Nditayamba izi, ndinali ndi "onani ngati ndingathe kuzichita". Koma patadutsa masiku ochepa ndikuyesedwa kwambiri, ndidatembenukira kwa inu anyamata, ndipo ndidapeza gulu lamphamvu kwambiri, laulemu komanso lothandizira lomwe lidandipatsa chilimbikitso chambiri. Nthawi yomweyo ndinaganiza kuti ndikulingalira izi mozama. Kuyambira NoFap, ndakhala:
- Sindinakhalepo wodzinyadira ndekha kuti ndekha wokhoza kudziletsa. Dzikhulupirireni ndekha, komanso thupi langa.
- Amayima osaganiza azimayi.
- Anayamba kukhala wowona mtima momwe ndingathere kukhala ndi ine ndekha anthu m'moyo wanga. Kulankhulana. Ndasintha ubale wosweka ndi abwenzi, abale, anzathu ogwira nawo ntchito komanso amayi am'mbuyomu omwe ndidakhala nawo pachibwenzi.
- Kuwerenga.
- Ndazindikira kuti ndine wokhoza kuchita zambiri.
- Khalani ndi zolinga zomwe ndingakwaniritse. Kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi komanso kutambasula tsiku lililonse. (Njira yabwino yochotsera malingaliro anu, ....w) Sindinayambe nawo masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndinangoganiza kuti nditha kugwira ntchito zolimbitsa thupi mchipinda changa. Ndipo imagwira ntchito.
- Anataya mapaundi a 20 +.
- Mverani zomwe azimayi achigololo akunena ... Izi zakhala zazikulu.
- Watha kukhala ndi nthabwala zoseketsa komanso kudziletsa pakugonana.
- Ndipo chifukwa ndakhala ndikutambasula kwambiri komanso kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, ndakhala ndikugonana kwambiri pamoyo wanga ndi SO yanga.
- Siyani imodzi mwa ntchito zanga zopanda pake ndipo ndapeza ntchito yabwino kwambiri m'malo mwake. Tsopano ndili ndi ntchito ziwiri zazikulu zomwe zimalipira ndalama zanga kulipira.
- Ndilipira ndalama zanga panthawi.
- Mverani nyimbo zochulukira. Osamvetseka.
Simunaganizepo kuti PMO ndi vuto. Nthawi zonse ndimangokhala kamodzi tsiku lililonse kapena tsiku lililonse. Zolembazo, sindinali pachibwenzi kapena sindinawone aliyense pomwe ndidayamba, choncho ndidapita masiku 27… Zinali zovuta, koma kunali koyenera. Kuyambira pamenepo, ndili ndi msungwana wokongola yemwe ndimamuwonabe.
Sindinakhalepo ndi mavuto ndi chibwenzi, ED, PE, koma nthawi zonse ndakhala wopanda nkhawa komanso wosatetezeka. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi malingaliro amwana wamkati wamwamuna, chifukwa chake palibe amene amanditenga. Ndangotembenuza zaka 27, ndipo ndafika pompo m'moyo wanga pomwe ndidazindikira mwadzidzidzi kuti ndatsala pang'ono kumaliza zaka makumi awiri ndipo ndikufunika kuti ndikhale pamodzi. Apa ndipomwe NoFap idalowa. Sindinganene kuti zinthu zonsezi ndizotsatira za nofap, koma pakadali pano sindikusamalira kwenikweni. Chilichonse chomwe chandichitikira kuyambira pamenepo ndichachikulu kwambiri kuti ndingamenye.
Chinthu chotsiriza chomwe ndikufuna kunena. Ndaphunzira kudzikumbutsa ndekha kufunika kokhala ndi ulemu waumwini. Ndili ndi ngongole zanga kuti ndizichita bwino, komanso ena onse. Nditangozindikira mutu wanga, ndidayamba kupanga zisankho zabwino zomwe zinganditsutse komanso kundipindulitsa. Khalani olimba, Fapstronauts. Pangani ulendowu kuti mukhale munthu amene mukufuna kukhala.
LINK - Lipoti lina basi… Aphunzitsi, ndikufuna kuti nonse mudziwe kufunikira kwa ntchitoyi kwa ine.
by salladallas
;