Zaka 36 - Gay - "Ndinali wokhumudwa, wokhumudwa, wosapita kulikonse"

Ndine 36, gay ndipo ndakhala ndi MO kuyambira 13 ndi PMO kuyambira 24. Sindikukhulupirira ndidakwanitsa masiku 100. Ndisanapeze r / nofap sindimaganiza kuti ndizotheka kupitilira sabata lopanda MO. Poyamba ndinkasokonezeka kuti ndichifukwa chiyani ndinali wokhumudwa, wokhumudwa komanso wosapita kulikonse pamoyo. Vutoli silinathe koma moyo wanga ukukula bwino tsiku lililonse. Ndikuwoneka kuti ndikopa chisangalalo tsopano m'malo mozibweza. Ndinalimba mtima kusiya ntchito pafupifupi mwezi wapitawu ndipo ndakhala ndikuphunzira ntchito yatsopano kuyambira pamenepo. Ndikumva kuti zonse zikhala bwino.

Ndisanayambe kuda nkhawa nthawi zambiri, kuda nkhawa kuti china chake chalakwika, koma tsopano pali mawu pang'ono m'mutu mwanga amene amabwera ndikakhala ndi nkhawa kuti "ayi, palibe chifukwa chodera nkhawa. Chilichonse chikhala bwino. ”

Izi zandichititsa kuzindikira kwambiri za ine ndekha ndipo zanditsegulira maso anga ku mavuto monga ungwiro wanga. Ndidakhala nthawi yayitali kuyesera kukhala wangwiro sindingathe kukwaniritsa chilichonse. Ndikukhulupirira kuti atolankhani atipusitsa ndikukhulupirira kuti sitili okwanira. Osatinso. Ndine wabwino mokwanira! Ndife okwanira!

Nofap imamasula malingaliro anu ndikukupatsani mwayi wokhala ndi mphamvu zambiri komanso zokupatsani mphamvu kuposa momwe mudalili kale.

Ndikuganiza kuti gawo lotsatira kwa ine ndikuyesera kuthana ndi malingaliro azakugonana. Ndinachita izi tsiku lina ndi zotsatira zodabwitsa. Ndakhala ndikukhazika pansi malingaliro anga tsiku lonse ndipo kumapeto kwa tsiku ndikupita ku mashopu ndikumva mphamvu yodabwitsa iyi ndi kukhazikika m'malingaliro mwanga. Sindinamvepo izi kuyambira milungu ingapo yoyambirira ya nofap. Kenako ndidawona munthu wokongola akulowa m'mashopu ndipo zonse zidapita. Koma ndi chiyambi.

Yesani izi tsiku limodzi - Osangoganizira zogonana komanso osasokonekera tsiku limodzi. Onani zomwe zimachitika!

Chinthu chimodzi chomwe ndikutsimikiza ndichakuti sindidzabwereranso pa dzenje pomwe zolaula zimabweranso. Ndi malo amdima. Nthawi ina ndidamva kufananiza kwa munthu yemwe adakulira kuphanga ndipo anali asanawonepo kuwala kwa dziko lakunja. Mukamutulutsa bamboyo kuphanga ndikumupereka kudziko lakunja, samangodumpha ndi chisangalalo. Amakhala wachisoni, wamantha ngati gehena ndipo padzakhala misozi ingapo mpaka atadziwa kuti zili bwino. Momwemonso ndamva ndikumachita izi ndipo sindibwereranso kuphanga!

KULUMIKIZANA NDI POST - 100 lipoti la masiku. 

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