Ndikufuna kugawana nanu izi. Dzina langa ndi Kyrollos ndipo ine ndine zaka 20. Ndakhala ndikugwiritsa ntchito kwambiri zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi 12. Ndinkakonda kuseweretsa maliseche kamodzi tsiku ndi tsiku komanso nthawi zina mpaka 3 nthawi patsiku.
Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse mpaka nditakwanitsa zaka 18. Kuyambira nthawi imeneyo zolaula zinawononga moyo wanga. Ndapezeka ndi kukhumudwa kwambiri, OCD, ADHD komanso nkhawa zamagulu. Ndinali kutaya erection wanga ndi thanzi langa logonana. Ndinkadziona kuti ndine wachabechabe komanso ndinkadziimba mlandu kwambiri.
Mpaka ndayang'ana kanema pa YouTube yotchedwa kuyesa zolaula kwakukulu. Nditawona kanema ija ndikuganiza kuti ndikuwombera ndikuyesa kuleka zolaula ndi kuseweretsa maliseche kwathunthu ndikuwona kusiyana.
Ine moona mtima ndinali ndi mwezi umodzi wovuta kwambiri wa 2 m'moyo wanga wonse koma unali wofunika kwambiri. Khulupirirani kapena ayi. Lingaliro la kuvutika maganizo ndi kudziimba mlandu kunalikuchoka. Kwa nthawi yoyamba pambuyo pa mwezi umodzi ine ndabwereranso kumbuyo kwanga. Ndinayamba kukhala munthu wamba. Kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga ndimamva zomwe zikutanthawuza ndi mphamvu. Ndinayamba kupita ku tchalitchi ndipo ndili ndi anzanga ambiri abwino. Chofunika koposa kuti OCD ndi ADHD adachoka ndipo ndinasiya kupita kwa akatswiri a maganizo ndi kumwa mankhwala a matendawa.
Ndikhulupirire ndikuyesera kusiya zolaula ndi maliseche kuchokera ku moyo wanu ndipo mudzawona kusiyana kwanu nokha. Zindikirani: Ndabwereranso pambuyo pa miyezi 2, koma ndinaganiza zopanda zolaula m'moyo wanga wonse. Mulungu akudalitseni anyamata. Ndipempherere ine.
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