26 Sept (Nkhani yanga)
Ndikuganiza kuti yakwana nthawi yoti ndinene nkhani yanga, ndikukhala m'gulu la anthu omwe akuchira, ngakhale ndikuganiza kuti ndatsala pang'ono kuchira.
Ndikhala mokwanira pang'ono ndi chizolowezi changa cha PMO, kuti anthu athe kupeza zofanana, kapena ndemanga, kapena chilichonse. Ndinakumana ndi zolaula, m'malo onse, mulaibulale. MAKOLO AMAPEMBEDZA CHITSITSITSE CHOKHALA KUTI MUTHANI NDI KIDS Ndinali kuchita homuweki kumeneko chifukwa sindimatha kuchita zambiri kunyumba; Ndili ndi banja la 8. Achibale ochulukirapo amakhalanso alendo okhazikika. Izi zimapangitsa kukhala kosatheka kugwira ntchito mnyumbamo, kapena kupeza mtendere ndi bata. Ndili ku library, mnyamata wina, yemwe amakhala pafupi ndi ine, anali kuyang'ana chithunzi cha mkazi wokhala ndi mabere akulu. Nditayang'ana, adatulukira tsambalo mosachedwa, ndikuyamba kuseka mosasamala. Ndikukumbukira bwino kwambiri. M'malo mwake, ndimakumbukira mnyamatayo, chipinda, makompyuta, ndi mayiyo momveka bwino. Izi zinayamba kutsika mpaka kukodwa.
Ndinkadziwa kuti ndiyenera kukhala ndi zolaula zambiri, koma ndinali ndi malire. Makompyuta apabanja anali mchipinda chochezera, ndipo makompyuta aboma anali ochulukirapo ngakhale kuti sizimalepheretsa munthu kuti azichita zamisala. Poyamba, ndimangoyang'ana pa kompyuta yabanja pomwe abale anga kulibe. Nditha kusaka mawu a google omwe anali ovuta, koma atha kuwonedwa kuti ndi wosalakwa. Ndikuseka ndekha ndikulemba izi. Ndimayang'ana mawu ngati mavwende, onenepa. Ndikukumbukira ndili ndi mantha kuti makolo / abale anga adziwa. Ndinathedwa nzeru ndi chizolowezi ichi, chomwe tsopano ndikumvetsa kuti ndichulukira dopamine yomwe pamapeto pake sizinali zokwanira. Ndinayamba kusewera zinthu zambiri zovuta kugwiritsa ntchito pamakompyuta onse aboma komanso makompyuta.
Ingoganizirani mwana wazaka 13 wazaka kumayang'ana phewa lake, akuyang'ana zolaula. NDINAKHALA WABWINO. Ndikukhulupirira kuti anthu ambiri azindikira, natembenuka ndi khungu. Sindinali ndekhandekha. Pamenepo sindinaonepo maliseche. Sindinachite chizolowezi mpaka nditakhala 16 yo. Iyi ndi mfundo yomwe ndikufuna kupanga chifukwa ndimakhala ndikupanga miyala yolimba mpaka nditakhala 18. Chifukwa chake, ndimadzifunsa ngati kuseweretsa maliseche ndi vuto lenileni ndi zolaula. Kuwona zolaula ndekha sikunakhudze malingaliro anga, komanso ndinali mwana, ndipo sindinawone kwenikweni zinthu zowoneka ngati zowonazo.
Pambuyo pake, ndidazindikira zokhudzana ndi kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndinali 16 yo. Ndimakhala m'mabanja opembedza kwambiri, choncho kugonana sikunakhalepo pokhapokha ngati ndikhale wosakwatirana. Onse mwa makolo anga anali anamwali atakwatirana, ndipo amalalikira kukhala wosakwatiwa komanso wamakhalidwe abwino. Ndidamva zambiri zokhudzana ndi izi, tsiku lina ndinasinthasintha ndikumayenda, ndipo zinkakhala ngati zikuyenda bwino. Ndikukumbukira bwino kwambiri. Mbolo yanga imakhala ngati moto wokondweretsa.
Ikani izi ndi zolaula, ndipo muli ndi vuto. Ndimadikirira moleza mtima kuti aliyense m'banjamo agone, nthawi zambiri. Moti atangogona, ndinali pa kompyuta ndikuwona zolaula. Ndinayamba kumva kuwawa chifukwa cha chizolowezi choyambirira. Ndimakhulupirira kwambiri zachipembedzo, ndipo sinditha kuyanjanitsa zolaula ndi zikhulupiriro zanga zachipembedzo. Kuphatikiza apo, ndinali kugwiritsa ntchito mwayi wachikhulupiriro chonse cha banja langa. Sindinanenepo za iwo kapena wina aliyense, makamaka.
Chifukwa chake, ndinkafuna kusiya zifukwa izi kwa nthawi yayitali. Ndinganene kuyambira ndili 15, koma sindinali wotsutsa kwambiri. Pofika nthawiyo ndinali wamkulu pasukulu yasekondale. Ndinadzipereka ndikudzipereka kusiya, koma sindinathe kuzilemba. Mausiku ambiri ndimakakwera pabedi, ndipo sindimatha kuyimirira. Ndikadaperekanso chowiringula china, ndikuti inali nthawi yomaliza, koma ndikachichita tsiku lotsatira.
Ndinapita ku koleji, ndipo ndinali ndi laputopu. ZOCHITIKA… sindinakhalepo wokonda PMO monga momwe ndinalili nthawi imeneyo. Inayamba kuyang'aniridwa pang'ono, mwina kamodzi patsiku, koma idatuluka mwachangu. Kuyang'ana mmbuyo pa izo; Ndikufuna PMO mwayi uliwonse womwe ndapeza, pakati pa makalasi. Ndisanayambe kugona, pomwe ndimadzuka. Sukulu yanga inavutika; moyo wanga wachikhalidwe unavutika. Nditha kutchula dzina loti sooo azimayi ambiri, omwe anali kupereka zowonekeratu zakukopa ndi kufuna, zomwe ndidazinyalanyaza. Ndinatengedwa kale, ndipo ndinayesedwa m'maganizo. Moyo wanga udalidi mvula; zosangalatsa, koma panali anthu enieni ambiri, zokambirana, maubale omwe ndidaphonya chifukwa chakumwa.
Ndinali nditafuna kusiya zaka zambiri, ndipo ndinali nditachotsedwa ntchito kwambiri pomaliza chaka changa chatsopano. Ndinkakhala ndi magiredi osakwanira, kusowa nthawi, ndipo moyo wanga wauzimu udasokonekera. Ndinayesa ndikulephera, kuyesera ndikulephera. Mobwerezabwereza. Ndingayesere kudzipweteka ndikusala kudya tsiku limodzi ngati ndikuonera zolaula. Izi sizinathandize, ndimangotaya thupi. Ndinkayesetsa kukhala wa uzimu, zomwe zidagwira ntchito kufikira pamlingo, koma ndidazichita moyo wanga wonse. Chifukwa chake, sindinali kusiya, koma sindimapita patsogolo kwambiri.
Panthawi imeneyi, ndinataya unamwali wanga. Ndimakhala ndi azimayi ambiri, koma ndinali ndimaganizo opemphera mosakwatira, choncho ndidakana kukakumana nawo nthawi zambiri. Ndinkakonda kupsompsona, kupera, kukhudza, koma sindinalole kuti izi zichitike. Ndikudziwa kuti munganene kuti bwanji muwonerere zolaula zonsezi, ndipo mutafunsa zenizeni zenizeni? Nthawi zonse ndimangoganiza kuti PMO ndiipa, koma ndinali chidakwa.
Nditataya unamwali wanga ndinapanga zikhalidwe, ndipo ndinali kugonana ndi mtsikanayo ndi kondomu. Sizinamveke bwino. Ndinali wotopa kwenikweni, ndinataya kamangidwe kake mwina mphindi khumi. Amafuna kugonana kwambiri, koma ndidatha. Nthawi yotsatira yomwe ndimayesa kugonana ndi mkazi inali tsoka. Poyamba, ndidalakwitsa, koma ndidataya kale ndisanalowe. Kugwiritsa ntchito kondomu kudali kovuta, osati kovuta, ndipo ndimangopepuka kugwiritsa ntchito kondomu. Adakhumudwa kunena zochepa. Koma, ndinali mtulo, kotero ndidapita kukagona. Awiri kapena atatu m'mawa, ndinali ndi nkhuni zam'mawa uja. Adamva izi, ndikukhomera mbolo yanga mwa iye popanda kondomu. Ndinalinso ndi malingaliro, choncho nditha kugwiritsa ntchito bwino ngati ndikutanthauza. Mzimayi wina, sindimathanso kumanga kondomu kuti ndiyike kondomu. Chifukwa chake ndinapitanso ndi prophylactic kenanso. Lingaliro losasamala ili lidabwera chifukwa cha ED wanga.
Chaka chatha, ndinakhala katswiri ku koleji. Kompyuta yanga idasweka, mwina chifukwa cha masamba obwezera omwe ndimakonda kupitako. Ndidati, sindimapeza ina mpaka nditasiya chizolowezi changa. Ndidapitako mwina sabata, kenako kulumidwa kawiri kapena atatu. Ndiye panali sabata lina lopambana, ndi chinthu chomwecho.
Pambuyo pake ndidachita bwino pang'ono nditawerenga buku la Psycho Cybernetics, lomwe lidali lothandiza kwambiri. Ndinali oyera mwina masabata a 2. Nditatha kuyambiranso. Ndinayang'ana bongo wanu pa porn (YBOP). Nditatha kugwiritsa ntchito maluso onsewa kuchokera ku Psycho Cybernetics ndikuwerenga za ubongo wanga pa YBOP, ndinapita masiku a 37. Izi zidatha mwezi watha.
Sizabwino zonse: Ndidayamwa kwa milungu iwiri. Ndinawonera zolaula, zofunkha zikugwedeza makanema ogwiritsa ntchito kukhala ndi nambala yanga. Tsopano, ndatsuka sabata la 2. Koma, ndilibe kukayika konse m'malingaliro mwanga kuti ndapambana. Ngakhale nditabwerera tsiku limodzi kapena awiri, NDIKUDZIWA kuti ndibwerera kunjira… Ndipo ndi zomwezo.
Ndili mchaka changa chachikulu ku koleji. Ndimapeza akazi ambiri. Kwa amuna onse omwe ali ndi mavuto kunja kuno, ONANI KWA azimayi. Ngakhale sindinakhalepo ndi vuto ndizosavuta kwambiri kulankhula ndi kupeza akazi. Sindinagonanepo kuyambira ndili pachigololo, choncho sindikudziwa ngati ED wanga wachiritsidwa. Koma, ngati nkhuni zanga zodziwikiratu zili chizindikiro chilichonse, ndiye kuti ndine wabwino. Komanso, ndakhala ndikukopeka ndi akazi enieni kwanthawi yoyamba nthawi yayitali. Zachilendo zake, koma ndimakonda zogonana, ndikakhala zolaula. Ndinkatsatira akazi chifukwa ndimayenera kuchita izi.
17-22 Sep
Ndinapita masabata a 6 ndipo ndimabwereranso pang'ono kamodzi masiku 4 alionse kapena apo. Kuwona, koma osalimbikira, ongolimbitsa chabe. Sindinawonepo zolaula kwa miyezi itatu kapena kupitilira apo, koma ndimaganiza zolaula. Thupi langa lidakhometsa msonkho koyambirira kotero kuti sindimatha kukonzedwa. Tsopano, ndimakhala ochuluka kwambiri panthawi zovuta kwambiri. Nditabwerera ku PMO, sindinayambe kuyambira zero, ndinayamba kuyambira sabata lachitatu. Ndikudziwa izi chifukwa pomwe ndimayamba sindimatha kuvutikira chifukwa chongomenya. Koma nditabwereranso sindinabwerere kumayambira.
Ndidayamba ulendo wanga chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti pali zambiri zomwe zingakhalepo pamoyo kuposa izi. Mukakhala PMO kwaulere perekani kapena kutenga miyezi yapitayi ya 2. Ndazindikira kuti zinthu zazing'ono m'moyo ndizabwino komanso zofunikira kwambiri, monga zokambirana, monga kukhala wokhoza kukonza moyo wanga, monga kumacheza ndi akazi kuti kapena kumabweretsa kugonana kapena banja. Ndili ku koleji ndipo kwa nthawi yoyamba ndimakonda kugwira ntchito.
Ndayamba kuuza anthu tikayamba kukambirana zolaula. Ndimawauza kuti adakwanitsa kuwerenga ubongo wawo, ndipo angayanjane ngati atayima pmo mpaka atayambiranso. Anthu ena atengera kale izi.
Ndi atsikana, nenani chilichonse chomwe chimabwera m'mutu mwanu. Izi ndi zomwe ndazindikira. Choyamba, nthawi zambiri zimakhala zabwino. Ndili ku laibulale kujambula izi, ndipo ndidamuuza msungwana uyu kuti sindingakhulupilire kuti wavala mathalauza ovala malaya oyera. Kenako tinali ndi kukambirana kwa mphindi makumi anayi ndi FBexchange. Kumwetulira ndikuseka kwambiri. Ine sindine katswiri kapena chilichonse, koma atsikana amangofuna kusangalala.
23 Sep.
Choyamba ndikufuna kunena kuti sindine wokonda akazi; Ndangokhala ndi vuto la PMO ndi ED. Chifukwa chake, zachidziwikire, sindimagona ndi akazi ambiri. Komabe, ndakhala ndikusangalatsidwa kwambiri ndi amuna kapena akazi anzawo. Ndikunenedwa izi, m'masabata angapo apitawa a 3 kapena 4, ndikudziwa ndikadakhala ndi amayi mwina asanu ndi mmodzi kapena asanu ndi awiri. Ena a iwo amanditumizira mameseji / amandiyimbira pafupifupi tsiku lililonse kapena zizindikiritsozo ndizodziwika bwino. Ngakhale sindinapite nawo limodzi mwa iwo, kupsompsonana pang'ono, kukhudza ... Ndikumva ngati sindinachite zachinyengo ndi aliyense wa iwo ngati ndigona nawo kuphatikiza ena.
Sindingadzitchule kuti ndine amuna azimayi, koma ndine wochezeka kwambiri. Makamaka nditatha kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo a PMO, zikuwoneka kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi chinthu choyenera kunena. Ndili ku koleji: aphunzitsi amandikonda, anzanga akusukulu amandikonda, oyang'anira amandikonda. Ndine wokongola; Atsikana amandiuza izi kwambiri, nthawi zina kuchokera kubuluu. Chifukwa chake ndili ndi gulu la akazi asanu ndi mmodzi kapena asanu ndi awiri okongola kwambiri omwe nditha kukhala nawo. Sindikudziwa choti ndichite kwenikweni. Sindikudziwa ngati ndiyenera kugonana ndi aliyense ndikuwona omwe ndimalumikizana nawo bwino. Ndikumva ngati namwali chifukwa cha PMO. Karezza? mmodzi yekha? Bwanji ngati nditasankha cholakwika 1?
Za kubwereranso: Ndidapeza kuti osataya mtima, ndipo nthawi zonse ndimaganiza za njira zomwe ndimayenera kuthana ndi vutoli inali njira yabwino kwambiri. Nthawi iliyonse mukabwereranso, ingoganizirani njira zanu: kusinkhasinkha, kuwerenga zolinga zanu, zolemba. TIMAKONDA izi chifukwa simumva kuti mukuyenera kulandira ngongole. Malingaliro anga ndi ofunika. PMO gawo laubongo wanu ndiwochenjera kwenikweni. Ndimakumbukira kuti, poyamba, ngati ndimaganizira za PMO, ndimatha kunena kuti ndi kulephera kwakukulu ndikuchita izi. Ndiye BS.
25 Sept
Tsiku lililonse, ola lililonse, miniti iliyonse ndi chigonjetso. M'kupita kwanthawi. Ndikuganiza kuti kupeŵa chizolowezichi kukupangitsani kuti mugwirizane ndi malingaliro anu: "Ndiwokongola komanso wamwamuna ... Sindili ngati iye. ”
Nthawi ina muyenera kukumana ndi nkhawa zanu. Ngati mukufuna kukhala ochulukirapo komanso wamphongo. Chitani zomwe zili m'manja mwanu. Gulani masewera olimbitsa thupi, dziyeretseni, gwiritsani ntchito zovala zanu. Ndilibe mayankho onse. Koma nthawi zonse ndimafuna kukhala wolimba mtima. Pomwe ndidali PMOing, ndimakonda kupereka zifukwa, ndikumadzidalira. Osati mochuluka, koma zokwanira kuti ndizindikire, ndipo nditayimitsa PMOing ndinakumana nawo. Tsopano, ndilibe zovuta. Ndagunda masewera olimbitsa thupi chifukwa ndikufuna kukondanso thupi langa.
Kubwezeretsanso mwina ndi chinthu china chofunikira kwambiri chomwe mungachite. PMO anali kuwonongera ntchito yanga yasukulu. Vuto lake ndikuti amakukakamizani kupita ku PMO kapena MO kuti mugwire ntchito. Mukupita ku MO wa PMO pafupipafupi, ndipo ndichosokoneza chachikulu. Mosangalatsa, ndikuganiza kuti zikuwononga ubongo chifukwa timakhala tikukonzekera nthawi zonse.
Masenti anga awiri: sindikuganiza kuti atsikana adzagwa chifukwa cha kukongola kwa kalonga. Koma akungofuna zokongola. Ndili ndi alongo ambiri. Ndikamalankhula ndi azimayi, ndimayankhula nawo ngati alongo anga. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala nthabwala, ndipo ndizowona. China chilichonse chimakhala pamalo.
Ndemanga zanu: "koma ndimawona kuti amuna ocheperako amatenga akazi nthawi zonse. Ndaphunzira zinthu zomwe amuna ambiri sadziwa ngakhale momwe angakondweretsere mkazi, komanso kudziwa momwe angakhalire osatulutsa umuna, ma O ambiri kwa ine, zomwe ziyenera kumuthandiza mu yin-yang equation ” bwenzi. Ndi 6 ft 4, ndi mapaundi 250 a minofu yonse. Amayang'ananso amuna ena mofanana ndi inu. Sindikuganiza kuti ndinu odzikuza, koma mawuwo amveka choncho. Sizokhudza ayenera or sayenera. Zonse ndizokhudza kulumikizana.
Msuwani wanga, amene ali m'modzi mwa azimayi opambana omwe ndidawawonapo, adandiuza zinthu ziwiri: Pangitsa mtsikana kukhala womasuka ndikupangitsa mtsikana kumva kuti ndi wofunika. Kutonthoza kumabwera chifukwa chokambirana, kukhala wosangalatsa, komanso kukhala woona mtima. Zapadera ndi pambuyo poti mwafika pamlingo wina wokulimbikitsani, kuchita zinthu zazing'ono kuti musonyeze chisamaliro.
29 Sept
Sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse lodzipatula. Ndikhoza kukhala ndi mipira yabuluu kwa mphindi 10 kamodzi. Kupatula mphindi khumi, palibe. Koma ED ndikumasulidwa momwe zimakhalira. Amuna, ndine wokondwa kuthana nazo. Muli pamalo oyenera. Kugonana ndikowopsa ndi ED. Ndi nkhondo yanthawi zonse, kuyesetsa kuti mukhale olimba nthawi yonseyi. Kuganiza zolimba, osasangalala nazo. Ndipo muyenera kuda nkhawa kuti atsikana amauza anzawo.
11 Oct.
[Kuthandizira ena] Ngati izi zinali njira zosavuta, ndiye kuti aliyense atha kuchitidwa pomwe taganiza zosiya PMO. Zoyipa ndizovuta zina panjira yanu kupita kukakwera maulendo. Moyo ndi wokhudza kukonza, osati kupambana kapena kutaya. Za kukonzekera kwanu, ndipo muli paulendo wopita ku chimenecho. Denga lanu ndilokulirapo kuposa momwe mukupangira tsopano. Fikirani zomwe mungathe, zomwe ndi Mgonjetsi. Kuwerenga za kubwezeretsani kumeneku kumangowonjezera kukoma.
Ndikudziwa kuti sindingathe kuchita popanda kuseweretsa maliseche kwa masiku opitilira atatu panthawi yomwe ndidayamba. Kenaka, ndinasiya kunena ndekha, "Ndili ndi PMO kwamuyaya", ndipo ndinayamba kunena ndekha, "Ndiyenera kuthana ndi vutoli." Osakhala ndi malingaliro olakwika, ndipo mupita patsogolo kwambiri kuposa kale. Mukasiya, zimangokupangitsani kukhala okhumudwa ndi zovuta zanu. Lolani kubwerera m'mbuyo.
Zimakhala zosavuta, komanso zopindulitsa. Ndakondwa kuti muli ndi chiyembekezo. Khalani osatekeseka ngakhale mutasokonekera.
[Chingwe china] Nkhani yanu imandikumbutsa nthawi yomwe ndimkayenda ndi mtsikana, ndipo ndinakumananso ndi buluu. Sindinadziwe choti ndichite. Ine ndinayenera kutembenuka mozungulira, ndi kujowina mchiuno m'chiuno mwanga.
3 Nov.
[Kuyesa atsikana] Mukamaganiza za munthu, mumaganizira za momwe zimakupangitsani kuti mumve bwino kapena musakhale ndi vuto. Ndi chifukwa chake ndimakonda kuseka. Ndikuganiza kuti ndi njira yabwino kwambiri yolumikizirana ndi anthu, Atsikana makamaka. Ndikulankhula ndi msungwana wokongola kwambiri, woyenera; amasewera mpira. Monga mwala wokongola, amuna ambiri amamufuna iye ndipo amawayimba iwo. Ndidamufunsa zomwe amaganiza za ine; adandiuza kuti ndimuseketsa.
Zolaula zatitchinjiriza ku kukongola kwa dziko lenileni, komanso mwayi wolumikizana. Ndi ntchito yopitilira. Ndikudziwa momwe ndingakhalire ndi anzanu abwino, komanso kucheza ndi anthu. Ndizosavuta ngati kuwayang'ana nthawi ndi nthawi. Koma ndisanawaganizire
3 Dec.
Ndinazindikira yourbrainonporn pakatikati pa mwezi wa July. Sindinakhale njira yosavuta kwambiri padziko lapansi, koma mwinamwake imodzi mwa yokwaniritsa kwambiri. Nthawi zina ndimaganizira momwe ndabwerera, ndipo ndikudabwa kwenikweni. Ndimasangalala ndi kukumbukira zomwe ndinkakonda. Ndinkafunikira zolaula tsiku ndi tsiku, ndikuyang'ana zolaula pamalo ena osokonekera. Anachepetsa akazi ambiri okongola. Zimakupangitsani kukhala otayika kwenikweni: nthawi zonse kuyesa kukhala nokha, osasamala za kugwirizana. Mwinamwake chinthu choipitsitsa mu malingaliro anga ndi chakuti sindinali wachifundo. Ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri ndi PMOing kuthandiza anthu ena ngakhale mamembala.
Komabe, zosintha zenizeni patsamba ili ndikuti ndidagonana sabata imodzi yapitayo. Poyamba ndinali ndi ED, koma nditha kunena kuti ndachiritsidwa. Ndinali kumpsompsona mtsikana wina yemwe ndinakhala naye kuchipinda kangapo, koma ndinali ndisanayendebe kwenikweni. Sindinakhalepo m'mbuyomu chifukwa sindimaganiza kuti titha kuchita nawo nthawi yayitali. Koma, ngati muli ndi mtsikana pabedi lanu kangapo magetsi atazimitsidwa, china chake chichitike. Chifukwa chake, tinali kumpsompsona, ndipo zovala zinayamba kumvula. Kukonzekera kwanga kunali kovuta nthawi yonseyi popanda vuto. Zoseketsa chifukwa ndikukumbukira ndikuganiza pakadali pano, Zidzayamba kufewa monga momwe ena akunenera. Komabe, malingaliro anga anali pomwepo nthawi iliyonse ndikayang'ana pansi; Ndimasanthula nthawi zambiri pamadzuka. Kugonana ndi kwabwino, osati kodetsa nkhawa pamene malingaliro anu ali bwino. Maso anga amisala nawonso; akuti ndiomwe adamuwonapo lls.
Zonsezi, njirayi imagwira ntchito. Ndikofunika. Ndikofunika kudikirira. PMOing ndikungowononga moyo. Tikukhulupirira kuti aliyense adzafika pa mfundo yanga ndi kupitirira apo.
Kubwereza mwachidule, Dec. 5
Ndidayamba mkatikati mwa Julayi ndikupita milungu ya 6 mpaka kumapeto kwa Ogasiti. Sindinachite chilichonse; sanandigwire. Ingoyesani kusuntha tsiku ndi tsiku. Sindinamvepo chilichonse chobwerera, koma ndimakondanso kucheza ndi anthu ena. Panyengo yachilimwe, ndinali wonditeteza. Zomwe timachita ndikulankhula ndi anthu tsiku lonse, tsiku lililonse. Gwiritsani ntchito kwambiri kwa akazi enieni. Ndinalibe kompyuta kapena kulowa intaneti pa foni yanga. Sindinaterobe.
Ndinayambiranso masiku angapo kumapeto kwa Ogasiti. Ndinalibe zikhumbo zenizeni za PMO, ndipo ndinabweranso pahatchi. Ndinapita mwezi wina womwe unanditengera Lachisanu loyamba mu Okutobala. Anayambiranso tsiku limodzi. Ndakhala woyera kuyambira pamenepo, zomwe zimandipatsa miyezi yambiri ya 2 palibe PMO, koma sindimawerengera masiku.
Ndilibe dongosolo lodziseweretsa maliseche. Ndikakhala ndi mkazi kapena kusunthabe ndi moyo wanga.
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