Nthawi yoyamba kufika masiku 90! Ndakhala ndimisala miyezi itatu. Ndataya kulemera kwambiri komwe ndataya kuyambira ndikugwira ntchito komanso pansi pa 3 koyamba kwanthawizonse. Ndidafunsa mzimayi ndipo ndakhala ndikucheza naye pafupipafupi. Ndidayika nthawi ndikuyesetsa kuti ndipititse patsogolo ntchito yanga (ndikudikirira kuti ndimve koma ndikumva bwino).
Ndayambiranso chizolowezi chowerenga, ndikuyika nthawi yambiri munyimbo zanga ndikuphunzira piyano yomwe ndimayesetsa kwanthawi yayitali. Ndine wolimba mtima kuposa momwe ndakhalira kwakanthawi, ndikhoza kunena kuti ndinali wokhumudwa kale koma amamva ngati zenizeni. Ndimatha kuyandikira zinthu ndikuziwona mozama ndipo m'malo mozimitsa / kubisa malingaliro anga ndi zolaula kapena maliseche ndimazitengera.
Nditi kodi ndikuganiza kuti ndinachita zonsezi chifukwa cha chisangalalo / zolaula? Ayi, moona mtima ndinali kugwira ntchito molimbika chaka chino kukonza, kukhala munthu amene ndimamufuna koma ndikuganiza kuti zinali zothandiza ndipo zidandithandizira kumvetsetsa ndekha. Ndimasunga nthawi, mwachidziwikire ndidali ndi zovuta ndimayi ndimaganizo komanso mavuto amthupi. Ndikuganiza kuti ndimaona zinthu momveka bwino ndipo ndimaona azimayi akucheperachepera.
Ndinali ndi mzanga yemwe ndimacheza naye zambili nthawi zambiri ndipo ndimayipangira, chifukwa ndikuyankhula za mavuto anu komanso momwe mukumvera ndi gawo lalikulu la izi. Ndasunganso bukhuli kwa masiku angapo a 60 kapena kupitilira apo. Ndinkasinkhasinkha, kuonetsetsa kuti kugona mokwanira, komanso chifukwa chofunitsitsa kuti ndikhale bwino ndikuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi pafupipafupi.
Kutsogolo kwakuthupi. Ndikuganiza kuti PIED yanga ikutsuka / yapita. Ndimakhala ndi mitengo yammawa tsiku lililonse. Zosintha mwachisawawa zimawoneka ngati zimachitika pafupipafupi. Chodziwikiratu, ndikakhala ndi mkazi yemwe ndimamuwona, ndipo timagwirana, akamandipsompsona ndimakhala bwino. Ndine wokondwa ndi iye koma osati mwathupi, ndi chilichonse munthawiyo. Sindikudziwa momwe ndikuyang'anirabe kutsogolo kwa DE koma ndikuwona kuti sindikupanikizika nazo ndipo ndiyenera kudzipatsa nthawi.
Ndikudziwa kuti sindingathe kubwerera ku zolaula. Ndilibe nawo chidwi chilichonse. Sindikunena kuti sindidzakhalanso. Pakadali pano sindikudziwa chifukwa ndikufuna kudzipatsa ndekha nthawi yonse kuti ndichiritse ndikuchira koma mtsogolomo sindikuganiza kuti Id ndikumangobwereranso ngati ndikazichita kamodzi kanthawi. Nditha kuwoloka mlatho ndikadzabweranso.
Ndinali ndi zovuta zambiri nthawi imeneyi ndipo sizinali zophweka. Kwa iwo omwe akudutsamo sangakhale ndipo muyenera kumvetsetsa kuti koma ndikhoza kunena kuti zinali zoyenera mphindi iliyonse ya mantha, nkhawa, ndi misozi yonse yomwe ndimalira.
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Wokondwa kuyankha mafunso aliwonse. Nawa malipoti anga a 30 ndi 60. 30 Masiku 60 Masiku
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Patatha masiku 50 - PIED adachiritsidwa koma DE akupitilizabe… Thandizo lililonse?
Zikuwoneka kuti PIED si vuto kwa ine panonso. Ine mosalekeza ndimatha kukwaniritsa maubwenzi ndi mtsikana Im kuwona ndipo wokongola kwambiri sindimafuna kuwona zolaula. Kutulutsa komwe Ive anali nawo kanthawi kotsiriza kuli onse okhudzana ndi DE. Nditha kupita kwa iwo kwa mphindi za 30 ndipo popanda chilichonse.
Tinagonana dzulo nditakhala kuti sindinakhale ndi O'd masiku a 8 ndipo pambuyo pa ma wadi ndidamaliza koma zidatenga mphindi 15. Ndikudziwa bwino kuti ndili ndi zovuta zakufa (ndikuganiza kuti kuthamanga kwake kumafanana ndi momwe ndimakhalira pang'ono koma ndimayenera kuchita mwamphamvu kuti ndimalize)
Mtsikanayo Im ndikudziwa zonse zosiya kusiya zolaula ndipo sakhala ndi maliseche ndipo wakhala wabwino koma ndikuganiza kuti akukhumudwa ndi izi monga ine. Ndawerenga malipoti ambiri pano ndikuwongolera zakuchira izi ndipo mwina ndikungofuna zina zambiri nthawi koma zokhumudwitsa kwambiri.
Kuyambira masiku anga a 90 + a zolaula zaulere / opanda fepa Ive adalakwitsa kangapo atagonana ndi msungwana Im ndikuwona kapena patadutsa tsiku limodzi koma akumadula.
Mafunso anga ndikuti kodi anyamata mukuganiza kuti ndiyenera kupewa nthawi yake? Ndimaganiza z kukhazikitsa lamulo loti patha nthawi yogonana sindimatha, kuti ndiyenera kumaliza mwa iye. Nanga za mapulani owoneka bwanji?
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