Ndinayamba ulendo wanga wamasiku 90 pa Juni 16. Ndili ndi zaka 25 ndipo mwezi umodzi ndisanayambe ndidasiyana ndi chibwenzi changa cha miyezi 4. Poyang'ana m'mbuyo, chinali chibwenzi choopsa koma panthawiyo ndimaganiza zosiyana. Ndakhala ndi abwenzi ena awiri m'moyo wanga koma sitinali ogwirizana, anali opanda tanthauzo, ndipo sizinakhalitse. Ndilinso ndi nkhawa zosazindikira za chikhalidwe cha anthu komanso kukhumudwa pang'ono. Ndinali mtundu wa anyamata omwe amasewera masewera tsiku lonse ndikupewa zochitika zilizonse. Ndinayamba nofap kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wabwino chifukwa ndakhala ndikumva ngati wopanda pake moyo wanga wonse wachikulire.
Tsopano nditatha zero maliseche komanso zolaula masiku 90 ndimamva ngati ndine munthu watsopano. Poyamba ndimafuna kuthana ndivutoli koma wina adafika panjira 🙂 Paulendowu ndidalemba zinthu zingapo sabata iliyonse kuti ndione momwe ndikupitira patsogolo. Chilichonse ndi chowonadi ndipo sindinayese kubweza chilichonse ndikukumana ndi zenizeni monga momwe ndimaziwonera nthawiyo. Kumbukirani kuti ndine mnyamata wowoneka bwino wokhala ndi ntchito yosasangalatsa ndipo ndimangokhala ndi anzanga ochepa.
Sabata 1 - Palibe kusintha. Ndapita sabata limodzi kale kotero sizinali zatsopano.
Masabata awiri - Ndinamverera mosiyana. Mkazi mu lesitilanti adachita chidwi ndi ine. Anandifunsa ngati ndikufuna pie. Tinakambirana zachikondi za pie. Osakhazikika. Kutentha pang'ono.
Masabata a 3 - Anapeza chidaliro. Womverera bwino, ngati kuthamanga ma 10 mamailosi kapena kutenga dziko. Anali ndi chidwi chouza ex kuti abwere kugonana.
Masabata a 4 - Mumakhala ngati opambana m'mawa koma zimawoneka ngati zikutha ngati tsiku likumatha. Kuyanjana kwamaso ambiri. Anafunsa msungwana ku bar out. Anatinso akufuna andidziwe koma ananyamuka pamakonzedwe.
Masabata a 4.5 - Horny ngati fuck. Nthawi zopanikizika. Zovuta zambiri zamavuto. Chidaliro chofikira atsikana kulibe. Kuyesera koma kulephera. Atatsala pang'ono kupeza woperekeza koma anatembenuka.
Masabata 5 - Kutha kulingalira bwino ndikupanga zisankho zomveka. Chifunga cha ubongo chatha. Pomaliza ndidapeza kulimba mtima kuti ndisayanjanenso ndi ex omwe amandichitira zoyipa. Zokwaniritsa zinthu zambiri patsiku osatopa. Kuphunzira ndikulingalira zinthu ndikosavuta. Kuyankhula ndi makasitomala kuntchito kumakhala kwamadzimadzi komanso kosangalatsa. Ndipo ndimasangalala nazo kwambiri. Ndimapanga nthabwala zoseketsa tsopano zomwe anthu amaseka ndikundiyankha. Sindikusamala momwe anthu amamvera ndikanena. Ndikunena izi kwa ine. Ndikuyembekezera mwachidwi mawa… koyamba m'zaka zambiri. Ndinayamba kumvetsera nyimbo zachimwemwe, zopitilira muyeso. Ndiosavuta kuvomera kuyitanidwa. Ndinazindikira kuti sindifunikiranso mowa. Adapatsidwa udindo woyang'anira pantchito chifukwa chakukolola kwambiri komanso kusintha. Ndikumva ngati mwamuna.
Masabata a 5.5 - Kutentha kwambiri. Anathera maola angapo akujambula zolaula. Ndidadziwikitsa kwa hottie ku bar, zomwe sindikadachita. Kuyamikira kuchokera kwa makasitomala. Zolemba pamanja zili bwino. Mawu amamveka bwino komanso mwamphamvu. Ndimayenda ndi cholinga. Monga bwana. Ndine wofunika kwambiri. Osati mtsikana yemwe ndimamudziwa pang'ono. Sanaperekedwe pachiyeso chogonana ndi ex gf. Pambuyo pake ndimatha kupanga zisankho zoyenera kwa ine ndipo osakhala wolumikizidwa kwambiri. Mkazi woyenda pagombe amangobwera kwa ine ndikuyamba kulankhula. Seva ya atsikana otentha amandikonda.
Masabata a 6 - Chilichonse chomwe ndimachita ndichosangalatsa. Chokhazikika. Mawu osabwera kwa ine. Wamanyazi. Apa ndipomwe maulamuliro apamwamba adalowamo. Ndinapita kothamanga usiku, ndinaponda mwala wawung'ono ndikuthira bondo langa. Ndinakhala pamenepo phula ndipo ndinali wokhumudwa kwambiri koma ndinati, njira yokhayo yomwe ndingathetsere izi ndikusiya kukhala pussy ndikupita. Ndinabwereranso ku bar ngakhale nditakungika bondo ndikutenga nambala ya atsikana otentha. Sindikadakhala ndichitapo izi kale. Ndikadatha kupita kunyumba nditathamanga ndikudumphadumpha ndikuvutika maganizo koma ndidasankha kutuluka. Zinandilola kutenga mwayi / chiopsezo. Nthawi yayikulu kwambiri. Kumveka bwino kwamaganizidwe kwatha. Kutha kuyang'ana kwatsika. Wokhumudwa komanso wopanda mphamvu. Koma ndili ndi bwenzi latsopano… ndiye wabwino koposa.
Masabata a 6.5 - Adauza ex gf sitikubwerera limodzi. Simunakhale mukuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi chifukwa cha bondo. Mzere wapansi ukupitilira. Anayamba kumva bwino. Mwina kutuluka mosabisa. Khalani ndi chithunzithunzi chakumverera kwa dziko lapansi. Ndinali ndi maloto ogonana koyamba milungu ingapo. Ndine wokondwa kukhala ine. Ubongo udakali wopanda pake. Osamvetsetsa bwino koma china chilichonse ndichabwino. Sindikupatsa zomwe anthu amaganiza za ine. Wopangidwa ndi msungwana wokongola kwambiri padziko lapansi!
Masabata 7 - Analandiridwa bj. Anatenga pafupifupi 10 min. Kutopa ndi atsikana atatu. Sananene zambiri ngakhale. Tsiku lotsatira mumve zodabwitsa !! Bwana !! Chidwi chenicheni chimenechi polankhula ndi anthu chatha milungu ingapo tsopano. Zimapangitsa zokambirana kukhala zovuta. Ndimada nkhawa kwambiri ndi zomwe ndinganene, monga nofap isanachitike. Kumveka kwamaganizidwe ndikwabwino koma sindili ochezeka ndipo ndimavutika kuthandizira pazokambirana. Chikhumbo chofuna kutuluka chafooka. Tsiku lotsatira zinali bwino kwambiri mutasiya kumwa kwa masiku awiri. Malingaliro anga amamveka bwino ndipo ndinayankhula pamsonkhano. Anasiya kudandaula za momwe anthu amandionera. Wokhoza kukambirana ndikukhala kwathunthu.
Sabata 8 - Libido ikukula. Owonetsa mwachisawawa pantchito.
Sabata 8.5 - Ndimamva bwino kwambiri. Kulumikizidwa ndi makasitomala pamlingo watsopano. Khalani olumikizidwa kwambiri komanso omasuka ndi bwenzi. Zabwino kwambiri zomwe ndidamvapo ndisanayankhidwe ntchito ndipo sindinakonzekere. Kuphedwa kuyankhulana. Koma ndiye kutopa ndi malingaliro opanda kanthu. Zosagwirizana koma amapitabe ndi gf paulendo wopita ku aquarium. Khungu ndi losalala bwino. Nditatha kugona bwino usiku ndimamva bwino. Zimatha tsiku likamapita koma ndikuganiza kuti ndayamba kukhala wabwinobwino kuposa nthawi ina iliyonse m'moyo wanga. Ndikumva kuti ndikukula tsiku ndi tsiku.
Sabata 9 - Sangalalani. Pezani kumpsompsona kapena kusisita gf mwachangu. Ubale ukuyenda bwino modabwitsa. Sakanakhala ali pamalowo asanafike nofap. Ndikumva ngati ndili ndi inenso tsopano ndipo ndimachita zambiri pakadali pano m'malo mongoganizira momwe anthu amandionera. Kuda nkhawa ndi anthu kwatsika kwambiri.
Sabata 9.5 - Ndikumvabe bwino. Anakana kugonana ndi gf kuti amusonyeze kuti ndimamukonda iye. Ndakhala ndikuchita zinthu zomwe sindimachita nthawi zonse. Adalemba dzina lake mumchenga ndi zipolopolo zokutidwa ndi mpendadzuwa. Wina bj wochokera ku gf… adamva zodabwitsa. Ndikumva ngati ndafika pagawo latsopano m'moyo wanga. Kuchokera pachikondi kuchokera ku gf komanso chisangalalo chonse chomwe tili. Amandilola kulingalira mtsogolo ndikudziyesa ndekha ndikuchita zinthu mosakondera.
Sabata 10 - Sindinakhalepo ndi tulo tambiri. Kutsika kwa 3.5hr kudabwitsa gf. Ndikuganiza kuti zachilendo zatsopano zikuwonekera. Kutha kulola kuti zinthu zisandivutitse kwambiri. Chitsanzo ndi pomwe ndidalipira $ 50 ya gasi koma ndinachoka pamalo osungira mafuta osapopa. Izi zikanandikhumudwitsa kale koma tsopano ndikudziwa kuti palibe chifukwa chokhalira ndi nkhawa chifukwa cha zinthu zomwe simungasinthe. Ndikuganiza kuti chiwonetsero chilichonse chimachepetsa chidwi chodabwitsa chilichonse. Zimathetsa mphamvu. Ndataya mwayi wodziwa zomwe zili zolakwika kapena zabwino, komanso chinthu chabwino kwambiri choti ndinene.
Sabata 11 - Anathera sabata lamasiku atatu ndi gf. Nthawi yabwino kwambiri. Zalandiridwa bj. Sabata ino ndi mtsikana uyu sizikanachitika ndisanayambe izi. Sindikusamala zomwe anthu amaganiza za ine ndipo ndikakhala naye ndimatha kusangalala ndikuseka ndekha. Moyo ndiwosangalatsa.
Sabata 12 - Ndikumva bwino. Ndikuganiza bwino ndipo magawo onse m'moyo wanga ali bwino. Ndikukula ndipo ndikusuntha moyo wopanda mantha komanso wopanda nkhawa zambiri. Sindingathe kugwira ntchito tulo tofa nato ndikukhalabe wopanda pake komanso wopindulitsa. Gf adapita kusukulu ndipo ndakhala wokhumudwa ndikusokonekera. Ndikumva bwino mwina.
M'masiku 90 moyo wanga watembenuka ndipo ndizabwino kwambiri kuposa zonse zomwe ndikukumbukira. Ndakumana ndi mtsikana wamaloto anga ndipo ndidzamukwatira tsiku lina. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri kuposa kale lonse. Ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa zamtundu wina ndipo ndimakhalabe ndi nkhawa nthawi zina koma poyerekeza ndi momwe ndinalili zisanachitike. Ndimagwirabe ntchito chifukwa ndikukhulupirira kuti aliyense ayenera kukhala ali paulendo wotchedwa moyo koma ndimamva ngati ndingathe kupyola chilichonse chomwe moyo wandiponyera ndikukweza mutu wanga. Sindingathe kuyankhula ndi akazi kale koma tsopano silo vuto.
Monga ena anena kuti ndikukhulupirira kuti nofap ndiye njira yopititsira patsogolo moyo wanu. Ndikulangiza kuti mudzitsutse sabata iliyonse ndikuchita zosasangalatsa tsiku lililonse. Ndikulangiza kuti muzichita masewera olimbitsa thupi 3-4 pa sabata, kudya wathanzi (masamba ambiri obiriwira ndi mabulosi osalala amakupangitsani kuti muzimva bwino), kuwerenga pang'ono tsiku lililonse, kudula mowa, ndikulemba zinthu zomwe mukufuna kukwaniritsa. Ngati mukumva kukhumudwa kapena kukhumudwa, chitani zinazake. Sindikusamala ngati mwatopa… dzukani ndikusuntha. Chitani ma pushups 20 kapena mupite kokayenda kapena mukalankhule ndi mlendo. Tuluka mnyumba nkumapita. Ndiupangiri wabwino kwambiri womwe nditha kukupatsani kuti malingaliro opanda kanthu m'mimba mwanu achoke. Zikhala zovuta ndipo sizikukuchiritsani kwathunthu koma zimapangitsa kusiyana.
Mphamvu zazikulu zomwe ndidafikira sabata ya 5 zinali zenizeni. Palibe amene anganditsimikizire ine mwanjira ina. Akazi adakopeka nane. Sindingathe kufotokoza chifukwa chake mumayamba kupereka mtundu wokongola womwe ungakhale wokhudzana ndi ma pheromones. Pansi pake panali zenizeni. Atha kukhala kuti anali masabata ovuta kwambiri omwe ndidakhalapo, osati chifukwa cha kuchepa kwa libido koma chifukwa cha kupsinjika kwamaganizidwe ndi kukhumudwa komwe kudatsatira. Ndidamwa kwambiri nthawi imeneyi ndipo ndinkapezeka ndikuyenda m'misewu yopanda anthu usiku. Omwe mumadutsa pamunsi sayenera kutaya mtima chifukwa ndimachitidwe obwezeretsa ubongo. Ndi momwe mumadziwira kuti ikugwira ntchito.
Ndipitiliza kukhala ndi moyo wa nofap mpaka nthawi yanga itatha. Pakadali pano ndikudikirira kuti ndimve kuchokera pantchito ziwiri zabwino zomwe ndidawafunsa posachedwa. Mawa ndikuchezera bwenzi langa lokongola kumapeto kwa sabata. Ndili pakatikati pophunzira nyimbo ziwiri zatsopano pagitala kuti ndiyimbire. Ndangomaliza kumene kulimbitsa thupi kwanga ... ndimakusiyirani nonse mawu ochepa ..
“Ine ndine mbuye wa tsogolo langa. Ndine woyang'anira moyo wanga. ”
"Sikofunika kuti munthu akhale wolimba koma kuti akhale wolimba."
"Zaka makumi awiri kuchokera pano ukhumudwitsidwa kwambiri ndi zomwe sunachite kuposa zomwe udachita."
“Nthawi zonse khomo limatseguka, ngakhale zitseko zambiri zitsekedwe pamaso panu. Pali chiyembekezo nthawi zonse, bola ukadali ndi moyo. ”
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