Sept-12
Ndakhala ndikuwerenga mabulogu ndi zolemba pamasamba awa kwakanthawi ndipo ndidaganiza zopanga akaunti. Ndine mnyamata / mwamuna wazaka 16 ndipo ndakhala ndikulowerera zolaula komanso maliseche kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 12. Ndazindikira posachedwa momwe izi zakhudzira moyo wanga. Ndili mwana ndinali wopanda nkhawa koma nditakula ndidayamba kukhala wokhumudwa kwambiri, wopanda chidwi komanso wamanyazi ndimawona ngati ndawononga moyo wanga pano ndipo ndatsimikiza mtima kusiya izi.
Ambiri mwa anyamatawa amakonda kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche, ndimamva anyamata akulankhula za zolaula nthawi zonse ndipo ndimamuuza mnzanga kuti ndasiya kuseweretsa maliseche & zolaula ndipo yankho lake linali "Bwanji ?! Sindingathe kukhala tsiku lopanda zinthu zimenezo! ”
Panopa ndili patsiku 2 lopanda maliseche (sindinayang'ane zolaula kwakanthawi) Kutalika kwambiri komwe ndakhala ndikupanda maliseche ndi milungu iwiri ya 2. Ndazindikira kuti nthawi iliyonse ndikachita maliseche masiku otsatirawa a 2-4 ndiwowopsa, chifukwa chomwe ndidapangira akaunti lero ndichakuti ndakhala ndi tsiku loipa kwambiri m'moyo wanga dzulo, ndidasweka chifukwa cha kupsinjika ndi mtima wosweka komanso Ndatsimikiza mtima kusintha moyo wanga tsopano.
Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidazindikira kuti kupewa kuseweretsa maliseche kuli ndi zabwino zambiri pafupifupi miyezi 2 yapitayo pomwe ndimapita pafupifupi masabata a 2 ndipo ndimalimba mtima ndipo ndimavutika kulankhula ndi atsikana komanso anthu omwe sindimadziwa. M'malo mwake nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidachita dala osachita maliseche ndidakumana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndidamukonda. Nthawi zonse ndikadziseweretsa maliseche ndimamva ngati zinthu zonse zoyipa zomwe zachitika mmoyo wanga zimabwera ndipo ndimayamba kukhumudwa ndipo sindilankhula ndi anthu, koma ndikapanda kuseweretsa maliseche ndimakhala ngati wosiyana kwambiri munthu, munthu amene anthu amakonda komanso munthu amene ndikufuna kukhala.
Ndikukonzekera kupita opanda P & M kwa mwezi umodzi kuti ndiwone komwe ndikufuna kupita kumeneko.
Lero linali tsiku labwino; ngakhale sindinagone tulo usiku watha chifukwa mtima wanga unasweka ndipo ndinakhala theka la tsiku ndikulira dzulo (zopusa ndikudziwa 
) zinali bwino. Ndikuyesera kukhala wotsimikiza ndipo ndikutha kuona kale zabwino zopewa.
Ndinali wolankhula kwambiri lero kuposa momwe ndimakhalira ndipo ndimalankhula ndi anthu omwe nthawi zambiri sindimalankhula nawo, ndinatumizanso mameseji mnzanga yemwe sindinalankhulane naye kwakanthawi zomwe zidapangitsa tsikulo kukhala labwino. Sindinapeze chilimbikitso choti ndiyang'ane P kapena M konse chifukwa sindili wokhutira (chomwe ndi chinthu chabwino).
9-13
Sindinagonenso mokwanira lero, zimawoneka ngati ndimangogona mosagona usiku wonse. Ndinkalota usiku, ino ndi nthawi yofulumira kwambiri yomwe ndidakhala nayo nditayamba kudziletsa.
Kusukulu ndinali kukhala patebulo ndipo anzanga akusukulu anali kukambirana zokhudzana ndi kugonana chifukwa mphunzitsi anali kunja, sindinanene zambiri chifukwa ndichidziwikire kuti sindinagonanepo (ngakhale anthu ambiri mkalasi mwanga ali) , izi zidandipangitsa kumva ngati kuti ndaphonya zinthu m'moyo wanga ngakhale sindimafuna kugonana ndisanakwatirane (osatinso ndi munthu amene sali woyenera nthawi yanga)
Ndili ndi zotsatira zabwino pamayeso anga a masamu lero omwe nthawi zambiri samachitika kotero ndine wokondwa kwambiri. Sukulu sinali yotopetsa monga momwe ndimapezera lero. Ndinali wokondanso kwambiri lero ndili wokondwa kunena. Palibe zolimbikitsanso lero.
9-17
Panopa ndili tsiku la 7 pazolinga zanga za 25; Ndakhala ndikuwona zinthu zambiri posachedwapa, chimodzi mwazo ndikuwona kuti anthu akuwoneka omvetsa chisoni komanso osakhala omasuka pamavuto (monga momwe ndinalili ndisanayambe kudziletsa)
Ndawona zabwino zambiri pakadali pano; Ndakhala ndikuyankhula zambiri, ndakhala ndikuchita bwino kwambiri kusukulu (ndapeza zotsatira zabwino kwambiri mkalasi mwanga polemba nkhani), ndatha kugona ndikumagona bwino kuposa kale ndipo ndakhala ndikupeza mipata yambiri yochezera ndi ena.
Sindinapeze chilimbikitso chilichonse chodziseweretsa maliseche kuyambira tsiku 1-6 koma lero ndili ndi chilimbikitso champhamvu chomwe ndikusangalala kuti sindinapereke. Sindikukhulupirira kuti ndawonapo zabwino zambiri pamlungu umodzi wokha!
9-21
Masiku omaliza a 3 akhala ovuta kwambiri kuti ndikulimbikitseni kuseweretsa maliseche, ndatsala pang'ono kubwereranso lero (ndikuthokoza kuti sindinatero) Ndikuwonabe zopindulitsa zikubwera ngakhale ndipo zikuwoneka ngati apeza bwino pakadutsa masiku koma ine Ndikulephera kukumbukira chifukwa chomwe ndikuchitira izi, mwina ndichifukwa chake ndidatsala pang'ono kupereka m'mawa uno.
Ndikutuluka usikuuno ndipo padzakhala mipata yambiri yocheza ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzawona kusintha kwa ine mtsogolo.
Ndakwanitsa kudziletsa tsopano, ndidasamba ozizira ndikumva bwino.
9-24
Masabata awiri! Pomaliza! Ino ndi nthawi yachiwiri yokha yomwe ndapanga milungu iwiri yopanda P & M (Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidapanga mpaka lero 2 ndikubwereranso) Ndikumva bwino lero, ndinali ndi chisangalalo chamoyo chomwe sindinakhalepo nacho ngakhale chikuwoneka adamwalira tsikulo likupita .. koma ndine wokondwa komabe.
Ndakhala ndikulephera kugona kachiwiri kwa masiku angapo apitawa koma sizoyipa monga kale, ndikuyamba kukhala womasuka ndikakhala ndi anthu ndikuyang'ana anthu m'maso, ndikumva bwino, ndiyenera kutero pitilizani kudzikumbutsa momwe zinthu zinalili kale ndikudziuza kuti sindikufuna kubwerera kumeneko.
Sindikudziwa ngati ndikuwongolera kapena ayi, zolimbikitsazo zinali zamphamvu tsiku la 10-13 koma zidakhala zosavuta.
9-25 -Rapsaps
Ndikuyesera kuti ndidzikhazike mtima pansi, ndimadzimvera chisoni pakadali pano koma ndikonza pulani ya cholinga changa cha sabata la 3. Masiku 15 tsopano ndi mbiri kwa ine ndipo sindingaiwale kuti ndafika pamenepo, ndiyenera kunyadira izi.
Choyamba Nazi zinthu zina zomwe ndazindikira ndi chifukwa chomwe ndakwiya:
Ndazindikira kuti ndimawona masiku oyamba osavuta kuti ndikhale odziletsa chifukwa momwe ndimamvera ndikabwereranso ndimakumbukirabe koma masiku akamapita ndimayiwala chifukwa chomwe ndikudandauliranso ndipomwe zonse zimaipa. Ngati ndingapeze njira yokumbukira momwe ndimamvera ndikayambiranso m'masiku am'mbuyomu ndiye ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kupitilirabe.
Chifukwa chomwe ndimadzikwiyira ndekha chifukwa ndimagwiritsa ntchito mtsikana ngati cholimbikitsira kuti ndipewe ndipo sindinamuwonepo milungu ingapo koma ndikamuwona ndimakhala ndimasiku 1-2 pambuyo pake ndikabweranso ndipo china chake chopusa chimachitika nthawi zonse . Ndinkafuna kupitilira milungu iwiri yopanda P kapena M chifukwa ndimafuna kumuwona ndikudzidalira koma sindinamuwone ndipo ndimamva ngati ndafika pachabe ndipo ndinabwereranso.
Ndinaitanidwa ku phwando lomwe ndimadziwa kuti mtsikana amene ndimamukonda adzakhala, ndinafikira ndipo nditangomuwona ndidayamba kuchita mantha komanso kuchita manyazi (ndidayankhula naye masiku awiri apitawa ndipo ndinali bwino) ndinapita kukalankhula ndi anzanga ndipo sitinapatsane moni kapena chilichonse chonga icho.
Pambuyo pake adabwera kwa ine ndikulankhula ndi munthu wina ndikuyamba kutengapo gawo pazomwe timakambirana koma sindinayankhe pazomwe ananena, ndimangopitiliza kuyankhula ndi munthu winayo ndipo zimawoneka ngati pang'ono tidakhumudwa ndipo tidachoka kwa iye (ndikuganiza kuti zidamupangitsa kuganiza kuti ndikumunyalanyaza). Amakhala munthu wosasangalatsa nthawi zina (monga inemwini) koma nthawi iliyonse tikamalankhula (ndipo ngati sindinabwerere masiku angapo m'mbuyomu) nthawi zonse timawoneka kuti tili ndi umagwirira wamphamvu ndipo ndizolimba kwambiri kotero kuti tikamalankhula zimakhala ngati anali awiri okha anthu padziko lapansi nthawi imeneyo.
Mwambowu womwe ndidapemphedwa kutha ndipo tonse tidamwa zakumwa ndi chakudya ndipo tonse timangolankhula. Ndinkangodziuza kuti ndipite ndikalankhule naye pakati pausiku koma sindinadzibweretse. Ndinayeseranso kukhala kwakanthawi kwakanthawi kuti abwere kudzayankhula ndi ine (sindikudziwa bwino) Ndazindikira kuti anachitanso zomwezo patapita mphindi zochepa. (Anali atakhala yekha ndi foni yake kumbuyo kwanga uku Ndimalankhula ndi anthu ena)
Usiku utatsala pang'ono kutha ndidayamba kuthandiza kuyeretsa ndipo ndidamuwona momwe ndimakhalira, timangoyang'anizana ngati kuti tikulakalaka kuti tizilankhulana koma tidangodutsa ndikumva choncho zopanda ntchito. Ndinamuwona atayima yekha kangapo pambuyo pake, sindikudziwa ngati akufuna kuti ndiyankhule naye kapena ayi. Pomwe ndimamaliza kuthandiza kuyeretsa ndidamuwona akuchoka ndipo zidali zochedwa kuti achite kalikonse. Sindikufuna kumutaya, ndiye chinthu chabwino kwambiri chomwe chidandichitikirapo.
Ndikufuna chowalimbikitsa chomwe sichili munthu, ngati wina angalimbikitse china chake chomwe chingakhale chabwino ndipo ndiyeneranso kukhala wotsimikiza ndikusiya kuganizira za mtsikana amene ndatchula pamwambapa.
Dongosolo langa masabata atatu otsatira ndikuti ndikhale otanganidwa komanso osazindikira kuti ndakhala masiku angati ndilibe P & M chifukwa ndikawerenga masiku omwe ndimakondwerera ndikafika patali kenako ndimasiya ndiye ndimayamba kugonja poyesedwa. Ndikugwiritsa ntchito Habit Forge kuti ndilembe zomwe ndachita ndipo ndidzakhala ndikuchezera tsamba ili tsiku lililonse kuti ndiwerenge ndikulimbikitsa koma mwina sindilemba chilichonse mu blog yanga kwa sabata limodzi.
Ndimayang'ana zithunzi za anime zomwe zinali zogonana (ndimadziwa zomwe ndimachita ndizolakwika, ndimangodziuza ndekha "Mukudziwa kuti izi zitha bwanji" koma sindinamvere) ndipo ndidayamba kuyang'ana zinthu zoyipa kwambiri ndipo ndinatsiriza kuwonera kanema kenako ndikuyamba kuseweretsa maliseche. 
Ndidayika K-9 pa laputopu yanga, ndikuganiza kuti izi zindithandiza, chinthu chonyansa ndichakuti ndidakhala ndi milungu pafupifupi 5 popanda zolaula mpaka lero.
Inde ndiyesa ndikuganiza momwe zinthu zidzakhalire koma ndimavutika kuti ndidutse masiku ambiri ndikudikirira china chabwino kuti chichitike, ndine wopirira kwambiri 😀
Ndikhala ndikuganizira zakusintha moyo wanga tsopano, masiku 15 apitawa anali abwino ngakhale sindinamuwone, ndinamudalira kwambiri kuti ndikhale wachimwemwe ndipo tsopano ndatsimikizira kuti ndingathe sangalalani popanda iye chomwe chili chabwino.
9-28
Ndikukumana ndi vuto lomwelo la kugona (pakali pano tsiku la 3). Poyesa kwanga ndinapita masiku 15. Sindinathe kugona masiku angapo oyamba koma ndinayamba kugona tulo mozungulira tsiku 5 kapena 6.
10-1
Ndakhala ndikumverera pang'ono lero, zikuwoneka ngati ndikuyamba kubwerera momwe ndimaganizira (kudziyikira pansi ndikunena kuti ndine wopanda pake) sindikumvetsa chifukwa chake izi zikuchitika.
Dzulo usiku ndinatuluka ndipo ndinali wosiyana kwambiri ndi momwe ndidalili masiku a 2 kale; ndisanakhale wokondwa komanso wolimba mtima koma usiku watha ndinali wamanjenje komanso wopanda nkhawa ndipo zinandisowetsa mtendere kwambiri.
Pali mtsikana amene ndimamukonda ndipo takhala tikulankhula zambiri kale koma usiku wathawu nditamuwona zinali ngati sindinganene chilichonse ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndimamupangitsa kuganiza kuti ndimamupewa. Sindikudziwa choti ndichitenso chifukwa nthawi iliyonse ndikamuwona zimakhala zabwino kapena zosasangalatsa ndipo ndimadwala nazo.
Sindikufuna kupitiliza ndi izi ndikuwona momwe zinthu zikuyendera.
10-2
Lero linali tsiku losangalatsa, ndinapita kutchalitchi m'mawa ndipo zinali bwino ndipo ndimayankhula ndi anthu opanda mavuto konse. Palibe chosangalatsa chomwe chachitika lero ngakhale ndakhala ndikusintha tsiku lonse ndipo ndikuyamba kuyetsemula kwambiri, sindikudziwa ngati izi zikuyenera kuyambiranso.
Uku ndiye kuyambiranso kovuta kwambiri komwe ndidachita pakadali pano, ngakhale sindikulimbikitsidwa kuseweretsa maliseche ndimamva ngati zopanda pake ndipo sindingathe kuganiza za zomwe zidachitika Lachisanu usiku. Ndimamva ngati ndilibe woti ndicheze naye pakadali pano, amayi anga ndi abambo anga akundipewa chifukwa akudziwa momwe ndimakhalira ndikayamba kusinthasintha malingaliro ndipo sindinawone anthu omwe ndimakonda kucheza nawo lero.
Ndiyesetsa kukhala wotsimikiza mawa, ndikukhulupirira kuti zinthu zisintha ...
KUSINTHA: Zinthu zasinthiratu kwabwino mphindi zochepa zapitazo, ndidazindikira kuti ndikhala ndikuyenda posachedwa zomwe ndichinthu chomwe ndimakonda kwambiri ndipo ndikulankhulanso ndi makolo anga. Ndikumva ngati ndili ndi mphamvu koma ndikuganizirabe za zinthu. Zinali zachangu!
10-3
Lero linali tsiku losamvetseka, silinali tsiku loipa koma silinali lodabwitsa makamaka. Chinthu choyamba chomwe chinachitika ndikumadzuka nditakhala ndi maloto awiri (inde awiri) usiku, ndimalota zodziseweretsa maliseche ndipo ndimadzichitira umuna kawiri, malotowo adakhala enieni ndipo ndinali wachisoni kuti ndidabwereranso koma kenako ndidadzuka.
Kusukulu linali tsiku labwinobwino ndipo anthu amawoneka ofunitsitsa kuyankhula nane (zomwe ndimawona nthawi zonse ndikamapewa) Panali chinthu chimodzi chodabwitsa kwambiri chomwe chidachitika lero, ndidazindikira kuti mzanga yemwe ndimudziwa kwa zaka zambiri tsopano Ndimagonana ndi amuna kapena akazi okhaokha, izi sizimandivutitsa koma nthawi yomwe ndimakhala wosasangalala nazo.
Mtima wanga umayamba kugunda mwachangu ndipo pafupifupi ndimakhala ngati ndikupweteka ndikaganiza za msungwana yemwe ndimamkonda, ndimakhala ndi nkhawa popanda chifukwa chomveka.
10-5
China chake chomwe ndimaganiza kuti sichingachitike chachitika lero, ndidauza makolo anga ndi mchimwene wanga zakuti ndimakonda zolaula (nditalira kwambiri), ndine wokondwa kuti ndidachita. Ndimakhala m'nyumba yachikhristu kotero ndimayembekezera zoyipa kwambiri koma zomwe ndidapeza ndikuthandizira ndikuti "Siinu nokha zomwe zakhudza izi", makolo anga amaganiza kuti kuonera zolaula sikuli bwino ngati ine. wokondwa kuti andithandizira ndi izi.
Ndine mwina membala womaliza patsamba lino (16) ndipo ndikungofuna kuthokoza aliyense pazonse (mabulogu anu, mitu yankhani zina ndi zina) Nonse mwandithandiza kwambiri ndipo ndatsimikiza mtima kusiya izi. Ndaganiza zopatsa makolo anga laputopu yanga ndipo palinso sefa ya intaneti (K-9) kuti ndisayesedwe. Ndikulangiza kuuza wina yemwe angakuthandizeni za vuto lanu chifukwa zimathandiza kuti musachite nokha.
10-11
Chinsinsi chakuchira mwachangu komanso bwino ndikuwona zabwino pamoyo ndi ena okuzungulira chifukwa ukadzimenya wekha ndikudziyikira pansi sudzafika kulikonse.
10-25
Kuyambira positi yanga yotsiriza ndapanga kuyesanso 3 koyambiranso, ndidapita masiku 12, masiku 9 ndipo mzere wanga womaliza unali masiku 7 (omwe adatha dzulo) sindinakhalepo ndi zovuta zomwe ndimapeza, ndikuganiza makamaka chifukwa chakuti ndikuchita zabwino.
Lero linali Tsiku 1 ndipo ndimamva ngati ndapita nthawi yayitali, komabe ndimakhala wokhumudwa pang'ono masana koma zimawoneka ngati zikutha. Ndinkalankhula ndi atsikana pasukulu yanga mosavuta ndipo zimawoneka ngati adakopeka ndi ine, zinali zabwino koma ndimamva chisoni pakadali pano chifukwa msungwana amene ndimamufuna sakundifunanso (mwina ndikuganiza choncho ) ndipo zikundipangitsa kumva kudwala komanso kutaya chiyembekezo.
Ndipitiliza ndipo nthawi ino ndakhazikika kwambiri ndipo pali zosokoneza zochepa ndikukhulupirira kuti ndikwaniritsa cholinga changa cha sabata la 3.
11-7
Lero limalemba masabata a 2 opanda PM kuti ayambirenso, nthawi ino sindinayesedwe konse! Moyo wanga wamakhalidwe abwino wakula bwino, m'masabata awiri awa ndadziwona ndasintha kwambiri ndikukhala munthu wodalirika (anthu ena awonanso izi) Ndimatha kuyankhula ndi anthu omwe sindikudziwa bwino tsopano chomwe ndichinthu chomwe ndimalimbana nacho kale.
Musandiyese zolakwika pakhala pali zinthu zina zoyipa koma zinali zochepa kwambiri, mwachitsanzo ndidayamba kumva chisoni nthawi zina ndikuganiza zoyipa koma ndimatha kubwerera mwachangu kwambiri, ndizodabwitsa kwambiri! Ndikulakalaka ndikadakupangitsani kumva momwe ndikumvera pakadali pano, ndikumverera ngati ndili pamwamba padziko lapansi!
Masiku anga oyambiranso masiku a 15 chifukwa chake ndatsala pang'ono kufika ndipo ndikufuna kupita kosatha! Mukapeza zabwino za izi simudzafuna kubwerera, ndikhulupirireni! Moyo sunakhalepo wabwino kuposa kale lonse. Anthu ambiri akhoza kukhala achimwemwe kwambiri ngati atayesetsa kusiya. Zikomo!
11-12
Chabwino ndiye ndidakwanitsa tsiku la 19, ndidakali mdera losadziwika popeza sindinafikepo pano. Mpaka tsiku la 18 sindinapereke chilichonse (osayang'ana zithunzi kapena makanema komanso osakonzekera) koma tsiku la 18 ndimayang'ana zithunzi zolaula ngakhale ndinali ndi K9 pa laputopu yanga, izi zidandithandizira m'malo molepheretsa chifukwa ndinazindikira momwe zinthu zimasokonekera mukamachita izi, nditawona zithunzizi zidakumana ndi mavuto ndi makolo anga ndipo ndidayamba kumva chisoni komanso ulesi. Sindinayang'ane china chilichonse kuyambira pamenepo ndiye mpumulo.
11-14
Inde ndikulondola ndinabwereranso, koma pali zabwino pa izi, ndakwaniritsa cholinga changa cha masabata a 3 ndipo ndaphunzira zinthu zina pakukonzanso izi zomwe zingandithandizire ndikayambiranso. Ndinazindikira china kanthawi kapitako nditabwereranso: Simuyenera kukhala opanda nkhawa kapena osakhala pagulu mukayambiranso, muli ndi chisankho ngati mukufuna kukhala osangalala kapena osasangalala. Wothamangayo kulibeko kwa ine tsopano. Ndazindikira izi zikuchitika kangapo konse komwe ndidabwereranso.
12-30
Sindinakhalepo patsamba lino kwakanthawi ndipo ndili ndi zambiri zoti ndinene pazomwe zachitika mchaka chino. Kumayambiriro kwa chaka ndinali wamanyazi, wosatetezeka, wokhumudwa komanso wosagwirizana ndi anthu ndipo ndikuyang'ana mmbuyo tsopano ndikutha kuwona kuti ndine munthu wosiyana kwambiri tsopano. Ndasiya kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula tsopano, ngakhale ndikulimbikitsidwabe.
Chiyambi chaching'ono pa ine, sindinali mwana wotchuka, sindinathe kuyankhula ndi atsikana (ndinalibe abwenzi omwe anali atsikana) ndipo ndimangokhala ndi anzanga apamtima a 2. Nthawi zonse ndimangodziuza kuti moyo wanga ndi wopanda pake ndipo ndimakhala ndi malingaliro ofuna kudzipha kwanthawi yayitali. Ndinkangokhalira kudzifunsa kuti bwanji moyo wanga unali momwe uliri, mpaka pomwe ndimayamba kuwona chizolowezi: Nthawi zonse ndikawona zolaula kapena maliseche ndimapeza zomwe zimawoneka ngati 'zoyipa', chifukwa chake zomwe ndidachita ndidaganiza zoyesa kusiya kuseweretsa maliseche Kwa milungu iwiri ndikuwona zomwe zidachitika, ichi chidakhala chisankho chabwino kwambiri m'moyo wanga.
Munthawi yamasabata awiri omwe sindinapite, ndinakumana ndi mtsikana yemwe tsopano ndi mnzake wapamtima, aka kanali koyamba kuti ndipite kwa mtsikana ndikulankhula naye ndipo ndinadabwa kwambiri kuti sindinali wamanjenje ndipo ndinali wolimba mtima polankhula naye, tinkalankhulana tsiku lililonse pambuyo pake mpaka nditalota maloto ndipo ndidayamba kukhala patali ndikumverera momwe ndimamvera ndisanakuleke. Ichi chinali chinthu choyipa komanso chabwino, chinali choyipa chifukwa chidamupangitsa kuti asandiyandikire pang'ono koma zinali zabwino chifukwa ndinali ndi umboni kuti zolaula komanso maliseche zimasokoneza moyo wanga. Mosakayikira kunena kuti ine ndi mtsikana uyu ndi abwenzi abwino tsopano.
Ndinapezanso kuti ndimatha kuyankhula ndi anthu (anyamata ndi atsikana) bwino ndikamasiya ndipo ndine wonyadira kunena kuti tsopano ndili ndi bwenzi (bwenzi langa loyambirira) ndipo ndiwokongola kwambiri. M'mbuyomu pomwe moyo wanga unali wamavuto nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti sindingapezenso wina ndikuti palibe amene angandikonde koma tsopano chidaliro changa changokhala thambo sindingathe ngakhale kukuwuzani momwe ndasangalalira. 2011 wakhala chaka chosintha kwambiri kwa ine ndipo ndikuyembekezera mwachidwi 2012 ndi zaka zikubwerazi.
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