Ndakhala pambali yachidziwitso ichi kwa miyezi ya 11 ndikuchita nawo NoFap kwa 3 ndi theka la zaka. Zolaula zinanditengera pachifuwa cha kudzipha kangapo chaka chatha. Ine ndinali pafupifupi nazo zokwanira. Ndinkamverera kuti ndine wamanyazi, komanso wofooka, ndipo ndinayamba kudzida ndekha. Koma sindinataye chiyembekezo chodzakhala kuti ndingakhale ndani.
Ndabwera kuno kudzanena kuti mutha kutero. Ndikukulonjezani kuti mutha. Zonse zikawoneka ngati zakuda kwambiri, musataye chiyembekezo. Ndinali chidakwa kwa zaka 5 ndi theka. Ndili ndi zaka 16. Ndinali ndi mwayi wopeza anthuwa ndisanadziphe, ndipo ndinali ndi mwayi wokhala ndi banja lomwe ndimakonda kwambiri kutaya. Ndikudziwa momwe kupsinjika kumamvekera: monga kumira kwanu pomwe aliyense okuzungulirani akusangalala ndi mpweya wabwino, ngati kuti muli ndi gawo limodzi mu moyo wanu lomwe limaphimba chilichonse chomwe chingakusangalatseni, ndipo chimangokulirakulira mukamakhazikika pamenepo.
Ndabwera kuno kudzanena kuti kumenya nkhondo sikupanda pake. Nditha kukhala kamwana kakang'ono chabe, koma ndimamenya nkhondo ngati gehena polimbana ndi zizolowezi zanga komanso nkhawa zanga. Ndipo ndidayamba kusangalala ndi zinthu zosavuta, monga nyimbo za makumi asanu. Ndimangokonda kuvina nyimbo zakale tsopano. Ndimachita usiku uliwonse ndikatsuka mano. Ndimakonda masewera, ndipo ndimadzikakamiza kuti ndikhale bwino tsiku lililonse. Ndinkakonda kuwerenga koma nditayamba kukhumudwa ndidayamba kuziona ngati ntchito. Ndili pafupi theka mpaka 1984 ndi George Orwell pakadali pano, ndipo ndimakonda. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndinganene kuti ndimatha kumvetsetsa lingaliro lakumva kukhala ndi moyo. Ndipo ngakhale ndikadakhumudwitsidwa ndikuti boma la US ndi gulu la anthu achiphamaso omwe amadera nkhawa phindu kuposa miyoyo ya omwe ali nawo, eh ehm, ndayamba kusangalala ndikukhala moyo tsiku lililonse.
Ndipo chifukwa chake ndinabwera kuno kuti moyo ndiyofunika kukhala ndi moyo. Tsopano ndine wolondolera wopulumutsidwa ku United States wa America, ndipo ndikugwira ntchito yanga yoyamba kumene ndimakumana ndi anthu abwino omwe ndimayembekezera kukuwona. Ndikuphunzitsa ana ang'ono kusambira, ndipo ndimakonda kugwira nawo ntchito. Ana aang'ono ndi okondwa komanso ofunitsitsa kumva, ngakhale zitatanthawuza kungoika nkhope zawo m'madzi koyamba. Nditha kuwona lero kuti zomwe ndachita zimakhudza, ndikuti nditha kuyamwetulira pamaso pa aliyense yemwe ndimakumana naye. Izi, kwa ine, ndizofunika kwambiri kuposa chilichonse. Nditha kuwona kufunikira kwanga pamaso pa anthu ena.
Ndipo tsopano ndikuyang'ana kumbuyo ndikuganiza kuti mwina sindinakhalepo pano kuti ndilembe lero ndikadapanga chisankho chothetsera nkhondo. Ndine wokondwa kuti ndagwiritsabe chiyembekezo. Nkhondoyi ndi yovuta ndipo imakhala pafupi zosatheka, koma osati kwathunthu. Mwina zidanditengera kubwerera zikwi chimodzi kapena kupitilira apo ndisanafike komwe ndili lero. Chifukwa chake chonde, musataye mtima. Ndikudziwa kuti mutha kutero! Ndipo chonde, ngati wina angafune kuyankhula za chilichonse, musamasuke kwa ine! Ndimakonda kulankhula ndi anthu ndipo ndine wanzeru pazaka zanga!
Ulendowu suli wamphamvu zoposa, njonda. Ndizokhudza kugwiritsira ntchito luso lomwe mudali nalo kale.
Btw, mawa madzulo ndikupita kukayenda dzuwa litalowa ndi mtsikana wokongola. Kwambiri, ndi wolimba 8.5 / 10. Ndipo amamwetulira kwambiri.
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