December 26, 2012 - Ndakhala ndikuyang'ana zolaula malinga ndikukumbukira. Ndakhala ndikudziimba mlandu nthawi yayitali. Ndinayamba kuzimva kuti ndizoyipa chifukwa choyambirira pazipembedzo, koma zolaula zinayamba kukhudza mbali zina za moyo wanga, ndinayamba kumva kuti ndine wamanyazi.
Ndinganene moona mtima kuti zolaula zikuwononga moyo wanga. Sindikuganiza kuti ndili ndi moyo wosasangalatsa, ndi zolaula zomwe zimangoyamwa kwambiri. Ndimapereka mwayi wogwira ntchito, kucheza ndi anzanga / abale, kapena kupita kokachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kuti ndingowona zolaula. Zimadutsa magawo, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti ndawononga maola ochulukirapo ndikuwona zolaula, maola omwe akanagwiritsidwa ntchito bwino kuchita chilichonse. Zowonjezera, zimandipangitsa kumva kukhala wokhumudwa, wotopa, wopanda chiyembekezo komanso wamanyazi. Palibe chabwino chomwe chingapezeke kuchokera pamenepo.
Kotero chaka chino, chifukwa cha chisankho changa cha Chaka Chatsopano, ndikusiya PMO, kwa masiku 100, motalika kwambiri (ndikuyamba pang'ono, ndibwino kuti ndithane ndi vutoli mwachangu).
Ndayesera kusiya chizolowezi ichi m'mbuyomu, koma kuti ndibwerere kumayesero, nthawi ndi nthawi zimandipangitsa kumva kukhala womvetsa chisoni komanso wokhumudwa (ndafika pama sabata awiriwa kawiri). Ndigwiritsa ntchito tsambali kuti ndithandizire kuyankha mlandu, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndithandizapo pang'ono. Nthawi ino ndamaliza ndi PMO!
Kutembenuza Tsamba Latsopano- 21 wazaka
tsiku 16
Tsiku 16! Sindinapangepo motere kale ndipo ndimamverera ngati ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri kumbuyo kwanga tsopano. Sindingathe kuimitsa!
Izi zikunenedwa, ndidzapumula kosatha patsamba lino. Ndimakonda kuwerenga zinthu zomwe zili pano, koma kwenikweni, zimandipangitsa kuti ndiziona zolaula, ngakhale zitabwera m'maganizo mwanga ndikudziwa kuti ndatsimikiza kuti sindiyang'ana. Ndikadzipeza ndikuyesedwa kwambiri, ndibwereranso kuti ndikalimbikitse zina.
Zabwino zonse pomenya nkhondo! Ndikudziwa kuti ndipambana nthawi ino. Nditha kupitilirabe nthawi kuti ndikatumizenso, koma osachepera ndilemba zolemba zanga ndi zabwino zilizonse zomwe ndikuganiza kuti zikutsatira kusintha kwa moyo ndikadzafika tsiku la 100.
Mpaka nthawi yotsatira!
April 22, 2013
Wopambana Wina!
Ndidayamba ulendo wanga wa PMO kuposa masiku a 100 apitawo. Ndipo ndine wokondwa kunena kuti ndili pano momwe sindingaganizire!
Mtolankhani, womwe ndidasiya kulemba pambuyo pa Day 16, wafika: http://www.yourbrainrebalanced.com/index.php?topic=5342.msg84843#msg84843
Masabata awiri oyambilira aulendo wanga wopanda PMO anali ovuta kwambiri kwa ine, ndipo tsambali limandipatsa mphamvu ndi chiyembekezo chomwe sindinakhalepo nacho kale. Patatha pafupifupi sabata itatu kapena apo ndidazindikira kuti sindifunikanso tsambalo, ndipo kuti tsambalo lidandipangitsa kulingalira za zolaula kuposa momwe zingafunikire. Kotero iyi ndi nthawi yanga yoyamba kukhalapo pa kanthawi (ndipo ndikutenga nthawi yanga yomaliza).
Around Day 100 ndidafunsa mtsikana patsiku. Anakhala bwenzi langa loyamba pafupifupi zaka zitatu. Awiriwo takhala okondana kwambiri, ndipo ndidagonana koyamba m'moyo wanga pafupifupi Day 115. Ndilibe vuto kuti ndizinena naye momasuka, ndipo ndili wolimba mtima komanso wokondwa kuposa momwe ndakhalira mu moyo wanga wonse. Ndiwodabwitsadi, ndipo ndikhulupilira kuti tsogolo lathu litikomera tonse awiri.
Kugonana ndi maliseche nthawi zonse zinali zinthu zomwe ndimafuna kusiya, koma zimawoneka kuti sizinatero. Zinthu zomwe nthawi zonse zimangokhalira kukhumudwitsa chikumbumtima changa komanso kudzidalira. Tsopano apita ndipo ndine womasuka!
Sindidzayang'ananso zolaula kapena maliseche. Tsamba lino lasintha moyo wanga. Komabe, ndikuchisiya tsopano, ndipo sindiyankha mayankho aliwonse ku positi. Ndimangofuna kulola aliyense amene akuyembekeza chiyembekezo kuti izi zikugwira ntchito! Ndipo zikusinthadi moyo!
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