Moni nonse, ndikungolemba kulemba lipoti langa la masiku 83, mwachisangalalo ndaphonya lipoti langa la masiku 60 chifukwa ndinali wotanganidwa kwambiri panthawiyi ndikungolimbana ndi zinthu zoti ndizindikire. Komabe ndimvetsetsa kufunikira kogawana nzeru pa mutu wonga uwu,
ndipo ndikuyembekeza kuti lipotili likhala ngati 'chilimbikitso' komanso 'Kupititsa patsogolo chidziwitso' kusiyana ndi 'WOOO, ndiyang'aneni' (Ngakhale ndizovomerezekanso) lipoti.
Ndiyesera kulemberana ndi omwe amalemba pano, komabe ndikupepesa pasadakhale popeza ndikutumikirabe kotero kuti nthawi yanga ili yotanganidwa kwambiri pakadali pano.
Lolani kuti ndifike pazitsulo zamkuwa, ndine mnyamata wazaka 24, ndikuchita zovuta, zomwe sindinachite No Fap makamaka chifukwa tsiku lina ndinadzuka ndipo ndinamva kuti payenera kukhala zambiri pamoyo wanga kuti izi, Ndili ndi kuthekera kokulirapo kuposa zomwe ndikumva pano.
Zomwe ndinakumbukira zimandibwezera ndili mwana ndi zakale zimawoneka kuti ndinali wanzeru kwambiri komanso ndili ndi tsogolo labwino kutsogoloku ndikadzakhala wamkulu. Zachisoni kuti izi zidayamba kuzimiririka ndikadzakula, komabe ndifotokoza izi pomwe lipoti ili likupita. Kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula kwandiyambira ndili mwana kwambiri, ndikukhulupirira kuti panali zaka za 10 zomwe ndimapunthwa pamatepi ena a V-zolaula za X ndikuchita zodziwikiratu. Izi zidapitilira mpaka zaka zanga.
Mwachidziwikire ndidayika zoyipa zambiri zomwe zimandichitikira kungokhala wachinyamata komanso mahomoni omwe ndinali nawo panthawiyo. (mwamanyazi mwamanyazi, osatha kuyang'ana anthu pamaso, Kuopa kwambiri malo pagulu ndi anthu, chifukwa chake ndimakhala ndekha kwa zaka zambiri zaunyamata, izi zidapitilira mpaka pano, pafupifupi zaka 13 Ndidapanga ED, uku kudali kugogoda pa kudzidalira kwanga, izi zidandipangitsa kuti sindingathe kutsata amuna kapena akazi okhaokha muubwenzi momwe ndinkamuwopa kuti ndiwakhumudwitsa. Anthu ambiri ali pano, ndinapitiliza kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti kuti ndipeze zolaula, ndikupita pansi kunapitilira.
Tiyeni tidumphe pakali pano, magawo abwino adzatsatiradi posachedwa pafupifupi zaka 2 zapitazo, ndidayamba chibwenzi ndi mtsikana. ngakhale zabodza zomwe ndikanauza anzanga komanso makoleji uwu unali ubale wanga wachiwiri komanso 'Ubale Wanga Woyamba' woyamba. Ndinakhala pachibwenzi m'mbuyomu nthawi yanga uk zaka zaku koleji, koma zovuta zanga komanso kuti ubongo wanga unadzikakamiza kuti uzifuna zangogonana, zimabweretsa ubale wabwino.
Tsoka ilo chibwenzi changa chachiwiri sichinakhalitse kwa chaka chimodzi, koma ndimatha kugwiritsa ntchito zomwe ndidapeza munthawiyo kuti ndikhale ndi chidwi chosintha. Ndinaphunzira kwa iye kuti pa 'Mtima' sindinathe kulumikizana ndi iye ngati munthu, zachidziwikire ichi ndichinthu chofunikira kwambiri muubwenzi, adanenanso kuti nthawi yayitali maso anga amawoneka ngati sindinali ' Ine, kapena ndinali wotanganidwa kale, zimanenedwanso kuti sindimamvera, ndiye amene anali wowometsa tsitsi yemwe amatsogolera kutha kwa chibwenzi. Komanso zinthu izi, ndimadzimva kukhala wosakwanira ngati wogonana naye. Chaka chimodzi kapena chapitacho sindinapeze za fap, ndi Gary Wilson's YBOP. Ndalephera nthawi zambiri ndisanafike. Palibe zopambana zoposa zakale zokha zomwe mumabwezera kubwezera.
Nayi zina mwazoyenera zomwe ndakumana nazo:
- Chosangalatsa kwambiri, ndimatha kumwetulira aliyense, ndikumva ngati kuti ndine munthu wokondwa kwambiri kuposa kukhala wofatsa, misanthophist ndinali 5 miyezi yapitayo. (Osanena kuti mudzakhala osangalala nthawi zonse, munthawi imeneyi ndakhala ndikumva zowawa kwambiri, koma izi zimacheperachepera.)
- Ndimatha kuyankhula bwino, sindimalinso chibwibwi ngati momwe ndimagwiritsiranso ntchito, mawu omwe ndimafuna kunena kuti amangolowa m'mutu mwanga, motsutsana ndi kufika pang'onopang'ono ndikuyiwala chilichonse chomwe ndimaganiza nthawi imeneyo. Mauthenga anga amawoloka.
- Ndine wolimba mtima, ndili ndi zambiri pa masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo ndimalowa ndikuchita zinthu zanga mosavuta kuposa momwe ndimagwiritsiranso ntchito. Posachedwa ndasiya nthawi yanga ya 5km kutsika kuchokera ku 28 mpaka 23 pafupifupi mwezi umodzi, ndiye amene sindinapezepo. Ndikhozanso kukhala nthawi yayitali osakhala ndi fap, sindimadzimva kuti ndasokonekera pambuyo pausiku.
- Ndine wopindulitsa kwambiri, ndipo ndikuchita zinthu zambiri kuposa kale. pakadali pano ndikupanga zinthu ziwiri nthawi imodzi ndi ntchito, ndipo ndimatha kuchita zinthu. sindinachedwenso, ndili ndi zolinga. Ndimapezanso ntchito yambiri.
- Ndimagwirizana kwambiri ndi anthu ena, ndimatha kuyang'anitsitsa maso a anthu ndikukhala ndimisonkhano yayikulu kwambiri ndi anthu, chifukwa cha izi pagulu langa komanso kuchuluka kwa anthu omwe ndimayankhulanso nawo tsiku ndi tsiku yakula bwino, izi nthawi zonse zimakhala zopunthwitsa kwa ine.
- Nyimbo zimamveka bwino, zosangalatsa, zimandisangalatsa tsopano. M'mbuyomu ndimakhala wopanda chidwi ndi zinthu monga masewera, nyimbo ndi mabuku, tsopano zonse ndizosavuta kusangalala nazo kapena kuseka nazo. Ichi ndi chinthu chachikulu kwambiri kuti pamapeto pake asiye mbale ya golide.
- Sindimadzisamalira ndekha. Momwemonso ndimamvera ena chisoni ndipo ndimamva ngati ndimakhudzanso anthu ena. M'mbuyomu ndinali wadyera ndipo ndinkapanga zambiri za ine ndekha. Ndimatha kufunsa anthu momwe akumvera ndikuwathandizira.
- Kusamala kwa atsikana, Izi ndizovuta kutsimikizira koma ndazindikira tsopano kuti anyamata ndi atsikana ndi ochezeka kwa ine, sindingathe kunena zowona monga momwe ndatumizidwira koma kalekale ndidakumana ndi atsikana akucheza za ine kutuluka usiku, kunali kumverera kwabwino. Ndine wokonda kuwona momwe mzerewu umasewera.
- Wozikidwa Mwauzimu - Sindilinso muzolinga za athiest, m'malo mwake ndalumikizananso ndi chikhulupiriro changa (mpingo waku england) ndipo m'malo mwake ndimamva ngati ndili ndi nzeru zokwanira kuti ndimvetsetse malingaliro onsewa. Ndimayesetsa kuphatikizana ndikumvetsetsa zikhulupiriro za aliyense kuposa kukhala ndi malingaliro ochepa. Ndimakonda kupita kokch zambiri, ndipo ndimawona kuti ngakhale sindine wopembedza kwambiri, ndimakhala wolimba mtima chifukwa ndimadzipereka kuti ndimvetsetse aliyense. Ndili ndi malingaliro abwino. Ndilowereranso mu Chibuda, ngati wina angandilangize buku labwino pankhaniyi ndingayamikire kwambiri.
- Ndimakhala wocheperako ndipo ndimakhala wocheperako, ndimangopanga zinthu zambiri masiku. Pali masiku omwe ndakhala ndikusowa zoyipa zanga, koma ndimangokhala kamodzi pazochitika za mwezi wamtambo.
- Thupi langa ndi lochepa kwambiri, silikhala ndi kamphindi kakang'ono kumbuyo kwa mutu wanga kandifuulirako kuti ndipeze chakudya chonenepa kwambiri m'thupi mwanga, ndikudya zakudya zochepa kwambiri ndipo ndimamva kuti ndikudya chakudya chochepa, wandilola kuti ndichepetse kulemera kwanga kuchokera ku 106 mpaka 100kg m'miyezi iwiri. ndi dziko lotentha.
- Ndikuganiza mwachangu ndipo ndimatha kumvetsetsa malingaliro mwachangu kwambiri kuposa kale. Palibe nkhope yopanda kanthu komanso mawonekedwe anga 'otayika mlengalenga'.
- Sindingathe kuyankhapo pazogonana zanga momwe ndimatumizidwira kotero ndizosaloledwa pano. Komabe chilichonse chomwe chili pansi pake chimakhala chovuta kwambiri ndipo ndikuganiza ngati ndikadakhala ndi kampani yazazimayi zinthu zitha kugwira ntchito, ngakhale sindinayankhe zenizeni pa izi. Ndakhala ndikukumana ndi nkhuni m'mawa kwambiri sabata yatha, chomwe ndi chisonyezo choti ndikupita kukachiritsidwa ED, ndikupita ku RnR, ndipo ndikhala ndikuyesera kugwiritsa ntchito chisangalalo changa chatsopano kuti ndipeze munthu wokondeka pamaulendo anga ozungulira efa haha!, nkhani zambiri lipoti lotsatira!
Ndikupepesa ngati ndakhala ndikupitiliza, ndikhulupilira kuti izi zitha kukuthandizani, ndipo ndapangitsa izi kuzikhala zazing'ono momwe ndingathere. Maganizo anga pa No Fap ndikuti, mphamvu zopitilira muyeso sizikhalapobe, koma zosintha zazing'ono zomwe zimabwera chifukwa chosagunda ubongo wanu ndi dopamine mphindi 5 zilizonse ndichinthu chenicheni ndipo mudzawamva, ngati pang'onopang'ono. Zakhala zofunikira kwa ine ndipo ndikuyembekezera zomwe zidzachitike, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndidzachiritsidwa! (Ndipo inunso)
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Mawa likhala masiku a 100 osakhalapo, ndilephera kangapo isanachitike mzerewu sindimatha kumvetsetsa gawo ili lamasewera, koma ndikhulupirireni kuti ndiyofunika. Sindidzabala aliyense ndi lipoti lalikulu ndipo ndililemba mwachidule, ndili ndi mafunso angapo pamizere yayitali kuposa ine.
Zambiri zachitika, ndimakhala wolimba mtima komanso wokondwa pantchito yanga, ndimakhala wodekha ndipo ndimasonkhanitsidwa pakati pa amuna ndi akazi, ndizosavuta kuyankhula pang'ono ndikulowetsa nthabwala m'mipingo ya tsiku ndi tsiku. Sindilinso zombie.
Ndidapanga ulendo dzulo kuntchito ndipo ndimadutsa umodzi mwamizinda yomwe ili pakati kwambiri kum'mawa, ndikutsimikiza kuti ndidachedwa pang'ono kukafika. Koma sindikadafikako, kapena kuyesera izi zisanachitike, ndikadapanga ndikuneneza ndipo ndikadalibe kulimba mtima kuti nding'ambe, ndipo izi zimapangitsa kusiyana konse kwa ine.
Panopa ndikukonzekera zochitika zazikulu zantchito, kuyendetsa kwanga kumadzimva kosatha, komanso kutsimikiza mtima kwanga komwe ndidakali mwana wamtundu wa 'mwala wapakona' kwabwezerezedwanso. Masiku 100 apitawo sindikadachitanso izi.
Ndikumva ngati ndikufuna kupita kukakumana ndi atsikana, ndipo ndikumva kuti ndili ndi zolaula posachedwa, ndipo ndikuyenera kutulutsa chithumwa changa chatsopano mwanjira ina, ndikuyembekeza kukumana ndi wina watsopano ndipo mwina ndikulowa pachibwenzi (chathanzi ). (Nditangomaliza kutumizirana) Uku ndikumverera kwatsopano patadutsa zaka zambiri.
Ndiye kuti tikukhulupirira kuti izi zakulimbikitsani, pitilizani zomwe mukuyenera kuchita 🙂 Komanso zikomo chifukwa chokomera! Pali chikondi chambiri ndi chithandizo pano ndipo zimandisangalatsanso!
Mafunso a osadziwa zoyipa!
Zinatenga nthawi yayitali bwanji kuti ED yanu 'ichiritse' mwachitsanzo, kuwona lass yokongola ndikumverera kuti imadzutsidwa nayo? Khalani ndi nkhalango zam'mawa zamtendere tsopano koma osawoneka kwambiri pamenepo.
Malangizo aliwonse okhudza kucheza ndi atsikana? Zolemba pawebusayiti kapena mabuku?
Kodi chingwe chanu chachitali kwambiri ndi chiyani?
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