Miyezi 8 - Kuyambira namwali mpaka pachibwenzi

LINK - Sindinayang'ane zolaula zilizonse miyezi 2

By JNathanK

August 08, 2012

Ndinasiya kuseweretsa maliseche kwakanthawi kwa miyezi 6 koma ndimapitilizabe zolaula nthawi iliyonse, ngakhale ndimayesetsa kupewa. Zomwe zidandichititsa kuti ndikhale zolaula. Ndinadzinyenga ndikuganiza kuti zinali bwino chifukwa kunalibe phindu, koma zowona zake ndizotsikirabe. Zothekera zomwe atsikanawo sankafuna kuti zibwenzi zawo zakale kapena owabera aziyika poyambira. Kuyambira pamenepo, Sindinayang'ane zolaula kapena maliseche kwa miyezi yolimba ya 2, ndipo ndimamva bwino. Maganizo anga ndi oyeretsa kwambiri, komanso maloto anga. Ndilinso ndi chidaliro cholankhula ndi atsikana, chifukwa sindiyenera kuthana ndi vuto lodziwona ngati zinthu zogonana. Ndikuganiza kuti kupewa zolaula kwawonetsanso zosowa zanga zenizeni zamaganizidwe, zomwe ndi chikondi komanso kukondana. Kulowetsa matupi amaliseche kunangokhala kokhumudwitsa pazosowa zanga zam'maganizo zomwe sizinakwaniritsidwe.

Kumene maloto anga ankakonda kukhala ochulukirapo, malingaliro azakugonana omwe adakhazikitsidwa pazithunzi zomwe ndidaziwona kuchokera pakugwiritsa ntchito zolaula pafupipafupi, posachedwapa maloto anga adangowonetsa zokhumba za kuyandikira komanso kuyandikira. Ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zimakhudza mutu wanu, ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndakwanitsa kuthana nazo posachedwapa.

Ndikuganiza kuti chinyengo chosiya ndikuonetsetsa kuti muchotsa zolaula zonse pa hard drive yanu ndi maulalo onse osungidwa osawona zithunzizo ngati zingatheke. Ingotaya zonse zogulitsa ndikuwonetsetsa kuti palibe chomwe chatsalira. Ngati muwona ulalo ndikudina mwangozi, onetsetsani kuti mwachotsa nthawi yomweyo. Ndidadina mwangozi ulalo wamavidiyo masabata angapo apitawa omwe ndidayiwala, ndipo ndine wokondwa kuti ndinali ndi mphamvu yakuchotsa pazomwe ndidalemba. Ndimayesetsanso kuti malingaliro anga asadabwe ndikamafufuza zithunzi za google. Pali zodabwitsa zambiri zolaula zomwe zingapezekenso kumeneko.

Ndapezanso kuti kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso kukwera njinga kumandithandiza kuwotcha mphamvu zomwe ndingataye ndi zolaula. Ndizodabwitsa, chifukwa chowotcha pambuyo pake chimamverera kuti chimakhala chovuta nthawi zina. Pepani ndi zimenezo tmi.

Komabe, ndili ndi nyonga kuposa kale, ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti ndizisunga chomwechi. Ndikukhulupirira kuti ndigwiritsa ntchito tsambali kuti lindithandizire kukhalabe woona ndikuchikumbutsa zabwino zake.


August 22, 2012

Kwa inu omwe mukufuna kungosiya chifukwa chobwereranso, kumbukirani kuti zimatenga nthawi. Ndinkakhala osatulutsa Oing kwa miyezi 6 ndikumangogwiritsa ntchito zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche popanda kutulutsa umuna, kenako Oing mu Meyi. Kuyambira Meyi mpaka Juni ndidayambiranso ma binges a zolaula, pomwe ndimayesera kuseweretsa maliseche kuti ndikwaniritse zolaula popanda kutulutsa umuna koma ndimazichita mwangozi nthawi ndi nthawi. Ndidapanga lingaliro loti amateur nudes, zithunzi zosamba, ndi zithunzi zamkati, zomwe ndidapeza ku Tumblir m'malo onse, sizinali zolaula. Malingaliro anu, mukamalimbana ndi zosokoneza bongo, nthawi zambiri mumapeza malingaliro ovuta, ndipo muyenera kukhala owona mtima ndi inu nokha.

Pamapeto pake ndinasiya PM ndi O kumapeto kwa Juni, ndipo tsopano kumapeto kwa Ogasiti, chifukwa chake kumbukirani kuti kugwa pa kavalo kudzachitika, koma kumakhala kosavuta nthawi ina. Zili ndi ine mulimonse, ndipo ndilibe chidwi chofuna PMO monga momwe ndinachitira ndikayamba. Tsiku lina, ndidakumana mwangozi ndi kanema pa youtube wokhala ndi maliseche koma ndinali ndi chidwi chozimitsa ndikusunga mathalauza anga. Ngati ndikadakhala miyezi ingapo yapitayo, zikadanditsogolera kuti ndiwone masamba azolaula.


Zikomo ubongo wanu unasinthanso

February 12, 2013

Nditasiya kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula, ndinapeza bwenzi lenileni, ndipo limakwaniritsa kwambiri kuposa zolaula, ndipo sindikufuna kubwerera. Ndimafunitsitsabe kuti ndiziyang'ana ndikakhala ndi vuto la malingaliro anga omwe akumenyedwa ndi mapulogalamu otsatsa akugonana pa intaneti, koma ndikukumbukira momwe ndidaliri wopweteketsa mtima ndikamayang'ana zolaula ndikuthawa.

Ndinali nditatopa kwambiri pokhala namwali ndili ndi zaka makumi awiri, ndipo ndikutha kutsimikizira kuti zolaula ndizomwe zimandipangitsa kuti ndisapeze akazi enieni. Ndikulakalaka ndikadapeza zaka zanga zonse zobwerera, zovuta zonse zopanda moyo zomwe zidathetsa moyo wanga, koma kukhala m'mbuyomu kulibe kanthu, ndipo ndikumva kuti ndadalitsika kuthana nazo.

Ndili ndiubwenzi wokondana kwambiri, wokwaniritsa, komanso wapamtima ndi mtsikana yemwe ndikumuwona ndipo ndikuthokoza kwambiri chifukwa cha yourbrainonporn pondithandiza kuti ndiwongole mutu. Ngati mukuyenera kuchotsa kompyuta yanu, ingochita. Porn sizothandiza. … Osati kungokhala namwali chabe. Ndapeza kuti pali zochuluka kwambiri kuubwenzi ndi mkazi yemwe amapitilira zogonana kwathunthu ndikukwaniritsa zambiri, ngakhale ndakhala ndikugonana modabwitsa.

Chabwino, chabwino, ndipo ndikukhumba chisangalalo chopambana kwa onse kuyesera kuchotsa miyoyo yoyipa iyi.