Ndikufuna ndikuuzeni anyamata nkhani. Nkhani ya bambo wachinyamata wazaka zake zabwino kwambiri. Patha zaka zoposa 10 kuyambira pomwe ndidamvetsetsa izi. Ndinali 13 nthawi imeneyo ndipo ndinali ndi chibwenzi changa choyambirira. Chabwino, zidamvanso zowawa kalekale
Anali wokalamba pang'ono komanso wokongola kwenikweni, chifukwa chake ndimanyadira kuti ndampeza. Ndinkamva ngati ndingachite chilichonse. Zambiri zachitika kuyambira pamenepo.
Ndikukumbukira kuwona zolaula koyamba ndili ndi zaka 9. Makolo anga anali atachoka usiku womwewo motero ndinakhala kunyumba kwa agogo anga usiku. Panali TV ina mchipinda chomwe ndimagona ndipo ndidali kunja kwa kuyang'aniridwa ndi makolo anga. Ndiye ndinatani? Khalani pheee mochedwa ndikuonera TV. Ndinaima ndikutsegula njira panjira pomwe ndinaziwona. Kugonana koyamba komwe ndidawonapo m'moyo wanga. Amawonetsa kanema wamtundu wofewa. Mwanjira ina ndimadziwa momwe ndingatulutsire bwino izi - maliseche. Kapena chilichonse chomwe mukufuna mutchucha chomwe ndimachita nthawiyo.
Zinanditengera zaka zina ndisanawaone kachiwirinso. Ndinali 12 pamene bwenzi langa lapamtima lidandionetsa CD yokhala ndi zithunzi zomwe adapeza kuchokera kwa mnzake wa mkalasi. Zithunzi zoyambira kwambiri, zamtundu wa 80s, koma ndinali ndisanawonepo chilichonse ngati kale. Sindikukumbukira kuthamangitsana, koma ndikutsimikiza kuti ndinali wokondwa ngati gehena. Njira yokhayo yopezera izi ngakhale inali TV. Ndinalibe intaneti, ndipo nthawi zomwe ndimawonera makanema ngati amenewa zinali zosowa. Chifukwa chake, maliseche anali makamaka chifukwa cha zongoyerekeza, zomwe panthawiyo sizinali zowoneka bwino pankhani yokhudza kugonana. Chifukwa chake ndidalumikizana ndi zolaula, koma pazaka ziwiri zotsatira sizidaoneke kwambiri. Nthawi zambiri pamene anzanga, omwe anali ndi intaneti, adandiwonetsa chochitika.
Pamene ndinali 14 ndidapeza intaneti, pa kompyuta yanga, kuchipinda changa. Ndikukumbukira chinthu choyamba chomwe ndinayang'ana: kutsitsa MP3s. Chinthu chachiwiri, mumachiyerekeza: zolaula. Ndinagwidwa kwambiri mwachangu mpaka ndinayamba kuwonera pafupipafupi. Sindikukumbukira kangati, koma kangati. Sindikukumbukiranso momwe lidakulira msanga, koma mwachangu. Sanayime, chifukwa chiyani? Chilichonse chinkayenda bwino. Ndinkakhala ndi abwenzi ambiri, amadziwika kuti anali m'modzi mwa anyamata abwino. Pofika nthawi yomwe ndinali 16 ndinali nditaona kale zonse, kapena choncho ndimaganiza. Ndidadzidzimuka nditazindikira kuti anthu amagonana ndi nyama, nawonso. Wogwedezeka, koma wokondwa. Sanandiyatse, koma zinali zatsopano. Monga kununkhira kwatsopano kwa bubble komwe kumakoma kosakoma koma kumakutafuna, ndipo mwadzidzidzi mumakonda mwanjira yopatsa chidwi. Zinapita monga choncho ndi mitundu yambiriyo. Ndinali 17 kapena 18 pomwe ndimamva kuti china chake sichili bwino. Mwa abwenzi omwe nthawi zambiri timalankhula zolaula, koma kutanthauzira kwawo "kopatsa chidwi" kunali kosiyana ndi kwanga ... kwambiri. Kwa iwo kunali kosadabwitsa kuti wina akatulutsa chikwapu. Kwa ine zomwe zinali ngati chithunzi chamtsogolo. Liyenera kuti inali nthawiyo, kanema wodziwika ngati "atsikana awiri chikho chimodzi" watuluka. Aliyense amene ndimamudziwa adadandaula komanso kunyansidwa. Kunja ndinali, inenso. Mkati mwanga ndinali nditatopa. Ndinali ndiziwona zinthu zambiri nthawi zambiri. Zolaula zinali zitayamba kukhudza moyo wanga nthawi imeneyo. Zomwe zimapangitsa "manyazi" zidayamba ndipo zidayamba kukhala njira yosangokakamiza, komanso kuyiwala za mavuto, kusungulumwa komanso kusungulumwa, makamaka kusasangalala kwina kulikonse. Zinali zopatsa chidwi chifukwa ndinali munthu wokonda kucheza ndi anthu ndipo ndimazidziwa. Koma ndinali ndi anzanga ocheperako. Nditagonana nditavutika, ndinanyansidwa pang'ono (kutengera momwe ndinawonera) komanso wosungulumwa.
Ziyenera kuti zinali zaka zitatu zapitazo, ndinali 21, nditazindikira kuti ndine wamkazi. Inalipo kale, koma ndinkaona ngati ikukula. Amakhala opanga, ndipo ubongo wanga umakonda kuzikonda. Kwambiri kwenikweni. Ndidayamba kumvera malangizo kuchokera kwa mtsikana pazenera, kumandinyoza komanso kundilanga. Zida zolimbitsa thupi zomwe zidakwaniritsidwa, ndimazikonda kwambiri. Panthawi ya mchitidwe, inde. Pambuyo pake ndinadzimva ngati moron womaliza kuyenda padziko lapansi. Kunyansidwa kwathunthu ndi zomwe ndimangoyang'ana ndikunjenjemera, ndikuchita. Izi sizinandiyimitse, inde.
Pafupifupi chaka chimodzi m'mbuyomu ndidayamba semester yanga yoyamba ku yunivesite. Mukakumana ndi anthu ambiri poyamba, makamaka atsikana, ndichifukwa chake ndimaganiza kuti zonse zili bwino. Ndinakumana ndi mtsikana m'modziyu yemwe adasintha chilichonse. Tinkakondana kwambiri ndipo tinkakondana mwachangu. Ndikukumbukira ndikumusokoneza iye ndi kundisokoneza. Koma kwa ubongo wanga izi zinali ngati zolaula zoyipa kwambiri. Kotero iye samakhoza kupita uko. Palibe, ngakhale 10%. Monga iye anali asanagulitsidwe. Ndinayesera kubisa ndikubweretsa “pamanja”. Koma palibe mwayi. Pamenepo iye anali, atagona pabedi panga, nkhope yokongola, thupi lotentha, umunthu wokoma. Anthu azinji akhafuna iye. Ndipo pamenepo ine ndinali, wosakhoza kuchita kalikonse. Zachidziwikire ndinadziuza, kuti sanali wotentha mokwanira ndi ng'ombe zamphongo ngati choncho. Koma ndindani? Ndipo panali zochitika zina zambiri pamene palibe chinachitika mu thalauza langa zitachitika.
Izi zidawononga zonse zomwe ndinali. Kudzidalira kwanga kudatsikira mpaka zero komanso pansipa. Kwa zaka pafupifupi ziwiri ndinali womvetsa chisoni. Palibe chomwe chinkawoneka ngati chothandiza pamoyo wanga. Ndinali ndi abwenzi ochepa kwambiri, ndinkapita kawirikawiri ndipo sindinkasangalala konse. Ndinkamva komanso kuchita manyazi nthawi zonse, makamaka pafupi ndi atsikana. "Ndiopusa kwambiri, bwanji munthu anganene choncho, wasokonezeka mutu ?!" anali mawu omwe adadutsa m'mutu mwanga nthawi zambiri, nditangotseka pakamwa panga. Nthawi ina, pafupifupi chaka chapitacho, ndidapita kukawona mbedza (mwamwayi sikuletsedwa komwe ndimakhala). Ndinkafuna kufufuza ngati "nkhawa yantchito" inali chinthu china. Ndinaganiza kuti "amalipidwa ndipo sasamala ngati ndichita bwino kapena ayi". Ndinadabwa, sindinachite konse. Nthawi zambiri sindinkachita manyazi. Ndimamva ngati zolaula zimakhudzana nazo, koma sindinathe kuyima. Koma ndimadziwa kuti ukazi sunali wachilengedwe ndipo ndinayamba kuudula pang'onopang'ono mpaka gawo limodzi kapena awiri pamlungu ndi zithunzi zosavuta zamaliseche. Uku kunali kusintha kwakukulu kale. Panali nthawi yomwe ndimazichita kasanu patsiku, tsiku lililonse.
Koma panali china chake chosowa. Kodi zonsezi zidalumikizana bwanji? Tsiku lotsatira zitachitika izi ndinayamba kufunafuna mayankho, koma ndimangopeza zinthu monga mavuto akuthupi, kupsinjika ndi kuda nkhawa. Ndinali wathanzi, ndinalibe nkhawa (kupatula kuti sindinathe kuzimva,) ndipo ndinali nditangotulutsa nkhawa tsiku lomwelo. Ndinapitanso kukakumana ndi dokotala wa matenda a m'mitsempha kuti andithandize. Anandipatsa kuti andipatse Levitra (ngati choloweza m'malo mwa Viagra) chifukwa izi zitha kundithandiza kutuluka pagulu loyipa. Koma sizinkawoneka ngati yankho lolondola. Sindinamuuze za zolaula ngakhale. Pazifukwa zina ndimaganiza kuti akhoza kundiseka chifukwa choganiza zolaula zimakhudza kuthekera kwanga kuzimva. Ndinapita kunyumba ndipo ndinali kusakatula ndi "Gawo lachiwerewere" la msonkhano wadziko lonse pomwe penapake, m'mawu ena, mnyamata adalemba ulalo: www.yourbrainonporn.com.
Mutu II - Kusintha
Zinanditengera pafupi masiku awiri mpaka nditawerenga malingaliro aliwonse asayansi, kuwerenga nkhani zambiri zaoyambiranso kuyenda bwino ndikusankha: iyi ndi njira yanga tsopano.
Kuyambira pamenepo ndinali ndimasewera ambiri. Masabata oyamba a 8, ena amangokhala masiku a 2. Zinanditengera pafupi miyezi ya 9 yobwerezabwereza kuyambiranso, kulephera, kusintha / kusintha zinthu ndikuyesanso kupeza njira imodzi yomwe izi zingachitikire: kudzipereka kwathunthu kwa 100%. Palibe "mwachangu kwenikweni" kapena "osawopsa", ndipo makamaka palibe "mwina". Ndiye, kapena ayi. Palibe pakati. Izi zanenedwapo nthawi zambiri m'mbuyomu koma sizinapanikizidwebe mokwanira. Pakhoza kukhala mayankho owoneka bwino ndi kusintha kwakusintha kwa webusayiti komwe mungawone 80% mosamala. Koma ndimakonda njira yotetezeka. Chifukwa njira yotetezeka ili ndi mfundo yosavuta: palibe intaneti - palibe zolaula. Ndipo inde, mudzakhala ndi moyo popanda kugwiritsa ntchito kompyuta kapena intaneti mosalekeza, inde, ndimaganiza kuti ndimafunikiranso. Sindinatero. Komanso, zilibe kanthu kuti blocker yanu ndiyabwino motani, ubongo wanu wakusuta ndikwabwino. Pali njira yozungulira blocker iliyonse ndipo ngati ubongo wanu ukuufunadi, muli osankhidwa. Nthawi zonse dzifunseni izi: mukufuna bwanji? Ngati simukulola kusiya kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti yanu pa nthawi yoti mukonzenso, ululuwo sungakhale waukulu kwambiri. Mwachionekere simunavutike mokwanira. Muyenera kuti mufunefune zoyipa momwe mukufuna kupumira. Yesani izi: gwiritsani ntchito mpweya wanu mpaka osapirira ndipo kenako lingalirani kuti intaneti ipitirire. Kudula malowa kumatanthauza kupuma.
Patha pafupifupi chaka kuchokera pomwe ndidapeza YBOP ndipo ndili pafupi. Miyezi ya 3,5. Cholinga changa kuyambira koyamba chinali chakuti, ndikadzimva kuti ndili wokonzeka, ndimafuna kuti ndimasule kukakamiza koyamba ndikuwonanso hooker. Njira yanga yosinthira ndalama. Masiku atatu apitawa ndinamva kuti tsiku lafika. Mawa dzulo ndinali ndi kugonana kwanga koyamba, kwa nthawi yoyamba mu ... chabwino, kwenikweni. Kupanga kwa 100%, kwa mphindi ngati 30, kawiri (nthawi zina kumatsikira ku 80% kwa mphindi kapena awiri, komabe). Woyera sh **! 😀 Zachidziwikire kuti kusinthanitsa kwanga sikokwanira, popeza izi zinali ndi akatswiri, kotero zina zimagwira. Koma ndikutsimikiza kuti iyi ndi nkhani yanthawi.
Ndilibe aliyense wapamwamba kapena wopambana modzidzimutsa, koma ndimamvanso bwino, monga munthu wamba. Ndimamva ngati ndine 13 kachiwiri, koma ndikudziwa zambiri komanso tsitsi lakumaso.
Ndikudziwa kuti kuyambiranso zovuta kumakhala kovuta bwanji, makamaka chifukwa cha zizindikiro zobwerera. Ndinkakhala ndi zipsinjo zoyipa ndipo ndinali wankhanza popanda chifukwa, ngati mtsikana wazaka 14. Ndipo musandiyambitse zokopa. Koma ngati muli pakati pa kukonzanso, owerenga okondedwa, mukudziwa bwino zomwe ndikunena.
Anthu nthawi zonse amafuna kuti mudziwe momwe mumachita. Ndiye ndidapanga bwanji? Kodi chinandithandiza kwambiri ndi chiyani? Kodi upangiri wanga ndi uti? Choyamba, mverani malangizo anga pamwambapa, chifukwa ndakhalapo. Kachiwiri, musachite nokha.
Nthawi ina kumapeto kwa chaka chatha ndidakumana ndi GonnaSolvethis pagululi. Tidayamba kucheza ndikugawana nkhani, kusinthana ndikusungana kuti tisabwererenso m'njira zambiri, ngakhale zitakhala m'mawa kwambiri kapena usiku. Ndikufuna kumuthokoza (kachiwiri), chifukwa popanda iye, sindikadakhala komwe ndili lero. Zikomo bro! Pambuyo pake mudzapanga, nanunso!
Ndikufunanso kuthokoza a Gary Wilson, ntchito yanu imathandiza anthu ambiri padziko lonse lapansi!
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