Nditakula, ndinali ndi makolo otetezeka kwambiri, osasamala, pomwe kugonana sikunali koyenera kukambirana. Muubwana wanga, m'busa wachinyamata kutchalitchi kwathu chosungika anatiuza kuti zogonana = zoyipa ndipo ngati mutsegula maliseche simungathe kuthandiza koma kukhala okonda.
Zachidziwikire, ngati mumakhulupirira munthu amene wanena chonchi ndipo mwadziseweretsa maliseche kangapo, mumayamba kudziyesa kuti muli ndi vuto, kenako mumayamba kuchita zomwe mukuganiza kuti muli nazo. Umu ndi momwe mavuto anga ndi PMO adayambira.
Ndinali wanzeru kwambiri ndipo sindinakule kwambiri, ndipo chifukwa ndimatha kugonana nawo pakompyuta nthawi iliyonse yomwe ndikufuna, ndinalibe chochita choti ndipite kukacheza ndi atsikana okongola kuti ndipite nawo. Chifukwa chake, ndidakhala wotseka kwambiri.
Nthawi yomwe ndimayamba kucheza ndi mtsikana kusukulu yasekondale koyambirira, makolo athu (onse osamala kwambiri) adazindikira kuti timazemba kuti tisangalale, amatiletsa kuti tisalankhulane ndi kutiyang'anira kudzera pa " gulu loyankha mlandu ”kutchalitchi, kusukulu, kunyumba, pafoni, ndi zina zambiri. Kotero, ndinapanga malingaliro opotoka a anthu ena ndi chikondi ndi kugonana komanso dziko lonse lapansi.
Pitani ku koleji. Ndili kutali ndi makolo anga. Sindilankhula nawo kwa chaka chimodzi. Ndimakhala wosakhulupirira kuti kulibe Mulungu. Komanso wachikominisi wamkulu. Komanso anarchist wamkulu. Ndinayamba kuphunzira kwambiri za filosofi. Ndimakondabe maliseche, ngakhale ndimayesetsa kukhala ochezeka. Ndinalibe mwayi ndi akazi chifukwa sindinali wokhwima mwamalingaliro, komabe. Ndinkaopa kukanidwa ndipo ndimaganiza ngati mwana wasekondale. Kenako ndinayamba kuwerenga za bokosibode.
Kujambula momwe ndimaphunzirira kukhala ozizira, mwina kunjaku (chifukwa zina zake zimakhazikitsa malamulo amomwe anthu amagwirira ntchito komanso momwe machitidwe amtchalitchi amagwirira ntchito). Ndaphunzira kuchita maphwando ndi kuchita nawo maphwando ndikukondedwa kwambiri ndi gulu.
Chaka chotsatira, ndimamwa mowa wambiri nthawi zonse ndikusuta udzu pafupipafupi. Nthawi ndi nthawi mumagwiritsa ntchito ma opiates, xanex, ndi mankhwala ena ambiri. Ndipo PMO akadali pafupipafupi. Sukulu yanga imatsika chifukwa chosasamala. Ndasiya koleji.
Ndazindikira kuti ndayamba kuyenda ndipo moyo wanga suyenera kuyenda momwe uliri, komanso kuti sindimazimvetsetsa. Pakadali pano, mwanzeru komanso mwamaganizidwe, ndimasunthira mowirikiza kuzipanga zaumwini kenako ndikudziyimira payekha. Maganizo anga paumunthu adanditsogolera momwe ndimakhalira ndikuphunzira momwe ndimagwirira ntchito, komanso kumvetsetsa momwe ndimakhudzira zenizeni. Izi zidandipangitsa kukhala ozolowereka m'maganizo makamaka pamaganizidwe auzimu ndi zamatsenga.
Pakadutsa chaka, ndidayamba kukumana ndi anthu ochulukirapo omwe anali m'malingaliro awa omwe ndimafunsidwa mwanzeru kuti ndimvetsetse malingaliro awo. Ndidapeza kuti ndidagwirizana kwambiri ndi zambiri za izo. Sindingalolere zochuluka kwambiri apa, makamaka zinthu za esoteric.
Chifukwa chake, lingaliro lodziwika bwino loti zikhulupiriro zanu zimapanga chenicheni ndizofunikira pano. Ndinkasinkhasinkha mwazinthu zina kuti ndithandizire kuzindikira kwambiri zikhulupiriro zanga ndikudziwongolera pansi. Ndidazindikira kuti zikhulupiriro zanga za ine ndekha komanso za anthu omwe adandizungulira komanso dziko lapansi komanso momwe malingaliro anga adagwirira ntchito zimakhazikitsa moyo wopanda chiyembekezo komanso chenicheni. Chifukwa chake, ndidayamba ntchito yosintha zikhulupiriro zanga, machitidwe, malingaliro, ndi zizolowezi zanga. Izi zinali zaka ziwiri zapitazo.
Tsopano, ndabwerera ku koleji ndili ndi zaka 23 ndikuphunzira za filosofi ndi sayansi yamakompyuta. Sindinakhalepo ndi chamba, mowa, fodya, caffeine, opiates, ndi zina zambiri kwa miyezi 6 (ngakhale mwina yayitali). Ndimakondabe kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo kamodzi kapena kawiri pachaka chifukwa amatha kukhala opindulitsa mwanjira zanga komanso zauzimu. Sindinachite maliseche m'masiku opitilira 100, ndipo ndilibe malingaliro obwerera. Ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsiku lililonse ndipo ndazindikira kupindula kwakukulu kwamphamvu ndi kukula kwa thupi. Ndikudya zakudya zamasamba tsopano. Ndasiya kusewera masewera apakanema, ndipo ndikuchepetsa ma TV ndi makanema pakadali pano, ndikukonzekera kuchotsa akaunti yanga ya reddit posachedwa. Ndimasamba madzi oundana tsiku lililonse. Ndimasinkhasinkha kwa mphindi 30 tsiku lililonse. Ndinawerenga kwa mphindi 40 tsiku lililonse. Ndinagonana ndi mtsikana wokongola kwambiri wa esque kangapo (ndinali kale namwali). Popeza kulibenso, ndikulimbikitsidwa kuti ndipite kukakumana ndi akazi okongola ndikukhala ndi zogonana zambiri. Ndimapita kukakwera matola ndikukwera njinga yanga ndikukonzekera kuchita masewera ena osangalatsa komanso zochitika zakunja. Ndikuphunzira za bizinesi ndi ndalama komanso momwe ndingagwiritsire ntchito ndalama kuti ndikhale ndi mwayi wotsegulira njirayo. Ndikuyang'ana zamtsogolo tsiku lililonse ndikuphunzira maluso atsopano. Ndikuphunzira makalasi oseketsa. Ndimapita ku fuko la ng'oma ndikuvina kamodzi pamlungu. Ndikukonzekera kutenga salsa kapena makalasi posachedwa posachedwa. Ndine womasuka komanso wolimba mtima pakati pa anthu wamba. Ndimadzikonda! Moyo ndiwosangalatsa!
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PS: Zotsatira zake, kuti m'busa wachinyamata anali kufunsa zogonana ndi mahule omwe amagwiritsa ntchito imelo ya tchalitchi zaka zonsezi anali akutiuza zinyalala.
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