Ndapanga masiku a 100, ndikuyesera koyamba. Chiyambacho chinabwera nditangoona Ted Talk: The Great Porn Experiment pa Youtube ndipo ndinanyansidwa nthawi yomweyo ndi zomwe ndakhala ndikuchita kwa nthawi yayitali. Chofunika koposa, ndidauziridwa kwambiri kuti ndisinthe zomwe zingakhale bwino ndi moyo wanga.
Tsiku lotsatira, Novembala 3rd, 2013 ndidayamba kuzizira ndipo sindinayang'anenso kumbuyo.
Sindine wolemba wamkulu, koma ndikuyembekeza kuti nditha kuwunikira zina momwe ndikumvera nditatha miyezi yambiri ya 3 yopanda PMO. Ndine wodziwa zambiri komanso wokonda kucheza ndi anthu. Ndikupanga kuti ndizowoneka bwino pamaso pa akazi, ndikuganiza chiyani, tsopano ndikuzindikira kuti azimayi awa akundisonyeza chidwi. Tsopano ndikungoganiza za mwayi wangati womwe ndidzakhale nawo mtsogolo, tsopano momwe ndakhalira ndekha. Manyazi komanso kusatetezeka zimapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta kuwona zomwe zikukuzungulira, ndipo ndikuganiza kuti zolaula zidachulukitsa zovuta zomwe ndimakumana nazo kale.
Ndikumvanso kukhala wathanzi… kunoko. Ndimadzuka ndikumangirira mwamphamvu m'mawa uliwonse. Ndikumva ngati ndinachita ndili wachinyamata & 20's (Ndine 31). Chidaliro choti nditha kugwiritsa ntchito chinthuchi ndikuchigwiritsa ntchito bwino chilipo, ndikungofunika mutu wanga woyamba woyeserera, haha. Ndakhala ndikupita kukakumana ndi anthu ambiri komanso akazi ambiri. Kwa Novembala ndi Disembala ndidaganiza zokhalabe mu "kuchiritsa", komanso ndimafunikira ndalama, chifukwa Januware ndiye mwezi woyamba kutuluka ndikukacheza. Ndakhala ndi mwayi, ndinali ndi ochepa sabata ino, koma ndakhala osankha zambiri chifukwa chake sindinapindulepo ndalama. Sabata ino ndikupita ku Vegas ngakhale, chifukwa chake ndikuganiza mwina zisintha :).
Zinthu zingapo zidachitika pomwe ndidayamba zomwe ndikuwona kuti ndiyenera kuziphatikiza. Choyamba, ndimasunga laputopu yanga kuchipinda changa, ndikuchotsa zosunga zonse pakompyuta yanga. Kenako, nyumba yathu idabedwa ndipo laputopu yanga idabedwa (ndikudalitsa posabisa? Haha) ndipo sindinagule yatsopano. Chifukwa chake zidapangitsa kukhala kosavuta, ngakhale ndidakali ndi iPhone. Sabata yoyamba inali yovuta kwambiri! Koma zidakhala zosavuta pambuyo pake. Tsopano ndimamverera momwe ndimamvera mwezi wapitawo. Ndimakondabe PMO, makamaka tsiku lina paliponse ndinaganiza za chochitika kuchokera m'mavidiyo omwe ndimawakonda kwambiri pomwe ndimangokhala pakama ndikuwonera Olimpiki ndi omwe ndimakhala nawo. Ndikuganiza kuti gawo lake ndikudziwa kuti sindingathe kuchita kena kake, chifukwa chake ndi "china chake" chomwe ndimaganizira.
Ndinaganiza kuti patadutsa masiku 100 chilimbikitso kwa PMO chikadakhala chitaposa zochuluka kuposa masabata anga apitawa, komabe ndimamvabe bwino kwambiri. Mwinamwake nthawi zonse, kapena mpaka nditakondwera ndi kugonana nthawi zonse. Koma ndili bwino ndi izi, ndizovuta koma ndimatha kuthana nazo, ndipo sizisintha malingaliro anga. PMO-ing ndi yoipa kwambiri, chifukwa cha ubongo wanu komanso moyo wanu wonse. Kuzindikira uku kumandipatsa chilimbikitso osati PMO. Kubwerera ku zomwe ndinali ndikowopsya kuposa lingaliro loti sindidzasangalalanso zolaula. Ndikufuna kukhala moyo wabwino kwambiri momwe ndingathere, tili ndi m'modzi yekha, ndipo sindichita chilichonse m'moyo uno chomwe chingakhale ndi zotsatira zoyipa kukwaniritsa zolinga zanga. Cholinga chokumana ndi mkazi wodabwitsa ndikukondana.
Ndakhala ndikulota maloto angapo (zoopsa zina) komwe ndimayesetsa kupewa zolaula. Nthawi zina ndimadziletsa, nthawi zina sindimatero. Ndipo kenako ndimadzuka ndikuthokoza nyenyezi zanga zabwino kuti zinali maloto chabe. Ndikuwoneka kuti ndili ndi vuto m'maganizo mwanga ndikagona, pomwe chilichonse chogonana ndichinthu chomwe sindimayenera kuganizira. Ndikuyembekeza kuti posachedwa nditha kusiyanitsa zogonana ndi mkazi weniweni komanso zolaula m'maloto anga. Ndidziwa kuti malotowo ndi abwinobwino, chifukwa omwe ndili nawo ali ngati zolaula, amakumana ndi akazi angapo nthawi imodzi. Zomwe kale ndimakonda kwambiri.
Limodzi mwa magawo abwino a izi ndikudziwa kuti ndili ndi mphamvu yolimba yomwe ndimadziwa nthawi zonse. Nthawi zonse ndimadzifunsa ngati ndili ndi vuto losowa (sindinakhalepo nalo), ndikanakana ndikuchira. Ndimamva bwino kudziwa kuti nditha.
Ndine wokondwa ndi zam'tsogolo, ndikumva ngati ndadzipatsa zida zopambana.
PS Zikomo kwambiri kwa aliyense amene amalemba zomwe akumana nazo pano. Ndikakhala ndi nthawi zolimbana ndimabwera kuno kuti ndiwerenge malingaliro a anthu ena ndipo zimathandiza kwambiri. Kudziwa momwe anthu ena akumvera kumathandizira kutsimikiza malingaliro anu, komanso kumakupatsani chiyembekezo chamtsogolo. Dera ili ndilabwino. Tonse tikuyesera kudzitukula tokha, ndipo kuti palokha ndi chinthu choti chinyadire.
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