Ndine wonyadira kunena kuti ndatsiriza ulendo woyambitsanso masiku a 90. Kupyolera mu ulendowu, nkhani zopambana zomwe zalembedwa pano zandithandiza pankhondo yanga yolimbana ndi chizolowezi chotembereredwachi. Chifukwa chake, ndikuwona kuti kuli koyenera kuti ndipereke ndikupereka chidziwitso changa. Ndikukhulupirira kuti nkhani yanga ingathandize inu omwe mukuvutika kuti musiye chizolowezichi ndipo potsiriza ndikudula maunyolo a PMO. Ndinayamba kudziwika ndi zolaula ndili ndi zaka 13, ndili ndi zaka 25 tsopano. Chizoloŵezi chazaka 12 chomwe chawonjezeka pakapita nthawi. Kupyolera mu chizoloŵezi changa choledzeretsa, ndakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri, kusokonezeka maganizo, ndi kusinthasintha kwa maganizo omwe angafanane ndi bi-polar disorder. Pamene zaka zikudutsa, ndinafika pozindikira kuti ndinali ndi vuto ndipo mwina likukhudza PMO. Kenako ndidasegula ndikusaka mpaka ndidakumana ndi YBOP. Maola ndi maola zimadutsa pamene ndikuwerenga nkhani ndi nkhani. Zinali chifukwa cha izi ndinaganiza zosintha, ndikanayambiranso ndi masiku a 90 opanda PMO ndi MO. Ndikanadziwa pang'ono, ili likanakhala vuto lovuta kwambiri lomwe ndikanakumana nalo.
Pamene ndimayamba ulendo wanga, masiku angapo oyambawo anali ovuta. Sindikhala ndi nthawi yopanda PMO kwa sabata limodzi ndikugwerekanso. Zomwe zidapangitsa kuti zinthu ziziipiraipira ndikuti ndikatha sabata, ndikadumwa. Ndidadzinyenga poganiza kuti zili bwino. Ndimaganiza kuti ndizichita izi kamodzi pa sabata ndikuchepetsa pang'onopang'ono. Ah momwe ndidalakwika, m'malo moperewera, zomwe zidakhala sabata yopanda PMO idasandutsidwa masiku, zomwe zimasandulika masiku kukhala maola. Ndidabweranso wokonda kwambiri zosokoneza bongo. Sindikudziwa kuti ndisiye bwanji. Zinali ngati kuti ndinamizidwa mufulsand, ndikamenya nkhondo kwambiri, ndimadziwira mwachangu. Ndinkadziona wopanda chiyembekezo kenako kuzindikira. Ndinkadziwona ndekha ndikuvutika ndipo pamapeto pake ndikuyamba kuchita zokomera komanso kuchita zomwezo. Kenako ndidayamba kunyansidwa ndi ine. Ndidanyansidwa ndikuona kuti zolaula ndizofunika kwambiri padziko lapansi. Apa ndipamene ndidadziwa kuti ndiyenera kuthana ndi chiwanda ichi.
Ndinali nditagonjera dala kwa PMO ndi MO. Pamene masiku angapo oyamba amabwera, malingaliro anali kugwedezeka pansi ndikutsika ngati rollercoaster. Nditafika tsiku la 3rd, ndinayesa kudzisokoneza ndi makanema ndi anime. Pamene ndimayang'ana anime yotchedwa One Piece, ndinali nditafika pamtima kwambiri mndandanda ndipo misozi idayamba kutuluka. Ndinali ndisanalirepo chonchi, malingaliro anga anali atasweka mtima. Pofika tsiku la 4, ndinali nditamva bwino ndipo ndinali wosangalala kwambiri ndipo ndinakhala ngati horoscope yanga, ndinali ndimawonekedwe a dzuwa. Ndimacheza ndi anthu kumanzere ndi kumanja. Anthu angafunse ngati ndi ine kapena ndiomwe alendo andibera ine ndikusintha malingaliro anga ndi chinthu china. Komabe, patsiku la 5, zonse zidagundanso. Zimamveka ngati kuti ndili ndi kulemera kwa dziko lapansi pamapewa anga. Kutulutsa kwanga komwe kumabweretsa ululuwu kudali ndikulemba malingaliro anga onse papepala.
Sabata yoyamba ikadutsa, mutu wanga udawoneka wolemera kwambiri, ngati kuti ndidamenyedwa ndi nyundo yamiyala tsiku lomaliza. Izi zikhala ndi ine mpaka sabata 11. Ndinali kuvutikanso ndi chifunga chachikulu cha ubongo komanso kutopa. Ndinalibe yankho la izi kupatula kungomenyera nkhondo ndikumangodutsa masana. Panalinso nthawi zina zomwe ndimakhala ndikuvutika ndi kugona. Zodabwitsa ndizakuti, ndinamva mphamvu kwambiri kuyambira masiku amenewo kuposa masiku omwe ndimagona. Pamene sabata la 2nd limapitilira, ndinazindikira kuti ndikufunika thandizo. Kenako ndidafotokozera zakupangira kwanga ndi mzanga, wandipatsa njira ndi thandizo. Ndi chinthu chomwe chinandithandiza kwambiri. Pomwe ndidavomereza, adandipatsa malo achitetezo komwe ndimatha kufotokoza momasuka zomwe ndidachita manyazi. Amakhala mzati wondithandizira.
Sabata ya 3rd itafika, ndidayamba kuyang'ana zochita kuti ndisiye kusuta kwa zomwe ndimachita. Ndimalimba mtima pachikondwerero changa chojambula ndi kulemba. Ndinayamba kuyenda kwambiri ndikujambula zithunzi zokhudzana ndi chilengedwe. Ndinayambanso kulemba komanso kulemba ndakatulo zochepa, mawu olemba ndakatulo, ndakatulo komanso mawu. Ndidagwiritsa ntchito ngati chida choti ndisalowe m'mayesero ndikagogoda pakhomo langa. Nthawi iliyonse ikafika, ndimakonda kulowera m'machitidwe anga achisangalalo, osawaletsa. Ndinapezanso kuti mayesero amabwera pafupipafupi pomwe palibe chochita.
Pamene ndafika sabata la 4, ndidayambanso kugwira ntchito mwamphamvu. Pomwe ndimakonda kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndimamva ngati thupi langa lagunda ndipo sindinathe kupitanso patsogolo. Ndinadabwa kuti pamene ndinali kuphunzira tsopano, mawonekedwe a thupi langa amawoneka kuti akusintha. Ndikulimbitsa thupi kulikonse, ndimatha kuwona zotsatira. Sindinazindikire kuti PMO imatha kusokoneza thupi langa motere. Iyi inalinso nthawi yomwe ndidayamba kuwona kuchepa kwa tsitsi kusamba. Maganizo anga anayamba kukhala abwino. Nthawi zonse ndinkakhala ndi nkhawa kwambiri ndikakumana ndi akazi okongola. Mitsempha yanga imandilepheretsa kukhala ndekha ndipo nkhawa imatha kutseka pakamwa panga. Sindinathe kunena zomwe ndimafuna. Komabe, sabata la 4 litafika, ndinamva kuti chidaliro chikuwonjezeka. Ndinayamba kuzindikira akazi mochulukira. Amawoneka okoma kuyang'anitsitsa osati zinthu zogonana zokha. Maso anga amatha kutseka nawo ndikuseka ndikudutsa. Ndinadabwitsidwa ndi chidaliro changa chatsopano. Komabe, sindinali wotsimikiza mokwanira kufikira. Ndipamene ndimadziwa kuti ndiyenera kumenyera ndikumaliza kuyambiranso masiku 90.
Sabata ya 5th ndi 6th ikhoza kukhala nkhani yosiyana. Zosangalatsa zanga zinayambiranso. Ndinazindikiranso kuti ndikamadya chakudya chambiri, zimandipangitsa kuti ndisinthe. Ndipo kenako, ine ndinadya wathanzi momwe ine ndikanathera. Zakudya zanga zambiri zinali zophika nyama, ma veggie, zipatso, msuzi wa mpunga, ndi tirigu wa bulgur. Ndimamasuliranso chisoni changa chonse m'magaziniwa ndikumakambirana nthawi yayitali ndi wobwezera zakukhosi kwanga.
Pamene ndimenya 7th ndi 8th sabata, ndidagunda mzere. Ndinalibe zokhumba zazimayi, zosangalatsa, kapena anthu wamba. Zinkangokhala ngati ndagwa pansi pamavuto a kukhumudwa. Unyamata wanga unkawoneka ngati wagwa pansi kwambiri. Ndinkangodandaula kuti zingatenge nthawi yayitali kuti adzuke, mwina mpaka tsiku lomwe mwana wamfumu adzabwera kudzamupsopsona.
Pomwe ndikulowa sabata la 9th, mphamvu zanga zikuyamba kuwonjezeka, kaonedwe kanga kamakhala kosangalatsa kwambiri, ndipo malingaliro anga awonekera. Ngakhale chifunga cha malingaliro pang'ono chikadalipobe, ndikumva bwino. M'mbuyomu, ndimakhala ndikumverera ngati ndine zombie. Yemwe amangoyenda koma anali atamwalira mkati. Zimakhala ngati kuti moyo watsopano wabadwa mkati mwanga. Zokhumba zanga zimandibweretsera chikondwerero chowonjezereka ndipo moyo wanga wasintha. Kuyambira koyamba pa ulendowu, ndinadziwa kuti ndili ndi vuto losokoneza bongo. Zomwe sindimadziwa ndi momwe chizolowezichi chimasokoneza moyo wanga ndikutsata moyo mwa ine. Ndipo monga ndikuyimira tsopano, ndabweza udindo. Tsopano ndagwira moyo wa chodabwitsachi ndipo tsopano ndiyamba kukhetsa. Sindidzachitanso chigololo.
Ndikulowa sabata la 10, kusowa tulo ndi chimfine ngati zizindikiro zimandigunda. Sindikudziwa ngati chimfine ngati zizindikilo zidayambitsidwa ndikubwezeretsanso kapena ngati ndidali ndi chimfine. Pomwe ndimagona tulo, zidatenga masiku angapo ndipo pamapeto pake ndidakhuta. Ndinadziyendetsa pagalimoto kupita kumsuzi wodziwika bwino ku China kuti ndiyesere kuthana ndi tulo. Msuziwu umakhala ndi zipatso zofiira zouma ndipo mutadya msuziwu, wa la! Pamapeto pake ndidakhala ndikupumula usiku wabwino. Ndayika ulalo wopezeka pamalangizo.
Pomwe sabata la 11th likuyamba, kufunafuna paranoia ndi nkhawa zimakhalabe. Komabe, kukula kwa paranoia ndi nkhawa zachepa ndi makola angapo. Ndakhalanso ndi ubale wabwino ndi ine. Tsopano ndikuwona kuzunzidwa kumene ndakhala ndikukumvera thupi langa. Ndidula maubwenzi ndi osakhala bwino pamoyo wanga, atha kukhala azokonda kapena anthu. Tsopano ndimadzilemekeza kwambiri. Ndazindikiranso kusiyanasiyana momwe ndimawaonera azimayi. M'mbuyomu, ngakhale anali okongola, zolakwika zonse zimadziwika. Ndidali ndikuchita zolaula kuti ndisafune zangwiro zomwe kulibe. Tsopano ndikuthokoza azimayi mwatsopano.
Tsikulo lafika, sabata la 12! Mitengo yokwera ndi zotsika imakhalabe. Komabe, kukwera kumakulabe. Pofuna kupititsa patsogolo thanzi langa, ndabwereranso ku msuzi womwe ndinadya ndili mwana, msuzi wamasamba. Modabwitsa chodabwitsachi chidandithandizira pakufuna kugona. Ndazindikira kuti ndikamagula supu ya miso ndisanayambe kugona, ndimatha kugona mosavuta komanso mozama. Matenda anga akadali omwazikana pang'ono ndipo nkhawa komanso zodwala. Zatsika mtunda poyerekeza ndi momwe zidalili poyambiranso. Ndipo ngakhale masabata a 12 tsopano atha, ndikuzindikira kuti ndewu yanga sidzatha. Ndikukonzekera KUTI SIDZAKHALA PMO ndipo ndadzipereka kwambiri kwa iwo. Kudzera mu masabata a 12 awa, ndachita MO kawiri. Komabe, zinali kokha pambuyo pa miyezi iwiri yoyambirira yopanda PMO ndi MO. Ndakhalanso ndikusinkhasinkha ndipo nkhawa ndikukwera. Tsopano ndakhala ndi chizolowezi chosinkhasinkha m'mawa uliwonse nditadzuka. Chingwe cha bongo Komabe, yachepera pafupifupi 80%. Izi zikungowonetsa kuti aliyense ali ndi gawo lawo la kuchira. OSAKHALA WOSAVUTA NGATI MUKHALA OKHALA NDI ENA ENA! Zabwino zonse ndi zoyesayesa zanu ndipo musataye mtima!
malangizo
- Dziwonetseni nokha patsogolo pazenera mukuchita izi ndikukhala osokoneza bongo (izi zidandinyansa mpaka pomwe ndimadziwa kuti ndiyenera kusiya.)
- Sungani zolemba ndikutulutsa zakukhosi kwanga (Zandithandiza kuti ndikhale wamakhalidwe abwino ndikayambiranso.)
- Lankhulani ndi munthu wodalirika wodalirika kapena mutha kulandira chithandizo mosadziwika patsamba lino (Adabwera kukhala chipilala chanu monga achitira ine.)
- Tengani zosangalatsa zakale kapena zatsopano (Nthawi iliyonse yesero likagwedezeka, ndimadziponya ndekha mdziko lazomwe ndimakonda kuchita kuti ndizisokoneza.)
- Idyani wathanzi. (Ndikamadya mopanda thanzi, zimandipangitsa kukhala wosasangalala.)
- Pofuna kugona tulo, imwani msuzi wofiira ndi msuzi wa miso (Unandilola kugona)
http://www.homemade-chinese-soups.com/red-date-soup.html Msuzi wa Miso ukhoza kupangidwa mosavuta ndi miso paste, ungapezeke m'masitolo anu ogulitsa ku Asia. Sungunulani misoza mu madzi otentha ndikusakaniza zosakaniza zina monga mungafune, wa la! Zonse zachitika! (Chinsinsi changa ndi cha shrio miso, nthangala za chia, masiketi otsekemera, komanso tofu.)
Sinkhasinkha (wandikhazika mtima pansi ndikundilimbikitsa.)
Kusintha Kowonekera
- Kukhazikika kwa malingaliro
- Kukhala ndi chiyembekezo
- Liwu lozama
Maso otakasuka (Maso anga nthawi zonse amawoneka achiwawa)
- Osameta tsitsi pang'ono pakasamba
- Kutanthauzira kowonjezera mu minofu kuchokera kuntchito
- Kuchepetsa nkhawa
- Kuchepetsa paranoia
- Mphamvu zambiri
- Kugona mokwanira komanso kusowa tulo
- Watsopano wadzipatsa ulemu
- Watsopano wapeza ulemu ndi kukopa kwa akazi (Osazionanso ngati zinthu)
-Umuna wanga umadzuka nthawi iliyonse popanda zovuta zilizonse m'mawa uliwonse, dzina lake tsopano ndi Chevrolet chifukwa wamangidwa ngati thanthwe!
Izi ndizosintha zazikulu zomwe ndakumana nazo pakuyambiranso kwamasiku anga a 90.
Mawu Final
Khalani ndi chikhulupiriro mwa inu nokha. Ngakhale titagwa, bwerani pomwepo. Ngati tagwa nthawi ya 100, zimangotanthauza kuti tiyenera kubwereranso nthawi za 100. Osataya mtima. Njira ndi yovuta, koma mphotho ndiyabwino. Kuyambira tsiku la 1, zitha kuwoneka ngati talowa mumsewu womwe wadzizidwa ndi mdima. Mdima wa unyolo womwe umatimangirira. Komabe, ndi phula lililonse, pamakhala kuunika kumapeto kwake. Kuwala kumeneko kumadza m'masiku a 90. Osasowa, muli ndi chithandizo changa! Tsopano gona ziwanda zija kuti zipume!
Omasuka kusiya mafunso kapena ndemanga, ndiyankha mwachangu momwe ndingathere.
Zikomo powerenga komanso zofuna zabwino!
PS - Chonde kumbukirani kuti matupi athu onse amamangidwa mosiyana, ndi nthawi iti yomwe wina akhoza kukhala wosiyana ndi wina. Wina atha kutenga masiku 60 kuti ayambirenso kuchira pomwe wina amatenga 180. Musafooke ndikupitilizabe. Chatsopano chomwe mukudikirira, kodi mungachitepo kanthu?
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