Zaka 32 - ED, zoyambiranso bwino

Aug 5

Ndine wa ku Spain ndi 32. Ndine wamkulu mawonekedwe ndimagwira zolimbitsa thupi nthawi zosachepera 4 pa sabata. Sindinachitepo mankhwala osokoneza bongo kapena kukwatiwa ndipo ndilibe ana. Ndakhala ndikuwona zolaula mwina zaka zabwino za 8 tsopano. Ndingakhale pamakompyuta ndikuyang'ana zolaula mwina nthawi yayitali kwambiri 2 mpaka 3 tsiku lililonse ndikumenya maliseche tsiku lililonse kwa izo. Chinali chinthu chatsiku ndi tsiku kwa ine kuti ndimatha kuchita zatsiku ndi tsiku ndikugwiritsa ntchito ndalama zambiri kujowina malo azolaula. Nditagunda 30 ndikuwona kuti zinkandivuta kukhala nthawi yayitali nthawi zonse ndikayesera kugona ndimanja ngakhalenso kuseweretsa maliseche.

Kuonera zolaula konseku komanso kuseweretsa maliseche pomaliza pake kunandigwira chaka chino pamene ndinapeza bwenzi lokwanira. Usiku woyamba womwe tinayesera kugonana ndimavutika koma zitha kukhala kwa mphindi za 2 basi ndipo ndimakhala wofewa. Ngakhale ndinali ndi chibwenzi ndimanakonda kuseweretsa maliseche mwina 2 kapena 3 pa sabata chifukwa ndinali nditazolowera kuzichita. Pambuyo pa usiku uja wa 1st kuti nditha kugonana, ndinapita ku malo ogulitsira mankhwala ndikuyamba kumwa mavitamini ndi zitsamba kuti ndikayesere kukonza ma erections anga ofewa. Sabata yotsatira zomwe zomwezo sizinachitikenso. Ndinavuta kwa mphindi kapena 2. Zabwino kwa ine amamvetsetsa momwe zinthu ziliri.

Aug 7

Chifukwa chake lero zinali ngati zachilendo. Ndidadzuka m'mawa uno ndikukhala ndi mphamvu zonse padziko lapansi ndipo ndinali mosangalala tsiku lonse ndipo kukhala ngati izi sizinachitike nthawi yayitali ndikungomva mopepuka. Ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti zimamveka zakufa pansi pamenepo. Ndimafunitsitsa kuti ndikhale ndi moyo wina, koma palibe chomwe ndikhulupilira kuti ndikapitiliza izi zovuta za PMO ziyambanso kukhala ndi moyo ndikundiwuza kuti zonse zikhala bwino.

Aug 8

Lero zonse zinali zokhuza mayesero. Kuntchito ndinali bwino koma ndikapita kuntchito nditapita kukagula ziyeso zidayamba. Ndakhala ndikuyesetsa kuti ndisamaganize zogonana koma lero pamalo ogulitsira panali azimayi onse amfupi komanso amavala malaya. Nthawi iliyonse ndikawona umodzi ukubwera ndimatembenuka ndikuyang'ana mbali ina ndikuyang'ana china. Ndipo pamene ine ndimapita kukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi kunali chiwonetsero ichi pa TV kuitana 1001 njira zakufa ndipo zikuwoneka kuti magawo onse akuwonetserako amayenera kuthana ndi anthu akufa pomwe akugonana.

Aug 9

Chifukwa chake tsiku lachisanu, posowa mawu abwinoko, adayamwa. Sindinagone tulo tabwino ndipo ndimakhala ndikumalota maloto odabwitsawa. Sanali ogonana kapena chilichonse chodabwitsa. Maloto ena anali ndi ine ndikungokumba dzenje. Ndiye kuntchito lero malingaliro anga ankangondipatsa zozizwitsa kuti ndiwonetsetse zinthu zomwe ndimakonda kuchita ndi bwenzi langa. Zimandipangitsa kuti ndizimva kuti ndili pansi pomwepo koma izi zikayamba kuchitika ndimangoyang'ana kumbuyo ntchito yanga. Kenako nditafika kunyumba ndinali nditatopa kwambiri kuyambira tsiku lomwe ndimamva kulakalaka kuthawa.

Aug 10

Pafupifupi 10 m'mawa kuntchito ndidapeza mutu wamutuwu womwe umawoneka kuti ukutha m'mutu mwanga. Zinapangitsa kuti zikhale zovuta kuti ukhale wolunjika. Sindinatenge aspirin kapena chilichonse ndikungolola kuti chichitike, ndimagona tulo tulo ndipo sindinatope kapena kudwala monga ndinaliri dzulo. Chinthu chokha chinali chakuti nditafika kunyumba ndipo ndimangowonera TV ndikulimba mtima kuti ndisiye. Sindimakhala wovuta ndikuganiza zongoyeseza ndipo panalibe chilichonse pa Tv chondimasulira. Ndinkangomva kufunika kochita izi kuti ndizingochita.

Aug 11

Ndikuganiza kuti ndinamva zina zomwe zimandichotsera. Nditadzuka m'mawa uno ndinamva kuti ndalamidwa. Miyendo yopangidwa ndi zilonda, ndinali ndimmero totupa ndi mphuno yofowoka komanso mutu. Mphuno yothota idapita koma zizindikiro zina zonse zidatsalira. Ndikuganiza kuti ndikumva zizindikiro zomwe aliyense amalankhula. Ndakhala ndikuwotcha masana masana nthawi zonse ndipo zimangochitika nthawi zosapangana ngati ndikugwira ntchito kapena kuyendetsa kunyumba. Ndimasintha mwachangu sitima yanga yamalingaliro kapena kuyimba nyimbo kuti ndilimbane ndi zozizwitsazi, koma ndinali nazo zambiri lero.

Aug 15

Chifukwa chake ndimasamba 11 ikuyamba kusamba ndipo m'mene ndikuyang'ana pansi ndazindikira kuti thumba langa la mtedza ndiwambiri bwino komanso osati lonyentchera monga momwe lakhalira ndipo ndidawona kuti tambala wanga alibe kuyang'ana kwake komweko komwe kanapachikika. Zonsezi zinali zabwino kulandiridwa. Pakadali pano ndili ndi zero yomwe imalimbikitsa kuti ndiyang'ane zolaula. Ndakhala ndikuyambitsa kuyipitsidwa koma nthawi zonse ndikamachita zina kuti ndichotse malingaliro anga pamenepo. Zolimbikitsa zambiri zongobwera zimabwera ndikangokhala osachita chilichonse.

Aug 17

Ndidadzuka ndi matanda m'mawa. Zinandidzutsadi chifukwa zimamveka ngati ndikugona pamwamba pa kutali kwambiri kupita pa TV. Zinali pafupifupi 25% molimbika ndipo zidakhala motere kwa mphindi zochepa nditadzuka pabedi. Chifukwa chake ndikuganiza kuti chimenecho ndi chiyembekezo chabwino. Kenako pa nkhomaliro ndidapita ku shopu ndikuwona msungwana m'modzi ndipo nditamuwona ndidayamba kuvuta ndipo ine kuyang'ana mtsikana ndikuyamba kulimba sizinachitike mwachangu. Nthawi yomweyo ndinayang'ana kumbali ndikuyesa kusintha sitimayi ya malingaliro koma zinali zovuta kuti ndimayamwa miyendo yayikulu kwambiri zidendene zina.

Aug 18

Chifukwa chake lero zimapanga masabata a 2 osakhala PMO ndipo ndimadzinyadira. Ndikudziwa kuti ndinali nawo kangapo kamene ndinatsala pang'ono kutulutsa kamodzi koma ndimalimbana ndi mayesowo. Nditha kunena kuti ndakhala ndi mphamvu zambiri kuposa zomwe ndidakhala nazo kale, sindine wotaya mtima komanso kuseka kwambiri ndipo luso langa lochita masewera olimbitsa thupi lakhala lotukuka kwambiri. Tsopano ndikuchita mapaundi a 10 zowonjezera pamitengo yanga yonse ndipo ndikathamanga pa matayala sinditopa msanga. Ndiyenera kuvomereza kuthamanga mothamanga kwambiri pamtunda wopendekera ndi mipira ya ng'ombe kungakhale kopweteka nthawi zina lol. Ndikuwona kusintha kwa zida zanga.

Aug 25

Chifukwa chake lero ndikuwonetsa masabata atatu kuyambira pomwe ndakhala PMO mfulu ndipo ndiyenera kunena kuti kusankha ichi kwakhala chisankho chachikulu. Ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri ndipo ndimangokhalira kusangalala komanso kukhala bwino ndi ine. Chokhacho chomwe ndidakhala nacho ndikulakalaka kuthawa koma ndakhala ndikupambana nkhondoyi mpaka pano. Ndikudziwa izi kuti sindidzayang'ananso zolaula - pambuyo pazovuta zonse zomwe zidandigwera, komanso ndalama zomwe ndimagwiritsa ntchito.

Sep 2

Tsopano yakhala masabata a 4 (masiku 28) kuyambira pomwe ndakhala PMO Free. Ndili wokondwa kuti chimfine chatha, ndipo kuyambiranso kugwiritsa ntchito bafa nthawi zonse sikutha. Chokhacho chomwe ndikukumana nacho pakali pano ndikumagona, ndikumenyera nkhondo kuti ndipumule ndikalephera kugona. Ndikumvabe kuti ndili ndi mphamvu zambiri ndipo ndikupeza kosavuta kuyankhula ndi anthu. Inde, ndikumuwonabe mtsikanayo. Zinthu zikuyenda bwino ndipo ndi msungwana yemwe amakonda kutenga zinthu pang'onopang'ono zomwe zili zabwino.

Sep 9

Tsopano ndili ndimasabata 5 kukhala PMO mfulu. Vuto lakugona lachoka ndipo ndikutsimikiza kuti ndathetsa zofooka zanga zonse. Ndinadabwa kumsika tsiku lina. Panali mtsikana wotentha uyu akuyenda patsogolo panga ndipo ine ndinayamba kuwombedwa mwamphamvu. Tsopano izi sizinachitike kwamuyaya kwa ine. Kunali kumverera kwabwino ndipo kunandipatsa chidaliro kuti ntchito yonseyi ikugwiradi ntchito. Gawo labwino kwambiri: zolimba zidatenga mphindi zisanu zabwino. Zimangondipangitsa kukhala wosangalala tsiku lonse zitatha izi. Ndakhala ndikudzuka ndi matabwa ammawa pafupifupi tsiku lililonse osawombedwa koma okwanira kukudziwitsani kuti zilipo. Ndakhala ndikulakalaka kutulutsa wina posachedwa koma ndimangodziuza kuti, "Mwafika pano, choncho musawononge mzere wanu." Ndikuwonabe mtsikana amene ndimakumana naye masabata angapo apitawa ndipo zinthu zikuyenda bwino naye. Moyo ndi wabwino kwambiri komanso wowala tsopano popeza ndapeza tsamba lino ndikuyamba kudzichiritsa.

Sep 13

Kotero lero (tsiku 38) lakhala lopenga Libido yanga ili ndi malingaliro ake. Ndakhala ndikulimbana tsiku lonse - osati owerengeka okha koma owombetsedwa. Zili ngati ili ndi malingaliro akeake. Ngakhale kumalo ochitira masewera olimbitsa thupi pomwe ndinali pa treadmill ndidapeza imodzi, zomwe zidapangitsa kuti zizikhala zovuta kuthamanga ndipo msungwana wokongola yemwe adathamangira pafupi nane sanathandizenso. Ndiyeneranso kunena kuti chidwi chofuna kutuluka lero chandichulukitsa ndi 10. Ndizoseketsa kuti sabata imodzi idangomwalira komweko ndipo sabata yamawa ikungofuna kugwedeza moni kwa msungwana aliyense yemwe amayenda pafupi nanu.

Sep 17

Tsopano pakhala masiku 42 kuyambira pomwe ndinayang'ana zolaula, ndinachoka kapena ndinali ndi zolaula. Ndimanyadira ndekha ndipo sabata ino ndakhala ndikuwona zotsatira zabwino komanso zotonthoza. Sabata ino libido yanga imamveka ngati momwe ndimachitira ndili kusekondale. Ndakhala ndi ma hardon osasintha sabata yonseyi ndipo ndakhala ndikukumana ndi zovuta ndikawona msungwana wokongola. Sizofanana ndi zovuta zomwe ndimakonda kuchita ndikamayang'ana zolaula. Izi ndizowombedwa kwathunthu zomwe zimawoneka ngati zikusintha komanso zamphamvu kwambiri zimatha kusungitsa buku lolemetsa. Sabata ino yakhala yovuta kwambiri ndi izi zonse ndikuyesera kuti zisatuluke. Ndimanyadira ndekha kuti ndafika pano. Kwa zatsopano zatsopano kunja uko: njirayi imagwira ntchito. Ndikuvomereza kuti ndinali ndi kukayikira kwanga, koma khalani ndi malingaliro abwino ndi china chake kuti mukhale otanganidwa, chifukwa sipadzakhala nthawi yopumira. Izi zikuyenera kukhala pa CNN kapena china; ndizabwino kwambiri.

Sep 23

Sabata yonseyi ndinakhala wokhumudwa komanso wosachedwa kupsa mtima. Palibe chomwe chimachitika m'moyo wanga ndinangomva chisoni pazifukwa zina. Sabata ino libido yanga idasoweka pomwe sabata yatha ndidali kukonzekera ora lililonse pa ola ndipo tsopano zonse zili pansi. Ndikudzuka ndi mitengo yam'mawa ndipo ndimaona kuti imangokhala nthawi yayitali.

Sep 28

Pazifukwa zina kuyambira mkati mwa sabata lapitalo ndakwiya kwambiri komanso ndimaleza chifukwa china. Anthu amatha kundilankhula ndipo ngati sindine chidwi ndi zomwe akunenazi zimandikwiyitsa. Ndikukwiyira mumsewu ndipo ndimangopirira pamene ndiyenera kudikirira mzere uliwonse. Kuyamba kundiwopsa ine chifukwa sindimakhala munthu wokwiya kapena wosaleza. Ndakhala ndikugwira ntchito 4 kangapo sabata sabata kuthandiza kuthetsa masanjidwe okwiya koma sizikuwoneka kuti zikuthandiza.

Oct 4

Mkwiyo womwe ndimakhala nawo sabata yatha ukupita pang'onopang'ono koma ndiyenera kuvomereza kuti mkwiyo unkandithandiza kufikira nthawi yayitali kukachita masewera olimbitsa thupi. Sabata yonseyi ndinkaonetsetsa kuti ndizipeza nthawi yocheza ndi anzanga komanso abale ndikupanga chilichonse. Inenso kwa nthawi ya 1st ndikumverera kufunikira kwakukulu kuti andipeze mtsikana kuti ndizikhala ndi nthawi yocheza osati zogonana koma kuti ndiyanjanenso. Ndikumverera kodabwitsa koma kwabwino ndipo ndikuyika ntchito yayitali. Ndikumva ngati munthu wosiyana mkati ndi kunja.

Oct 17

Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti mkwiyo wonse womwe ndimakhala nawo masabata angapo apitawo wapita. Ndazindikira kumapeto kwa sabata latha zamawa zanga zakhala zolimba. Ndinganene kuti 100% monga iwo adangokhala pafupifupi 80 peresenti. Ndili ndi ma gals a 3 omwe ndakhala ndikulankhula nawo ndikuwona kuti mwachiyembekezo ndisankha yemwe, koma pakali pano ndikusangalala ndikulankhula nawo ndikumacheza nawo.

Oct 31

Chifukwa chake tsopano ndili pamasiku a 89 PMO kwaulere ndipo ndikumva bwino. M'maganizo komanso mwakuthupi. Ndikukweza kuposa momwe ndidachitiramo masewera olimbitsa thupi ndipo ndikuwona kuti ndizosavuta kuyankhulana ndi aliyense ndipo nthawi iliyonse, ndakhala ndikuwona atsikana a 2.

Nov 3

Chifukwa chake 92nd tsiku la pmo laulere limabweretsa vuto lalikulu kwambiri la mipira ya buluu yomwe ndidakhalapo nayo. Zimakhala zokhala pansi, kuyenda masitepe. Ngakhale ku masewera olimbitsa thupi dzulo ndidayeserera kuthamangathamanga ndipo ndidangozipanga .25 ya ma mile mpaka ndidasiya. Ngakhale kuphatikiza benating ndi squating kudali kopweteka. Ndinkangowathamangitsa pamadzi ozizira ndipo zimathandiza ena. Ine ndikutsimikiza sabata yamawa ndikapita ndi mayi wachikulireyu akasiya. Zolankhula zathu nthawi zonse zimakhala zogonana kotero ndikusunga zala zanga.

Nov 10

Masiku abwino a 100 tommorow azikhala a 100 tsiku PMO kwaulere. Uwu wakhala ulendo wabwino kwa ine. Ndikumva, ndikuwoneka ndikuchita ngati munthu wina wosiyana ndi ena. Ndimakhala wolimba mtima ndi inenso, nditha kulankhula ndi aliyense, sindingopenga kapena kukwiya ndipo zinthu zazing'onozi sizimandivuta. Kuyambira chiyambi changa ndi bwenzi langa mu June ndakhala pachibwenzi atsikana ambiri kuposa momwe ndidachitirapo m'moyo wanga wonse. Kupita patsogolo kwanga pantchito yolimbitsa thupi kwakhala kopusa ndipo ndili wamphamvu kuposa kale.

Nov 16

Sabata yapitayi yakhala ndi zovuta zake. Mayi wachikulire uja yemwe ndimamuwona adangokhala nthabwala ndipo amangokhalira kuyankhula komanso wopanda chionetsero. Sindikumva chisoni kwenikweni ndi izi; ndinakhumudwitsidwa naye komanso machitidwe ake. Mbali yabwino ndidapita ndi msungwana watsopano yemwe ndimakumana naye pa intaneti kudzera pa tsamba la zibwenzi. Timakumana zakumwa ndipo zidayenda bwino tidayankhula ndikuseka kwambiri ndipo tikunyamuka adafunsa kuti angadzandionenso bwanji. Chokhachokha ndichakuti amakhala wokonda kugwira ntchito, koma ndichinthu chabwino. Izi zikutanthauza kuti sangakhale wokakamira.

Nov 23

Chifukwa chake sabata ino yabweretsa zina zatsopano. Kwa nthawi ya 1st kuyambira pomwe ndidayamba kuchira ndimakhala ndi chidwi chofuna kutulutsa wina ndikulimba ndikutanthauza mwamphamvu kwambiri, Ndikamagona pabedi kuyesera kugona ndipamene ndimakhala ndi vuto lalikulu kulimbana ndi chikhumbo koma kotero patali ndikupambana nkhondo ndi nkhondoyi. Ndakhala ndikulakalaka zogonana usiku uliwonse ndipo ngakhale ndi atsikana omwe ndimadziwa kuti ndi atsikana ongosintha omwe malingaliro anga amapanga m'maloto anga. Ndinali ndi maloto omwe ndinachoka ndipo ndikukumbukira kuti ndinadzuka nthawi yomweyo ndikukwiya chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti ndi zenizeni.

Dis 5

Masabata angapo apitawa akhala abwino. Ndikuwona msungwana wamkulu tidzapita pa tsiku lathu la 4th sabata ino ndipo zinthu zikuyenda bwino ndi iye. Palibe mphindi yokhala chete ndi wina aliyense wa ife amene amalankhula kapena kuseka mnzake. Amawoneka wosavuta kuyankhula ndi ine. Chifukwa chake aliyense akumakupatsirani zala zakumaso kwa ine zomwe zimasanduka ubale wathunthu.

Jan 15

Chabwino usiku watha ndidaganiza zothinana ndipo tsopano ndiyenera kukonzanso nthawi ku masiku a 0. Ndidapanga masiku a 165. Sindinasiyiretu kuonera zolaula kapena kusilira, nditatulutsa kamodzi. Ingoyang'anani momwe zimamvekera.

Zinali ngati ngati mukuliza buluni kenako ndikutulutsa mpweya wonse ndi zovuta zonse zomwe ndinali nazo. Sindinagwiritsenso ntchito kung fu ngati momwe ndinkachitira kale. Zovuta zokhazokha ... ndipo tambala wanga anali wovuta kwambiri, zomwe ndikuganiza kuti ndi chizindikiro chachikulu. Ndinagona bwino ndipo ndili ndi bata m'mawa uno. Sindinamvepo zovuta zomwe ndakhala ndikuwerenga. Ndili wokonzeka kupitanso masiku ena 100 kuphatikiza zomwe zili choncho pokhapokha ngati chinthu china chokongola chikufuna kusintha.

(Pambuyo pake)

Lero lakhala tsiku labwino lomwe ndimakhala osangalala popanda zopweteka. Ndidzayambiranso ndikadzachitapo kanthu.

Mar 12

Moni nonse. Ingoganiza kuti ndadutsa ndikudzaza aliyense momwe ndikupangira. Kwa zatsopano zomwe ndidapita 165 straigt yopanda PMO. Nditayambiranso kuyeserera, ndakhala ndikuchita bwino kwambiri ndipo ndangolumikizidwa kawiri kokha ndipo ndikulakalaka kuyang'ana zolaula. Ndili ndi mphamvu komanso chidaliro padziko lapansi. Ndakhala ndikuwonanso mtsikana wamkulu uyu akuchitika pa miyezi ya 2.

Ndikungofuna kupereka mawu olimbikitsa kwa anthu onse atsopano pano. Ingokhala ndi cholinga ndikukhalabe olimba ndikuyesetsa. Njirayi imagwira ntchito ndipo ndine umboni. Idzakhala ndi zokwera ndi zotsika zake. Ingokhalani pamenepo ndipo mudzakhala osangalala. Zabwino zonse kwa onse.

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