Sindinkaganiza kuti ndidzafika apa; zinthu zidalemera kwambiri ndipo nkhondo yanga yolimbana ndi pmo yakhala zaka pafupifupi 2. Nthawi imeneyo ndasintha kwambiri.
Poyambira panali zaka 4 zapitazo, wopanda chidaliro, wopanda chidziwitso ndi atsikana komanso wopanda chikhalidwe chenicheni. Ndinkakonda zolaula kuyambira 13, nditasokonezeka kwambiri ndi dziko lachiwerewere. Ndinapita mkati mwa izi, ndipo pamapeto pake ndinayamba kufunafuna zodabwitsazi. Ndinadzinyenga ndekha ndi zoopsa zina, ndinakumana ndi chisokonezo chakugonana ndipo sindinapezenso "wabwinobwino" wokonda. Chifukwa chake zinthu zidasokonekera.
Ndinagunda 18 ndipo inali nthawi yoti ndipite kuyunivesite. Ndimaganiza kuti PMO sizinakhudze chikhalidwe changa chogwira ntchito koma ndikuzindikira kuti nthawi zonse ndimakhala pa 50%. Yunivesite idandipatsa moyo wokonda kucheza ndi anzanga, zimandiphunzitsa zambiri koma ndidali wodalira kwambiri mowa kuti andilole kuchita zachikhalidwe, kuti ndisiye zowawa za PMO.
Apa ndipamene ndidazindikira kuti ndiyenera kusintha, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi ngati wopenga ndipo ndimachita chilichonse kuti ndikhale wabwinobwino, komabe chidacho chidasowa. Patatha zaka zitatu ndikuyesetsa kuti ndisiye zolaula, sindinathe kuyimilira popeza ndinalibe kumasulidwa kwina ndipo ndinapusitsika ndi chinthu chabwino.
Kotero patatha chaka china ndinasiya mo pambuyo poyambiranso kangapo pano ndili masiku a 90. Ndili ndi chibwenzi cha masiku a 90 tsopano, pitani, ndikumva kuwawa kwa zolaula ndipo pamapeto pake ndimamva bwino kuposa kale. Ndakhala ndi masiku osangalatsa kwambiri m'moyo wanga, ndikupambana mphoto ku yunivesite ndikupeza mtsikana wokondeka.
Ingofuna kuthokoza popanda inu anyamata izi sizikanachitika. Zabwino zonse kwa inu ndipo ndikuyembekezera lipoti langa la chaka cha 1. Ndakhala ndikukutumizirani mosinthana kotero khalani omasuka kuwerenga zinthu zanga zakale.
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