Kuganiza kuti zanditengera nthawi yayitali kuti ndikapange post yanga yoyamba pano pa NoFap. Ndiyenera kunena, nditatha kuyesa kawiri kwa 90 + ya NoFap, uwu wakhala ulendo umodzi wodabwitsa.
Pali zinthu zingapo zomwe ndikanakonda kugawana, koma ndisanayambe ndikufuna kuwonjezera kanenedwe kakang'ono kameneka izi zitha kukhala zazitali. Ndiyesetsa kuisunga mwachidule momwe ingathere. Ngati muli ndi mafunso kapena ndemanga, chonde omasuka kufunsa.
Ndisanayambe NoFap ndinali ndi chizolowezi choipa kwa PMO monga ena ambiri ophunzitsira. Mofanana ndi chizolowezi china chilichonse, chilichonse kuyambira pamoyo wanga mpaka thanzi langa chawonongeka chifukwa cha izi. Gawo loyipitsitsa linali loti ndinkalungamitsa mutu wanga ndikunena kuti "ndilabwino kwa ine" komanso "si mankhwala osokoneza bongo". Kunena zowona, izi zinali zoyipa kuposa mankhwala aliwonse omwe ndakhala ndikudya komanso zinthu zochepa zomwe ndimachita. Ndimakhala wopanda chidwi ndi mayanjano amtundu wonse ndipo sindinkafuna kukwaniritsa zolinga zanga zazifupi zomwe ndidapanga zaka zingapo mmbuyo. Mndandanda ukupitilira, ndipo kawirikawiri ndimatha kulemba zonse PMO zandiwonetsera koma sizomwe NoFap imanena. Ndizokhudza kupita patsogolo komanso kulimbikira kotero lolani kuti mupeze zinthu zabwino!
Momwe ndidagonjetsera NoFap poyambira ndi pomwe ndimayang'ana nkhani ya TED yotchedwa "Kuyesa Kwakukulu Kwakuonera Zolaula" (zomwe ndikumvetsetsa kwanga ndizodziwika bwino pagawoli). Nthawi yonse yomwe ndimaganiza kuti nkhaniyi ndiyopanda pake ndipo atatchula NoFap komanso anthu ammudzi, ndidasokonezeka. "Pali gulu la anthu kunja uko omwe amadzizunza okha motere !?", Ndidachita mwachangu. Ndinali wokayika za izi kotero kuti ndinali ndi chidaliro kuti ngakhale nditapita masiku 30, ndidzakhala yemweyo. Mnyamata ndinali wolakwitsa…
Tsiku langa loyamba la 30 likupita mmenemo ndinali wopenga kwambiri. Kupita kozizira motere kunandipweteka kwambiri. Chinthu chokha chomwe chinali m'maganizo mwanga chinali kutha tsikulo monga momwe ndimakhalira. Kuti ndisokoneze malingaliro anga pa izi ndidaganiza zodzitanganitsa powerenga mabuku kapena kuphunzira masewera ena atsopano. Chododometsa chimodzi chidatsogolera ku china ndipo chinthu chotsatira mukudziwa kuti ndi tsiku 60 ndipo ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri zomwe ndimamva ngati ndingathe kuchita chilichonse. Ndinazindikira kwambiri zomwe zandizungulira ndikukhala wolimbikira ku yunivesite. Ndinali kupita patsogolo!
Tsiku 90 limabwera ndipo ndimamva ngati ngwazi. Ndinakwanitsa kuchita zinthu zomwe sindinaganizirepo. Pakati pa nthawiyi ndinayamba kufalitsa uthenga kwa anzanga onse za zomwe NoFap wandichitira, koma palibe amene amamvera. M'malo mwake, anzanga ambiri adanditsimikizira kuti ndinali ndi "mwayi" kuti ndimatha kukwanitsa masiku 90 oyambirira. Zinafika poti ndinkatsimikiza kuti sindinachite masiku 90 ndikuti sindingathe kuchokeranso ngakhale nditayesa. Ndinazitenga ngati zovuta.
Ndidaphwanya tsiku langa la 93 pa sabata yopanga kusefa, kungodziwa kuti ndimanyansidwa nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndimatero. Pambuyo pa sabata lonyansa ili, ndinali wolimba mtima mokwanira kuti ndizitha nthawi yayitali. Chifukwa chake ndinakhazikitsa cholinga masiku a 111 ndipo ndili pano!
Mawu sangathe kufotokoza kuchuluka kwa zomwe NoFap yasintha m'moyo wanga. Izi zikuphatikizira poyerekeza ndi momwe ndikumvera zenizeni. NoFap yapamwamba kwambiri (komanso yabwino kwambiri) yomwe NoFap yandipatsa, ndiyo kudziletsa. Ndikumva ngati kuti ndiokhawookhako komwe ndakhala ndikusowa pamoyo wanga wonse. Tsopano ndikumva kuti ndili pamwamba padziko lapansi !!
Ndine wokondwa kuti pomaliza pake ndalimbika mtima kulimba mtima kuti ndipange positi yanga yoyamba pano. Palibenso china chowonjezera kwa ine! Aliyense amene walemba apa wandithandiza mwanjira ina ndipo chifukwa cha izi ndikuthokoza nonse!
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by matabeleg49
ZOCHITIKA - Masiku a 150!
Ndipo amayi, ndikumva bwino!
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