Mwaukadaulo, ndikuganiza kuti ndikadali ndi masiku ena asanu ndi limodzi aukadaulo kuti ndithe ... koma sindinatsatire njira yolembera kalatayo. Monga chodzikanira ndizinena kuti ndinayesa izi koyambirira kwa chilimwe cha chaka chatha ndikukhala masiku pafupifupi 6, ndimawerengera masiku anga a 60 kuyambira pa Januware 90th chaka chino (osabwereranso), kumbukirani izi munkhani yanga.
Choyamba, ndine wamwamuna wazaka 25 yemwe anali akuvutika ndi ED chaka chatha ndipo ena. Ndisanakhale ndi mavutowa ndimatha kukhala ovuta ngakhale ndikakhudza pang'ono, ndipo ndimatha kukhala mpaka kalekale panthawi yogonana. Gawo lomalizali linali vuto kwa ine, popeza ndimavutika kukwaniritsa zolaula. Zomaliza zanga ndikuti ndinali ndiseweretsa maliseche kwambiri (1-2 nthawi tsiku lililonse) komanso mwamphamvu zolaula, kotero kuti ndinali nditataya chidwi chonse mu mbolo yanga. Wokondedwa wanga akhoza kutsika, koma ngati simukusangalala ndi kugonana zimakufikirani… ndipo mumayamba kudzifunsa zomwe mukuphonya.
Ndinapeza YBOP ndipo ndinaganiza zosiya kuseweretsa maliseche kwakanthawi. Apa ndipomwe zinthu zimavuta ... ndimayembekezera kuti ndingobwezeretsanso chidwi cha mbolo yanga, koma patadutsa sabata limodzi kapena awiri, kufalikira kwanga kudawonongera libido yanga ndipo zomwe ndimatha kugwedeza mwamphamvu zidakhala zakale. Kunena zowona, ndidakwiyitsidwa ndi izi ndikumverera ngati YBOP sinangondibwezeretsanso chidwi changa, idawononga momwe ndimakhalira ndi moyo wogonana womwe ndinali nawo. [Komabe, pitirizani kuwerenga.]
Ndinaganiza kuti ndilibe koti ndipite koma onse pano, ndiye pansi pa dzenje la kalulu la 90 lomwe ndidapita. Apanso, osati ulendo wopita patali… koma ndikumva ngati ndiyenera kugawana zina zomwe zandithandiza panthawi yovutayi:
- choyambirira komanso chofunikira kwambiri chomwe muyenera kulumikizana kwa akazi, makamaka ngati ndinu mnyamata wachichepere kapena wina amene alibe zochitika zambiri zogonana izi ndizofunikira pakukonzanso ubongo wanu kukhala akazi enieni. Kupita kokacheza ndi azimayi angapo (ena sanali ngakhale chidwi changa chanzeru) chinali gawo loyamba, pofika theka la njira yomwe ndinali pachibwenzi ndi msungwana wokongola kwambiri - kulumikizana kumaphatikizaponso kupsompsonana, kukumbatirana, kuyenda, ndi maliseche koma osagonana (pakamwa kapena pamtundu uliwonse) womwe anali wabwino nawo.
- kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndikukhala otanganidwa nthawi zambiri, mumamva ngati muli ndi nthawi yochulukirapo pamene simumangotanganidwa ndi zogonana… choncho gwiritsani ntchito nthawiyo m'malo momaganizira za kutalika kwa nthawi yomwe musanakhale bwino, moyo wanu wonse!
- khalani ochezeka, izi zikuchokera kwa wolowerera ... koma kucheza ndi anzanga ndikuyamba kuchita zinthu zinali gawo loti ndichiritse, ndimakhala wokondwa kwambiri kukhala ndi anthu ndikunena kuti palibe PMO
- Ndinkawona kusintha pafupifupi nthawi yomweyo, ngakhale panali zotumphukira zazikulu ngakhale kumapeto ... musataye mtima.
- Pazokhudza chidwi, ndimalimbikitsa kirimu wa Vitamini E kapena mafuta mbolo, sindikudziwa ngati izi ndi zomwe zandichitira ine ... koma ndazindikira kusintha.
- Izi ndizofunikira: mudziwe nthawi yake. Ndikadakhala kuti ndikudikirira kugonana kufikira tsiku langa 90 mwina zitha kukhala zowononga kuti ndichiritse. Kuti muwonjezere, ngati mumakhala ndi nthawi yayitali popanda chilakolako chogonana mungakhale mukuwononga kwambiri libido yanu monga PMO, pobwezeretsanso ubongo wanu kuti ukhale wogonana. Ndikumva ngati kungodikirira si njira yoti mupitire, payenera kukhala zambiri kuti muchiritse. Kuti mumveke bwino, ngati simukukhala MO'ing, mukupondereza malingaliro onse azakugonana, komanso kusayanjana ndi mkazi… izi zitha kukhala zoyipa kuti muchiritse.
Mwachidule, ndimamva ngati ndili m'malo abwinoko kuposa momwe ndinalili ED. Pali chidwi chowonjezeka, zosankha zanga ndi libido zabwerera, ndipo gawo labwino kwambiri? MO'ing sanasokoneze kupita patsogolo kwanga monga ndamva kuti zitha kuchitika pagululi. NDINAKHALA musanachite zogonana, ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita izi kuyambira pomwe ndimachira kamodzi patsiku (pomwe sindigonana). Kusiyana kwanthawi yomaliza? Palibe PMO. Ndimaganizira za zochitika zenizeni pamoyo ndi amayi, ndimayang'ana chisangalalo champhamvu.
LINK - Zomwe Ndimachita Tsiku la 90 (ish)
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Hei anyamata, ndangopunthidwa pa tsambali ndipo ndikungonena kuti ndili othokoza kwambiri chifukwa chake! Ndikuganiza kuti kukhala ndi gulu lothandizira pa intaneti lithandiza kuchira kwanga kwambiri.
Zing'onozing'ono za momwe ndimakhalira: Ndine mwana wazaka 25 wazaka za PMO yemwe wayesera kuyambiranso (osadziwa chilichonse kuchokera pamitundu iyi) mu Ogasiti chaka chatha… ndinali pachibwenzi nthawi imeneyo, ngakhale bwenzi langa lidapeza zimadziwononga modabwitsa kuti sindimafuna kugonana (ndipo tasiyana kale). Ndinafika masiku pafupifupi 50 ndisanabwererenso ndipo ndakhala ndikuchita maliseche kamodzi patsiku ndi zolaula kuyambira, mpaka Januware 13th, pomwe ndidapeza yourbrainonporn.
Ndakhala ndikuledzera kwa PMO kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13, ndipo kuyambira pomwe ndidasiya ndikuzindikira momwe zolaula zomwe ndimawonera zinali. Zinthu zomwe sizingapangitse anthu wamba kutsegulidwa, makanema ena sanali ngakhale 'zolaula' pa se, amangovala zovala zokongola azimayi okongola akuyankhula zonyansa. Koma ndinali kuwalakalakabe, ndipo icho chinali chikhalirebe chizolowezi changa. Pakadali pano ndikutuluka pazomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndiye gawo langa, koma nthawi zambiri mbolo yanga imakhala yolimba (ndipo osati pa 100% kuuma).
Mafunso anga ndi awa: kodi masiku 50 oyamba aja ndidali ndikuthandizabe poyambiranso? Ndinawona kusintha koma ndikubwereranso kuzikhalidwe zanga zakale ndimamva ngati zonse zinali zopanda pake. Funso langa lachiwiri ndikuti ndinali ndi nkhuni zammawa dzulo (zolimba kwambiri) koma sindinachite m'mawa uno… kodi izi ndi zachilendo? Kodi matabwa ammawa amabwerera kwa ine pafupipafupi pakatha nthawi yayitali? Sindingayese kudziyesa ndekha, ndipo ndikuyembekeza kugwiritsa ntchito icho ngati chisonyezo choti ndikhoza kupita.
Ndipo ndi izi, mawu anga oyamba kumudzi. Ndikuyembekeza kuti nditha kuthandiza anthu akabwera kuno kudzafunanso mayankho, chifukwa monga ndidanenera… ndili mgulu lanyengo yayitali (masiku 15 ndikuwerengera).
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