Choyamba, ndiroleni ndidziwitse ndekha pamawu ochepa otsatirawa. Ndikubwera pagulu lalikulu lino la anthu omwe amathandizana wina ndi mnzake ku Czech Republic. Repubuliki yaying'ono ili pakati pa Europe ndipo si aliyense amadziwa komwe angayipeze. 🙂 Ndine Mkristu wa 17 wazaka zakubadwa ndipo vuto ili nopap mwina lidzakhala lina lovuta kwambiri.
- Ndikufuna kugawana nanu nkhani yanga, nkhani yokhudza momwe ndidadziwira kuti ndakhala ndikuledzera PMO komanso pomwe ndidaganiza zopita kukasintha moyo uno. Monga ndanenera kale, ndili ndi zaka 17 mnyamata yemwe mwina ngati ambiri a inu mwapeza maliseche mwangozi mukasamba kubafa. Nditha kukhala wina pakati pa 11 - 12 pomwe ndimapeza gawo langa loyamba, zomwe zinali zodabwitsa kwa ine ndipo ndinazindikira kuti gawo lina latsopano la moyo likubwera. Ndinkasangalala kwambiri ndikuganiza kuti sindinamve bwino pambuyo pake. Kunena zowona, ndimamva ngati nditaya mphamvu zamoyo.
- Sizinakhalitse ndipo ndinapeza zolaula pa intaneti, zomwe sindinazidziwe mpaka nthawi imeneyo. Tsopano sindingakhulupirire chifukwa chomwe ndimayang'ana zinyalala mobwerezabwereza ndipo monga ambiri a inu, sindinathe kudikira kuti ndiwone china chatsopano, chovuta komanso cholimbikitsa. Mukudziwa kumverera uku pomwe mudali kudikirira mpaka makolo / mchimwene / mlongo wanu atagona ndipo mutha kusangalala ndi makanema, zithunzi ndi zinthu zina zolaula usiku wonse kuti mupeze mphindi zisanu. Zosangalatsa ndikumva kuwawa pambuyo pake.
- Ndakhala ndikuchita izi pafupifupi zaka 5 2/3 nthawi pasabata ndipo tsopano, ndili ndi zaka 17, ndapeza chifukwa cha:-kuwuma,-maphunziro,-ng'ono chifuwa,
-Mawu ochita kudzipha (pamene ndinali 14),
- chidaliro,
-kusewera atsikana ngati chida chogonana.
- Chabwino, sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse kusukulu, ndimalandira bwino kwambiri ndipo sindinakhalepo ndi mavuto azachuma. Koma ngati wina andiuza miyezi 6 yapitayo kuti ndimakonda kwambiri PMO, sindimukhulupirira. Tsopano, ngakhale ndinalibe mavuto onse omwe amakhala a maliseche (mukudziwa, aliyense ndi wosiyana), ndikudziwa kuti kale ndimakhala osokoneza bongo, zomwe ndizowopsa kwa ine.
- Kumayambiriro kwa Ogasiti tchuthi ichi ndidasanthula Reddit / NOFAP ndipo ndidaganiza zoyesa. Ndipo zotsatira zake zinali zodabwitsa kunena zoona! 🙂 Ndinayesa nofap kuyambira koyambirira kwa Ogasiti mpaka kumapeto ndipo mwezi uno mphamvu yanga ya moyo inali yosaneneka. Tsoka ilo, kenako ndinabwereranso chifukwa ndimaopa ziphuphu zomwe zimawoneka mwadzidzidzi sabata limodzi. Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta pang'ono ndi ziphuphu kuyambira zaka 12 koma ndikuyang'ana mmbuyo, ndikukutsimikizirani kuti chifukwa chachikulu ndikungoseweretsa maliseche. (Sabata ija ndimadya zakudya zambiri zopanda thanzi zomwe mwina zimandipatsa ziphuphu pamenepo). Ngakhale osanena izi, ndikuganiza kuti ndizomveka-anthu nthawi zambiri amatenga ziphuphu akamazindikira maliseche.
- September 2nd linali tsiku langa lomaliza lodziseweretsa maliseche ndipo kuyambira pamenepo, ndikumva zofananazo komanso zabwino kuposa zomwe ndimazindikira pazovuta zanga tchuthi chomaliza. Izi zikuphatikiza:- kukumbukira bwino komanso kwakuthwa,- gehena yopanda ziphuphu - yatsala pang'ono kuchiritsidwa,- mawu ozama kwambiri,
- ndevu zikukula msanga tsiku ndi tsiku (zomwe ine monga wachinyamata ndimakonda kwambiri, zachidziwikire! 😀),
- osakhala wotopa ngakhale atagona maola ochepa
- kukhala mtsogoleri wazokambirana mosavuta
- chidaliro chapamwamba
- mapulani omveka bwino amtsogolo
- nthawi yambiri yopuma
- ndi maubwino ena ambiri omwe akuyeneradi kuchita zonsezi! 🙂
- Masiku ano, ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuti kupatula kuphunzira Chingerezi (zomwe ndizosavuta ndipo ndimapanga zolakwitsa zambiri za galamala zomwe ndikupepesa) ndatsala pang'ono kuphunzira Chijeremani, Chisipanishi ngakhale Chirasha. Sindingakhale wolimbikitsidwa kwambiri ngati sindinapeze tsamba lalikulu ili tsiku limodzi masana, kumverera ndekha komanso kutopa ndi moyo. Mnzanga wabwino wochokera kusukulu ndikuponyanso nofap ndipo yasintha moyo wake m'njira zambiri mpaka pano.Iwo omwe ali ndi kukaikira kulikonse ngati izi zikugwira ntchito kapena ayi, ndikuti - pitani nazo! Palibe amene angakuuzeni mpaka mutayesa nokha.Zikomo chifukwa chothandizidwa, mamembala okondedwa! 🙂
LINK - Mwezi wodabwitsa wa 1 ndi mbiri yanga ya moyo!
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