Ndiyamba ndikunena kuti ndine wokondwa kwambiri kulemba izi. Tsopano ndili ndi zolaula zolaula chaka chimodzi, chaka chimodzi osasewera maliseche ndipo pamapeto pake ndimatha kugonana. Ali ndi zaka 30. Poyamba ndinkakonda zolaula. Ndinkakonda zolaula. Icho chinakhala chilakolako changa # 1 m'moyo. Timalankhula kanayi kapena kasanu patsiku pafupipafupi kwazaka zambiri. Ndimatha maola ambiri ndikufufuza zolaula, ndikuzitsitsa ndikuziyika m'malo mwanga. Ma Terabytes. Zithunzi zamtundu uliwonse.
Inenso ndinali wosokoneza bongo. Zinayamba ndili wachinyamata - Sindikukumbukira zaka, koma ndikuganiza kuti 12. Ndimatha kuseweretsa maliseche A LOTI, mwina kangapo patsiku njira zolaula zisanachitike. Zomwe ndimafunikira zinali zongoyerekeza, zomwe zidakhala nane mpaka lero. Ndinafulumizanso kuseweretsa maliseche m'malo owopsa komwe nditha kugwidwa. Mosakayikira ndinazolowera kwa zaka 16-18. Zinali zofanana ndi zomwe mumawerenga za ma heroin junkies. Nthawi zonse kufunafuna kumverera koyenera, kugunda bwino. Nthawi zonse ndimayesetsa kufikira chiwonetsero changwiro.
ED, DE, HOCD komanso zamanyazi kwambiri, ine pang'onopang'ono koma ndinadzipatula ku moyo wamtendere ndikudzilekanitsa ndi dziko lapansi. Ndinkadana ndi chilichonse.
Zachidziwikire kuti zolaula zinkakulirakulira pazaka zambiri pomwe makompyuta adayamba kukhala bwino komanso ma intaneti akukhala bwino ndi zina. Mapeto pake ndinasiya kuchita zamasewera, ndinasiya sukulu, ndinasiya ntchito.
Ndidali ndi abwenzi angapo komanso zingapo usiku umodzi timakumana. Ndiyenera kuti ndidakhala pafupi ndi atsikana a 20 amaliseche kapena pafupi ndi maliseche mu kama wanga panthawi ya zaka zanga za makumi awiri. Ndidalowa m'mitundu ingapo pomwe nthawi zambiri ndimagwirizana, koma sizinatenge nthawi yayitali ndipo sindinathe kuchita nawo wina aliyense.
Ndinkakonda zolaula tsiku lililonse. Ndidakwaniritsa luso. Ndinayamba kusuta udzu mozungulira 21-22 ndipo kwinakwake m'njira yomwe ndidazindikira kuti ndibwino kusakaniza kukwera poyamba ndikuyamba zolaula. Pambuyo pake ndinayenera kupanga cholumikizira ndikamafunafuna zolaula, ndikukwaniritsa mndandanda (ndikuwonetsetsa kuti ndakhala ndikuphimba magulu onse oti mwina sizinandipatse zachilendo kuti ndichoke) ndikusuta pomwe ndimanjenjemera. Inde, malingaliro anu ndi olondola bwana, ndizowopsa pa thanzi lanu. Black belt deathgrip, kuthamanga mwamphamvu ndi chilichonse chomwe chimafunikira kuti chifike pachimake. Kangapo patsiku. Zinakhala zankhanza.
Pazaka zambiri mtima wanga umayamba kundiuza kuti izi ndi zoyipa kwa ine, zikugunda mwachangu komanso mwamphamvu ndikusowa kumenya. Mapapu anga ankapanga phokoso lachilendo ndipo thupi langa linali kupweteka. Manja, manja ndi akakolo, kuti zikhale zolimba kwambiri. Ndinali ndi thanzi la zaka 70. Ndipo mbolo yanga yosauka, inali yopweteka kwambiri tsiku lililonse. Pomwe zinafika poipa kwambiri nthawi zina sindinamvepo chilichonse ndikafika pachimake. Madontho angapo amadzi ndi umuna. Komabe, ndinapitirizabe. Nsonga zamasiku awiri zopumira.
Fuck amadziwa chifukwa chake zidakhala zoyipa chonchi. Ndinalibe zifukwa. Kuyang'ana kumbuyo sikumveka konse. Koma ndikulemba izi kukuwonetsani kuti ngakhale zovuta kwambiri zimatha kuchiritsidwa.
Momwe ndidafikira kumeneko / upangiri
Ndakhala ndikukambirana mobwerezabwereza za mtundu wanji wa upangiri womwe ndikufuna kupereka pano chifukwa ndine wovuta kwenikweni, ndine 1% wapamwamba yemwe wangotaya ndi vutoli, ndipo mwina akanatha zonse zosavuta kuti ndisiye. Ngati moyo wanu uli wabwino komanso mumangokhala pmo 3-4 kamodzi pamlungu mwina mwina simukuzindikira zomwezi zomwe ndidafuna kuti ndisinthe. Mwinamwake simukumva ngati kusimidwa kofanana ndi ine. Mwinanso zotsatirapo zake sizimapereka kudzipereka kofunikira.
Sindinayambenso kuyambiranso.
Komabe, ndikusiya malingaliro anga ndi zomwe zidandigwirira ntchito kenako musankha ngati zili zanu. Pali njira zambiri zopitira ku Roma ndi zonse.
Sindine woyenera kusamalira komanso kufewa. Ndimatenga njira yolimbitsira mphunzitsi wochita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Ngati ndingathe kusiya zolaula, inunso muyenera kutero. Ndinalibe ntchito, digiri, chipembedzo, ana, bwenzi, palibe kalikonse. Zitha kundipangitsa kuti ndizindikire kuti ndiyenera kusintha, koma muyenera kupeza chilimbikitso chanucho mosasamala kanthu. Makamaka ngati muli ndi zinthu zomwe zikukuyenderani. Mulipo kale! Chotsani zolaula m'moyo wanu ndipo zinthu zidzakhala zabwinoko.
Muyenera kudzipereka. Palibe zoyipa. Izi ndizamuyaya, palibe chosankha. Palibe kubwerera. Osandiuza kuti simungathe kuchita. Pali nkhani zambiri zopambana. Ngati simukuchita, ndiye kuti ndikuganiza pamlingo wina simunakonzekere kusiya zolaula. Zili ndi inu kuti mudziwe momwe mungafikire kumeneko.
Ngati chifukwa chanu ndi ED, ndiye kuti ziyenera kukhala zosavuta. Mukamapezeka kuti mwayambiranso, kumbukirani ED. Ndipo kumbukirani zabwino. Ndicho chilimbikitso changa chachikulu. Sindikubwerera ku ED. Chifukwa chake osabwereranso ku zolaula. CHOSAVUTA. Fuck ED.
Palibe zifukwa. Palibe mipira ya buluu. Sindikusamala ngati mulibe malo ogonana. Palibe zifukwa. Apanso, zidandigwirira ntchito. Khalani omasuka kusankha njira ina.
Sikuti sindisowa zolaula. Zachidziwikire ndikufuna kuyang'ananso. Tangoganizirani zochitika zonse zomwe zidatuluka chaka chatha zomwe sindinaziwone! NDIMAKONDA zolaula. Anthu ambiri amadana ndi zolaula. Mwamuna uyu, amachikonda. Koma mwamunayo akudziwa, palibe kubwerera. Ndi kusankha kosavuta. Bwererani ku zolaula aka kubwerera ku ED KAPENA kukhala "oyera" ndikukhalabe ndi mwayi wogonana.
Sindikufuna kulowa mumtsutso wa MO. Ndikungodziwa kuti ndiyenera kukhala kutali ndi izo, chifukwa sindinathe kuzilamulira koyambirira m'moyo. Ndinapita miyezi 10 popanda zovuta zilizonse. Ndipo sindikuganiza kuti ndakumanapo ndi zovuta zina chifukwa cha izi.
Ndipo ndiyenera kuwonjezera kujowina gulu lino ndikupanga kusiyana konse padziko lapansi. Palibe njira yomwe ndikadachitira popanda magazini, popanda mitu yonse yothandiza pano komanso koposa zonse, kwa ine, mwayi wopikisana. Izi sizigwira ntchito konse kwa anthu onse, koma ndili ndi mpikisano ndipo ndidatsimikiza mtima kuti asalole anyamata ena kundimenya. Izi zitha kubwereranso kumbuyo kotero sindimavomereza, koma kwa ine zidandithandizira.
Mphotho zake. Ndipo zina zowonera / upangiri.
Mbolo yanga imagwira ntchito. Ngakhale sanachiritsidwe kwathunthu mwanjira iliyonse. Momwe ndakhala ndikuchitira izi, sizingachiritse kwathunthu. Koma izi zimapambana. Ndimagwiritsabe ntchito viagra / cialis, ndipo nthawi zina ndimalephera. Ndikuganiza kuti makamaka nkhawa yakale. Ndikosavuta kukhazikika m'mutu mwanga ndikulola zoyembekezera ndi kufananitsa zilowe m'malo mwakutuluka ndikusangalala ndi mkazi amene ali patsogolo panu.
Ngati nditayika erection sindikumva ngati momwe ndinkakhalira. Nditenga gawo limodzi kubwerera kumtundu wina wamtsogolo chifukwa ndili ndi chidaliro kuti nditha kukonzanso. Chifukwa chiyani sindinatero? Zinali basi. Idzabweranso. Chinyengo ichi chandithandiza kangapo posachedwa.
Kuyeseza kumapangitsa kuti chikhale changwiro. Palibe chiwerewere chomwe chimasokoneza kwambiri zolaula zomwe ndinali nazo zaka zambiri. Koma kupita kumeneko. Pang'onopang'ono zikukula. Ndipo zachilengedwe. Btw, kugonana kusakhala kwabwino SALI chifukwa chomveka chobwereranso ku pmo. Kukonzanso kumatenga nthawi. Kuleza mtima. Yesezani. Kudzipereka.
Sindinapeze chaka chino kukonza chilichonse koma kuthekera kwanga kugonana. Ndikadali ndi nkhawa, ndimavutikabe, zophophonya etc. Izi si njira zamatsenga zamankhwala anu. Komabe, tsopano ndimachita zinthu zina. Ndimagwira zolimbitsa thupi 5-6 nthawi sabata. Ndimachita basketball, nkhonya komanso kunyamula zolemera. Bball ndidasewera ndili wachinyamata. Awiri omaliza ndakhala ndikuchita mantha moyo wanga wonse koma tsopano akuchita. Chifukwa chake, ngakhale tsopano kwambiri ndadzaza moyo wanga ndi zinthu zosangalatsa. Ndipo ndakumanapo ndi zina mwa mantha anga.
Thupi langa ndilabwino kwambiri. Mwachilengedwe.
Ngakhale ndimakhulupirira kuti mutha kuthana ndi vuto logonana mwachisawawa, ndikuganiza kuti njira yabwino yochitira izi ndi kupeza bwenzi kapena bwenzi lantchito. Makamaka ngati muli ndi nkhawa.
PANGANI: Ndayiwala kuthokoza anthu. Zowona, ndikufuna kuti mudziwe kuti mwandithandiza paulendowu. Ndikukhulupirira kuti sindikadapanga kuti ndikadapanda inu. Mosamalitsa. Gary Wilson, The Underdog, Darkwolf, Moni abwenzi anga akale, Crazygopher, GameOver, E aka Connoisseur wa mafuta odzola, Prim Nthawi, Visage, Sepultur60, Neuroplastic, General Jack D Ripper, BarneyBarn, Metal (ngakhale inu ndinu Dick nthawi zina lol ), CharlesBurrows, Foxhunter NDI ALIYENSE ALIYENSE NDIMAKHALA kuti analemba mu bukhu langa, yemwe adapanga zanzeru pamutu uno kapena anali munthu wabwino kulimbikitsa ena pano.
Tonse tonse pamodzi. Ulendo umodzi mans siofanana ndi munthu wotsatira koma tonse timayenda limodzi.
Pa ena okonda mtendere-hippie-shit, ndikutuluka!
Khalani anthu olimba.
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Osawerenga ulusi wonsewo, muli ndi zinthu zofunika kwambiri zofunika kuchita m'moyo. Chikhomo chotsegulira chikuwonetsa kusimidwa ndipo uyu akuwonetsa chidziwitso cha ulendowu.
Ndinalemba imodzi, mwina nkhani ziwiri zopambana kale, pomwe ndinali nditakwanitsa kuchita zatsopano ndi mkazi wina. Zimatenga nthawi kuti muziona zinthu moyenera.
Nthawi zabwino zidatsatira. Ndipo amabwereranso. Ndi chizolowezi chogonana. Kubwerera mmbuyo mpaka lero lino. Ndazungulira mphindi zingapo zapitazo ... tsiku silidapite ndisanakhudze tambala wanga mosafunikira. Kubwereranso kwathunthu sikupezeka kawirikawiri, koma kumachitika. Mwina milungu 4-8 iliyonse.
Kodi ndi komwe ine ndimafuna kukhala? Ayi. Kodi ndizokwanira? Inde.
Ogwiritsa ntchito osadziwika patsamba lino ali ndi umunthu wopanda pake. Ndine m'modzi wa iwo. Zomwe zimapangitsa iyi kukhala nkhondo ya moyo wonse. Ndikupita ndi PMO kumanda. Ili gawo lathu lamakhalidwe azikhalidwe ndipo nthawi zonse zizikhala, pokhapokha ndikangobadwa mu ubongo.
Chinsinsi ndikuchepetsa mpaka pomwe sichimakhudza moyo wanga.
Ndili ndi (pafupifupi) bwenzi lomwe ndakhala pachibwenzi naye kwa chaka chimodzi. Ndimagwira ntchito yanthawi zonse, ndimagunda masewera olimbitsa thupi (osakwanira, koma ena) ndikusunganso masewera anga anthawi yonse.
Moyo wogonana ndi mtsikana wanga ndi wabwino. Ndasiya kugwiritsa ntchito cialis kwathunthu (ngozi yovunda yomwe ndinaponya mtsempha m'tulo langa). Akadakhala kuti ndi cialis koma mwina sichoncho. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito milingo yaying'ono. Doc anandiuza kuti shit imachitika m'moyo. Munayamba mwayendayenda ndi tambala wowoneka wamtambo komanso wofiirira? Ayi? Zabwino, ndikhulupirira kuti sizichitika kwa inu. Mafanizo a Dick kwa aliyense amene akufuna, bola ine basi).
Ndinali kuti, ah inde. Sindikufuna cialis. Msungwana wanga amandiyang'ana kuposa momwe ndimaganizira. Nthawi zambiri ndimakhala ndi zotopetsa za atsikana omwe ndimawafunsa, ngati ndimafunikira zatsopano. Pakadali pano zabwino kwambiri ndi izi, koma tiwona momwe ubalewo ukuyendera.
Chifukwa chake gawo la chiwerewere limasamaliridwa, chifukwa chake ndalowa nawo koyamba pa forum. Kukhumudwitsidwa ndi kukhumudwa chifukwa cholephera kuchita zomwe tili nazo mkati mwathu.
Kodi zimasintha moyo wabwino? Inde.
Kodi zimakonza chilichonse m'moyo? Osayandikira konse.
Moyo uyenera kukhala mtundu wina wa mayeso. Sizinapangidwe kuti zikhale zosavuta kwa ife. Zikhalabe zovuta. Kenako timafa.
Pakadali pano, ndikhulupilira kuti inu anyamata osachepera mugwiritse ntchito gawo ili. Chinsinsi chotsatira:
- Chepetsani pmo momwe mungathere.
- Osapanga icho kukhala chipembedzo.
- Rewire momwe mungathere, posachedwa. Zimatenga nthawi ndipo zimakhala ndi zokumbukira.
- Mudzasokoneza, musapange moyo kapena imfa. Konzaninso ndikupita patsogolo.
- Mukasokoneza, TUMITSANI MNYUMBA. Simumayambiranso kudya mukakhala pagulu. Ndi bulletproof. Tulukani mnyumba. Ndikudziwa kuti simukufuna, koma zikatero. Zikugwira.
Ndipo ndi. Fuulirani underdog / GW kuti mwina mwanjira yopanda kupulumutsa moyo wanga.
Ndatsala pang'ono kuwononga Sabata yanga nthawi zonse, kukana kupita kukamwa, kuthamangitsa atsikana atsopano, ndipo koposa zonse, dzanja langa lisalowe pansi pama boxer kwambiri
TNSP inyamuka. Mtendere kunja.