Ndikuganiza kuti ndizabwino kunena kuti ndinatha kuthetsa vuto langa la PIED. Ndisanayambe kukonzanso zogonana zanga zonse zinali zopweteka. Sindinamvepo zodzutsa. Sindinali wovuta pamaso pa mtsikana. Ndinalephera kwathunthu ndipo ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndingakhale wopanda chiyembekezo.
Ndidayambiranso kwa nthawi yayitali, pafupifupi zaka 5. Nthawi zina sindinagwiritse ntchito zolaula koma sindinathe kukhala ndi mtundu wautali popanda kuyang'ana zolaula kapena PMO. Komabe ndimatha kuwona kusintha. Nthawi zina ndikaima pafupi ndi mtsikana wokongola m'basi ndinkangodzuka. Ndinalota loto loyamba la moyo wanga etc. Vuto langa lalikulu linali loti sindinayanjanenso.
Pafupifupi chaka chapitacho mtsikana wina adayesetsa kuti andithandizire kukhala pachibwenzi. Ndinali wokayikira kwambiri komanso wamantha chifukwa cha zomwe zidandichitikira kale kapena kusowa kwanga. Komabe, ndimamukonda mtsikanayo ndipo ndidaganiza zoyesa. Monga ndimayembekezera kuti kugona kwathu koyamba sikunachite bwino. Sindinavutike kokwanira kangapo koyamba ndipo zinali zovuta kuti ndimupeze nkongo wake. Ndimamva ngati wazaka 13.
Ndinagwira mapiritsi angapo a ED ndikutha kutaya unamwali wanga ndili ndi zaka 29. Pambuyo pamaulendo angapo oyamba sindinkafunikiranso mapiritsi. Ndikudziwa kuti anthu ena amatsutsa kugwiritsa ntchito mapiritsi a ED koma kwa ine zinali zothandiza kwambiri! Lero ndili ndi ubale wabwino komanso moyo wogonana ndipo ndikusangalala ndi moyo wanga. Sindinaganizepo kuti ndingadzanene izi tsiku lina!
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Ndili ndi zaka 26 ndipo ndakhala ndikuonera zolaula kwazaka zopitilira 15. Ndaphunzira za zizolowezi zolaula mu Jan 2012 ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi wokwera mdima kuyambira nthawi imeneyo. Kukonda kwanga zolaula kunayamba kuchoka pazithunzi za akazi amaliseche kupita ku zolaula zolaula ndikukhala akazi. Malingaliro awa akhala muubongo wanga pazaka zanga zonse zakusinkhuka ndipo zakhudza kwambiri chikondi changa / moyo wogonana kwambiri.
Ndine namwali ndipo ndinali ndi chibwenzi chimodzi chokha. Ndinalibe libido, wodziwa zambiri za ED, ndimadzimva kuti ndine wopanda umuna ndi zina zambiri ... Mu zaka zanga zaunyamata ndinkadziuza kuti: “Mwina zikukuvuta kupeza mtsikana pakali pano. Koma pambuyo pake mudzapeza imodzi. Mpaka nthawi imeneyo mutha kupitiriza kukhala ndi PMOing (ndimaganiza ngati "kuchita" zenizeni). Mwina sizingakhale zabwino ngati msungwana weniweni, koma osadikira utakhala wokonzeka ndikafika pogonana. ” Koma zidasokoneza ubongo wanga ndikusintha moyo wanga wachikondi kukhala tsoka limodzi lalikulu.
Ndikudziwa kuti ndiyenera kusintha moyo wanga kuti ndikhale munthu wosangalala - ndikufuna bwenzi! Moyo wanga wosagonana komanso zoyendetsa zachiwerewere zakhala zikundidya mkati kwazaka zambiri. Muzinthu zina zonse m'moyo wanga nditha kunena kuti ndine wochezeka, wochezeka, komanso wabwino tsopano. Ndinali wachinyamata wovuta kwambiri, wosalabadira, koma ku yunivesite ndinakwanitsa kusintha moyo wanga ndikudzidalira. Yakwana nthawi yogwiritsa ntchito kuthekera kwanga ndikukhala munthu wosangalala.
Ndidayesera kale kuyambiranso kawiri. Ndinayamba kuyambiranso koyamba mu Jan 2012 - yachiwiri ku Sep 2012.
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(Kuyambiranso 1st)
Nthawi yoyamba yomwe ndidathetsa vutoli mosasamala. Ndimaganiza kuti kulimbana ndi zolaula kungafanane ndi zizolowezi zina ndipo sindimayembekezera mavuto ambiri. Ndinakwanitsa kusiya kusuta ndudu komanso chamba nditafuna koyamba.
PORN:
Ndachotsa makanema anga onse azolaula. Ndimaganiza kuti ndikwanira kuti ndisangowonanso zolaula. Koma sindimamvetsetsa bwino zomwe zimachitika mthupi mwanga.
Kuyenda:
Pambuyo pa sabata zingapo ndinayambiranso MOing. Sindinazindikire kuti ichepetsanso kupita patsogolo kwanga.
INTERNET:
Patatha pafupifupi miyezi iwiri ndinasiya kuleza mtima ndikugonjera ziwanda zanga zamkati. Ndinayamba kujambula mawu ofunikira omwe amanditsogolera kukhala ndimaikonda kwambiri zolaula kale. Ndinatha kudziletsa pakanthawi kambiri. Koma zoona zake zinali zotaika ndipo zimayambiranso.
LABOTI:
Kalelo ndidawerenga kuti kuyambiranso kuyambiranso miyezi iwiri. Zinali zovuta kuvomereza kuti ntchito yanga ikhale yayikulupo kuposa momwe ndimaganizira. Ndinazindikira kuti ndiyenera kukhala woleza mtima kwambiri.
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(Kuyambiranso 2nd)
Pambuyo pa miyezi ingapo ya PMOing (ndikuyesera kuyambiranso kuyambiranso, koma ndikumaliza PMO tsiku lotsatira), ndinayesa kuyesa kwatsopano mu September 2012. Tsiku loyamba linali lovuta kwambiri, koma nditakwanitsa kukhala ndi masiku "oyera", ndinali wokonzeka kupita. Ndinkadziwa kuti ndikulimbana ndi mdani wamphamvu, choncho ndinapanga zofunikira zingapo.
TV:
Ndidachotsa njira zingapo za TV zomwe zidali ndi zoyambitsa.
Kuyenda:
Sindinakhale MO masiku a 108, koma ndidakhazikika kwambiri pachiyambi. Ndinaganiza kuti inali njira yabwino yophunzitsira minofu yanga ya penile osafunikira O. Nthawi imeneyo sindinadziwe kuti ichepetsa kuchepa kwanga. Tsopano ndikuwona kuti zinatero. Kumbali yakutsogolo: Ndinkachita maliseche popanda zongopeka ndipo ndinatha kukonzekera bwino kangapo.
INTERNET:
Ndidayika K9, pulogalamu yoteteza intaneti, kuti izivuta kuti zitha kukhala zolaula. Ngakhale zidayamba kugwira ntchito bwino komanso kukhala thandizo lalikulu, ubongo wanga wofunitsitsa udali kudziwa njira zopangira dopamine rushes. Ndinkasinthasintha zinthu zondidzutsa.
KALENDA:
Ndinkawerengera momwe ndikusinthira. Pamapeto pa tsiku lililonse ndidalemba momwe tsiku lidayendera. Ndinaphatikizaponso magawo ena anga siginecha.
GIRLS:
Panali atsikana angapo omwe amabwera kwa ine. Koma libido yanga inali yotsika kuposa kale. Pa tsiku 55, nditatha usiku, nditaledzera kwambiri ndipo ndidatsala pang'ono kucheza ndi m'modzi mwa iwo. Ndinatha kupeza 60% erection, yomwe inali yabwino kwambiri yomwe ndakhala nayo ndi mtsikana. Koma inali molawirira kwambiri ndipo ndimadziwa. Sindinali wokonzeka kulola mtsikana m'moyo wanga wopanda libido. Zinthu zidayamba kukhala zosasangalatsa pambuyo pake - koma sizinali zokhudzana ndi kukonzanso.
Pamwamba: Ndinawona kuwala kumapeto kwa mumphangayo. Pafupifupi tsiku 85 ndinali ndi njira yoyamba ya libido. Ndidadikirira sitima ndipo msungwana wokongola adakhala pafupi nane. Ndinali ndikumverera modabwitsa m'mimba mwanga kamene sindinakumanepo nako kuyambira ndili mwana. Mwina sichingakhale chinthu chachikulu, koma chimamva bwino
LABOTI:
Ngakhale nditamaliza masiku 108 opanda PMO zinthu sizinayende bwino. Vuto langa loyamba silinali kudzisokoneza mokwanira pamakhalidwe anga akale. Ndidapitilizabe kukopa nkhani. Ndinali pa intaneti nthawi zambiri. Ndinaonera ma TV ambiri. Ndikakumbukira ndikuganiza kuti ndimayang'ana zowonekera nthawi zambiri ndikudzilola kuti ndidzuke ndikamayang'ana pazenera. M'tsogolomu ndiyenera kupatula awiriwa mosamalitsa. Vuto lalikulu ndikadalibe libido - ndiyenera kukhala oleza mtima.
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(Kuyambiranso 3rd)
Ndidalemba pa masiku 108, 113, ndi 121 poyambiranso kachiwiri. Ndinaganiza zodula bwino ndikuyamba gawo langa lachitatu ndikumaliza patsiku la 122. Ndiyenera kudziwa zomwe zandiyambitsa ndikubweretsa dongosolo m'moyo wanga - mwachitsanzo ndiyenera kukonza ntchito yanga kuyunivesite bwino. Ngakhale ndiganiza kuyambira tsiku 1 tsopano, sindiyambira zero. Kupita patsogolo komwe ndidapanga ndikayambiranso kachiwiri kudzandithandiza.
Momwe ndimayendera kuyambiranso kwanga kwachitatu:
TV:
Onerani TV yocheperako ndikuyesera kugwiritsa ntchito nthawi yanu kukhala yopindulitsa kwambiri - monga ntchito yunivesite, kuwerenga buku, kuchita masewera.
Kuyenda:
Ndiyesera kupewa. Koma m'maso mwanga ndibwino kuti MO musakhale ndi malingaliro m'malo mokhala ndi zolaula. Chifukwa chake ndidzilola kupita ku MO, ndikafuna, koma ziyenera kukhala zochitika zosowa kwenikweni.
GIRLS:
Ndikuganiza kuti ndidzabwezeretsedwanso mwachangu kwambiri kuposa momwe ndimasinthiranso. Chifukwa chake ndiyenera kutenga zinthu pang'onopang'ono. Ngati ndiwona mtsikana yemwe ndimamukonda, ndiyenera kupatsa thupi langa nthawi yoti ndimudziwe. Kugonana sindicho choyambirira changa, koma chidzakhala cholinga changa kutaya unamwali wanga kumapeto kwa izi.
Mwanjira iliyonse ndikufuna kukuthokozani nonse chifukwa cha zonse zomwe mukuchita pano. Kuwerenga zomwe mwalemba, zolemba zanu, ndi nkhani zandithandiza kwambiri m'mbuyomu!
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