Ndiloleni ndiyambe kunena kuti ndimakonda kunyoza 'zamphamvu' zija ndikuti ndimakonda kuseka nthabwala ngati ndakula ndevu khumi ndikukwatira mkazi wa purezidenti, ndiye ndikukumvani anyamata, koma pano ndikugawana nkhani yofotokoza moona mtima ndekha (chonde taganizirani kuti ndikadali wokopa):
Chifukwa chake sindikukhulupirira zomwe zidachitika lero. Ndakhala ndikudandaula kwambiri masabata apitawa. Lero ndaganiza zokwera basi yopita pakatikati pa mzindawu kuti ndiziyenda ndikukhala ndi anthu ena pafupi nane. Ndikuwoloka msewu wina ndidawona mayi wina wachikulire ndipo ndidamufunsa ngati akufuna thandizo langa. Anamwetulira mwachikondi nati 'zikomo, koma ndikuganiza kuti ndikhoza kudzisamalira'. Mwadzidzidzi ndinachoka ndikumva ulesi ndikukhala wodabwitsa (ngati ngwazi yayikulu, ngakhale ndimangofunsa ngati mayi wachikulire akufuna thandizo).
Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo ndimakhala ndi mphamvu zowonjezerapo zomwe ndimaganiza kuti zimawala kwambiri. Ndinadzimva wosangalala komanso wachikondi ndikamayenda m'misewu. Ndinkamwetuliradi mlendo aliyense amene ndadutsa (ngakhale pa 'zigawenga' komanso anthu owopsa, pomwe ndikadaphedwa).
Kawirikawiri (pamaso pa nofap kapena panthawi yopanda pake) ndimanyalanyaza aliyense ndikuyang'ana pansi koma tsopano ndimamverera ngati wopambana koma nthawi yomweyo ndekha. Chifukwa chake pakubwera chinthu chopenga chomwe chidachitika pa basi yanga kubwerera kunyumba. Ndinaganiza zokhala pafupi ndi mtsikana wonenepa kwambiri kuyambira 16 yo (Ndine 19) kuti ndiyankhule naye ndikumwetulira (adawoneka ngati wapansi). Pamaso pa nofap sindinayambe ndachitapo izi. Ndinacheza pang'ono ndikumuseka.
Kenako ndinali nditafika ku station yanga (ndimati ndipite ku koleji) ndikumutsanzika. Ndikutuluka mu basi ya fhe ndidamva chisangalalo chachikulu. Mwadzidzidzi msungwana wokongola wazaka zanga amandifunsa mayendedwe opita ku yunivesite. Ndinati ndikupita chimodzimodzi ndipo ndinayambitsa zokambirana, pomwe ndinali 100% ndikudzifotokozera zenizeni ndipo ndidamufunsa mafunso chifukwa chofuna kudziwa (lingaliro lachiwerewere silinadutsepo malingaliro anga). Zinali ngati kukambirana maloto ndipo ndinamva kulumikizana kwakukulu ndi msungwanayu. Tidali ndi kufanana kosafanana. Zinkawoneka ngati takhala tikudziwana kwa nthawi yayitali. Titawatsanzika sindinamufunse mayankho ake, chifukwa ndimazindikira kuti timadziwana kale, ndife odabwitsa…
Kwenikweni wachiwiri ndidatsanzikana ndi wophunzira wina wokongola akundifunsa ngati ndingamujambule iye ndi abwenzi ake komwe ndidapereka ndemanga zomwe zidapangitsa gulu lonse kuseka 'mwina lokha lingakutsatireni bwino anyamata' mchilankhulo changa. Pomwe ndimapita kukalasi langa, mtsikanayo amandiwuza kuti: 'mwazitenga bwino kuposa ndodo ya selfie'. Ndinayang'ana mmbuyo ndikumumwetulira. WTF inali kuchitika apa, zokopa zamatsenga?
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/// Sindikufuna kutsutsa azimayiwa pogwiritsa ntchito 'mafuta' ndi 'zokongola', pepani ngati zikuwoneka ngati ndimatero. Ndizopusa chabe koma m'maganizo anga oonera zolaula akuwonetsa ///
Khalani amphamvu!
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