Chifukwa chake, ndikuganiza kuti mukudziwa chifukwa chomwe ndidaganiza zolembera izi. Chifukwa chomwechi mukuwerenga izi. Pa Seputembara 5th ndidayamba kuyambiranso ndimaganizo abwino, wotsimikiza mtima, ndikuyembekeza, wamantha - ndipo koposa zonse: kuthekera kwathunthu kwa bwenzi langa. Patatha masiku 52 tidakwaniritsa zolinga zomwe tidakhazikitsa.
Ndine wamwamuna wazaka 30, ndimunthu wabwinobwino ngati nonse. Ndawona kusunthika kofanana ndi komwe ambiri mwa inu mwakhala nako, kuyambira ndi zithunzi zosavala zopanda pake m'magazini, kupita patsogolo kutsitsa zithunzi zolimba kuchokera pa intaneti chifukwa cholumikizidwa mosachedwa. Izi zidasandulika VHS ndi DVD nditaloledwa kukhala ndi TV mchipinda changa, kenako ndikubwera pa intaneti yothamanga kwambiri. Tsopano ndili ndi zaka pafupifupi 16, ndimatha kuwona zolaula zonse zomwe ndimafuna, nthawi iliyonse. Pafupifupi chaka chimodzi pambuyo pake ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa loyamba ndipo chilichonse chinali kugwira ntchito momwe ziyenera kukhalira. Pakadali pano, ndimatha kufotokoza zolaula zanga ngati zachilendo. Chinali china chabe pambali, sichinakhudze moyo wanga mwanjira iliyonse… Kenako patatha zaka zitatu nditasudzulana ndi bwenzi langa lachiwiri, ndidangokhalira kumaliza sukulu ndikukonzekera moyo wanga. Chotsatira chinali zaka 3 zosiya zolaula zokha. Sindinawone zoyipa pazomwe ndimachita. Nthawi zambiri ndimakonda kuseweretsa maliseche 7 kapena 3 pa sabata, nthawi zina ndimangokhalira "kuluma": 4 patsiku, kapena kangapo kumapeto kwa sabata… Ndinali ndi mwayi wosagwera m'mbali zakuda izi, ndipo ngakhale ndinali ndi zibwenzi zolaula sizikanandichitanso ine, kuphatikiza kwabwino kwa "kutha" kumatha kundichotsa.
Sindinawone zolakwika za njira zanga mpaka pomwe ndidakumana ndi bwenzi langa lapano. Zomwe zidachitika pamenepo, chabwino… werengani. Ndinayamba kusunga magazini koma ndinkayiyika pa intaneti, popeza sindinadziwe ngati ndikufuna kuyiyika padziko lapansi. Tonse tidaganiza kuti ndiyenera kubwezera kumudzi zomwe zidatithandiza kuzindikira zinthu zambiri zachilendo zomwe zimachitika panjira.
Chiyambi:
Usiku womwe uyenera kuti unali usiku wabwino ndi bwenzi langa lamasabata awiri (kwambiri) linatha tonse tili mchimbudzi kulira, kukhumudwa komanso kusokonezeka. Takhala tikuyesera kugonana kangapo pamasabata awiri, ndipo panthawiyi kukhumudwa kwanga chifukwa cha kulephera kwanga kudakulirakulira. Sindinadziwe zomwe zinali kuchitika. Ndinkakonda kugwedezeka mwamphamvu ndikungoyang'ana mkazi wosavala pagombe. Ndinkakonda kuyerekezera kusamba ndikuseweretsa maliseche ndekha popanda vuto. Ndinkakonda kugonana popanda hiccup ndi zolaula popanda kusiyanitsa. Ndipo uyu ndi m'modzi mwa atsikana okongola kwambiri, ogonana kwambiri, otentha kwambiri omwe ndidawawonapo pafupi nane, amaliseche. Kundipatsa mutu. Kugonana ndi ine… Bwanji gehena sikukukhala kovuta tsopano? Ziyenera kukhala zokwanira kuti iye azikhala pamiyendo panga - atavala bwino - kuti ndipite! Ndinkadzikayikira ndekha ndikuyesera kuti ndipeze tanthauzo. Mwina zinali posachedwa kwambiri; sitinadziwane kwa nthawi yayitali. Mwinanso anali cholowa chaubwenzi wanga wakale zaka ziwiri zapitazo, zomwe zidatha ndi mbiri yoyipa kwambiri. Chirichonse chimene icho chinali, iye sanali iye; pambuyo pake anali zonse zomwe mnyamata angafune mwa mkazi. Monga munthu wina adati: m'malingaliro mwanga ndikudziwa kuti ndiwotentha ndipo ndiyenera kukhala wolimba, koma sikufikira mbolo yanga. Kwina chingwe chimadulidwa, kapena kusinthidwa. Kotero amayenera kukhala ine…
Mulimonsemo, mwamwayi tinali ndi mwayi wolankhula pang'ono asanachoke, ndipo tinayamba kumvetsa - mtundu wa. Pomaliza ndidavomereza kuti ndinalibe chitsimikizo chomwe chinali vuto (zomwe ndikadayenera kuchita kale kwambiri), zomwe adavomera. Koma mkati mwanga ndinali ndisanachoke kwathunthu. Ndimavutika kupeza yankho koma sindinathe. Ndinkafuna kuti adziwe izi, koma sindinathe kuziyika pamutu panga - osanenapo kuti ndimuwuze mganizo logwirizana. China chake chimayenera kusintha, chomwe tonsefe timadziwa. Ndipo zimayenera kusintha mwachangu apo ayi ubale wathu woyambirirayo utha.
DAY 1)
Ndinadzuka nditagona usiku ngati thanthwe, koma mwamtima ndinali nditatha. Ndinali ndi ntchito zoti ndiyende m'mawa, ndipo zidayenda bwino, koma ndekha mgalimoto yanga ndimaganizira zomwe zidachitika, momwe ndimamvera ndikumva kuwawa - momwe ndidapangitsira kuti mwana wanga wamkazi azimva, sindinathe kuteteza maso anga. Pakati pausiku pamapeto pake ndinapeza mwayi woyamba kufunsa Google kuti ndipeze mayankho - ndipo kudzera pamsonkhano wina ndidafika ku YBOP.com. Ndinayamba kuwerenga nkhanizo ndipo mwadzidzidzi zinthu zidayamba kulowa m'malo mwake. Ndinkakankha mabokosi ambiri omwe pamapeto pake adatsogolera nthawi ya OMFG. Ndinkakonda kukhala thanthwe mwamphamvu ndikungowonera mkazi wopanda chovala pagombe? Inde, zinali zaka 15 zapitazo. Ndinkakonda kuyerekezera kusamba ndikuseweretsa maliseche ndekha popanda vuto? Inde, koma sindingakumbukire kuti zinali liti. Zachidziwikire osati zaka zisanu ndi zitatu zapitazi. Ndinkakonda kugonana popanda hiccup ndi zolaula popanda kusiyanitsa? Inde, zinali zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri zapitazo. Nchiyani chinachitika pakadali pano? Ndinali kuseweretsa maliseche, ndipo ndinali kuzichita zolaula mosasamala. Ndipo ngakhale ndinalibe kuchuluka komwe ena amafotokoza, ndikutha kuwona kusiyana pakati pazomwe zidandipangitsa zaka khumi zapitazo ndi zomwe zimatenga masiku ano. Masiku ano zolaula za akazi okhaokha sizimandichitira, koma ndikukumbukira zidandipangitsa kuti ndikhale mobwerezabwereza. Ndikuwonanso kusiyana pakati pa kuchuluka kwa erection, kunachoka pa thanthwe mwakhama mpaka 70 ~ 80% molimbika pakukopa kwazinthu zolaula masiku ano… Mitengo yammawa? Ndinkakonda kukhala ndizochulukirapo kuposa momwe ndimachitira tsopano, ngakhale nthawi zina ndimakhala nazo. Nthawi zina.
Zotsatira zoyipa zomwe zimanyalanyazidwazo zimathandizanso - ndikutsimikiza zimatero. Ndikuseweretsa maliseche, ndimagwiritsa ntchito zovuta zosiyana ndi zomwe mayi amachita, mwina ndi manja, pakamwa kapena kumaliseche. Ziwonetseni izi: zaka zisanu ndi ziwiri zokhazokha zodziseweretsa maliseche mopanikizika kwambiri poyerekeza ndi zenizeni ... Chibwenzi changa chotentha, chotentha, bwenzi lokongola silinakhale ndi mwayi wofotokozera momwe ndimamvera ndikuyembekezera - komanso ... kufuna. Palibe mkazi amene akanatha kutero!
Kotero makamaka ndakhala ndikuwononga libido yanga ndi ubongo kwa theka la moyo wanga, ndikudziyika ndekha kulephera ndi kukhumudwa ndi mnzanga weniweni. Nditazindikira izi, komanso kupweteka komanso kupweteka komwe ndikadapewa ndekha - komanso koposa chibwenzi changa, ndidanyansidwa ndekha. Sindikudziwa chifukwa chake, popeza aliyense amawoneka kuti akuganiza kuti kulibe vuto, ndidaphatikizidwanso. Ndinkadziwa za ED yokhudzana ndi zolaula, koma muzolemba zomwe ndidawawona akunena za zolaula. Sikuti ndimadziona ngati wosokoneza bongo ndikuyerekezera ndi anthu omwe adalemba nawo ndikuganiza kuti palibe amene angandiyese ngati woledzera. Koma zidaziwonekeratu pakuwerenga pa intaneti sikuti zimangowononga pafupipafupi. Ndiwo moyo wautali womwe umangowonongera.
Pakutha masana ndinali nditatumizira chibwenzi changa maimelo kuti ndapeza china, koma sindinathe kumuuza zomwe zili pano. Adalimbikira kuti ndimutumizire maulalo ndipo pamapeto pake ndidatero. Ndinali ndi chidaliro kuti sangatuluke chifukwa cha momwe alili, koma sindinali wotsimikiza nazo.
Usiku womwewo ndinamuyimbira foni, ndipo sitinayankhulepo - ndinali nditamupempha kuti asalankhulepo pafoni koyambirira chifukwa ndimafuna kuchita izi pamaso ndi pamaso. Anamvetsetsa, koma anandiuza kuti ndisadere nkhawa kwambiri za izi. Izi zinali zabwino kudziwa. Ngakhale amatha kubwera kudzakhala usiku, tonsefe tinagwirizana kuti ndibwino kuti tonsefe tigone tokha kuti chilichonse chilowemo ndikupumula. Kenako amabwera Lachinayi m'mawa ndikukhala mpaka Lamlungu, ndipo timakambirana za zonse pamasom'pamaso.
Mbali yotsatira: Ngati muli pachibwenzi, muuzeni! Sindingathe kutsindika izi mokwanira. Osasungira izi kwa mnzanu; siopusa ndipo angadziwe yekha ndikukhumudwitsani chifukwa chosamukhulupirira, kapena azindikira kuti china chake sichili bwino ndipo adzakusiyani chifukwa simudzagawana nawo. Inde, atha kuthamangira pakhomo mukamuuza, koma achita izi mukapanda kutero. (msungwana wanga adandiwuza kuti ndikadapanda kutseguka kapena ndikadapanda kutenga nawo gawo mwina akadakhala atatuluka m'masabata angapo - zomwe zikadakhala zopweteka kwa ine. Ndikukhulupirira kuti iye ndikudina pamagulu ochuluka, ndikukhulupirira kuti ndiye wa ine - chinthu chomwe sindinamvepo kale ndi wina aliyense. Chifukwa chake ngati mukumva motere za mnzanu, MUSATAYE mwayi. Ingomuuza !!)
Onetsetsani kuti akumvetsetsa kuti sizikugwirizana ndi iye kapena mwakuthupi. Ubongo wanu wasokonekera ndipo palibe chomwe adachita kapena sanachite, palibe chomwe adachita kapena sananene chomwe chikadapanga kusiyana kulikonse. Onetsetsani kuti akumvetsetsa kuti ndichinthu chomwe mungakonze ndikuti mumufunikira pambali panu pazomwezo.
Gwirizanani malamulo angapo okondana omwe simungamalole wina ndi mnzake kuti aswe - ngakhale kukuyesani. Panthawi yomwe ndikulemba izi, ndangouza chibwenzi changa masiku atatu apitawa. Anali wabwino pochita nawo zomwe zinali zotonthoza kwa inenso. Momwe zinthu zimakhalira (monga usiku watha atagona limodzi), akuzindikira pang'onopang'ono kuti zidzakhala zovuta kwa iye. Ndi munthu wokonda zachiwerewere ndipo amawona kuti palibe kugonana komwe kumakhala kovuta kwa iye. Chifukwa chake onetsetsani kuti bwenzi lanu limvetsetsa kuti akuyenera kukhala nawo. Koma zilizonse zomwe amachita kapena sizichita, muyenera kukhalabe otsimikiza kuyambiranso.
Panokha, sindikukayika pakadali pano milungu ingapo ikubwerayi sizingayende bwino muubwenzi wathu, koma ndikutsimikiziranso kuti akhala kofunikira pothetsa izi ndikuti adzakhala pomwepo nane . Ndipo ndikungodziwa kuti tikatulukira mbali inayo, izi zidzapangitsa kuti tonse awiri tigwirizane kwambiri. Talankhula za zonsezi - kuyambira momwe zisonyezo zomwe amalandila kuchokera kwa ine zikugwirizira izi mpaka momwe ndidasokonekera pambuyo pa Lachiwiri usiku - ndasanthula konse konse maupangiri obwezeretsanso tili pachibwenzi. Tidazindikira kuti palibe zambiri zomwe zikupezeka pamutuwu, chifukwa chake takambirananso - makamaka tidasankha pamalamulo usiku watha.
Kwenikweni, sindidzilimbikitsa ndekha mwanjira iliyonse. Ndikatero, ndiyenera kumuuza (kwenikweni, adandipanga lonjezo, koma ndasankha kale kuti ndidzachita izi kaya ndinalonjeza kapena ayi) ndipo tidzakambirana za izi ndikuyesera kupeza njira yopewera kupanga zolakwitsa zomwezo mobwerezabwereza. Tikakhala limodzi, chilichonse chomwe chimachitika kupsompsonana, kukumbatirana, kukhudzana pakhungu ndi khungu pakati pa matupi athu, zimachitika. Tikuwona kuti izi ndizabwino, chifukwa zimachokera kuti amalumikizana ndi ine. Tikukhulupirira kuti izi zithandizira ubongo wanga kuphunziranso kuti uwu ndi mtundu wa zomwe zimafunikira kuyankha. Tidavomerezanso kuti ziphuphu kwa ine sizikudziwika kwa milungu ingapo yoyambirira, ndikuti pakapita nthawi tiunikiranso momwe tingachitire. Pakadali pano, nditha kuchita chilichonse chosafikira kwa iye. Tonse tikudziwa kuti adzafunika izi, ndipo kwa ine, zitha kuthandizanso ubongo wanga kuphunziranso kuti uwu ndi mtundu wachikondi chomwe uyenera kuchitapo kanthu.
Potseka, ndimakonda kugawana zomwe ndidachita kuti ndisayesedwe: nditangopanga chisankho chosiya PMO, ndidataya ma bookmark anga onse oyipa, ndidachotsa zolaula zilizonse pakompyuta yanga ndikutsitsa zosefera (K9 Web Protection) kuti muchepetse zovuta za pa intaneti. Ndidapatsanso bwenzi langa chithunzi cha Keeley Hazell kuti athawire kwina. Zomwe ndikanangokhoza kuchita ndi mwana wanga wamkazi tsiku lotsatira ngakhale zinali, ndikuchotsa stash yayikulu pagalimoto yanga ... Koma nanenso ndidachita izi, chifukwa chake nditha kunena kuti nyumba yanga tsopano ilibe zolaula.
Tsiku 12 - Lamlungu
Izi sizinachitike dzulo, koma zidachitikadi lero: tidagonana koyamba kuyambira pomwe tidayambiranso. Icho chinali kwenikweni chinachake! Kukonzekera kwanga kunali kwamphamvu (kosakwanira 100% koma kotsimikizika mwamphamvu kuposa kale) ndipo ndidakhala momwemo kudzera mu "ntchito". Ndipo anali atakwera pamwamba pa ine nthawi yonseyi - china chake chomwe chingakhale chopha erection posachedwa kwambiri. Atabwera, tinaganiza zoyimira pamenepo (sindinathe kutero, chifukwa panalibe chifukwa chopitilira). Atatsika, tonse tinadabwitsidwa kupeza kuti mzanga wamng'onoyo anali kuchitabe sawatcha modzikuza! Izi, abwenzi anga, zinali kusintha kuyambira kale!
Zinthu zina zomwe ndidazindikira ndizakuti thupi langa "lidalowetsedwa kwambiri" pazomwe zinachitikira. Zinkawoneka bwino, ndimamva kuti kudzuka kumandidutsa. Ndinkangoganizira kwambiri za kumverera kumeneko ndipo ndinapeza kuti zandithandiza kuti ndikhale wokonzeka. Ndinkayang'ana bwenzi langa ndikuwona mawonekedwe ake onyansa ndikumva thupi lake pa ine, komwe kunali kutembenuka kwakukulu. M'mbuyomu, ndikadakhala ndikuganizira kwambiri za momwe ndimakhalira, zomwe sindingathe… ndinazindikiranso kutengeka kwa mbolo yanga ndili mkati mwake, zomwe zinali zabwino. Koma sizinali pomwe zimayenera kukhala… koma Hei, tangokhala mkati mwa sabata ndi theka; sitingayembekezere zozizwitsa kuti zichitike usiku uno tsopano tikhoza?
Tsiku 16 ~ 22
Zachidziwikire, ndasiya kuchoka. Sabata bwanji. Masiku abwino, osakanikirana ndi masiku osasangalatsa, kusowa tulo, kulakalaka, kusinthasintha kwa malingaliro… Ndakhala ndekha kwa masiku angapo ndipo izi zidandichititsa mantha, popeza icho chidali choyipa choyipa: kutopa ndi kusintha kwa usiku, kulakalaka komanso kukhala yekha. Momwe ndidakwanitsira kuthana ndi M'ing sindikudziwa… Zomwe ndikudziwa ndikuti mwana wanga adabweranso Loweruka (ndikukhala mpaka Lachiwiri lotsatira) mutu wanga uli wowongoka tsopano.
Tsiku 22 ~ 36
Pakadali pano pali zochepa zomwe zikuwoneka kuti zikuwoneka ngati zikuyenda mpaka pano. Choyamba, zotengeka. Iwo ali ponseponse. Nditha kuchoka posapereka chilichonse pachinthu chilichonse kuti nditsutsidwe ndi chinthu chopusa pang'ono patangopita maola ochepa. Tsiku lina ndimamva bwino, ndikumangomva ngati ndikumenyanso lotsatira. Chosangalatsa ndichakuti, izi zimawoneka ngati zogwirizana ndi mtundu wa tulo usiku wapitawu: nditagona tulo tofa nato ndimakhala ndi masiku oyipa (zachilendo momwe zingakhalire), pomwe ndimakhala ndi masiku abwino nditatha kugona tulo tofa nato.
Chachiwiri, mphamvu yomanga ikukula. Nditha kugonana ndi msungwana wanga wokondedwayo ndikukhalabe ndi boner wokwiya (ngakhale akupera pamwamba) akamaliza. Zimakhalabe zovuta kwanthawi yayitali, ndichoncho. Ndikuwona nkhuni zam'mawa zamasabata kapena awiri apitawa zatsika, mpaka zimangochitika mwamwayi. Ngakhale mphamvu ikukula, kulingalira kumatsalira m'mbuyo pang'ono. Ndikumva kuposa momwe ndinkamvera poyamba, koma ndinalibe mphindi panthawi yogonana yomwe ndimayandikira. Ndikumva zizindikiro zoyambirira, kuwonjezeka pang'ono kwakukwera, koma ndikhozabe kupitilira nthawi yayitali kuposa momwe ndikanakondera.
Ndimamvanso momwe kuthamanga kwa dopamine kumamvera. Simudziwa momwe zimamvekera ngati mumakonda zolaula ndikuchita PMO kangapo pamlungu. Tsopano popeza ndakhala ndikuchoka kwa milungu ingapo, ndimatha kunena kuti kunali kuthamanga kwa dopamine pomwe ndinali nako. Momwe zidachitikira zidakhala ngati zopusa. Ndinagona usiku wina TV ikudali. Panali pafupifupi maola awiri pambuyo pake kuti ndidadzuka ndikumva ndipo panali pulogalamu yomwe ili ngati yogonana. Ndi chimodzi mwazomwe zimakuwonetsani kuti mtsikana amakhala maliseche pang'onopang'ono akamayesa kukuyimbirani foni kapena zina zotere. Mosakayikira, m'boma lomwe ndinali (nditagona tulo) thupi langa lidachitapo kanthu pazithunzi zomwe zinali pazenera ndi boner. Ndisanadziwe zomwe zimachitika, ndinali wonyozeka 'Turkey. Zinthu ziwiri zidandipulumutsa pachimake: poyamba sindimagwira mwamphamvu. Zala ziwiri zokha osisita pang'ono. Chachiwiri, nditangomva kuthamanga kwa dopamine, ndinazindikira zomwe ndimachita ndipo ndimamva kusasangalala. Mumamva pamutu panu, m'chifuwa komanso mbolo. Mtima wanu umayamba kuthamanga ndipo mbolo yanu imapeza zomwe zimawoneka ngati kuwombera magazi kuti zikhale zolimba komanso zowoneka bwino. Monga ndidanenera, sindinachite chiwerewere, koma apa pali chinthucho: Ndikuganiza kuti ndili ndi vuto lokwanira kuchokera ku dopamine yomwe ndimamva sabata yotsatira.
Mtsikana wanga nayenso anazindikira. Izo zinachitika Lachinayi usiku ndipo ine ndinamuuza iye usiku wotsatira. Patapita masiku anayi anakhala pansi nane ndipo anandiuza kuti akuwona kuwonjezeka kwachindunji kwa ine. Mwamunayo adamva kuti sangamve bwino za izo, ndipo adamva kuti amamupanikiza. Chinthucho ndikuti, ndinakhala wovuta kwambiri ndikupsompsonona ndipo ndinayamba kuthamanga pamene tinapitirizabe kupsompsona. Ndinkaganiza kuti anali wokwiya kwambiri panthawiyo, koma ndinazindikira kuti ali ndi mfundo. Ndikuganiza kuti zokhudzana ndi dopamine.
Chomaliza chomwe ndikufuna kudziwa: kukhala ndi msungwana wanga pambali panga ndikofunika. Akadapanda iye, ndikadabweranso ndipo mwina ndikadasiya masabata apitawo. Koma lingaliro loti ndimuuze ndidabwereranso ndikumuwona kupweteka m'maso ndi pankhope pake, zomwe zingangondipweteketsa mtima. Ndipo izi zikundilepheretsa kupita kuphompho. Ndili ndi mwayi wokhala naye. Amangopirira zovuta zanga zonse ndipo amakhala pomwepo kuti anditonthoze, kundikonda… iye ndi wodabwitsa chabe. Sindingathe kulingalira zodutsa ndekha ndikukhala wopambana. Ndikuvula chipewa changa ndikugwadira mozama anthu omwe akuyenera kuchita izi okha. Ndinu amphamvu kuposa ambiri, ndikudziwa.
Tsiku 37 ~ 52
Masabata ena awiri apitawa ndipo kusintha kumeneku kukuwonekera kwambiri. Masiku ano, zosankha zanga zili pafupi kwambiri ndi 100% ndipo zimatha - anyamata amakhala. Amayamba nthawi yamasewera, kupsompsonana ndi kukangana, ndipo amakhala mpaka pogonana, makamaka pamalo aliwonse. Kenako amakhalabe kozungulira kwakanthawi pambuyo pake (popeza sindinachite chiwerewere, palibe chifukwa choti athetse nthawi yomweyo). Chifukwa chake ndinganene kuti ndi 100% yopambana. Ndikulingalira munganene kuti ED wanga wasowa.
Zolakalaka, chabwino… Ndinkakhala nazo nthawi zina, koma zikuwoneka kuti ndizosavuta kuthana nazo. Chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndidazindikira: Posachedwa ndalandira piritsi latsopano, ndipo palibe njira yothandiza yoletsera zolaula pazinthu izi. Kwenikweni, pali mapulogalamu kunja uko omwe amagwira ntchito bwino kapena ayi, koma onse amazungulira mosavuta omwe amalephera lingaliro lonse kuyamba nawo. Chifukwa chake, piritsi ili linali litakhala pansi opanda chitetezo, zikuwoneka kuti ndinali ndi nthawi zambiri zomwe ndimaganiza zogwiritsa ntchito kuyang'ana zolaula. Mwamwayi sindinatero, ndipo pakadali pano ndidapeza njira yoletsera zolaula zonse kunyumba kwanga, ziribe kanthu kuti ndikugwiritsa ntchito chida chiti: OpenDNS. Ndangolowa ma seva awo a DNS mumayendedwe anga a router ndi presto! Tsopano, izi zitha kuwoneka ngati chitetezo chofooka ... ingosinthani kasinthidwe ka DNS kachiwiri ndi zomwezo. Koma pakuchita, zimatenga masitepe angapo kuti muchite izi, ndipo popeza sindikudziwa (kapena sindikufuna kudziwa) ma adilesi a IP amaseva anga akale a DNS, ndiyenera kupeza iwo oyamba. Ndimaona kuti ndizovuta kwambiri. Gawo losavuta ili (K9 ikugwirabe ntchito pa Windows PC yonse mnyumbamo) imagwira ntchito bwino kwambiri: zimandipatsa mtendere wamaganizidwe. Sindingakhale ndi chidwi chowonera zolaula chifukwa ubongo wanga ukuwoneka kuti wavomereza kuti sizingachitike kunyumba kwanga. Ndipo chimaganizira za zinthu zina - zinthu zothandiza.
Mfundo yokhayo yomwe ndikufunafuna kusintha kwina ndikumvetsetsa. My ED yapita, koma chidwi changa ndi chakuti ndili ndi DE. Pali maudindo awiri omwe ine ndi msungwana wanga wokondedwa tayesapo posachedwa omwe angandifikitse ngati ndipitilira motalika. Chomwe chikundivutitsa (ndipo msungwana wanga motsimikiza!) Ndikumverera kwanga panthawi yopumira. Zimamveka bwino (ndipo zimakhala bwino kwambiri kuposa miyezi iwiri yapitayo) ndipo kukonzekera kumatsimikizika kwambiri, koma ndikulakalaka ndikadakhala womvera - kuti ndikwaniritse zomwe ndingathe kukhala ndikuwombera ndekha. Sizomwe zili pano, ndipo ndikudziwa kuti zikumulemera msungwana wanga. Amanyadira maluso ake a BJ ndipo nditha kunena kuti ndibwino kuposa kale lonse. Koma akuwonanso kuti sizipangitsa kuti ndimalize panobe. Amakonda kuzitenga poganiza kuti ndi luso lake. Koma sichoncho, ndikumverera kwanga! Ndipo pomwe ndidamuwuza zambiri, lidakali vuto lopweteka kwa iye. Chifukwa chake ndikhulupilira kutengeka kwanga kudzabweranso posachedwa - monga mu: dzulo chonde !! Osangokhala zosangalatsa zanga basi :-D. Ndimafunanso kuti azidzimva monga momwe ayenera kumverera. Amayenera kuti. Zakhala motalika kwambiri kwa iye (osati mawu ake, koma ndikulakalaka sindingachite izi kwa iye).
Chidziwitso china: lero (tsiku la 52) tidagonana ndikuyesera malo atsopano otentha kwambiri (tonsefe timawakonda, ndiye ndikuganiza ndiwosunga 😛) ndipo ndinayenera kuyimilira kuti ndipewe chiwonetsero. Ngakhale kuti iyi ndi nkhani yabwino yokha (ndipo idapangitsa mwana wanga wamkazi kumwetulira) zinayambitsanso kumverera komwe ndakhala ndikukutenga pafupifupi sabata. Ndikufuna ku. Ndikufuna kugonana, ndikufuna kuti tonsefe tikhale okhutira titatha kugonana. Ndikufuna kumupatsa chitsimikiziro chomaliza kuti zinthu zasintha mpaka pamlingo wopangitsa kuti kugonana kwanthawi zonse kutheke. Ndakhala ndikumverera kotereku kwa masiku angapo koma ndagawanika pakati pazokhumba ndikuyenera kuzichita, ndikuopa kuwononga mayendedwe abwino. Kodi ndingatani ndikayamba kuthamangitsidwa? Ndinali nazo kale pambuyo pa chochitika cha pakati pausiku-TV ndipo sindinakonde kubwereza. Kumbali inayi, ndizosefera ndi chitetezo cha DNS m'malo mwake, sindingathe kuyambiranso zolaula ngakhale ndikadafuna. Kuphatikiza apo, kuweruza kuchokera kumabwalo osiyanasiyana pamutuwu, anthu ambiri amagonana mpaka nthawi yobwezeretsanso. Apanso, ndi chiyani chinanso chokhudza kupita patsogolo chomwe chingakhudzidwe? Ndikudziwa, ndipo msungwana wanga ananenanso izi, simungadziwe mulimonsemo. Ngati ndichita, sindingafanane ndi zomwe zikadachitika ndikadapanda kutero, mosemphanitsa. Ndiye… chochita? Ndikutsamira pakufuna izi. Ndidzafotokozera zomwe ndapeza pambuyo pake 😀
tsiku 53
Kotero… izi ndi zabwino kwambiri. Tinagonana, ndipo ndinkakonda. M'masiku otsatirawa, sindinakhalepo ndi vuto lililonse. Ndikuganiza kuti izi ndi zotsatira. Zolinga zomwe tidakhazikitsa miyezi iwiri yapitayo, ndikuganiza kuti titha kuziwona zakwaniritsidwa. Ndimatha kugonana ndi bwenzi langa lokongola ndipo ndimatha kumaliza popanda kukhala ndi ED, PE kapena DE. Ndimaganizirabe kuti chidwi changa chitha kusintha, koma ndikuganiza kuti kuyambiranso kumene kwatha. Mwachiwonekere, ndiyenera kupewa zolaula. Ndimaganiziranso kuti ndili ndi njira zina zotsalira muubongo wanga - osandifunsa chifukwa chomwe ndimamvera choncho, ndimangochita. Malingana ngati sindine wotsimikiza kuti ubongo wanga wachotsa pang'ono "zingwe zoyipa" ndikusiya zonditeteza zanga zonse m'malo mwake. Kungakhale kochulukirapo, koma chinthu chomaliza chomwe tikufuna tsopano ndikungoyang'ana ndi "kubwerera".
Nanga chikuchitika ndi chiyani tsopano? Monga ndidanenera, zolaula zatuluka ndipo ndikufuna kuti zizikhala choncho. Ndithandizanso kuti kauntala ipitirire mpaka ndikafike masiku 100. Zosefera zanga zonse sizikhala m'malo mpaka nthawi yomweyo. Ndikafika kumeneko, tiwona ...
Ndipo zowonadi, sindingathe kumaliza magaziniyi popanda kupereka ulemu kwa msungwana wapadera kwambiri padziko lapansi, yemwe adayimilira pafupi nane ndikundithandizira, kumvetsetsa, kukonda, kulangiza. Yemwe sanathamange pakhomo nditamuuza, koma adakhazikika kuti akwaniritse zomwe zikubwera ngakhale anali ndi mantha komanso nkhawa zake zonse. Adalemba izi kale ndipo akunena zowona: izi zonse zatipangitsa kukhala olimba ndipo zimatengera ubale wathu pamlingo wochepa omwe angafikire. Idzatha kupirira chilichonse zitatha izi.
Ndikulingalira ndikubwezera tsiku 100.
Kuchokera patsamba la msungwana wanga:
Kuwerenga zonse kachiwiri, ndimamva chikondi chikuyenda mthupi langa. Masabata angapo apitawa sizinali zophweka. Osati za ine, koma osati zake. Ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi vuto losokoneza bongo m'mbuyomu. Sindikufuna kufotokoza mwatsatanetsatane, koma ndimatha kumvetsetsa zomwe akumva, ndipo ndimadziwa kuti mwina zinali zoyipa kwa iye. Nthawi zambiri ndimalakalaka ndikadatha zonse ndekha. Kanandi nkhasuzgikanga maghanoghano para nkhagwiranga ntchito. Sindinagone bwino, ndinali wotopa nthawi zambiri. Ndipo zinafika poti amangondibisira zinthu masiku angapo, kuti ndingopuma pang'ono ndikupumula. Sindinkafuna zimenezo, koma ndikuganiza zinali zofunikira nthawi ndi nthawi. Vuto lalikulu kwa ine, linali loti ndimangolankhula naye za izi, koma momuzungulira ndimafuna kuti ndikhale wamphamvu kwa iye. Ine sindinazunzidwe, iye anali. Ndinayenera kukhala wolimba, kuti ndikhale nawo.
Sindinong'oneza bondo ngakhale pang'ono. Ndimamupanganso, chifukwa ndimamuchitira chilichonse. Chifukwa izi zonse zatipangitsa kuyandikana kwambiri. Tidayandikira kwambiri, tinasankha tsiku loti tisamukire limodzi. Sindikudziwa ngati zonsezi zidatipangitsa kuti tifune kukhala limodzi koposa, kapena ngati tidali masewera apamwamba. Sindikudziwa. Ndikuganiza kuti sitidzazindikira. Ndine wokondwa kwambiri ndi iye. Ndikuganiza kuti ndizabwino zomwe wachita. Chilichonse chomwe ndidadutsamo sichingafanane.
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