Zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndaphunzira kapena kupindula nazo ndi… Kuyamikira atsikana monga anthu. Koma kuti mumvetse izi kapena kuti mupeze zomwezi, ndikuloleni ndikupatseni nkhani zina. Ndinapita mumonki mode. Ndinayesetsa kuti ndisayang'ane abulu a atsikana, ma boobs, m'malo mwake ndimangoyang'ana zokambirana. Maso ake. Atsikana ena akhoza kukhala okongola bwanji. Ndipo eya akadali wokondetsa zakuthupi, amangosamala zakunja koma… sindikudziwa. Ndimakonda kuyang'ana nkhope za atsikana okongola. Sindingathe kuthandizira. Ndimalowa.
Komanso ndimakonda kusamala za umunthu wa atsikana mochulukirapo. Ngakhale msungwana ali wokongola kwambiri koma umunthu wake umakhala wosafunikira, ndimadzipeza kuti sindimakhala wokonda kwambiri. Tsopano sindikunena kuti ndine Casanova tsopano, zonse zomwe ndikunena ndikuti tsopano ndimvetsetsa zomwe ndikufuna ndipo sindikuopa kuti ndizitsatira. Kaya ndimupeza mtsikanayo kapena ayi, zilibe kanthu. Ndimakonda kuthamangitsa ndipo kuthamangitsa kumangopangitsa zonsezo kukhala zofunikira.
Chitani zinthu zosasangalatsa. Mvula yozizira tsopano ndiyosangalatsa. Ndikutanthauza, amandipwetekabe ndikadzuka 5:30 am, koma kupatula kuti ngati ili 10:00 am m'malo ndikusamba, amamva zodabwitsa. Ndaphunziranso kuti kudzikweza momwe ungathere ndi momwe umamvera bwino. Ziwanda zina zazikulu m'mbiri zanena kuti nthawi yomwe amamva kuti anali amoyo kwambiri inali pamene anali pafupi kufa. Pachitsanzo chocheperako, izi zitha kukhala zowona pamoyo watsiku ndi tsiku. Chitani zinthu zomwe zimawopsa kapena zomwe zimakupangitsani mantha. Zimangomva bwino mukamazichita.
Ndili ndi maziko olimba omwe ndili. Maganizo anga nthawi zina amasintha ndipo ndimatha kumva bwino kapena kuwipira, koma nthawi zambiri ndimakhazikika pomwe ndili. Tsiku lililonse, ndimayamba pafupifupi 8 kapena kupitilira apo. Nditha kusinthasintha koma osati monga kale. Zovuta kwambiri zomwe ndidamvapo kwakanthawi mwina ndi 6. Wopambana ndi wazaka 10. Ndipo a 10 akumva bwino kwambiri kuposa kale. Koma izi zidabweranso ndikupanga kuyesetsa kusinkhasinkha tsiku lililonse. Posachedwa, ndakhala ndikuchedwa koma zenizeni. Kusinkhasinkha ndikupha. Ndimakhazikika komanso ndimakhala mwamtendere ndikamachita kuposa momwe sindimachitira.
Ndatenga zinthu zatsopano, ndayika zonse zomwe ndili nazo m'moyo wanga, ndipo mwambiri ndakhala womasuka ndekha. Ndayamba kukweza masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikukhala ndi chizolowezi chomwe ndimachita sabata iliyonse. Ndimapanga yoga. Ndimasewera mpira kawiri pamlungu ndimasewera kumapeto kwa sabata. Monga wachinyamata, ndili ndi ntchito. Ndimamaliza ntchito yanga kusukulu ndikumaliza magiredi anga. Ndimasangalalako kangapo pamlungu. Ndimayesetsa kusinkhasinkha tsiku lililonse. Ndimacheza ndi anzanga nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndingathe. Ndipo ngati ndili ndi nthawi yaulere, ndiye kuti imakoma kwambiri chifukwa chosowa kwambiri. Ndipo chifukwa cha nofap ndimakhala ndikudziyang'anira ndikudziwongolera kuti ndikhalebe.
Ndipo zokonda zatsopanozi komanso zosangalatsa zomwe zandichitikira zandipangitsa kuti ndizizungulira anthu, atsikana ndi anyamata chimodzimodzi chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti ngakhale ndimafuna kucheza nawo ndipo sitifuna, ndimakhala ndi zosowa nthawi zonse. Ndipita kukachita. Ndiwerenga. Ndikhoza kuyeretsa, kupeza ntchito. Sindimadalira ena. Ndipo ndingonena kuti popeza ndidayamba kutengera malingaliro amenewo, kuti sichinthu chofunikira kwambiri kucheza ndi anthu omwe ndakhala ndikuchita izi kwambiri. Sindimaletsedweratu. M'malo mwake, nthawi yomaliza yomwe bwenzi ndidachimitsidwa ndimaganiza kuti mwezi umodzi kapena apo. Ndipo zinali pazifukwa zomveka.
Chowonadi ndi chakuti, Nofap ndiyopindulitsa pamoyo. Zimakupatsani nthawi, nyonga, mphamvu, kudziletsa, komanso chidaliro. Ndipo ngakhale ndidakali ndi mphindi zanga zochepa ndikudziwa kuti ndi nthawi, zinthu zonse ziyenera kuchitika. Ndizowona momwe akumvera.
Sindikuganiza kuti ndikufuna kusiya vutoli. Ndizosangalatsa kudziwa kuti ndimatha kupita nthawi iliyonse ndikukhala omasuka pakhungu langa. Sindikumva kuti ndili ndi vuto lowonera zolaula kapena manyazi ofuna china chomwe sindingakhale nacho. Nthawi zina ndi atsikana. Ndipo zili bwino.
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ZOCHITIKA - Sindinachite maliseche kwazaka zopitilira ziwiri
Ndinkakonda kupita ku subreddit. Idandigwira ndikufufuza mwachisawawa lero kotero ndidayang'ana tsamba loyamba. Kukumbukira momwe moyo wanga unkakhalira kunayamba kuonekera. Ndinazindikira kutalika komwe ndachokera.
Sindinachite maliseche kwazaka zopitilira ziwiri.
Ndine wolemba mabulogu tsiku lililonse - Ndimapanga zinthu zolimbikitsa, zothandiza, komanso zolimbikitsa tsiku lililonse. Ndakhala ndikuchita izi kwa miyezi isanu ndi umodzi yapitayo.
M'mawa uliwonse ndimasinkhasinkha kwa mphindi khumi ndi zisanu. Nthawi zina kawiri patsiku.
Ndili ndi bwenzi labwino lomwe ndidakumana nalo pa Spring Break; takhala pachibwenzi kwa miyezi isanu ndi iwiri.
Ndayamba laibulale ndipo m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi ndadya mabuku monga; Malingaliro a Marcus Aurelius, Makalata ochokera ku Stoic wolemba Lucius Seneca, The Dhammapada, The Upanishads, The Bhagavad Gita, The Power of Now wolemba Eckhart Tolle. Ndingayese kunena kuti ndawerenga mabuku makumi atatu m'miyezi itatu kapena inayi yapitayo.
Ndaphunzira za moyo, ndipo nditsata mwankhanza zomwe ndikufuna. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndikulemba izi kuchokera ku malo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi, imodzi mwantchito zanga ziwiri, ndipo pa Disembala 15 ndikuyenda kwa theka la mwezi ku Germany, ndi miyezi isanu ndi umodzi ku Southeast Asia. Ndalama zonse zomwe ndagwirapo.
Ndadziseka ndekha ndikamayatsa moto ndi anzanga apamtima. Ndakhala wopusa m'maphwando anyumba, ndipo ndaphunzira zoyenera. Ndaphunzira kuti mawonekedwe azikhala osangalala nthawi zonse monga zimaperekera.
Kudzera pamaulendo akusewera mafunde, komanso maulendo obwerera kumbuyo, komanso maulendo apamasana ndadabwitsidwa mwachilengedwe. Ndamva mtendere wosaneneka, bata, ndi chisangalalo mwa kusinkhasinkha. Ndipo ndakhumudwitsidwa chifukwa cholephera kulowa pamwambamwamba mwakufuna kwanga.
Pokhapokha wina atakhala ndi chidwi, sindiwauza kuti zinayamba ndi zovuta kuti ndisakhudze Dick wanga tsiku limodzi. Ndipo osakhoza.
Sindikuganiziranso za kuseweretsa maliseche. Sizidutsa m'malingaliro mwanga.
Izi ndizotheka, ndikukulonjezani. Ndipo chuma chomwe chikudikirira omwe angathe - ndizodabwitsa.
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