Ndadziwa kuti ndinali ndi vuto kuyambira 2006 pomwe ndidakumana ndi mkazi wanga za kuchuluka kwa nthawi yomwe ndinali PMO'ng. Chabwino ndimaganiza kuti sindinali "wabwinobwino" kale koma 2006 ndi nthawi yomwe ndidayamba kufunafuna thandizo. Ndidayamba upangiri ndipo ndidalowa mgulu la anthu 12 kuti andithandizire ndikudziwa kuti ndimagwiritsa ntchito PM kudzipangira mankhwala, kuthawa moyo wanga, udindo wanga, komanso mavuto. Makamaka ndimangotaya mtima komanso kuyankhula zoyipa m'mutu mwanga. Zinandipangitsa kuti ndizimva kulamulira komanso kukhala wamphamvu.
Ngakhale kuti ndinali nditataya ntchito za 2 chifukwa cha vuto langalo, zikuwoneka kuti sindinataye mtima wokwanira ndipo ndimavutika kusunga mtundu uliwonse wa kupewa. Nditataya mkazi wanga, abale anga, nyumba yanga komanso kusakhazikika kwachuma ku 2009 m'malo moyesa kusintha chilichonse ndinapita mbali ina yonse ndikuyenda maola osaonera ndikuonera zolaula. Sindinkagwiranso ntchito ndipo ndinali kukhala ndi mlongo wanga ndisanapange chisankho chotsimikiza kuti ndataika mokwanira kufunafuna moyo wanga.
Tsiku langa lodziletsa / baji ndi 12.26.12, koma tsiku lokhalo lofunikira ndi tsiku lomwe ndikukhalamo. Ndikulingalira kuti ndimayeseza modekha, koma chifukwa sindinakwatire nthawi zonse zimakhala ngati zovuta. Ndimayesetsa kupezeka pamphindi iliyonse ya tsiku lililonse ndipo ndimapezekapo pagulu la anthu 12 ogonana nawo.
Ndayambiranso kukhulupiriridwa komanso kukhala ndi moyo wabanja langa komanso wakale ndipo ndakhala ndikugwiranso ntchito zaka zitatu. Tsiku lililonse ndi losiyana ndipo masiku ena (monga lero) ndi ovuta koma sizokhudzana ndi zovuta zanga, sikungataye zomwe ndagwira ntchito molimbika kuti ndibwezere m'moyo wanga.
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