Ndikufuna ndikuthokozeni nonse nonse kuchokera pansi pamtima. Nonse mwasintha moyo wanga m'njira zomwe sindingathe kufotokoza. Sindikadakhala kuti ndili ndi moyo pompano ngati sindinapunthwa pazolemba zanu zonse pafupifupi chaka chapitacho.
Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 27 yemwe ndimakonda kwambiri zolaula kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 11 ndipo ndidakulira mpaka kukhala chizolowezi choipa kwambiri (ndikuwona zolaula 10-15 patsiku kwa maola 4-6, ndikupita patsogolo ndi zolaula za amuna okhaokha). Ndimadana nazo kuimba mlandu aliyense kapena china chilichonse pamavuto anga chifukwa zimamveka ngati zoponyera, koma zolaula ndiye chinthu chokhacho chomwe chimayambitsa vuto lililonse m'moyo wanga. Ndine mnyamata wokongola kwambiri ndipo ndakhala ndi akazi pafupi nane kwambiri koma sindinathe kukhala ndi erection pafupi ndi aliyense wa iwo zomwe zinandipangitsa kuganiza kuti ndinali gay ngakhale ndimapeza amuna onyansa komanso akazi kukhala okongola kwambiri.
Ndinali ndimalingalira zodzipha chifukwa cha izi kangapo ndikuphunzira zonse zomwe ndikanatha zodziletsa pakuchapa zovala (njira yotchuka kwambiri ku Japan), mpaka ndimakagula zinthu zonse zofunikira.
Ndachita 180 yathunthu m'moyo wanga kuyambira pomwe ndidapeza masamba anu ndikuwerenga zonse zomwe ndikadatha, mpaka kufika poti nditenge kompyuta yanga ndikuiphwanya kuti ndipewe kuyambiranso. Idagwira ntchito kakhumi. Nditadutsa gawo lochotsa, lomwe lidatenga pafupifupi miyezi 3, ndakwaniritsa zina zomwe sindimaganiza kuti ndizotheka zaka zingapo zapitazo.
Ndidapeza ntchito yopanga $ 65ka chaka. Ndidamaliza maphunziro a ola 120 kuti ndikhale ndi ziphaso za EMT. Ndinalembetsa kuyunivesite yophunzira makalasi usiku ngati bizinesi yayikulu (ndatenga makalasi atatu mpaka pano ndipo ndili ndi 3 GPA), ndidakhala wotsimikizika wa SCUBA ndipo ndatenga maphunziro apadera a 4.0 kuyambira (ndalowa 6+ dives ndipo pano ndikuphunzitsa kuti ndikhale divemaster), ndidapita skydiving, ndipo ndinayesapo kuyendetsa ndege koyamba. Ndili ndi mphamvu zolimbikira zolimbitsa thupi tsopano ndipo tsopano ndili pa 30% bodyfat ndi 6'5 ”11 lbs. Osanenapo, Ndimayang'ana za 205 zaka wamng'ono. Nthawi yanga yayang'ana kwambiri ndipo ndawerenga mabuku pafupifupi 5 chaka chatha, ngakhale ndimadana ndi kuwerenga. Ndidasunga ndalama zanga zolipirira ndipo mwezi watha ndidagula nyumba yanga yoyamba. Mndandanda ukupitilira ndikupitilira ..
Sindikutha nthawi yambiri pa intaneti masiku ano chifukwa ndimawona kuti ndikungowononga nthawi, koma ndikuyesera kupeza njira yoti ndikumane ndi azimayi omwe ali ndi chidwi ndi karezza chifukwa sindifuna ngakhale pang'ono za kukonzanso kachilombo kachiwiri. Amayi onse omwe ndakumana nawo m'miyezi ingapo yapitayi akhala ali ndi zaka zoyambirira za 20 ndipo adathedwa nzeru ndi lingaliro la mnyamata yemwe sakufuna kuchita zachiwerewere.
Sindikonda kwenikweni kulankhula za ine ndekha koma ndikuthokoza kwambiri kuti nonse mwayika zomwe muli nazo pa intaneti kuti aliyense aziwona ndipo ndimafuna kuti muwone momwe mudasinthira moyo wamunthu wina . Zimandipha kudziwa kuti kunja kuno kuli anthu omwe akuvutika ndi zomwezi zomwe ndadutsamo. Sindingakonde kwa mdani wanga woipitsitsa. Ndikuganiza kuti ndizoyipa kuposa bongo. Njira yabwino kwambiri yofotokozera zolaula ndikumadzuka m'mawa uliwonse ndikumadwala momwe mungathere, ndikudziwa ngati mungalowe pa intaneti ndikuwona mawonekedwe a Jenna Haze ndiye kuti matenda anu adzatha ola limodzi kapena apo. Ndikuganiza kuti zolaula ndiye chinthu chowononga kwambiri masiku ano. Ndiwopundula okha mibadwo yaying'ono.
Zikomo nonse chifukwa cha zomwe mukuchita. Inu nonse muyenera kulandira Mphotho Yamtendere ya Nobel momwe ndikufunira.
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