Ndinayamba kuseweretsa maliseche pazaka zapakati pa 5, ndikusunthira ku maliseche ndimagazini azaka zapakati pa 10, magazini azolaula ndili ndi zaka 15 komanso intaneti yothamanga pafupifupi zaka 18. Nditathamanga kwambiri pa intaneti ndimakonda kuseweretsa maliseche 3-6 patsiku ndimagawo angapo ya maola 1-4 a "foreplay" akuwona zithunzi zolaula za 100. Ndikukhulupirira kuti kusadzidalira kwanga pakati pa akazi m'moyo wanga wonse kumachitika chifukwa cha zolaula komanso maliseche. Kuledzera kumeneku kunandibera chilakolako changa chogonana, ndipo kunandisiya ndikulephera kukwaniritsa zofuna zanga za bwenzi langa. Ali ndi zaka 27, nditatha zaka 5 ndidamusiya akhulupirira kuti ndasweka mwanjira ina chifukwa sindinkafuna kugonana.
Nditangomusiya ndinayamba kukumana ndi vuto la erectile ndikamacheza ndi azimayi. Poyamba zinali pamene ndimayesetsa kuvala kondomu, koma popita nthawi sindinathe kuyimilira konse, ngakhale ndi cialis / viagra. Pambuyo pa izi ndidayamba kuyipa. Chidaliro chakugonana chomwe ndidasiya chinagwa chifukwa chobweretsa azimayi kunyumba mobwerezabwereza ndikusakhoza kuchita. Ndinayamba kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo, kumwa mowa kwambiri komanso kuseweretsa maliseche.
Pafupifupi chaka chapitacho, ndili ndi zaka 31 ndidayamba kuvomereza kuti ndili ndi vuto. Ndidawerenga zolemba zonse zomwe ndimatha, kutonthozedwa, kuyamba kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, kusintha zakudya zanga komanso moyo wanga, komabe palibe chomwe chinandithandiza.
Ndiye mwa chozizwitsa china ndidapeza anubrainonporn. Nditatenga tsiku lotsatira kuntchito ndipo ndinawerenga zonse zomwe ndingathe patsamba. Tsiku lomwelo ndidasankha kusiya zolaula, maliseche komanso kuchita zolaula. Ndinkangolakalaka kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wabwinobwino wogonana kotero kuti sanali woganiza.
Masabata angapo oyambilira anali osavuta, ndinali ndi chiyembekezo ndipo lingaliro langa logonana lidatsitsimuka bwino. Pambuyo pa izi komabe ndidayamba kuwona zizindikiro zambiri zodzipatula. Kusakwiya, kugona, nkhawa, chisoni, kukhumudwa, kudali kovuta kwambiri! Popeza kuseweretsa maliseche inali njira yanga yothandizira kupanikizika kwa moyo wanga wonse zinali zovuta kuti ndichotse kupsinjika. Nthawi zina ndimangokwawa pabedi, kumazungulira ndikungolira.
Pakadutsa sabata sikisi ndimakhala ndikubzala mitengo yam'mawa yam'mawa, ndipo ndimayamba kuchita zovuta ndi msungwana, zomwe kwa ine zinali zopita patsogolo. Panalinso zosintha zina zabwino, ndinayamba kucheza kwambiri, azimayi ankandimvera kwambiri ndipo ndinali ndi mphamvu zokwaniritsa zolinga zomwe ndakhala ndikuzimitsa kwazaka zambiri. Uku kunali kusintha kwakukulu kuchokera kumalo osungulumwa, okhala pabedi, woponya maliseche omwe ndakhala zaka zambiri.
Kugonana kunali kovuta pang'ono ... ndimatha kuvutikira koma kumatha kutha ndikangozindikira, ndikundisiya osadzidalira poyesa kulowa kwenikweni. Ndinaganiza kuti china chikusoweka, chifukwa chake ndinasiya kulingalira ndikugwira gawo langa palimodzi (kupatula machitidwe osagonana ndi ziweto). Izi zidapangitsa kuti pakhale mwezi umodzi ndi theka lakumva kukhumudwa, ngakhale zochepa kwambiri kuposa nthawi yoyamba.
Pambuyo pa miyezi 3 1/2, ndimamva bwino, ndinali ndi maliseche okha mwina 5 kapena 6 nthawi, zomwe zinali zozizwitsa zokha koma moyo wanga udasinthiratu. Ndinali ndisanapeze zovuta zogonana zomwe ndimafuna koma ndinali ndi chiyembekezo chodalirika.
Tsiku lina m'mawa ndidadzuka ndimalimbikitsidwa komanso ndikugonana. Ndinazindikira kuti ndinali ndi nkhawa nthawi yonseyi ndipo ndizomwe zimasokoneza malingaliro anga. Pakupita sabata imodzi nditatenga vibe yopumulayi ndidagonana ndipo mawonekedwe anga anali amphamvu komanso olimba. Ngakhale atagonana sizinakhale zolimba kwa mphindi ina ya 15. Ndinali wokondwa kwambiri!
Gawo lopumula ili linali lofunika kwambiri kwa ine. Sindinazindikire kuchuluka kwa nkhawa zomwe ndimagwira pa amayi ndi kugonana. Kupumula kunandilola kuti ndigwire mantha omwe anali atasokoneza mbali zonse zanga zogonana, kuyambira ndikakumana ndi mtsikana ndikupeza nambala yake kuti ndimutengere molimba mtima kuchipinda.
Chidaliro changa chogonana chachulukirachulukira! Sabata limodzi kapena awiri kuyambira pomwe ndidachita bwino ndidagonana ndi azimayi osiyanasiyana a 3, nthawi zina ndimakhala wovuta kuposa ena (kutengera momwe ndimapumulira ndi msungwanayo) koma mpaka pano ndimakwanitsa kumaliza ntchito . Zomwe ndimakonda ndikuti azimayi ambiri amanditembenuzira tsopano, osati mitundu yodziwika bwino ya zolaula, koma atsikana owoneka ngati owoneka ngati achichepere, ndipo sindikusowa kuti ndiledzere nawo!
Kupita patsogolo kwa miyezi 4 yapitayi kwakhala kodabwitsa kwambiri ndipo ndine woyamikira! Miyezi 4 yapitayo zonse zomwe ndimalota ndikukhala ndi mtundu wina uliwonse wamakhalidwe abwinobwino ogonana, koma nditayambiranso izi ndikuyamba kuwona kuti moyo wogonana wamaloto anga umatheka! Zinatengera kudzipereka kwakukulu ndipo zinali zovuta kwambiri koma nditha kunena kuti zinali zoyenera. Moyo umakhala woyenera kukhala tsiku lililonse tsopano kuposa nthawi ina iliyonse m'moyo wanga ndipo mwanjira zina zinthu zikungokhala bwino.
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