Wawa! Ndakhala wosakwatirana kwathunthu kwa 270, sindinayang'anenso kapena kukhudza Dick wanga. Zogonana zokha panthawiyi ndi loto lonyowa la 1 lomwe ndidatsala pang'ono kukana mosazindikira ndikupanga ndi msungwana kamodzi mu bar koma ndidamukana atandiuza kuti ndipeze chipinda (sanamve bwino ndipo panalibe chemistry, kotero palibe chisoni, anali wokongola ngakhale).
Ndimadziona ngati munthu wosinthika, malingaliro anga okhudzana ndi kugonana atembenukiranso. Maulumikizidwe anga ndi anthu alimbika komanso kukhala owona. Ndimakhala womasuka komanso wambiri yokwanira nthawi zambiri.
Sindikumva kufunika kotenga kanthu kuchokera kwa munthu aliyense amene ndimakumana naye, sindiyenera kupita kumalo ovina ndikudzikakamiza kuti ndipukule atsikana osasunthika kuti ndikhale ndi mwayi wolumikizana monga momwe ndimachitira zaka zingapo zapitazo. M'malo mwake, ndibwino kuti ndipulumutse umuna wanga m'malo mongowononga chinthu chimodzi usiku.
Lero, mukudabwa, ndikumva chisoni komanso ndatopa. Koma chinthu chachikulu chomwe ndidazindikira, ndikuchivomereza. Anthu ambiri amapewa kukhumudwa ndikuthawa kumverera. Tsopano ndikuganiza kuti moyo ukugwira ntchito pamtanda wonyamula pomwe moyo umaponyera zoyipa zonse pamanja kuti muthe kuzikonza. Masiku ena kulibe zinthu zambiri pa lamba, ndipo mutha kusangalala ndi kuseka ndi anzanu omwe mumagwira nawo ntchito, ndimawatcha masiku ano ngati masiku abwino omwe mumakhala osangalala ndi zina zambiri. Lero, pali zoyipa zambiri pa lamba koma ine ' Kuti ndisazilole kuti zizichulukira, sindingagwere mumsampha wokhutiritsa nthawi yomweyo, m'malo mwake ndimagunda masewera olimbitsa thupi madzulo ngakhale sindimamva ngati pano ndikugwira ntchito yanga.
Sindingasangalale ndimasewera momwe ndinkakonda (ndinali mmo bongo). Zachidziwikire kuti ndimatha kusewera masewerawa nthawi zina ndi anzanga koma sindingathe kuchita magawo a 12 maola ndekha, ndimamva chisoni ndikuthawa maudindo anga atsiku ndi tsiku. Masiku ano ndimakonda kuchita zinthu zambiri, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kuwerenga, kusinkhasinkha. Zimakhala zosangalatsa kukhala ndikumverera kuti wapanga kena kake mwa iwe, sitepe yaying'ono iliyonse ndi khama lako uzilimbitsa msanga. Zotsatira zanga chidaliro changa chakula moona mtima. Sanakule chifukwa chopewa, monga ambiri amakhulupirira, koma ndikudzipangitsa kuti tsiku lililonse ndizisankha bwino.
Chimodzi mwazinthu zabwino kwambiri ndi ufulu. Ndisanayambe kuphunzira ngakhale kwa maminiti 30 chifukwa ndinkafuna kuti ndikhale ndi khalidwe langa kapena kuti ndizidziona zolaula. Ndipo zowonadi, ndani ali ndi nthawi yosavuta yolimbana ndi vutoli mukakhala ndi njira ziwiri izi? Sindiwonanso kusewera chifukwa cha izi, koma ndi zomwe ndimakumana nazo, chonde osapanga ziweruzo mopupuluma.
Maubwino akhala akuchulukirachulukira pang'onopang'ono, koma zimasangalatsa mukazindikira kuti mwakula monga munthu. Ndinakumana ndi mayi wachikulire wazaka 15 yemwe ndiwokongola kwambiri pantchito. Tinakhala ndi zokambirana zaukadaulo kwakanthawi. Tidalumikizana bwino ndipo ndidangodzitaya m'maso mwake, ndisanayang'ane mikhalidwe yake, koma tsopano ndidasangalala kwambiri ndikukambirana ndi kupezeka kwake, zinali zopatsa chidwi. Sindingagulitse chochitikachi kuti ndikhale ndi mwayi wogunda mzimayi 10 wowopsa kwambiri padziko lapansi lino. Uwu ndiye mtundu wamasulidwe womwe mudzalandire, ndizofunikira kwambiri. Ndawonanso kusintha komwe kumakhalapo muubwenzi wanga, asintha kuchokera pakufunika ndikukhala kosangalala ndikucheza.
Chidwi cha atsikana komanso anthu wamba chawonjezeka kwambiri, ngakhale sindimachiyamikira monga kale. Tsopano ndimadzifunsa ngati ndikufunikiradi kucheza ndi munthuyu, kodi ndizabwino kwa INE? Ndisanakhale ndi mwayi wopeza chibwenzi koma tsopano ndimayang'ana zofuna zanga, ndimangokhala ndekha mosangalala kuposa kukhala pachibwenzi choyipa. Dziwani kuti, ndine 21 komanso namwali, koma sizitanthauza kuti ndibwino kuti ndigwire chilichonse ndikulakalaka. Ngati ndingakumane ndi munthu woyenerana, mwachitsanzo wina ngati mayi wachikulire uja, koma woyenera kwa ine potengera momwe zinthu zilili pamoyo wanga, ndili mokwanira koma pakadali pano, bwanji kufulumira? Wina sangathetse mavuto anu komanso mavuto anu.
Tsopano ndimawona kufunika kokhala pachibwenzi. Ndikakhala woona mtima kwa ine ndekha, mabulashi anga akale adalakwitsa, onse adali ndi zokomera zanga, monga kuti anzanga amandilemekeza ndikakhala ndi gf yotentha ija, anthu m'misewu angadabwe ngati Ndidayenda ndi 10. Izi ziribe kanthu kochita ndi ubale weniweni ndipo zilibe tanthauzo ndipo zimabweretsa kulephera. KHALANI OONA MTIMA NOKHA, onaninso zolinga zanu komanso zolinga zanu zenizeni mukamachita zinthu ndi anthu ena. Ndakhala ndi zokumana nazo zokhutiritsa kwambiri ndi anthu pomwe ndidakumana nawo m'malo omwe sindimayembekezera chilichonse, monga momwe zidachitikira ndi mayi wachikulire. Osakhala osowa ndikudziyang'ana pawekha, ikani nokha patsogolo. Monga momwe kusinkhasinkha kwandiphunzitsira, mutha kukhala osangalala mukangokhala phee ndikupuma, simuyenera kuvomerezedwa ndi kutsimikiziridwa ndi anthu ena. Ichi ndichinthu chomwe ndikugwirabe ntchito ndipo pali ntchito yambiri yatsala.
Ndinakwanitsanso kulowa ku yunivesite ya maloto anga, ndinapeza ntchito yachilimwe, ndinadziwana pafupi ndi anthu 100 atsopano, ambiri mwa iwo omwe ndimadziwana nawo, ena mwa iwo amalumikizana bwino kwambiri. Anayamba zosangalatsa zatsopano ndikusangalala ndi moyo wamba. Izi ndizofunika ndipo sindikuwona kuti ndibwerera. Osadandaula za Chingerezi changa choyipa.
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