Nditayamba tsambali sindinapeze erection panthawi yogonana, komanso sindinapeze nkhuni zam'mawa. Njira yokhayo yomwe ndingakhalire ndikumangirira nthawi yayitali kuti ndikhale ndi vuto loyenda kudzera pazithunzi zolaula zingapo. Ndipo ndili ndi zaka 25 zokha. Zinanditengera ine pafupi ndi miyezi yonse ya 3 kuti nditengeko koyamba kofooka.
Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi nofap kwazaka zopitilira 5 tsopano. Ndakhala ndikuyenda ndi kutalika kosiyanasiyana kuyambira 2012. Ino si nthawi yanga yoyamba kupitilira chizindikiro cha tsiku la 90, koma iyi ndi yomwe idawerengera kwambiri. Choyamba ndiroleni ndigawane momwe ndidazichitira. Ndili ndi maupangiri ofunikira a 3 omwe ndikukhulupirira kuti adakwanitsadi.
Tsiku limodzi M'mbuyomu ndimatha kumverera kuti ndili ndi chiyembekezo chobwera. Ngakhale ndikulemba izi, lingaliro loti sindidzakhalanso PM limandipangitsa kukhala wamantha. Chifukwa chake ndimadziuza kuti zonse zomwe ndiyenera kuchita ndikusiya PM lero. Ndiyenera kukhala oyera tsiku limodzi lokha, ndipo ndimatha kudandaula zamawa zikafika.
Khalani ndi zokopa Kwa zaka zambiri ndakhala ndikuchita nofap momwe ndimayenera kupewa kukakamizidwa zivute zitani. Kuganizira za kugonana kapena zolaula kunali kulephera ndipo ndidaganiza kuti kumva ngati chinthu cholakwika sichinali cholakwika. Kupyolera mu kusinkhasinkha ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito njira ina. M'malo modzidzimutsa nthawi iliyonse ndikayamba kuchita manyazi, ndimakhala pansi ndikumangowonera. Ndikhoza kuzifotokoza m'mutu mwanga Mtima wanga ukugunda, ndikumva zolimba mchombo wanga, ndikumva kupsinjika m'phini mwanga etc. Kuchita izi kunandilola kuchoka pakulimbikitsa kuti nditha kuwalola kudutsa ndikulunjika kwina.
Kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga Izi siziyenera kudabwitsa aliyense. Nditasiya kuonera zolaula za 4 maola tsiku lililonse ndimangokhala ndi nthawi yochulukirapo. Nthawi imeneyo ndakwaniritsa zofunikira kwambiri pantchito yanga, ndakwanitsa maphunziro anga omaliza maphunziro anga, ndayambiranso mawonekedwe, ndadziphunzitsa ndekha kujambula, ndipo ndidayamba kupeza nthawi yocheza ndi anzanga, ndipo ngakhale kukhala pachibwenzi.
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Pa miyezi itatu yapitayi ndachita khama kwambiri kuti ndiyesetse kucheza ndi akazi. Sindinganene kuti ndinali ndi chidziwitso chazimene akazi amakopeka ndi ine mwadzidzidzi. Panalibe "zopambana" kwa ine. Ndinakumana ndi kukanidwa nditakanidwa ndipo ndinayamba kukayikira ngati zinali zoyenera. Masiku oyamba a 3 adadziwika ndi kukhumudwa komanso kudandaula. Chinthu chokha chomwe chinandipangitsa kuti ndipite chinali chikhulupiriro chakuti ngati ndibwereranso ndikusunga PIED yanga ndiye ine akanatero afa nokha. Ine ndimatsimikiza za izo.
Kupita patsogolo kunayamba pang'onopang'ono. Pambuyo pa mwezi woyamba ndinayamba kuzindikira nkhuni zammawa. Pambuyo pake ndinakumana ndi mtsikana yemwe ndinamumenya kwambiri. Sizinali mpaka tsiku la 70ish pamene ndinayamba kumverera pang'ono kuchokera kuzinthu zosavuta monga kukumbatirana ndi kupsompsona. Pa masiku 90 ndimatha kupeza 100% yolimba mosakhazikika, nthawi zina kungoganiza za bwenzi langa ndikwanira.
Muyenera kumvetsetsa kuti anthu ambiri okhala ndi PIED m'mphepete kuti apangitse kuti zichitike. Izi zimangokulitsa vutolo. Kuti muchiritse PIED muyenera kuyamba chibwenzi.
Osamachepetsa. Chibwenzi changa chidayamba ngati chimbudzi chomwe ndidakumana nacho pavina. Chinsinsi chake ndikupita kukakondana. Musapewe kugonana chifukwa choopa kuchita bwino. Khalani otseguka kuti mukonde mulimonse momwe zingakhalire. Patsiku 80 ndakhala ndikulimba mtima kuti ndiyesere. Palibe mavuto. Ndinayamba kumuwona mozungulira tsiku la 65ish, koma sanafune kuthamangira kugonana, ndipo ndimamukonda kwambiri kuti azingokhala
Chifukwa chake ngati muli ndi PIED ndipo mukukhala opanda chiyembekezo, musataye mtima. Ndikulimbikitsa kuti ndiyesetse kukhala pachibwenzi ndikugonana. Amatchedwa choncho ma hardmode si bwenzi lanu mukafuna kuchiritsa ED. Ndikhulupirireni, palibe zosavuta za kukanidwa nthawi zambiri monga ine ndinachitira. Koma zonse zinali zoyenera. Ndikukufunirani zabwino zonse.
Khalani olimba fapstronauts! Ndikhulupirireni, PIED yanga idawononga mwayi uliwonse paubwenzi womwe ndakhala nawo kuyambira kusekondale. Sayenera kukhala choncho kwamuyaya!
Gawo labwino ndi, ndinazindikira kuti ndimasangalala ndikumva kuwawa. Ndimakondwera nazo kwambiri kuti sindikufuna kuthawa kumverera komweko ndi PM
LINK - Ripoti la tsiku la 90: Nkhani yopambana ya PIED
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