Pafupifupi miyezi 3 kubwerera, ndidasankha kuti ndisiye zolaula. Zakhala mbali yofunika kwambiri m'moyo wanga kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 13 (ndili 26 tsopano). Ndinazindikira kuti ndili ndi vuto ngakhale nditagonana ndi azimayi ambiri okongola, ndingafunikebe kujambula kuti ndikwaniritse chochita pambuyo pake. Komanso ndimakhala wopanda nkhawa ndi azimayi enieni komanso ndimavutika kwambiri ndikusankha zolaula.
Komanso ndinazindikira kuti sindikuyandikira kwina konse m'moyo wanga ndipo ndikufunikira kusintha kena kake.
Komabe, ndapeza gawo ili ndipo ndikufuna kuthokoza aliyense wa inu chifukwa cholemba zomwe mwakumana nazo pano chifukwa zimathandizira kudziwa kuti tonse tili pamodzi.
Ndinagonana nthawi za 4 m'masiku omaliza a 90, ndipo yomaliza (pafupifupi sabata imodzi) inali yabwino kwambiri yomwe ndidakhala nayo. Palibe kutengeka nthawi isanakwane, ndipo kwenikweni ndinali wokhoza kuwongolera zomwe ndinapanga nthawi yonseyo komanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi (mnyamatayo. Chidziwitso: Kuuma kwanga kudakali kotsika kuposa nthawi yomwe ndimakonda kusewera zolaula, kotero ndikadali ndi njira yotalikirapo.
Koma kuphatikiza pa zogonana, POPANDA FAP yasintha moyo wanga. Sindikumvanso kuti ndakhudzidwa, ndikhumudwitsidwa, malingaliro anga ali omveka bwino, ndipo ndikudziwa bwino zomwe ndikufuna kukwaniritsa ndi moyo wanga munthawi yochepa komanso nthawi yayitali (Pomwe ndimakonda kusewera, moyo wanga unkakhala ngati kulowa patsamba nyanja, ikungoyandama kulikonse komanso kulikonse. Tsopano ndikumva kuti ndili bwato mu nyanja ndikulunjika kulikonse komwe ndikufuna kupita)
Komanso ndimamva ngati nyama yolimbirana. Ndimatha kukweza zowonjezera, ndimatha kuthamanga kwa nthawi yayitali, ndaphunzira kukwera, ndikuphunzira yoga, ndidayambitsa chibwana changa pasukulu yopambana kwambiri. Chidaliro sichikutuluka padenga. Ndipo inde nthawi zina ndimakhala wotopa ngati gehena nanenso !!! Sindinakhalepo wotopetsa mzaka zomaliza za 13 za moyo wanga momwe ndimakonda kusewerera nthawi yomwe ndimamva kuti palibe chomwe ndingachite (Izi zidachitika kale m'mbuyomu posafunafuna mwachangu, zimachitika kawirikawiri tsopano) Mwachidule sindibwerera zolaula, konse. Sindikufuna kusewera popanda zolaula. Zogonana zochepa zomwe ndidamuthandiza kwambiri komanso machitidwe ogonana panthawi yogonana anali akumwamba. Ndinganene kuti kulumikizana kulikonse mwakuthupi ndi m'maganizo ndi azimayi enieni kumathandizira kuchira msanga.
Mulimonse zabwino zonse kwa inu. Zimakhala zosavuta pambuyo pa tsiku 30 (Zinandichitira).
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