tsiku 6 Ndinazindikira kuti zolaula ndi maliseche zikhoza kukhala zikuyambitsa mavuto omwe akhala akundivutitsa kwa zaka zambiri za 20.
Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito intaneti kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi XNUMX. Poyamba zinali kungoyimitsa zithunzi chifukwa sindimadziwa masamba aliwonse abwinobwino nthawi imeneyo. Panali zithunzi zambiri za akazi okongola okwera ma air ndimangopitilira zithunzi zosiyanasiyana kapena akazi osiyanasiyana mpaka nditatsiriza. Pakadali pano sindinazindikirepo chilichonse chogonana ndikuganiza kuti ndikungosangalala.
Kenaka ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 19 kapena kupitilira zolaula, ndimagwiritsa ntchito zolaula nthawi imodzi patsiku. Masiku ambiri anali ngati 2-3. Ndili ndi zaka zoyambirira za 20 ndipamene ndidayamba kuwona zovuta zomwe zikukula. Sindinakopeke ndi akazi abwinobwino omwe ndimawawonanso tsiku lililonse. Nditayesa kukhala ndimodzi wogonana sindimangomva zonse zomwe zidayambika, njira yabwino kwambiri yofotokozera momwe ndimamvera inali "blah". Izi zidayamba kuchitika ngakhale ndili pafupi ndi atsikana omwe ndidakopeka nawo kwambiri…
Pasanapite nthawi ndinazindikira kuti ED yamaganizidwe yakhala nkhani yayikulu. Ndinawona ED kukhala yochititsa manyazi kwambiri chifukwa zakhala zaka zambiri ndikukhala ndekha osayesa kugonana. Ine sindine namwali, koma ndinali ndi zochepa zogonana mu 20 yanga. Nthawi yomaliza yomwe ndidatopa inali pafupifupi chaka chapitacho. Ndinkagwiritsa ntchito cialis yomwe inandithandiza kuti ndikhale ndi erection patatha mphindi zingapo akundilimbikitsa ndi dzanja lake. Koma sindinathe kukhala ndi vuto kumaliseche kwake. Ndinayenera kutuluka ndikumulola kuti andimalize ndi dzanja lake pomwe ndimaganizira mobisa za zolaula.
Sindinathe kudziwa zomwe zimachitika ndi ine. Ndimaganiza kuti zitha kukhala zolaula / maliseche, koma ndayimilira masiku a 7-10 m'mbuyomu popanda kusintha kwanga (kungowonjezera libido). Ndinaganiziranso nthawi ina kuti mwina nditha kukhala m'modzi mwa anyamata omwe ndimagonana osazindikira, ngakhale sindinakopekepo ndi amuna ndipo ndakhala ndikukopeka kwambiri ndi akazi kuyambira pomwe munthu asanathe msinkhu.
Ndikutha kuona tsopano kuti mavuto anga anali chifukwa chakuti ubongo wanga umangokopeka ndi zolaula pa intaneti. Ndikuzindikiranso kuti zikuyenera kutenga masiku opitilira 7-10 kuti ndiyambirenso. Ichi ndichifukwa chake sizimathandiza m'mbuyomu.
Popeza ndakhala ndikuchita zolaula zolaula pafupifupi zaka khumi tsopano ndikudziwa kuti izi sizingachitike usiku umodzi wokha. Ndizisewera tsiku ndi tsiku mpaka ndikadzimva ngati ndayamba kuyambiranso. Ndikukhulupirira kuti zichitika mkati mwa masiku a 90 koma sindikhala ndikhazikitse cholinga chatsiku, cholingacho chimangokhazikitsidwa ngakhale zitenga nthawi yayitali bwanji.
Chifukwa chake lero ndi tsiku la 6, sindikunena kuti zakhala zosavuta, koma zosavuta nthawi ino popeza ndidachita izi m'mbuyomu, ndipo ndalimbikitsidwa kwambiri nthawi ino nditawerenga bwino za anthu ena.
Pakadali pano ndangokulira tsiku lililonse. Sanandiyandikirebe ngati momwe amachitira anthu ena. Amitundu anga amamva ngati ali pafupi madigiri a 1000. Mtengo wam'mawa wanga wabwerera m'mawa kwambiri, koma osati lero pazifukwa zina. Koma ndimawonabe ngati sindimakopeka ndi akazi enieni monga momwe ndiyenera kukhalira ndipo ED ndikadakhalabe ndikadakhala ndi mtsikana weniweni.
Nditangomva kuti ndikhala wokonzeka, ndiyesetsa kugona ndi mtsikana kuti ndisadziseweretsenso, koma ngati ndichita maliseche ndizotheka ku malingaliro anga okha.
Chidziwitso cham'mbali: Ndikukhulupiriranso kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kumeneku kumabweretsa vuto lodziwika bwino loti "kufa" komwe ndikuyembekeza kuti izi zimathandizanso.
Nthawi zonse ndakhala munthu wam'mawere kotero pamapeto pake ndimayamba kuseweretsa maliseche kwa atsikana okhaokha omwe ali ndi mawere akulu abodza. Pambuyo pake atsikana okhala ndi mabere abwinobwino sanandichitira ine chilichonse.
Tsiku lachisanu ndi chiwiri ndimakondabe kwambiri. Koma ndatsala pang'ono kumaliza kumapeto kwa sabata komwe ndimadziwa kuti ndi nthawi yovuta kwambiri, kotero ndikusangalala kwambiri ndi zimenezo.
Ndinayamba kumva ngati wopanda pake masana ano ndikumva kuzizira, komanso zizindikilo zonga chimfine. Ndinaganiza kuti izi zibwera pambuyo poti zolimbikitsazo zatha pang'ono koma zikuwoneka kuti ndikuwasonkhanitsa… Ndikuyembekezera kuyerekezera ngati zingachitike, zikuwoneka ngati zingakhale zovuta kuthana nazo kuposa kukhala wamanyazi 24/7.
Tsiku 11 Ndakhala ndikudzuka pakati pa usiku ndi matabwa olimba usiku wonse, koma sindinamwe matabwa m'mawa m'masiku ochepa tsopano. Ndadzukanso nditagona theka la tulo kangapo. Maloto anga ambiri akhala okhudza atsikana okongola usiku uliwonse koma sindigonana nawo mpaka pano.
Tsiku la 14 ndinawona mtsikana amene ndimamukonda usiku watha. Ndikuganiza kuti amandikonda koma ndakhala ndikuopa kumutsatira chifukwa cha vuto langa la ED. Ndimaonabe kuti ndingakhale ndi vuto ndi zimenezo pakadali pano. Akazi enieni akhala akuoneka bwino pang'ono kuposa momwe analili milungu iwiri yapitayo koma ndili ndi njira yoti ndichite.
Tsoka ilo malingaliro anga amagwiritsidwa ntchito kukhala ndi zithunzi zolaula komanso zongopeka, msungwana aliyense weniweni ali ndi zolakwika zomwe zimandigwira kwambiri, ngakhale atsikana omwe ndimawawona okongola. Zili ngati ndikuwona msungwana uyu ndikuganiza kuti ndiwotentha, koma m'malo mochita naye zogonana ndikadangopita kunyumba ndikukaganiza za iye ndikamaonera zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche. Ndikuganiza ndikamaliza nkhaniyi ndikutenga gawo lalikulu ndikachira kwa ED.
Usiku ndi usiku mamawa amakonzedwerako, nthawi zambiri pakati pausiku kuposa m'mawa. Nthawi zambiri ndimazindikira kuti 1 imayenda mozungulira, koma amachoka mwachangu ndikadzuka. Palibe zomangira mwachisawawa masana.
Ichi ndiye chachitali kwambiri chomwe ndidapita wopanda M kuyambira nditayamba zaka 17 zapitazo. Ndimachita chidwi kwambiri kuti ndidziwe zomwe zandidzakhale nazo m'masiku ndi milungu ikubwerayi.
Tsiku 16 Ndingoyamba ndikunena kuti sindinaganizepo kuti nditha kukhala masiku 16 osadziseweretsa maliseche ndisanapeze ma forum awa. Ndadabwa kwambiri kuti kwatenga nthawi yayitali chonchi, ndipo tsopano ndili ndi chidaliro kuti nditha kumaliza njira yonse yoyambitsiranso ntchito poyesa izi.
Chifukwa chake ndidazindikira zosiyana lero kuyambira pakati pausiku usiku ... Ndidadzuka kawiri pakati pausiku. Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndinadzutsidwa ndi zomwe ndimakhulupirira kuti zinali zosangalatsa. Sindikukumbukira zomwe ndimalota, koma ndimakumbukira momwe zimakhalira, ndipo nditadzuka ndidayika manja awo pansi kuti ndione ngati ndatuluka koma palibe chomwe chidalipo koma boner wamkulu. Kawirikawiri sindimakhala ndi erection pambuyo povulazidwa ndipo panalibe kalikonse mwa mabokosi anga kotero sindikudziwa zomwe zinachitika. Mwanjira iliyonse, ndinali ndisanakhale ndikudzimva kwamphamvu komanso kwamphamvu munthawi yayitali… zinali zabwino…. pamapeto pake ndidagona tulo, kenako ndidadzukanso ku 4am ndili ndi erection yamphamvu kwambiri ngati yomwe sindinakhalepo nayo zaka zambiri. Zinakhala nane mpaka ndinagona mpaka nthawi ya 7am pomwe ndimadzuka kuti ndikagwire ntchito. Ndinadzukanso ndikumangokhala ngati sindinakhalepo kuyambira ndili ndi zaka 18. Ndinagona pabedi kwa mphindi pafupifupi 10, erection idakhala yolimba kwa mphindi pafupifupi 8 yokha osakhudza kapena kuganizira zogonana.
Ndiye m'mawa uno libido yanga inali kudutsa padenga mpaka pomwe zinali zosokoneza kuntchito. Ndinali ndi malingaliro pang'ono ogonana masana ndisanathe kudziletsa koma ndinali kuyamba kumangokhalira kuganiza zongopeka ... zomwe sizinachitike zaka zambiri. Pambuyo pa nkhomaliro libido yanga idatsika pamlingo woyenera, koma libido ndiyolimba kuposa momwe yakhalira kwakanthawi kanthawi katsikuli.
Tsiku la 18 chilakolako cha kugonana chimakwera ndi kutsika. Koma kwa masiku awiri mwa atatu apitawa ndadzuka chifukwa cha kugonana koma sindinataye mphamvu ya kugonana pamene ndinadzuka komanso sindinatulutse mphamvu ya kugonana. Sindingathe kudziwa ngati ndinatopadi ndili m'tulo kapena ngati ndikungolota kuti ndinatopa. Sindinayambe ndataya mtima kapena kusunga mphamvu ya kugonana pambuyo pa kugonana. N'zachilendo. Kodi pali wina amene wakumanapo ndi izi?
Tsiku 21 Ulendowu wakhala wosangalatsa komanso wovuta kwambiri mpaka pano. Sindinakhalepo wokhazikika monga momwe anthu ambiri amachitira, ndakhala ndi masiku omwe zinthu zakhala zosavuta, koma sindinakhalepo tsiku lonse popanda kuzindikira chilakolako changa cha kugonana. Mwina chifukwa chakuti ndakhala ndikudziyang'anira nthawi zonse kuti ndione kusiyana. Mwamwayi chilakolako changa champhamvu chakhala chikubwera masana ndili kuntchito kotero sindingathe kuchita chilichonse ngati ndikufuna.
tsiku 28 Sabata ino zakhala bwino ... Zosasinthika kwenikweni. Zolakalaka zanga zatsika sabata ino zomwe zidapangitsa kuti zikhale zosavuta, ngakhale dzulo anali atabwereranso. Ndamva ngati klah blah masiku apitawa, ndingokhala aulesi. Ndimamva kukhala tcheru komanso wolimba mtima koyambirira kwa sabata koma zonse zidasintha Lachinayi.
Malingaliro anga azimayi enieni akhala akutengeka kwambiri…. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikubwera ndi zokopa zanga kwa akazi enieni koma ndili ndi njira yayitali yoti ndipite.
Tsiku 35 Lero kwakhala milungu 5 popanda PMO. Masabata 5 apitawo sindikanaganiza kuti zimenezo zingatheke koma chifukwa cha masamba awa ndi kumvetsetsa zomwe zikuchitika muubongo wanga ndafika pano. Sabata ino inali yabwino kwambiri. Ndinamva kukhala wamphamvu kwambiri m'maganizo, sindinakhale ndi masiku okhumudwa. Zilakolako zimabwerabe ndikupita, masiku ena amakhala oipa kuposa ena. Ndimadzuka nthawi ina usiku uliwonse nditagona. Ndimasangalala kwambiri ndi zimenezo, pakhala zaka khumi popanda matabwa ausiku. Ndikukumbukira kuti pamene zinatha zinali zachilendo kwambiri. Ndinkamva ngati chinachake chikusowa.
Lachitatu usiku ndinadzuka ndili ndi chilombo chokwanira, ndinagona pamenepo kwa mphindi 10, sindinaganize zogonana, sindinagwire, sindinasunthire thupi langa, koma chinthucho sichinatsike pafupifupi mphindi 10. Izi zachitika mausiku ochepa pano koma ndikuyembekeza kuti zikuyamba kuchitika mosasinthasintha. Usiku womwewo ndinayamba kukhala ndi maloto, ndinkakumbukira malotowo nthawi ino kuti zinali zabwino. Ndinalibe umuna ngakhale. Ichi chinali chiwonetsero changa chachitatu cha maloto, chomaliza chinali patsiku la 16.
Ndinawonanso kukopa kwanga kwa atsikana m'moyo weniweni kukwera sabata ino. Ponseponse ndinganene kuti ndabwera pafupifupi 40-50% ya njira kuchokera komwe ndinali, zimatengera tsiku lomwe ndikulingalira. Ndizosavuta ngati momwe aliyense amanenera. Masiku ena ndimamva ngati sindinapite patsogolo konse, masiku ena ndimamva ngati ndafika pano. Komanso ndazindikira kuti malingaliro anga azakugonana akukhala athupi komanso owona kuposa kale. Ndimaganiza zofika msungwana yemwe ndimagwira naye ntchito m'mawa uno, koma sindikudziwa ngati ndakonzeka panobe. Ndikufuna kukhala pafupi ndi 100% ndisanayambe kuganiza zopeza mwayi.
Tsiku 37 Popeza ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche ndili ndi zaka 12, nthawi zonse ndimachita izi nditavala zovala zanga. Ndinkapaka dzanja langa pa mbolo yanga koma kunja kwa bokosi langa. Ndinayamba kuchita izi ndili mwana ngati wina angagogode pakhomo ndikanakhala nditavala kale ndipo palibe amene angaganize kuti ndiseweretsa maliseche. Patapita kanthawi ndinachita zimenezo chifukwa ndinkakonda.
Tsopano popeza ndakhala nthawi yayitali osagonana kwenikweni, ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto langa lolaula. Zomwe zimandidetsa nkhawa ndi chifukwa ndikamachotsa zovala zanga zonse zimatsika. Makamaka pakusamba.
Mwachitsanzo pakalipano ndapita patsogolo. Ndikadzilola kulingalira zakugonana nditavala ndimatha kukhala ndi nthawi yokwanira koma sindingathe kuchita izi ndikakhala wamaliseche. Zili bwino tsopano momwe ndinaliri ndisanayambe, komabe kusiyana kwakukulu kuchokera pamene ndinavala. Imagwera kwambiri ndikakhala ndikusamba.
Funso langa ndilakuti, kodi kuyambiranso zinthu zabwinobwino kumathandizanso izi, kapena ndiyenera kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanga yonse ndikusavala kuyesera kuti malingaliro anga azizolowere?
Tsiku 42 Sabata ino inali yosavuta, osati chilakolako chachikulu cha PMO. Palibe kugona m'maloto, usiku / m'mawa usiku wonse koma osati nthawi zonse. Ndimapeza kuti ndikapita kukamwa mowa sindidzuka nditatopa. Ndinapita mumzinda usiku watha ndi anzanga ena. Ndinaona atsikana ambiri okongola. Ndikubwera ndi chilakolako changa cha akazi m'moyo weniweni koma mwina ndili pakati pa ulendowu.
Masiku 49 a sabata la 6 ndi 7 akhala osavuta kwa ine mpaka pano, osati chilakolako chilichonse. Aliyense nthawi zina ndimamva chilakolako koma osati kawirikawiri. Chilakolako cha kugonana chakhala chikusowa kwathunthu. Koma sabata ino ndakhala ndi chilakolako cha kugonana mwachisawawa panthawi ya maloto abwino kwambiri. Kugonana usiku ndi m'mawa kwakhala kukuyenda bwino masiku ambiri.
Tsiku la 57 zinthu zikuyenda bwino, ndinayamba sabata yonse popanda chilakolako chogonana monga momwe ndinkachitira m'masabata awiri apitawo, kenako Lachitatu madzulo zinandidzidzimutsa mwadzidzidzi. Ndinayamba chilakolako chogonana kwambiri ndipo chinapitirira mpaka ndinagona, chinali chabwino chifukwa sindinamve choncho kwa nthawi yayitali. Kenako Lachinayi ndi Lachisanu chilakolako changa chogonana chinalipobe koma sichinali champhamvu kwenikweni, chinali chathanzi.
Tsiku la 70 Chilakolako changa cha kugonana chakhala champhamvu kwambiri kwa nthawi yayitali m'masabata awiri apitawa. Ndibwino kuchipezanso chitatha. Ndimaona kuti ndikakhala ndi chilakolako cha kugonana champhamvu ndimapeza akazi m'moyo weniweni okongola kwambiri, koma ndimakhala ndi nthawi yomwe ndimaona akazi okongola koma sindikumva bwino. Chilakolakocho sichili cholunjika bwino.
tsiku 80 Masiku 80 lero… mnyamata ulendo wake wakhala chotani. Ndakhala ndikuchita bwino posachedwa, ndikudzidalira.
Kukopa kwanga kwa akazi enieni achilengedwe kwasintha. Ndinkakonda kukopeka ndi mabere akulu abodza pa nyenyezi zolaula. Tsopano ndili ndi akazi enieni. Sindinakhalepo ndi mwayi woti ndiyeserenso kugonana, koma ndikugwirabe ntchito. Ndikufuna kudziwa momwe ndingayankhire. Ndikuganiza kuti ndidasinthadi ndikangoyamba kupita kwina ndikamaliza ntchito ndikucheza ndi anthu.
Kutsiliza Pa tsiku la 87 losiya kuchita zachiwerewere, ndinagonana bwino ndi mtsikana amene ndinakumana naye pa phwando. Chikoka changa ku akazi enieni chinasintha kwambiri, ndipo chinali chimodzi mwa nthawi zosangalatsa kwambiri zomwe ndakhala nazo kwa nthawi yayitali.
Ndinali ndikudwala matenda osokoneza bongo a erectile ndikuchedwa kuthamangitsidwa kwa zaka 6-7 osamvetsetsa chomwe chimalakwika. Zinganditengere kwamuyaya kuti ndikhale ndi erection ndikulimbikitsidwa kwambiri ndi msungwanayo, ndiye ngati ndikanatha kupeza erection yathunthu ndimakhala mpaka kalekale ndisanamalize, ndikuyankhula ngati mphindi 45 kuphatikiza .
Pambuyo masiku 87 ndidakonzeka msanga, ndipo nditha kunena kuti kugonana kunatenga mphindi 5-10… ndipo gawo labwino kwambiri ndiloti limakhala labwino! Sanakakamizidwe, sindinayese kuchita kapena kuda nkhawa ndi zomwe ndimachita, zinali zachilengedwe zokha komanso zosangalatsa.
Ndidagonana bwino ndi msungwanayo kangapo pamwezi wotsatira, koma zinali zowonekeratu kuti uwu unali ubale wanthawi yayitali, sitinadule kokwanira kuti ukhale chinthu chanthawi yayitali, motero pamapeto pake udatha, zomwe zinali zabwino ndi ine.
Pambuyo pake, ndinaganiza zondilola kuti ndiyambe kuseweretsa maliseche kachiwiri, koma kamodzi pa sabata, ndikungoganizira chabe za dzanja langa popanda malingaliro (chinachake sindikanatha kuchita ndisanayambe pano)
koma pang'onopang'ono ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche kawiri pamlungu, kenako malingaliro atatu ndi ogonana adayambiranso m'maganizo mwanga panthawi yakuseweretsa maliseche ... panthawiyi ndinali bwino.
Apa ndipamene ndinakumana ndi vuto lalikulu m'moyo wanga, m'modzi mwa makolo anga anapezeka ndi khansa ya chiwindi, ndipo ndi zovuta kwambiri mwatsoka. Monga momwe ziliri pakali pano, ndili ndi chiyembekezo chabwino ndipo ndikukhulupirira kuti izi zitha kumenyedwa ngakhale malingaliro atakhala kuti alibe, banja lathu lonse limamva choncho ndipo ndikhulupiliradi.
Koma mwezi woyamba nditazindikira kuti uthengawu unali wovuta kwambiri, poyamba ndinakhumudwa… kotero ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito zolaula komanso maliseche kuti ndithe kupumira pachangu chatsopano… ndimagwiritsa ntchito kawiri patsiku pafupifupi mwezi umodzi … .. gehena imagwira ntchito, sindikudziwa kuti ndikadagona bwanji usiku wopanda izo…. koma pamene zinthu zinayambiranso kukhazikika, ndinazindikira kuti ndikuyamba kukumana ndi zomwezi zomwe zimanditsogolera kupita patsamba lino poyamba ...
Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti tsopano ndakhala PMO kwaulere masiku 8 apitawa. Ndinazichita kale kale ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti ndidzachira nthawi inanso.
Upangiri wanga kwa anthu omwe amayesa izi kwa nthawi yoyamba kuti angokhala kutali ndi zomwe zimayambitsa PMO kwa milungu iwiri yoyambirira, ndikuyesera zinthu ngati chiwonetsero chazizira, kulimbitsa thupi kovuta, kusinkhasinkha ndikothandiza.
Komanso pitani kunja kwambiri, ngakhale kungakhale koyenda kunja, mukamawona atsikana mu moyo weniweni osati pazenera, mumachira mwachangu.
Komanso, musataye mtima ngati zitenga nthawi yayitali, ndawerenga nkhani zambiri patsambali, anthu ena "achiritsidwa" mwachangu kwambiri, ena omwe ndawerenga sanamve kuchiritsidwa mpaka masiku opitilira 100. Patsiku 87 sindinamvepo 100% ndikuchiritsidwa, koma ndimakwanitsa kuchita zogonana… patatha mwezi umodzi wogonana ndimamva kuti 100% yachiritsidwa.
Komabe, ndikuganiza kuti ndangotsala pang'ono kuseweretsa maliseche kwamuyaya, ndimaopa ndikangoyamba ndikadzilowera m'miyeso, zimafanana ndi momwe chidakwa sichingamwe mowa kamodzi kanthawi…
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