Potsirizira pake ndinafika masiku 90 ndinalowa mu nofap mu Epulo ndipo zinanditengera miyezi 6 kukwaniritsa cholinga changa. Ndinachita zolimba chifukwa ndilibe chibwenzi. Nofap sinasinthe ine, ndinasintha chifukwa ndinasankha. Ndinasankha kuchita nofap ndipo ichi chinali gawo langa loyamba kudzikweza.
Ndimakhala ndi nthawi yozizirira, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo ndimagwiranso ntchito pafupipafupi, ndimadya athanzi, ndimadzuka m'mbuyomu, ndimagona m'mawa, ndimasamalira chipinda changa, ndinasiya kugwiritsa ntchito facebook, ndasiya kusuta fodya ndipo ndinayambiranso kuchita yoga. Ndinayamba kuchita zonsezi pambuyo pake.
Nkhani Yofulumira Yobwerera
Ndine wazaka 19. Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi. Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndinayamba kuyang'ana zolaula m'magazini kapena zithunzi zosewerera pamaneti ndili ndi zaka 13. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi pa sabata. Sindinayambe kuonera zolaula pa intaneti mpaka titakhala ndi wi-fi chifukwa ndiye ndimatha kuwona zolaula pa ipod touch yanga. Ndinali wazaka 16 panthawiyo, pomwe ndidayamba kugwiritsa ntchito makanema kuti ndichitepo kanthu. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi kapena kawiri pa sabata. Pofika nthawi yomwe ndinali 18, ndimangowonera zolaula zambiri ndipo ndimachita maliseche za 3-6 kamodzi pamlungu. Izi ndi zomwe masiku anga a pmo amakhala. Ndimadzuka ndikutopa, ndikapita kunyumba nditapita ku yunivesite, ndikukagona ndikugona / kugona pang'ono / kuzengereza osachita chilichonse chopindulitsa kapena chosangalatsa, nditadya chakudya chamadzulo ndimatha kuchita homuweki pang'ono mwina ndikutha ngati ndimamva choncho ndipo ndikadapanda kutero kale. M'chaka changa choyamba ku yunivesite panali mtsikana amene ndimamukonda ndipo tinali abwenzi apamtima. Nthawi zambiri ndimaganizira za iye, kenako ndimangoganizira kenako ndikungokhala pmo chifukwa ndimakhala wovuta. Pamene ndimamuwona, sindinayesere kutuluka m'dera la anzanga. Ndinasunga chinsinsi kwa pafupifupi chaka, kenako ndinakanidwa. Nditangopanga zomwezo mobwerezabwereza, ndimazengereza pambuyo pa gawo la fap ndikupeza kanema pa youtube za nofap. Kenako ndidazindikira kuti ndiyenera kuchita izi. Sindinazolowere chifukwa ndimatha masiku angapo popanda izi, koma ndikadakhala wosuta ndikasiya.
Ubwino
Ndisanayambe ndimangofuna kunena kuti sindimapeza "mphamvu zazikulu" kapena chilichonse chokokomeza koma ndimadzimva kuti ndine wabwino. Komanso zabwino zambiri zimachokera kuzinthu zina monga kusamba kozizira komanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Mukafuna kukonza gawo limodzi m'moyo wanu mukufuna kukonza ena ambiri ndipo ndizomwe ndidachita.
Chilimbikitso
Pamaso pa nofap: Ndinkakonda kuzengereza ndi kupewa facebook kuti ndipewe kuchita homuweki. Ndinkachita gawo lalikulu la ntchito yanga usiku watha. Momwe ndimakhalira ndikudandaula sindimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Masewera anga akulu ndimayendedwe apaulendo, ndimatha kupita mwina 2-3 sabata sabata kwambiri. Ndikanatha kuchita pafupifupi 70-100k sabata.
Tsopano: Ndili ndi zambiri zowonjezera! Ndimagwira homuweki ndipo sindimazengereza mochuluka. Ndimayesetsa kwambiri kukhala pa facebook chifukwa ndikunena zowononga nthawi. M'chilimwe, ndimagwiritsa ntchito mphamvu zanga zonse kuchita masewera. Ndinali kupalasa njinga pamsewu, ndikugwira ntchito ndikuthamanga. Ndinkakwera njinga pafupifupi 150-200k sabata limodzi ndikugwira ntchito masiku amvula ndikuyenda ngati mtanda. Ndinathamangitsanso mpikisano wanga woyamba pafupifupi masabata awiri apitawa. Tsopano ndikupita kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi, cholinga changa ndi katatu pa sabata. Ndinkachita masewera olimbitsa thupi chifukwa ndiyo inali njira yanga yotuluka mnyumba ndikusiya zolaula. Zinandipangitsanso kuti ndikhale wotopa ndikufuna kuti ndipeze.
Ndinalimbikitsidwa kusintha moyo wanga kuti ukhale wabwino.
Mvula yozizira imathandizanso ndi izi chifukwa ndikudzikakamiza kuti ndichite zomwe sindifuna kwenikweni. Zomwe zimapangitsa zinthu zina monga kuchita homuweki mosavuta.
Mphamvu Zambiri
M'mbuyomu: Nthawi zonse ndimakhala wotopa. Ndinafunika kugona maola asanu ndi atatu ndikugona ngati nthawi ya 2 ola limodzi masana. Ndinalibe mphamvu zochitira zinthu.
Tsopano: Ndimagona maola anga onse a 8. Ndimagona m'mamawa ndikudzuka m'mawa. Palibenso chifukwa chofunikira kulanda. Ndimasinthabe magetsi nthawi ndi nthawi. Sindinakhalepo mtundu wogonamo. Ndimatha kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso kukhalabe ndi mphamvu yocheza ndi anzanga kapena kuchitanso masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ex, ndimathamangira m'mawa kenako ndikupita kukagwira ola la 8.
chidaliro
Zisanachitike: Ndinkakhala bwino. Ndinalibe chidaliro chachikulu. Ndidawopa kuweruzidwa komwe ndimamvabe kuti sindine. Ndimatha kuyang'ana anthu m'maso, sindinachite izi.
Tsopano: Ndili ndi chidaliro chochuluka. Ndimalimba mtima ndikamalankhula ndi anthu. Nthawi zina ndikachoka kusamba kozizira, ndimamva ngati bwana. Mukayang'ana momwe ndimakhalira mutha kuwona kuti mapewa anga ndi otakata. Samazipiringa monga kale. Ndimatha kuyang'anitsitsa anthu ndipo ndimayang'ana anthu m'maso ndikamalankhula nawo.
Ndidadzuka m'mawa ndipo ndikuwona kuti ndikufika masiku a 90 ndipo ndidatenga masiku a 30 masiku ozizira. Kungodziwa izi kumakupangitsani kumva bwino za inu.
Wochezeka komanso wochezeka momasuka ndi akazi
Zisanachitike: Sindimacheza kwenikweni. Ndinkacheza ndi anzanga mwina kamodzi pa sabata. Ngakhale ... Nthawi zambiri ndimawayembekezera kuti andilankhule. Pankhani ya atsikana, ndinalibe chidaliro. Ndinganene kuti ngati "ndili ndi ziphuphu" "Ndine scrawny" "Ndine wamfupi" (osati kwenikweni 5'8 No) "Palibe mtsikana amene akufuna ine" ndi gulu la zifukwa. Ndinkadikira kuti mtsikanayo asunthe zomwe sizinachitikepo. Chifukwa chake zidandipangitsa kudzimva kukhala wopanda chidaliro. Ndinayamba kukonda zolaula chifukwa ndimatha kugonana. Sindingathe kusunthira mtsikana chifukwa ndimanena zoyipa ngati "bwanji ngati sakufuna kuti ndichite"
Tsopano: Ndikufuna kucheza ndi anzanga mwanjira ina. M'nthawi yotentha, ndimakonda kucheza ndi anzanga kangapo kasanu pamlungu makamaka chifukwa ndiyo njira yanga yopewera pmo. Zimakhala zosavuta ngati simuli nokha mukunena zowona. Ponena za atsikana, ndimachita manyazi koma ndine wotsimikiza kwambiri. Ndilibe mphamvu zopambana zomwe anyamata ambiri amati amazipeza. Sindikunena kuti zilizonse zodzitchinjiriza monga momwe ndimagwiritsira ntchito. Ndikumva ngati ndine wokongola. Ndikuganiza kuti atsikana amakopeka kwambiri ndi ine. Tsopano sindine wokongola kwambiri mwakuthupi koma ndikutha kudziwa kuti atsikana omwe amandidziwa amandikopa. Ndithanso kudziwa kuti ndi atsikana ati omwe amakopeka ndi ine chifukwa ndimalandira vibe iyi. Ndikuvomereza kuti si atsikana onse omwe amandipeza wokongola koma ndimakopabe mosasamala kanthu. Ndimakhala womasuka kuyankhula ndi atsikana koma mwachiwonekere nthawi zina ndimakhala wamanjenje kapena ndimakhala ndi mipira masiku ena koma ndikukhala bwino. Sindikusamala zogonana kwambiri, ndimasamala kwambiri kulumikizana kwaumunthu. Ndimalemekeza kwambiri akazi. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala kuti ndikumvetsetsa momwe zolaula zimakhudzira malingaliro anu pazinthu zazing'ono. Mwachitsanzo nthawi ina winawake adanena zachiwerewere mopitilira muyeso koma ndimamuyitanira ndikunena kuti ndizopanda ulemu. Atsikana awiri anandiuza kuti zinali bwino kuona kuti ndine mnyamata amene amalemekeza akazi. Ndimamva ngati nditha kuwayang'ana m'maso chifukwa ndimawalemekeza. Kungolankhula ndi atsikana kumandisangalatsa.
Osadandaula kwambiri
M'mbuyomu: sindinadandaule koma ndinali wosakhudzidwa kwambiri ndipo ndimasamala zazing'ono.
Tsopano: Muzidandaula kawirikawiri pokhapokha nditayenera. Sindikudandaula pazinthu zopanda tanthauzo ngati makasitomala owoneka bwino kapena kulemba nkhani. Ndimangolimbana nawo, ndiwo moyo. Izi ndizothokoza chifukwa chamvumbi yozizira komanso nofap chifukwa mukuvomera dala mavuto.
Omasuka kwambiri ndi kugonana kwanga
M'mbuyomu: Ndinkachita manyazi kukhala namwali ndipo ndikanachita chilichonse kuti nditha.
Tsopano: Ndikufuna ndizitaya inde koma ndimafunabe kuti zikhale zopindulitsa. Sindimachita manyazi kukhala vrigin, ndipotu ndikanatha kusamala pang'ono. Nthawi idza. M'malo mwake ndikhale pachibwenzi.
Ndikaona kuti ndili maliseche, zimamveka zachilengedwe osati zogonana. Zomwe ndikutanthauza pamenepa ndikuti ndisanakhale wamaliseche kusamba kapena pmo. Chifukwa chake ndimakonda kukhala wamaliseche pakugonana. Tsopano ndikumva bwino komanso zachilengedwe ndikakhala maliseche.
Kuwala Kwathanzi
M'mbuyomu: Ndinali wathanzi koma ndimangowononga mphamvu zanga zakale. Ndili ndi ziphuphu zambiri.
Tsopano: Ndine wathanzi. Ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kwambiri. Ndikusangalala. Sindikupanikizika kwambiri.
Ndimakhalabe ndi ziphuphu koma zikuwonekera bwino. Ndikamatuluka, ndimatuluka pang'ono. Ndikatuluka, chiphuphu sichikhala pankhope panga nthawi yayitali. Sindikudziwa ngati izi zili choncho chifukwa cha nofap, yoga ndi masewera olimbitsa thupi = kupsinjika pang'ono kapena chifukwa chamvula yambiri yozizira komanso ziphuphu zanga. Ndikuchita tsopano kuti ndili ndi chizolowezi chosiya pomwe ndimabwereranso kapena ndikumalota.
Anzanga ena amati nkhope yanga imawoneka yamwamuna ndipo sindikuwonekeranso ngati mnyamata. Sindikudziwa ngati izi ndichifukwa cha nofap kapena ndikungokula haha.
Zikomo powerenga. Ngati muli ndi mafunso mumasuka kufunsa. Ndinkangofuna kunena kuti maubwino awa sikuti chifukwa cha nofap koma chifukwa cha zochulukirapo zomwe ndidabweretsa pamoyo wanga. Nofap ndi mwala wolowera kumoyo wabwino. Komanso sindinalandirepo maulamuliro apamwamba aumulungu, ndimangokhala wokondwa ndi munthu yemwe ndili tsopano.
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