Ndimamva ngati sitima yonyamula katundu panjanji yomwe imatsogolera kuchita bwino. Ngati ulendowu wandiphunzitsa chilichonse, ndiye kuti muyenera kutenga tsiku limodzi nthawi. Ndikulemba masiku limodzi ndi linzake, ndikukhala wocheperako munthu yemwe ndiyenera kukhala ndimayendedwe aliwonse padziko lapansi.
Ndikudziwa kuti ndikafika. Itha kukhala chaka chamawa, itha kukhala zaka zisanu, koma palibe wondisokoneza. Kudzimva kotereku ndikotonthoza - kumandithandiza kupukutira mano ndikutola zikwanira zanga lero, chifukwa ndikudziwa kuti zikhala bwino m'tsogolo.
Ndikumva kugwedezeka kwamkati kuchokera mkati. Pali masiku opuma, koma ambiri, ndimakhala ndi thanzi labwino lomwe limatsamira m'moyo, limandipangitsa kumwetulira ngati kopanda pake popanda chifukwa, kuseka mokweza ndikagona pabedi popanda chifukwa, kuyamikira kukongola kwakung'ono komwe kwabisala ndikukhala ndi moyo, ndipo ndimangomva bwino ngakhale nditakhala ndekha mnyumba yanga. Ndine, ndipo ndikuchita zomwe ndikuyenera kuchita, ndipo izi zimakhutiritsa.
Mwathupi, ndikumva bwino. Ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito mosasinthasintha, kuposa momwe ndakhalira kale. Sindinatengeko kanthu koma mvula yozizira. Ndakhala ndikuphika ndikudya zakudya zopatsa thanzi kunyumba. Ndimasungira kapheine wanga masana asanafike. Ndimagona pang'ono, ndimadzuka molawirira, ndimakhala wotsitsimulidwa, ndimawoneka bwino, ndipo khungu langa ndi lowala bwino.
Ndilimba mtima kwambiri. Ndili ndi chizolowezi chochita manyazi ndikulola anthu kuti azindikankhira. Ndinkadziuza ndekha kuti chifukwa ndinali wamphamvu ndipo ndimatha kuthana nazo, koma ndikuzindikira tsopano ndichifukwa ndinali wofooka ndipo ndimangowopa kuyimirira ndekha, chifukwa ulemu wanga udasiyidwa wakufa m'mbuna. Ndinkachitanso mantha ndi zovuta chifukwa ndinalibe malo; Ndinali anthu ambiri osangalatsa nkhawa. Tsopano ndili ndi malo. Zinthu zosakhala bwino sichinthu chachikulu, ndipo ndilibe vuto lotsutsana ndi anthu.
Maulendo omwe ndimayendera pamtunduwu amagwiritsidwa ntchito pafupipafupi kuposa momwe ndinayamba. Umu ndi momwe ziyenera kukhalira. Cholinga ndikuchotsa PMO mumalingaliro kwathunthu. Mukakhala moyo wamasiku onse, monga momwe umafunidwira kuti ukhale, sindidzakhala kuti ndimalingalira kuti sindikufuna kusefa. Ndikhala ndi mutu wowoneka bwino. Uwo ndi ufulu.
Lero ndi masiku makumi asanu ndi anayi kwa ine. Tsiku lililonse, monga ndidalemba kwina, ndi nkhondoyi. Kupambana kwakumbuyo sikukutanthauza kuti ndikwera ulere lero. Patsiku 30, masiku 90 adamva kutali kwambiri. Nditayandikira, ndinadabwa kuti nthawi imapita mwachangu bwanji. Nthawi imathamanga mukamasangalala. Nthawi imathamanga pamene simukumira chifukwa chodzinyansitsa ndi kuwala kwa kompyuta yanu m'chipinda chogona.
Anzathu apabanja, tiyeni tikhale olimba mtima ndikupanga izi kukhala chaka chabwino kwambiri m'miyoyo yathu.
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