Zaka 18 - Ndinabwereranso 39 kwathunthu: Ndikuwona chaka chino kukhala chopambana ku nofap.

Tikukhulupirira kuti aliyense adakhala ndi Khrisimasi yabwino ndipo ngati simukukondwerera, maholide osangalatsa!

Anga anali abwino, zabwino kukhala ndi banjali kubwerera kunyumba kuchokera ku semester yanga yoyamba ya koleji. Pokhapokha ndiye zolakwika zomwe ndidapanga poyang'ana zolaula ku 3 m'mawa m'mawa m'mene ndidadzuka ndikugonjera.

Koma ine ndikuchokera pamenepo. Ndinagwira ntchito mawa m'mawa ndipo eya lero pokhala tsiku lodziseweretsa maliseche ndimayamwa ndi malingaliro onse a kanema ndi zikhumbo zomwe zimadutsa m'mutu mwanga koma ndidapitilira. Koma ndisanagone ndimafuna kuyang'ana chaka changa pa nofap ndikuwona momwe ndakhalira.

Zinthu zoyamba poyamba: nofap sinali cholinga changa chachikulu chaka chino. Ndinapita kukakondana ndi msungwana wokongola, ndikulankhula naye kwakanthawi koma kupita kusukulu makilomita 3000 sakanakhala lingaliro labwino la chibwenzi kotero sitinakakamize izi. Ndidamaliza maphunziro a kusekondale, ndidayamba kucheza ndi anzanga, ndidayamba chaka chatsopano ku koleji, ndidapulumuka kumapeto kwa sabata, ndidapeza anzanga abwino kumeneko, ndikuyamba kukhala ndi chithunzi cha moyo wanga ndipo zolinga zanga ndi maloto anga zikuwoneka kuti zikuyandikira tsiku lililonse.

Kenako pa chaka changa pa nofap. Ndinabwereranso kwathunthu 39. Kukwera pang'ono momwe ndimakondera koma kusintha kwakukulu kuposa chaka chatha ndi zaka zapitazo pomwe ndikutsimikiza kuti nambala imeneyo inali m'ma 100 komanso kupitilira apo. Januware ndinali ndi 4, February 7, Marichi 5, Epulo 0, Meyi 5, Juni 4, Julayi 4, Ogasiti 8, Seputembara 0, Okutobala 0, Novembala 1 ndi Disembala 1.

Ndimaona kuti chaka chino kupambana bwino mu nofap popeza sindinagwiritse ntchito kwa miyezi ya 2. Zolakwitsa zanga mu Novembala ndi Disembala pomwe ndidali kunyumba yopuma koma ndikudziwa kuti nditha kudutsamo ndipo ndikufuna kunyumba kukakhale kwina komwe sindimaliranso maliseche.

Sindinagwiritsepo ntchito pano kusukulu, umodzi mwa maubwino okhala mchipinda chogona ndi anzanga omwe sindimakonda ndikuganiza, ndimakhala nthawi yocheperako ndikugona pomwe nawonso akugona. Sindinayambe ndayesapo kuonera zolaula kapena Jack kuchoka pamene pali anthu ena m'chipindamo, omwe atengeka.

Ndilimba mtima posagwiritsa ntchito ndikakhala kunyumba ndipo ndizitha kunyamula zolaula nthawi yayitali ndili kunyumba chilimwe chamawa.

Mukuganiza kuti izi zinali zosangalatsa, kodi anyamata inu mwapanga bwanji chaka chino?

Sinthani: ndayiwala izi. Sindikudandaula za kuchuluka kwa nthawi yomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula kuthawa. Ichi chinali china chomwe ndidapeza chosangalatsa ndipo ndimafuna kuwona ngati ena nawonso asintha kuposa chaka chatha. Zodandaula zanga zazikulu ndi momwe ndimakhalira monga munthu, kaya patsiku la 90 kapena tsiku 1 mobwerezabwereza. Momwe ndimavomerezera anthu ndikukambirana. Ndi nambala chabe.
 

LINK - Malingaliro Anga Ndi Chaka Pakubwereza

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POST YOYAMBIRA - MWEZI 8 KUYAMBA

Ndikumenya izi. Ziribe kanthu mtengo wake.

Kudalira kwanga zolaula zaka zoyambirira za 18 za moyo wanga kwandipangitsa kukhala munthu yemwe sindimamudziwa. Sindikudziwa ndekha, sindikudziwa chimwemwe chenicheni. Ubwenzi weniweni. Kuyanjana kwenikweni ndi munthu wina.

Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi mavuto a kukhumudwa, ndimachita kangapo kamodzi kanthawi, ndipo ndizo zomwe zandichititsa kuti ndikhale munthu yemwe ndili lero. Sindimakonda munthu yemwe ndili. Nditha kukhala wabwinoko kuposa pamenepo. Palibe chifukwa chomwe sindingakhalire.

Ndikufuna anzanga awone zenizeni zanga. Msungwana yemwe ndikulonjeza kuti ndimuwone kuti ndi wamkulu bwanji wamwamuna yemwe adamufunsa. Ndikufuna makolo anga adziwe momwe ine ndimakhalira wamwamuna wabwino. Osatinso izi zazing'ono zomwe zimamulepheretsa kutumizira zolaula chifukwa chothandizana ndi anthu.