndikumvetsetsa zaubwana) koma sindikadatchula nkhawa kapena nkhawa zambiri. Ndikadatchula kuti manyazi, chopinga, kuvuta kugona ndi malingaliro oseketsa m'mimba mwanga popita kusukulu kapena bambo anga akamandifunsira kapena kuyika zinthu pazomwe angandichitire. ('mutha kupita ku sukulu ngati mupenta mpanda' ndi zina).

Wank wanga woyamba adawoneka kuti athana ndi vuto la kugona. Ndinkayembekezera kugona tsiku lililonse tsopano m'malo moopa. Koma zidandichititsa kuti ndizigona nthawi yomweyo pomwe ndidazindikira kuti ndatopa ndikuchedwa kugona nthawi zina (nthawi zina kuti ndizitha kujambula mabuku ojambulira kapena matsenga kuti ndiziwona ndikadzipukuta. - Zovuta kukhulupirira kuti magazini ojambula zithunzi omwe achinyamata amakhala nawo zaka zoyambirira za 80 koma adandichitira zabwino kwa zaka zingapo, mpaka nditalimba mtima ndikuwoneka kuti ndagula zolaula pashopu ina yapakona.Ndinkaona kuti ndalowa nawo anthu achikulire koma posakhalitsa anzanga anali atagonana ndipo ndinalibe. usiku uliwonse ndisanagone mpaka nditakhala pachibwenzi choyamba pa 19.

Ngakhale pamenepo ndimatha masiku angapo ndisanakumane. Ndinkaganiza ngati ndingathe kuyima ndipo sindingathe. Ndinkadera nkhawa koma osati mopambanitsa. Ndidakwera ndikamagona chipinda chimodzi, ku Youth Hostel Dorms, ndikamamanga msasa. Ndidangokhoza kukoka mokoma, ndikuganiza ndikukhala minyewa. Zabwino, zaukhondo ndi zoyera. Nthawi zina chiwonetserocho chimakhala chomvetsa chisoni ndipo ndimadzimva wosakhutitsidwa koma sichinandiletse. Nthawi zina ndimagula ma Porn Mags, Penthouse, Club, otsika kwambiri ndipo sindimakonda kuwonedwa ngati zolaula. Ndinazibisa.

Zinthu zambiri zomwe abwenzi achimuna amaika pa kanemayo sizinali zophweka kuti ndizitha kudzipatula, zinthu zomwe zimasungidwa pansi pa kauntala m'masitolo apakona kapena zopezeka m'madrawer apansi a makolo. Atsikana sanali abwino. zopanda pake zosintha komanso zachilengedwe. Koma ndinachita chidwi kwambiri. Sizinangokhala ndi malingaliro anga achikondi, malingaliro azomwe ndimayenera kugonana ndi akazi. Koma nthawi zina ndimakhala ndi chikhumbo chachikulu chotsika mtengo ndipo ndimagula ma mags ndikukwiya kwambiri ku Orgasm, 2 kapena katatu motsatizana. Nthawi ina ndinadzipeza ndekha mu kanema wa Porn ku Cologne (makasitomala onyansa koma zolaula zabwino) komanso malo ogulitsira ogonana ku Cape Town. Nthawi zonse kuwona kwa mabungwewa kudalimbikitsa chidwi chofuna kuyendera masiku angapo. Mosafunikira lero ndimadzimva wonyansa ndikudzipusitsa pambuyo pake ndikukhumudwitsidwa kuti sindinali munthu yemwe ndimaganiza kuti ndine. Zinali choncho kwa zaka.

Anzako abwenzi anabwera ndipo anapita ndi kugonana bwino pambuyo poyambana-poyamba ndinali ED kwa magawo oyamba. Kenaka m'zaka zanga zitatu ndinayamba kupeza ED nthawi zonse, makamaka kuzungulira makondomu. Kupeza kondomu kunali kuthamanga kwambiri pamene ndinasiya kuuma mwamsanga pokhapokha mkati mwake ndikukankhira. Izi zinapangitsa kugonana kukhala ndi nkhaŵa yambiri ndipo ndinayesetsa kuti ndikhalenso ndi chidaliro. Ndondomeko yachipatala (uphungu ndi zina zotero) inatha ndi ine pa SSRI ku 34.

Ndinali ndi mavuto okhudzidwa. Ndinachita mantha kuti iyi ikhala mwezi wa 6, mwezi wa 12 yemwe akudziwa kutalika kwavuto. Ndinalankhula ndi GP wanga koma sindinafike. Panthawiyi ndinali nditabwerera ku UNI pa masters komanso pa Broadband komanso zamatsenga izi pa intaneti. Tsiku lina mawu osakira osakira adabweretsa tsamba la kanema pomwe atsikana adakumana ndi wina pamaso. Ziri zovuta kufotokoza m'mawu momwe zimakhalira mwa ine. Sindinakhulupirire, sindinakhulupirire kuti akazi anali choncho. Ndinkafuna kukumana! Tsoka ilo sindinatenge nthawi kuti ndizikhala mochedwa m'chipinda chamakompyuta kuseweretsa maliseche. Ozo manyazi!

Koma izi zidandipangitsa kubwera ndikuthokoza ma SSRIs sindinathe kubwera nditakwiya, kulira kwa tambala, kupweteketsa mutu, khungu lakutupa lodzilimbitsa. Pambuyo pake nditapeza intaneti yanga ndidagwa mdzenje lakutaya mtima lomwe linandipangitsa kufunafuna mosaganizira kwa maola ambiri, zithunzi zoyambirira, kenako zidutswa, kenako 'mafayilo ogawana makanema owonera ndipo tsopano ndi HD kanema waku Japan wolimba. Ngati ndingapewe masiku a 7 (pafupifupi malire anga mpaka 2 kapena zaka zitatu zoyesera) kukoka kulipo ndipo chiwonetsero chimakhala chabwino kwambiri kuposa bwenzi langa. Chifukwa chake ndayesetsa kusakonza Zolemba kapena zithunzi ndikukhala ndi makanema okonzeka kuti nditha kungogwiritsa ntchito 10mins pachizolowezi, koma nthawi ndi nthawi ndimakhala mpaka 2 am ndi 3 am. (Ndipo ndidachita izi ndi bwenzi langa pabedi mchipinda chomwecho !!). Akuganiza kuti ndine wantchito wabwino.

Tsoka ilo ndavutika kuntchito chifukwa chotopa ndipo mwina ndataya ntchito chifukwa chakuchita zina mwanjira ina. Ndatayika ndipo ndachita nawo chibwenzi ndipo ndasiyana ndi mkazi wanga. Sindinganene kuti sizolumikizana koma zowonadi panali zinthu zina zomwe zidakhudzidwanso. Kotero apa zikupita. Tsiku limodzi nthawi, lolani cholinga cha masiku 60 panthawiyi. Ndikufunireni mwayi, ndilimbikitseni, mundikonde. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nditha kuthandiza ena. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndasankha kulemba blog iyi.

LINK – Choyamba, pepani chifukwa chokhala wolemba nkhani wina wa Re-booting, ED, koma ndilinganiza bwino ndikufufuza tsamba lino kuti ndipeze ma blog a anthu ena, ndikuwona ngati ndingawonjezere mawu anzeru, kapena kungondithandiza. Ndili ndi zaka 22 (ndangoyamba kumene), ndipo ndine namwali. Chifukwa chake ndichakuti sindinali wotchuka kwambiri ndi atsikana kusukulu, kotero nditapeza mtsikana mmodzi kapena awiri, ndinayamba kuda nkhawa kwambiri kuti ndiyambe kukonda mtsikanayo mwachangu, ndikuganiza kuti ngati mtsikana ataona 'zopanda pake' angaganize chiyani!?!?

Sindinadziwe kuti amadziwa monga inu, kuti imakula !! Mwachidule, zomwe zidandilepheretsa kutaya V yanga kwazaka! Posachedwa ku Jan '12, ndili ku Prague ndili ndi shag happy fellas (mwayi wamwayi) ndipo chinthu choyamba pamndandandawu ndi chigawo cha light light. Ndinagula zitsamba za Viagra ndikuyesera kuti ndizitha kutentha pamaso panga zolaula pafoni yanga - palibe! Sanasunthike. Nkhawa zinandikhumudwitsanso. Pambuyo pake zitayamba kupeza zomwe mudalipira, adayamba kundipatsa pakamwa, ndidapumula mwamphamvu, ndimaganiza kuti ndiwombera, kungozizira ndipo ndidatero! Koma palibe ... Ndipo apa ndi pamene zonse zinayambira… ..

Ndinakumana ndi msungwana uyu mu bar usiku wotsatira, ndikadali ku Prague, sakhala patali kwambiri ndi ine kubwerera ku London, ndipo sindikuseka kuti ndiwodabwitsa m'mawu onse! Usiku womwewo timapitanso kwawo, ndipo sindikusowa kuti ndinene koma zikusewera m'maganizo mwanga ili ndi vuto lalikulu. Kuti ndifupikitse izi, nditafa kuti ndimuwonenso tsiku lotsatira ndimakumananso naye pomwe ine wankhondo ndimayenda ma 100ft patsogolo pa anzanga kupita ku bar komwe tidakumana koyamba ndikuthamangira naye panjira. Tidabwereranso kwa iye, ndipo ngakhale ndidagona m'mawa wotsatira wonse ndipo padalibe nkhawa ndipo kulibe kalikonse - adakhulupirira kuti ndikudandaula kuti ndikuledzera.

Kudula kuti tithamangitse… Kubwerera kwathu titapita kutali kwambiri tinayamba kuwonana kwa miyezi iwiri ndipo munthawiyo ndinayamba kumangoyanjana naye nthawi zonse !!! Sindinakhalepo ndi nkhawa zambiri pamoyo wanga ndipo ndinangowapeza KOMA… .. - ndipo PANO NDI CHIFUKWA CHIYANI KULEMBEDWA KWA IM, osati kamodzi, ngakhale kamodzi sizinafike ku 100% kapena zolimba zokwanira kuti zilowerere, pafupifupi nthawi yonse ya 8 masabata

Ndidamuuza kuti anali ma T anga chifukwa chothinana kwambiri ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi - zolakwika! Kenako ndidagula MYTENRING yomwe ndi mphete yamankhwala chifukwa ndinali wotsimikiza kuti ndadontha kwambiri (google onse), monga ndidazindikiranso, monga adanenera, ndinalibe nkhuni zammawa, poyamba ndimangoganiza kuti ndizoyenera mtsikana mozungulira nkhawa zake, koma sizinali chifukwa ndimamverera kuti ndili otetezeka ndi iye. Chifukwa chake nditangoyenda pang'ono ndikupeza kuti ndikutuluka kovutirapo pomwe mbolo yanu imakhala ndi magazi ochulukirachulukira chifukwa cha zovuta zathupi, obadwa monga choncho, kapena kuwapweteka, osatsimikiza, koma zimapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta kwambiri kuti mumange erection, kotero mphete ya mbolo yamankhwala imatsekera magazi, kusunga / kukwaniritsa erection.

Nditamaliza kumaliza ndinatsimikiza mtima kuti ndikonzeke ndikumubwezera. Ndidzatero. Zonsezi. Nthawi zonse ndimawona ubongo patsamba lachiwerewere, koma ngakhale inenso ... sindimakonda? Chifukwa chake sangakhale vuto langa. ' koma nditatha kusewera ndikuwerenga ndikuwonera makanema angapo patsamba lino, zikuwonekeratu kuti sindikusowa chizolowezi, chifukwa ndizo zonse zomwe ndikudziwa! Zolaula ndi mast ndiyo njira yokhayo yomwe ndidakhalira ?!

Ubongo wanga ndiwofunitsitsa kuyankha izi chifukwa ndizomwe ndimadziwa ngakhale nditakhala wosuta. Zinakhala zowonekeratu. Komanso ine umboni wowonjezera ndikuti kwakanthawi yayitali sindimatha kupeza zolakwika za 100% ngakhale zolaula chifukwa sindingathe kupita molimba, ndikudziwa ngati ndingatero, ndikadatero. Ndipo msomali womaliza, womwe utatha kuyang'ana mayankho a dopamine pa ybop, ndikumapeto kwake ndinali ndimakanema pafupifupi 3-5 omwe amayenda ndikufufuza kudzera 20+ kuti ndikwaniritse cholinga chotsirizira, apo ayi ndikadakhala komweko kosafikanso ku O.

LINK – Ndinali ndi moyo wosangalala kwambiri mpaka vutoli litayamba m'moyo wanga. Pakadali pano ndili ndi zaka 26, ndikugwira ntchito kale. Ndinali ndi ubwana wabwino popanda vuto lililonse. Ndinali pachibwenzi cha nthawi yayitali ndili wachinyamata ndi mtsikana kwa zaka pafupifupi 4.

Chilichonse chinali changwiro ndi iye mpaka vuto langa la ED lidayamba kuchitika. Sindinadziwe chomwe chimayambitsa vutoli, ndipo chinawononga ubale womwe ndinali nawo kale. Kalelo ndinkadzidalira kwambiri ndikudzidalira, koma zonse zidasintha ndi vuto ili la ED., Ine simunakhalepo ndi mavutowa omwe simungamvetse momwe zimapwetekera komanso kukhumudwitsa kunyamula vutoli. Sindingathe kugwiritsa ntchito mwayi wazaka zanga zakukoleji.

Ndine munthu wotsimikiza kwambiri, ndipo ndili ndi abwenzi ambiri ndi chilichonse, koma vuto ili likuyamba kundimenya. Ndinazindikira chaka chino kuti chifukwa, kapena chimodzi mwa zifukwa za ED chinali zolaula ndi PO. Ndikawerenga momwe anthu mazana ambiri analili, zonse zinali zomveka kwa ine. Chifukwa chake ndidaganiza zodzichepetsanso, kusintha moyo wanga ndikukula… Ndidayesapo kamodzi miyezi ingapo yapitayo koma patadutsa milungu ingapo mayeserowa adandigunda… Tsopano ndikuwona zinthu mozama…

Ndikupita kamodzi pa sabata kwa wotsatsa zamaganizidwe ndikufuna kumenya vutoli. Chifukwa chake ndikhala ndikulemba kanthawi kamodzi patsamba lino, ndikulankhula za ulendowu ndikumva ngati ndili ndi chithandizo kuchokera kwa ena omwe akukumana ndi zofananazo. Chonde ndiuzeni malangizo ngati mungathe… Ndikufunadi kusintha moyo wanga ..

Awa ndi mawu omwe amandipangitsa kuti ndizitha kupitilira masiku 90 awa. Ndikumenya mbiri yanga yamasiku 14 Lachisanu ndipo mawuwa amandikumbutsa chifukwa chomwe ndikuchitira izi - kuti ndikhalenso ndi chiwerewere. Ndine wokhumudwa kwambiri ndikungoganiza kuti kugonana sikundisangalatsa. Ndimakumbukira ndikupanga ndi atsikana ku koleji ndikuganiza ngati malingaliro osamveka bwino ndipo sitingangokhala osangalala ndikusangalala panthawiyi. Ngakhale atsikana a 10 omwe ndimagonana nawo ku koleji, ndimangokhala 1 mwa iwo ndipo zinali chifukwa choti ndimayenera kuganizira zolaula kuti ndichite. Sindinatchulepo konse kuchokera ku BJ kapena HJ kapena chilichonse chifukwa ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri kumeneko. Moona mtima, ndimamva ngati ndine namwali ngakhale ndidakhala ndi PIV ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana a 10 (onse pomwe ndidali oledzera - sindinakhalepo ndi msungwana pomwe sindinatengeke, ndiye kuti ziyenera kukhala zabwino). Ndimamva kukhala wolakwa chifukwa chokhala ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana a 10, komano onse anali onse pomwe ndinali nditaledzera ndipo sindinasangalale nazo chifukwa cha ED / DE ndipo awiri mwa atsikanawo anali onenepa.

Ndikusamukira mumzinda waukulu Lachinayi ndipo ndikulowa nawo m'mabungwe osiyanasiyana / kucheza ndi anzanga abwino omwe sindinawawonepo kwakanthawi. Ndikuyembekeza kuti izi zindithandiza kuiwala za zopanda pake zonsezi. Ndakhala ndikuyesera kusiya kuyambira mu February koma ndayambiranso ndikubwereranso mpaka nditazindikira kuti ngati sindichita tsiku lonse la 90, sindidzasangalalanso ndi kugonana. Ndinakhala wopanda P kwa miyezi 2.5 koma ndimakhalabe MO'ing kamodzi pamlungu ndipo sindinapite patsogolo. Ndatopa kunyumba kwathu m'tawuni yaying'ono komwe sindimadziwa aliyense kupatula abale anga kotero ndimamva kuti kusamukira mumzinda waukulu kudzandithandiza kuti ndikhale wotanganidwa. Ndiyambanso kugwira ntchito mwezi umodzi pambuyo pake kuti zithandizire - koma ndikufuna kuti ndipange masabata osachepera 6 ndisanayambe chifukwa chizolowezi cha PMO chimayambitsa kukwiya komanso kulephera kuganiza bwino ndipo sindikufuna kukwiya kwa wina kuntchito kapena kulephera kugwira ntchitoyo ndikuchotsedwa ntchito.

Sindinathe kuzimvetsa

Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti ndazindikira kuti zolaula zapangitsa ED. Ndili ndi zaka 24 ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula pa intaneti kuyambira zaka 15-16.

Sindinazindikire kale koma kwa zaka ndi zaka ndakhala ndikudziwongolera tsiku lililonse popanda kukhala ndi erection yathunthu. Sizofunikira kutulutsa ziwalo kotero ndikuganiza kuti ubongo wanga sukudzutsidwa. Kotero, komabe, ndinamenyedwa pamaso masiku angapo apitawo pamene sindinathe kukonzekera ndi mkazi.

Kwenikweni, ndili ndi zaka 24 ndipo ndidapezeka kuti ndili ndi wina wazaka 19. Ndinadwala kwambiri kwazaka zambiri kotero sindinayambe ndagonapo kapena kukhala ndi zibwenzi. Ndinagonana koyamba masiku angapo apitawo ndipo sizinali monga ndimayembekezera. Simungapeze erection, osati mkamwa mwake, kumoto kwake kapena manja ake. Blowjobs sizomwe ndimaganiza kuti adzakhala, komanso kugonana. Makondomu anali osasangalala ndipo anali pafupifupi atatsala pang'ono kumva ululu. Sindingathe kupitilira 1/3 erection nthawi yonse ndipo nditafika kunyumba tsiku lomwelo ndidakumbukira makanema a TED pa anyamata omwe ali ndi ED komanso zolaula.

Chifukwa chake ndawerenga zolemba ndi magazini angapo ndipo ndimafanana kwambiri ndi ma bloke ena onse pano, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti palibe chatsopano muzolemba zanga. Mwina ndingotsimikizira zina zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndazindikira mwa ine:

1. Nthawi zambiri sindimapeza mphamvu zokwanira zogonana mukamagonana. Ndikhoza kuzipeza , inde… koma nthawi zambiri sindimatero.

2. Kudzuka nthawi zonse popanda kuima (sikutengera nthawi yayitali kuti upeze imodzi).

3. Sangathe kuseweretsa maliseche popanda kukhala "wankhanza". Sindingathe kudziwonetsa pang'onopang'ono.

4. Nthaŵi zina amatha kutenga ola limodzi kuti akwaniritse zovuta zambiri

5. Zimandivuta kuti ndipeze 2nd erection m'mawa mutatha, ndikupita zaka kuti ndiyambenso.

6. Kwazaka zambiri ndakhala ndikuwononga pang'onopang'ono zomwe ndimakonda zogonana.

• Ndinkaganiza kuti ndine wamasiye

• Ndinaganiza kuti ndine bi (ndikudziwansobe, koma sindikuganiza)

• Transsexourse (sindikudziwa za ichi)

• Tsopano ndikuyang'ana zinthu zomwe zaka 5 zapitazo ndapeza zonyansa (zoopsa / zopanda pake)

Chabwino, pepani chifukwa chonena kuti "ndadzitsitsa", kenako ndikulemba mndandanda wa anthu ogonana amuna kapena akazi okhaokha. Sindikunena kuti amenewo ndi mitundu yonyansa kapena yocheperako ya kugonana kapena china chilichonse, ndikungonena kuti ndachepetsa miyezo yanga ndipo nditha kuonera chilichonse chomwe chili ndi mtundu wina wa kugonana. Ndikutanthauza chilichonse.

Inenso ndikukana zonsezi, chifukwa sindingathe kuvomereza kuti pa 24, ndikuvutikira kuti ndikhale ndi erection. Sindingadziganizire ndekha mozama. Zaka zapitazo ndimatha kuganiza za chinthu china chokongola ndikukhala okhazikika. Masiku ano, ndikufunika mwamphamvu, ndikudzikhuza, kukhala ndi zolaula zambiri ndipo ngakhale apo, sindikhala wovuta kwambiri. Pakadali pano ndikulemba izi, ndikusunga 1/3 erection. Ndikutha kuzimva, zili ngati ndikukhazikika. Zili ngati zimakanika mu zida za 1 kapena zina.

Sindinayese kuthetsa maliseche panobe, koma ndiyesetsa kuyambira pano. Ndikudziwa kuti ndilephera, koma ndayamba kuchotsa zolaula kuyambira dzulo ndipo ndiyenera kunena, sindikusowa pano. M'malo mwake, sindimasangalalanso kuonera zolaula, ndimawona kuti ndizosangalatsa komanso zobwerezabwereza. Atsikanawo nthawi zonse amawoneka oyipa kwa ine tsopano, anyamata amakhala onyansa nthawi zonse, woyang'anira nthawi zonse amakhala woyipa, ndi zina zambiri, sindimapeza zomwe ndikufuna kuchokera pano; osapeza "ndendende" zomwe ndimayang'ana.

Inde, ndiyo nkhani yanga. Pepani za positi yayitali. Ndikulingalira kuti palibe chifukwa chofunsira zinthu ngati "zitenga nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti ndibwezereni zovuta zanga?" chifukwa ndikutha kuwona pazolemba zina zonse kuti ndizosintha.

Ndili ndi funso limodzi ngakhale, ndikuwona anthu ena akunena kuti zitenga masiku 180 + kuti mubwerere ku "zachilendo". Zoonadi? Izi zimawoneka ngati zazitali kwambiri, sindingathe kupita theka la chaka popanda chiwonetsero. Komanso, ndili ndi funso kwa iwo "odziwa". Mu Kanema wa TED amalankhula komanso pa makanema a YouTube a Gary, akuti nthawi zonse pamakhala chosangalatsa chatsopano, buzz yatsopano, mtundu watsopano, zopitilira muyeso, ndi zina zambiri, ndiye chifukwa chiyani atsikana enieni, palibe chisangalalo? Ndikutanthauza kuti msungwana weniweni ndi "buzz watsopano" kapena mtundu watsopano wazomwe zimakhudzana ndi kugonana, komabe nditapeza mwayi wogonana, sindimatha kusangalala ndi china chilichonse. Sindinkachita mantha kapena kuda nkhawa, ndinali wokondwa ndikuyesera kusangalala ndi msyelf ndipo ndinali wofatsa komanso wodekha.

WTF.

Sinthani: Ndikufunanso kudziwa kuti ndikagonana, panalibe chiyembekezo chofika pachimake. Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti ndikumasilira msanga ndi msungwana weniweni, koma ndikuganiza kuti sindine.

Watsopano watsopano, masiku a 34 ndi PMO, akumenyana ndi ED, flatline kuyambira tsiku 1. (Walloftext yaikulu, kupepesa)

Zosavuta! Ndidumpha mawu oyambira mwachizolowezi ndikuyesera kufotokoza ulendo wanga kuyambira ndikamapita.

Ndine wazaka 24, ndiye momwe mumakhalira amuna (ndi akazi?) Omwe akukumana ndi zovuta zaposachedwa pa intaneti mzaka khumi zapitazi. Ndiyenera kunena, sindimadziona kuti ndine wochita zachiwerewere / fap, ndakhala ndikutha kusankha ndikusankha koma mikhalidwe idatanthauza kuti idakhala chizolowezi chokhazikika komanso chowopsa. Zolaula zinali zofananira kuyambira pokhala 14, palibe chowopsya kwambiri chomwe chinali 'chosangalatsa' koma ndikukutsimikizirani kuti ndikadakhala ndi ndalama iliyonse, mibadwo ingapo yotsatira ya banja langa sidzafunikiranso kugwira ntchito!

Ndikuganiza kuti izi zidayamba kwa ine ku University. Ndinasiyana ndi GF yanga nditatha chaka choyamba (pazifukwa zosagwirizana ndi kugonana), ndikugwiritsa ntchito ufulu wanga watsopano (anali wolimbikira)… kuti ndikule ndikusuta udzu. Ndakhala zaka zomaliza zaunyamata / zaka makumi awiri zam'mbuyomu muubwenzi wa 2, ndikukhala zaka 2 aliyense (18 - 22). Kugonana kunali kwabwino nthawi zonse, ngakhale ndimakumbukira nthawi za DE, zomwe ndimaziwona ngati mwayi nthawi ndi nthawi. Kwenikweni, ndakhala ndikudalira kuthekera kwanga pakugonana ndipo atsikanawo amakhutitsidwa.

Ndikutali pakati pa ine ndi msungwana wanga wakale, chizolowezi changa cholaula chidayamba kukula ndi udzu wanga. Ndinayamba kusiya kukonda zogonana mpaka kumapeto, zomwe ndidayamba kunena kuti ndizikhalidwe zanga zatsopano. Posachedwa zaka, kumaliza maphunziro, sindinagonanepo kuyambira pa bwenzi langa lakale. Ndinali ndi nthawi yovuta, yolimbana ndi kukhumudwa komanso zovuta zakusintha pantchito komanso chikhalidwe. Tsoka ilo ndili ndi ziwanda zingapo kuchokera m'mbuyomu, sikunali kovuta kukula, kotero nthawi zidandidera koyambirira kwa 2012.

M'kati ndi nthawi yanthawi ino, ndidadziponya m'masewera amodzi usiku, ngakhale sindinadziwe zina kupatula ma GF. Atsikana atatu a 3, ma 3 osiyana maakaunti akuwononga mzimu ED. Nthawi zina ndimagona pabedi ndi mtsikana osasuntha, m'malo mwake ndimagona pansi pa '60% 'yamphamvu yanga kuti ndipulumutse manyazi omwe akubwera.

Pambuyo pake ndinakumana ndi msungwana, yemwe kwa ine ndi m'modzi mwa atsikana okongola kwambiri omwe nditha kusangalalanso nawo. Anali wachitsanzo chabwino, chodabwitsa kuti anali wamanyazi mchipinda momwemo, ndipo adakumana ndi zovuta zake. Nthawi zonse ndimatamandidwa kuti ndimapangitsa mtsikana kukhala womasuka, koma kusadzidalira kwanga ndikupha izi. Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo ndikupusitsani ndipo ine sindinakwerere ku occassion kangapo, iyi ndi nkhani yakale.

M'masiku anga akuda kwambiri ndidaziwona zonse - Palibe libido, pafupifupi nditaiwala momwe boner amamvera, ndikadzilimbitsa ndekha ndikuonera zolaula, ndikuthawa kwa ola limodzi kuti ndisafike 'kumapeto' popanda zolaula. Ndimamva ngati mankhusu a mwamuna weniweni, yemwe adayamba HOCD ngakhale sanakhalepo ndi 'gawo lachiwerewere' ndikukhala womasuka ndi kugonana kwanga.

Bla bla, Ogasiti 16th adabwera ndipo linali tsiku loyamba la NoFap. Nthawi yomweyo ndimagunda, ndipo ndinali munthu wokwiya kwa milungu ingapo yoyambirira. Ndinafika pomalizira ndikum'menya mnzanga yemwe ndimamukwiyitsa panja pa chibonga usiku wina, akuchokera kwa bambo wopanda nkhawa kwambiri. Pakadutsa masiku 34, nditha kunena kuti ndikumverera pang'ono. Zomwe ndimachita ndizodziwikiratu ndikumakhudza, ndipo matabwa am'mawa amachitika tsiku lina lililonse ngati kwa kanthawi kochepa chabe osakhala ndi mphamvu zonse - nthawi zina ndimayika alamu yanga kuti ndikhale pansi ndikulimbikitsanso chirombo chamkati - chomwe sichiyesera kutulutsa, kungosangalala ndikumverera pang'ono za libido!

Ngakhale ndikupita patsogolo kwambiri, ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa yayikulu masiku ambiri. Ndipo libido yanga ikhoza kukhala yabwinoko. Komabe ndikuganiza kuti izi zitha kukhala kuti ndakhala nthawi yanga yachilimwe nditatseka ndikugwira ntchito kunyumba (Im a Graphic Designer), kuti ndilipire, ndiye kuti nthawi yanga yopuma kulibe. Ngakhale masiku atatha kugwira ntchito kuchokera pa laputopu, sindiyenerabe kukhala ndi chidwi chofuna zolaula. Osanena kuti ndimakhala ndi anyamata ena atatu, chifukwa chake kuyendetsa kugonana sikungayambebe bwino.

Ndasiya kuyang'ana tsopano koma ndikuyesera kulemba malingaliro anga, ndipo ndikuyembekeza ndikuwunikiranso iwo omwe akunyengerera kuchokera ku mawu akuti, popeza sindinawone zambiri zolembedwa pambuyo pa '3 DAYS IN AND IM Ulusi wa mkango. Ngati mwawerenga mpaka pano, kondwerani khama, ngati mwangoyang'ana - zokwanira aha.

Ndondomeko yofufuzira Erection Disfunction (ED)

Ndine wokonda kudziwa izi makamaka chifukwa ndicho chifukwa changa chachikulu chochitira vutoli.

Ndikufuna kuyandikira izi mwaukhondo popanda zolemba zambiri. Ndikupatsani mtundu pansipa (zosintha zitha kusinthidwa ndikusintha positi). Nditha kupanga chidule powerengera ndikamaliza, kapena ngati wina angadziperekere akhoza kuchita bwino. Chifukwa chake, ingolembani nambala yonse pamunsi panga ndilowemo, lembani ndipo ituluka ndi mawu olimba mtima ndi zinthu zomwe zasankhidwa pamwambapa, mukangozilemba.

mbiri

Zaka: 27

Kugonana: Amuna

Chiwerewere

Yambani & nkhani: 13 (magazini), ku 15 (pafupifupi zolaula zokha)

Kuthamanga: kamodzi patsiku

Zizindikiro za ED: palibe mmawa wokha, wopanda maloto, osakhala ndi zozizwitsa zomwe zimawonekera poyera ndi amayi okongola, mbolo sizimavuta panthawi yogonana kapena maliseche, ikhoza kumangoyenda bwino.

Nthawi yopita ku NoFap mankhwala: yesani masiku 30, tsopano pa 13

Yankho la NoPap treatment: mpaka pano palibe

Kotero tsopano mungathe kujambula papepala ili pansipa ndi kudzaza mbiri yanu kuti tiwone zotsatirazi. 🙂

Ndili ndi zaka 29 ndipo ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuyambira zaka 14/15. Ndinali m'modzi mwa anthu oyamba kudziwa kuti ndimalumikizidwa ndi intaneti ndipo ngakhale tidayamba tili achichepere, zinali zovuta kwambiri. Mnzanga mwanjira ina adakwanitsa kutilumikizitsa ndi zinthu zopenga kudzera mu IRC ndipo ali aang'ono, zinali kusungunuka kwa malingaliro ndipo sindimadziwa kuwonongeka komwe ndidayamba ...

Kuchokera pamenepo sindinayime ndikuganiza ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo ine ndinayamba kukongola kwambiri, mwina ngati wamng'ono ngati 15.

Monga chiwonongeko chikanakhala nacho, ine ndinabadwa ndi chilema pang'ono chobadwa mwomwe chinandipangitsa ine kukhala wokhoza kugonana. Mawu a zamankhwala ndi Phimosis omwe kwenikweni ndi khungu lokhala lolimba kwambiri kuti abwerere kumbuyo komwe. Ndinakumana mosiyanasiyana kuyambira m'zaka za 16 komwe sindikanakhoza kutero pambuyo pokulephera kulowa chifukwa cha ululu.

Sindinadziwe chomwe chinali cholakwika koma zinanditengera kufikira zaka za 20 kuti zidziwone ndikudula kuti zithetse vutoli.

Kotero anali ndi zaka za 20 osakhoza kugonana koma ndi 5 zaka zovuta zolaula pa intaneti.

Munthawi yanga yonse ya 20s ndakhala ndi zibwenzi zosiyanasiyana, nthawi yayitali ndipo ndimagonana ndi amayi ochulukirapo koma pafupifupi nthawi iliyonse sindimamva konse mbolo yanga mpaka kutulutsa magazi ndikubwera, sizinali zosangalatsa chotere . Zachidziwikire kuti sizamphamvu ngati maliseche a Porn !!

Ndinalemba izi kwa anzanga omwe ndakhala nawo, sindinakhale nawo okwanira kapena ine sindimangokonda zogonana .. LOL…

Kenako, pamene ndinali kuyandikira zaka 25, kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kunapitirira kukula ndipo zolaulazo zinayamba kuipiraipira. Pamapeto pake ndinayamba kuvutika kuti ndikhale ndi pakati pogonana ndipo patapita kanthawi, sindinathe kuzikweza ndikayang'ana zolaula. Nditataya mtima pang'ono ndinapeza Your Brain pa zolaula, zomwe zinali chaka chatha. LINK KU UTHENGA

* Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 20 yemwe ndamaliza maphunziro anga kusekondale ndili wamng'ono (15). *

Ndakhala ndikukula kuyambira pomwe ubongo wanga unandinyenga kuti ndichite kusamba, sindinaphunzitsidwe nawo za momwe ndimakulira ndi makolo achipembedzo amisala komanso abwenzi amanjenje.

Posakhalitsa ndinasamukira pamabuku a zovala, kenako masewera a pakompyuta (DOS) ndipo pamapeto pake ndikupita pa intaneti pafupi ndi zaka za 16.

Ndinkadalira kwambiri kusukulu ya sekondale ndipo ndinaganiza kuti ndine woipa ndipo sindinayambe ndakhala ndi mtsikana yemwe ankandikonda (kapena ndinaganiza).

Ndinapyola zaka 3 za yunivesite popanda kuyambitsa ubale uliwonse chifukwa chosakhala ndi chikhumbo komanso mantha a kukanidwa ndi mantha a amayi amene ndimaganiza kuti angawononge moyo wanga atatha kuona kusweka kwa mabanja. Izi zinandichititsa kuzindikira kwanga.

Komabe, nthawi yanga yoyamba kugonana ndi woperekeza yemwe anali mphindi 30 'bang' ndipo ndinalira ndikulowera kunyumba.

Kenaka ndinayamba kugonana ndi anyamata osiyanasiyana a 6-7 nthawi iliyonse ndikapita kukacheza ndi anzanga angapo.

Nthawi iliyonse ndikagonana ndi akazi okongola awa (apamwamba otumizira amilandu omwe ali ovomerezeka m'dziko lino), sindimangokhalira kukondwera ndi kugonana, kuyang'ana ndi kukhudza pamatupi awo kunali kotopetsa komanso kosavuta ngakhale kuti awa anali atsikana ine Ndinalota ngati chaka cha 12 chaka chimodzi.

Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala wamaliseche ndikuchoka koma kangapo sindimatha kuzisamalira, ndimangodzipha ndikudziseweretsa maliseche ndikumaliza motero.

Ndikadakhala ndi mabelu akulira panthawiyi, koma ndinanena kuti kugonana sikungokhala kosangalatsa komanso kuti ndimayenera kugwirizana kwambiri ndi mtsikana kuti ndikhale wosangalala.

Ndadula pafupifupi miyezi 4 yapitayo pomwe ndidakumana ndi msungwana wogwira ntchito m'munda womwewo ndimakwera malo omwera mowa, tidayamba ndipo adanditumizira uthenga, ndidamutengera masiku angapo ndipo sindinamupsompsone kapena kumugwira .

Potsirizira pake anafika kumalo kwanga ndipo tinapanga zomwe zinkangokhala ndi ine ndikuwombera maulendo angapo ndikumupangira.

Izi zinapitilira maulendo angapo ndipo potsiriza tinali pabedi palimodzi ndipo ndakhala ndikugwedezeka mwakhama kwa theka la ola ndikupanga ndi msungwana wabwino kwambiri.

Nditangomaliza kuika kondomu ndipo iye anakhala pamwamba pa ine ndinapita mofewa, ndipo ndinataya boner wanga.

Anakhumudwa koma anangogona tulo.

Nthawi zina tinkayesera izi nthawi zonse zimatha ndikumuchotsa koma pamene ndimayesera kuti ndimuthamangire palibe chomwe chingachitike.

Anakwiya kwambiri ndipo ananditchula mayina ambiri pakati pawo * 'gay'** ndipo anandinena kuti sindinamukonde, ndi zina zotero.*

Ndinasiya nyumba ndi misonzi ndikumuwona kanthawi kochepa tisanayambe kucheza.

* Zinandigunda ngati chitoliro m'mimba, ndinali wokonzeka kudzipha. Ndinali nditalephera monga mwamuna, ndinalephera monga wokondedwa komanso bwenzi *

Patapita masabata angapo ndinayamba kumuneneza pa kuthawa ndikunena kuti akanandipatsa mwayi wambiri ndipo nthawi yambiri yolankhulana ikuchitika.

Pamapeto pake mwina anali wankhanza, koma inali vuto lomwe limakhudzana ndi mutu wanga, ndipo ngakhale zikadakhala zothandiza kuti agwire ntchito ndi ine - ndiyenera kukonza ndekha.

Ndinamuuza kuti ndachita maliseche kwambiri ndikuti ndisiya koma anangonena kuti sanapangidwe, ndikusiya kuyimba foni.

Ndinayesetsa kuti ndisagwiritse ntchito maliseche tsiku la 4-5 ndikuwonekeranso zinthu zokhudzana ndi reddit, komano ndikubwerera mobwerezabwereza ndipo zikanakhala zaulemerero, ndingathe kuwonetsa zithunzi zolaula.

Nthawi iliyonse ndikanena kuti ndi nthawi yomaliza, tommorow ndisiya. Koma nthawi zonse ndimabwereranso.

Nditawona kuyankhula kwa TED za kuopsa kwa chizoloŵezi chogonana kunandichititsa kuzindikira kuti ngati sindingathe kusintha moyo wanga, ndidzakhala ndi mavuto kwa moyo wanga wonse.

Ine ndiribe ulemu ndi kudzidalira mwa ine ndekha ngati mnyamata pakali pano koma ndikudziwa kuti ndikhoza kumanganso ndikusintha moyo wanga.

Patha maola 30 kuchokera pomwe ndamaliza kuseweretsa maliseche ndipo ngakhale sindinachotse zolaula zanga zonse ndadzilonjeza ndekha kuti nthawi ino ndi yayikulu.

Moyo wanga umadalira pa izo pambuyo pa zonse.

Lembani kuti muthandizane

Mbiri yanga ndi zolaula: monga ambiri pano, ndinayamba kuonera zolaula ndili ndi zaka 13 (pakali pano ndili ndi zaka 23). Mosakayikira, zinali zodabwitsa ndipo zinandipangitsa kukonda kwambiri ndikangoyang'ana koyamba.

Zithunzi zolaula zomwe ndidaziwonapo ndizomwe nditha kufotokoza bwino ngati "fetish orgy". Kusinkhasinkha kwathunthu kwa mwana wamwamuna wakale wa 13. Sindikudabwa kuti fetus uyu adakhala gawo langa; Makanema onse azolaula omwe ndimayang'ana amaphatikizira izi. Inali nsonga yayikulu ya chinthu chonsecho kwa ine.

Koma zinali pafupi zaka 3 zapitazo, ndikayika kompyuta pakhomo langa, zinthuzo zimachotsedwa. Kupeza zolaula kunakhala kosavuta; nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimatha kungotseka chitseko changa ndi PMO kwa ola limodzi kapena awiri. Inayamba ndi 1 nthawi 2 patsiku ndipo kenako inapita patsogolo ku 3 ku 6.

Sindingathe kufotokoza momwe ndinapusitsidwira. Kuchita maliseche nthawi 6 patsiku sikuwoneka ngati kolakwika kapena kwachilendo kwa ine. M'malo mwake, zimandipangitsa kumva ngati nyama yogonana. Ndikuganiza kuti zinthu ngati "ndikakhala ndi chibwenzi azivutika kuti azindipeza".

Koma zachidziwikire, zonsezi zitha kutsogolera ku…

Kusanza ndi kukhumudwa chifukwa cha zolaula: Pakadali pano ndikulimbana ndi kulephera kumva kukhudzidwa ndi akazi enieni. Ndikudziwa m'maganizo mwanga kuti ndimawaona kuti ndi okongola, koma zili ngati chilakolako chogonana chatsekedwa mu khola muubongo mwanga ndipo sichingafalikire ku thupi langa lonse. Sindingamve mwakuthupi, titero kunena kwake.

Poyamba ndimaganiza kuti ndimangosankha (ndili ndi miyezo yapamwamba ya atsikana ndipo sindikuwona ngati vuto), koma nditapunthwa mwangozi ku YBOP ndili 100% ndikutsimikiza kuti ndi yokhudzana ndi zolaula. Pambuyo pa zolaula zambiri ubongo wanga waiwala momwe ungakondwere ndi atsikana enieni.

Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kunapha "kuyendetsa" kwanga. M'zaka zapitazi ndakhala ndikuchulukirachulukira, mpaka kufika podzipezera china chilichonse kupatula kupita kukoleji kapena malo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi. College inakhalanso nsembe ya tsiku ndi tsiku. Ndinayamba kudana nazo chifukwa ndimayenera kuchoka panyumba chifukwa cha izi.

Kuyambiranso: nditalephera kawiri (masiku 6 otsatizana, kenako kubwereranso, kenako masiku 7 otsatizana ndi kubwereranso kwina), ndinaganiza kuti nthawi yakwana yoti ndiyambe kuchita zinthu mozama.

Ndinayamba kuchotsa zolaula zonse pakompyuta yanga. Ndizosatheka kuyambiranso ngati muli ndi chilichonse chatsalira. Zili ngati kuyesa kulimbana ndi uchidakwa ndi botolo la Johnnie Walker akukuyang'anirani pamwamba pa alumali yanu.

Zizindikiro zosiya kugonana: Pakadali pano ndikuyamba kuyambiranso kugonana ndipo zikuwoneka kuti chilakolako chofuna kudzisangalatsa chimakwera ndi kutsika ngati mtsinje. Kuchokera ku zoyesayesa zam'mbuyomu ndinganene kuti zimakhala zovuta poyamba (masiku awiri mpaka anayi); kenako zimakhala zosavuta kenako zimakhala zovuta kachiwiri. Komabe, ndikuyang'anitsitsa nkhaniyi.

Ndinawona kuti ndimatha kukana mosavuta zomwe zingayambitse koma ndimakhala ndi zovuta zina. Iwo adatsala pang'ono kundipangitsa misala panthawi yanga yoyamba koma anali ovuta nthawi yachiwiri. Ndikumva kuti zikuwonjezereka pang'ono kulimbana nawo.

Ubwino woyambitsanso: pa nthawi yanga yayitali kwambiri mpaka pano ndaona zabwino zingapo zazing'ono, zabwino kwambiri mwa izo ndichakuti ndimatha kulankhula mokweza komanso momveka bwino. Nthawi zonse ndimakumana ndi mavuto ndi zimenezo, ndipo n'zodabwitsa kuti zitha kukhala bwino ngati sindigwiritsa ntchito PMO. Ndikufunanso mawu anga omveka bwino.

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Chabwino, ndiloleni ndiyambe. Molunjika mpaka kumapeto.

Ndili ndi zaka 24, ndipo nthawi zonse ngakhale panali vuto lochita maliseche komanso zolaula. Zomwe zili, ndikuganiza, nthawi iliyonse ndimayesera kufotokoza za vutoli kwa abwenzi kapena makolo anga, ngakhale ndimakhala wopenga kuyambira "aliyense amawonera zolaula ndikuchita maliseche".

Kulekeranji? Kenako ndidakhala pachibwenzi choyamba, ndidakhala zaka 4 ndi theka. Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto la ED kapena kukhala ndi vuto lotseguka popeza ndinali wokonda kwambiri ndipo ndimakhala ndi chilakolako chogonana kwambiri. Komabe, china chake chinali chosokoneza ... ngakhale titagonana kangapo patsiku, sizinali zosangalatsa. Ndinkachita zachiwerewere, nthawi zina msanga, koma ndinkafunikabe kupita ku zolaula ndi maliseche.

Sindinachite manyazi nazo, ndidayankhula naye zavutoli: NDIMAKUMBUKIRA ndikuyankha yankho lake ngati kuti linali dzulo: ”Wokondedwa, ili si vuto. Izi zikutanthauza kuti ndinu wabwinobwino… mukadapanda kuchita izi, ndikhulupilira kuti sindinu abambo ”. Ndipo ndine wophunzira wamaphunziro, wobwera kuchokera kumakhalidwe abwino ndipo ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa ku yunivesite ... Ndipo amalinso akuchokera pachuma chambiri.

Ndimakhudzidwa ngakhale kuti NDINALI WOFUNIKA KUGANIZIRIRA KUTI NDINALI CHINTHU CHINACHITIKA NDI INE! Izi zinali zaka 5 zapitazo.

Ubale unatha, pazifukwa zake, anakumana ndi mkazi wina… komabe vuto lomwe linali kuchepa komanso vuto lachiwerewere limakulabe. Pang'ono ndi pang'ono mpaka kuyimitsa kunakhala kosatheka kwathunthu ... ndimatha kukhala masiku athunthu ndikukula. Kenako, zidanditengera nthawi yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito ndalama kuntchito, kochita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kutuluka ndi anzanga ngakhale kuphunzira. Ndinadziwa kuyambira pachiyambi pomwe panali china chake cholakwika ndi zoyipa izi, koma ndinali wachichepere kwambiri komanso wopusa kufunafuna kutsimikizika kwa wina ndisanayisamalire.

Masiku ano, ndiyenera kuvomereza kena kake: Ndine wosuta. Osatengera zolaula zokha, komanso maliseche. Sindimakhalanso wamaliseche ndikamasewera maliseche. Zimamva bwino, koma palibenso malingaliro omwe ndimakhala nawo.

Ndikuyesera kutaya pakadali pano zaka 2. Nthawi iliyonse, ndi nkhani yofanana ... Ndimatuluka masiku a 7, masiku a 10, kenako ndikupitilira ndipo posakhalitsa ndimabwerera kuonera zolaula.

Ndinayamba kuchoka kwambiri nditazindikira kuti Yourbrainonporn masiku 10 apitawa. Kuyambira pamenepo sindinkaonerera zolaula koma ndinkasewera maliseche kanayi lero. Vuto ndilakuti, ndinazindikira, bwalo loipa: Ndikutanthauza kuti ndimayima masiku 10, kusinthasintha KOYIPA ndipo ndikadzilola Fap kamodzi kokha, ndikudziwa kuti ndipita katatu patsiku lomwelo, ndipo izi ikhoza kukhala sabata.

Eya, ine ndiri mkati mwake.

Palibe chisonkhezero, waulesi, ubongo wa ubongo (ndipo ndikudalira ine, masukulu anga akhala akugwetsa BAAAAD. Ndinkakhala wachiwiri pa gulu lonse la ophunzira ku yunivesite, lero ndikukhala pakati pa omaliza.)

Chifukwa chake uku ndikusintha kwa moyo. Ndikufunika ndibwerere panjira KAPENA NDINE GONNA LOOSE ZONSE. ZONSE. Izi sizikutanthauza kutulutsa maliseche komanso zolaula, Ndizopulumutsa bulu wanga chifukwa ndili ndiudindo waukulu, ntchito yovuta ndipo sindingakwanitse kukhala ndekha.

Ndinapita kwa asing'anga omwe anandipeza ndi matenda ovutika maganizo, ndipo ndinalandira chithandizo. Koma sizinagwire ntchito.

Choyamba: Zikomo kwambiri kumudzi uno. Chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti sindinachite misala, ndipo tsopano ndikupeza kuti sindili ndekha. Ndili ndi matenda amisala kapena zina zazikulu monga izi popeza ndimadzimva ndekha, ndili ndekha mwa ine ngakhale ndimaganiza kuti pali vuto ndi zolaula komanso maliseche.

Chachiwiri: NDIDZAFUNIKA KuthANDIZA. MFUNDO YATHU. Ndikudziwa kuti ndikugwira ntchitoyi ndipo ndili ndi ndondomeko yowotulukira.

Ndikusunga zolemba chifukwa sindikufunanso kunama, osati kwa ine ndekha kapena kwa aliyense. Ndikufuna kukhala womasuka ndipo izi zimayamba povomereza zolakwitsa.

Chifukwa chake ndimakhala wopanda zolaula pa tsiku la 11 ndipo ndimatha kuzisunga (zowongolera pc ndi mafoni, ndilibe mapasiwedi kotero sindingathe kuzisintha).

Koma NDIMAKHULUPIRIRA (ndipo sindimayankhanso zomwe anthu amaganiza kuyambira nthawi iyi, ndikudziwa kuti ndikulondola ndipo maphunziro adzagwirizana nane pambuyo pake ndikutsimikiza) .

Kotero ine ndiri pa tsiku 1 chifukwa cha maliseche.

Ndimatsatira izi pa www.dontbreakthechain.com . Ngati izi zingathandize aliyense.

Popeza ndili m'chipatala, ndikuganiza kuti ndikuyesera ndikutsatira ndondomeko yowonjezera.

Ndikutanthauza kuti zidandipweteka kwambiri m'magawo onse amoyo wanga, masiku 10 osawoneka bwino anali owopsa, NDINAKUMVA kutaya mtima, kutaya mtima kwambiri Monga ndimafuna kudzipha kuti ndimalize ululu womwe ndimamva ndipo sindimatha kufotokoza . Kusinthasintha kumakonda kundipangitsa misala.

Ndikhulupirire kuti iyi ndi njira yovuta ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti nkhani yanga idzachititsa munthu kukhala ndi chikumbumtima kuti ZINTHU N'ZOTHEKA

Izi ndizowonjezereka, pang'ono pokha komanso zovuta, tsamba lotsatira lidzandifotokozera mwachidule komanso mawu osankhidwa mosamala. Apa ndikukhala pomwepo, ndikuyembekeza kuti mudzanditsata paulendo uno (kuchokera ku gehena !!).

Tsiku # 56: Ndikukhala winawake.

Ndafika kawiri kuposa masiku anga akulu a 26 opanda zolaula. Ndayamba kuiwala momwe zimawonekera. Zachidziwikire, ndikulimbikitsabe kuseweretsa maliseche koma palibe chomwe chikuwoneka kuti chimandipangitsa kuyang'ananso zolaula.

Ndinaphunzira kuti zolaula sizidzakwaniritsa ine. Mwinanso ndimatha kuziwonera kuti ndizimva bwino nthawi zonse koma sizingandipange kukhala munthu yemwe ndimayenera kukhala. Kulamulira moyo wanga kudzandikwaniritsa. Kukhala wokhazikika mu zenizeni zanga (zosangalatsa, sukulu, kuyenda, ndi zina zambiri) zindikwaniritsa. Kubisala ndi zolaula sikungakhale kwanzeru kwa ine.

Ndikakwera basi ndikukhala pafupi ndi msungwana wokongola, ndimakhala ndi erection. Ndaziphonya kwambiri. Sindikumvetsa chifukwa chake zolaula zimayambitsa ED koma zili ngati ndabwerera kusukulu yasekondale. Ndine wamkulu tsopano kotero sindingathe kukhala ndi zolaula popanda ED.

Ndinaphunzira kuti zolaula sizingandisangalatse. Atsikana amenewo sasamala za ine. Choyipa chachikulu ndikuti sindinkawasamalira. Ndikungowayembekezera kuti achiza zowawa zanga koma sizotheka. Kungokhala kukondoweza kosatha, chododometsa, chinyengo choti ndimatha kuwongolera moyo.

Kupewa zolaula ndikukakamiza kuti ndikhale munthu wokhoza kukhala ndi moyo wapamwamba, tsiku limodzi panthawi.

Moni Star! Sindikukhulupirira kuti ndidakwanitsa mwezi umodzi!: Bwenzi latsopano, kumenya PIED, pomaliza ndikuyamba kumva ngati mwamuna weniweni.

Masiku 30 a nofap. Zosaneneka. Lero ndimakhala ngati mwamuna weniweni ndikamayenda m'misewu; Ndili ndi chidaliro, ndimayang'ana anthu m'maso, ndimayankhula momasuka ndi alendo, ndimamva bwino kwambiri za ine ndipo nthawi zonse ndimafuna kutuluka mnyumba ndikukachita zakunja, kukafufuza malo atsopano, ndi zina zambiri.

Chaka chapitacho ine ndinali muchisokonezo choipa pamene mkazi wanga anandisiya; lero ndine munthu watsopano wokonzeka kuyamba moyo watsopano ndi chibwenzi changa. Mitengo yammawa imabwerera m'mawa uliwonse, PIED pa bedi ndakhala ndikupita pokha pokhapokha ndikukhala ndi nkhawa panthawi ya PIV, koma palibe chachikulu. Zonse zikomo kwa inu anyamata komanso mudzi wa nofap.

Ndidakali ndi njira yayitali yoti ndikapezeke kuchipatala kuchokera ku PMO (kuyendetsa kugonana ndikotsika pang'ono, kufooka kwina kumeneko, nkhawa, magwiridwe antchito a dopamine ... mukudziwa), koma ndikuyembekezera cholinga changa chotsatira: masiku 90.

Zabwino kwambiri: Ndili ndi chidwi chofikira, zili ngati mwina mwina palibe.

TL; DR: nofap ikusintha moyo wanga pang'onopang'ono ndipo sindikuyang'ana kumbuyo!

Mtsinje wa moyo ndi mafuta adziko…

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