Ndakhalako. Ndi msewu wovuta ngati mukufunitsitsa ndikudzipereka kubanja lanu. Mukulimbana ndi zolaula / maliseche. Zilibe kanthu momwe mumawonekera kapena momwe amakukonderani, ali ndi vuto.
Ndakhala mosangalala m’banja kuyambira mu Ogasiti chaka chatha. Amuna anga ndi osokoneza bongo. Tidalimbana kufikira chaka chathu choyamba cha chibwenzi pazifukwa zomwe mudalemba pano. Pomwe tidakumana koyamba, kugonana kudali kwabwino, pafupipafupi. Kenako miyezi ya 3 itayamba kuchepa, adayamba kuchita chidwi. Anaziyimba mlandu ndikapanikizika, kutopa, kugwira ntchito kwa nthawi yayitali. Ndinayambanso kukayikira kulephera kwake kutulutsa thupi.
Ndiye mavuto anali ndi ED, osatha kukhalabe ndi erection nthawi yogonana konse. Zinkandiipiraipira ndikamakhala ndi ine. Ndine mkazi wokongola, wowoneka bwino. Ndimayendetsa galimoto kwambiri. Zinali zovuta kuti ndimve chifukwa chake ndimasankha zolaula / maliseche kuposa kukumana kwenikweni.
Amakonda kuseweretsa maliseche mpata uliwonse womwe angakhale nawo, m'mawa m'mawa, akusamba pambuyo pa ntchito. Palibe zodabwitsa kuti sankafunanso kugonana nane, panalibe chifukwa. Izi zinali tsiku lililonse. Ngakhale kumapeto kwa sabata. Adali wokana nthawi yayikulu. Poyamba adati ndichizolowezi, komanso kuti samazolowera kugonana pafupipafupi.
Amakwiya kwambiri ndikamakumana naye, kumufunsa mafunso, kapena kungoyesa kumvetsetsa. Kungokambirana kungasanduke ndewu chifukwa anali kuteteza kwambiri, amaphulika. Sanaganize kuti ali ndi vuto, anganene kuti amuna amiseweretsa maliseche, chinthu chosiyanasiyana, kumaliza kukana kuti amachitadi. Ndidachita kafukufuku wambiri pa intaneti kuti ndiphunzire zonse zomwe ndingathe pankhani yokhudza kusuta, komanso zolaula. Khalidwe lake limakhala lachizolowezi (kuyang'ana zolaula ngakhale osachita maliseche, kusankha zolaula mnzake, ndikupanga zifukwa zosakhala ndi anthu kuti azipeza nthawi yolaula, ndi zina zambiri).
Sindinataye mtima pa iye kapena ubale wathu chifukwa ndimamukonda. Ndinkafuna kumukwatira, koma ndinamuuza kuti sindingakwatirane ndi wina yemwe sangadzitengere kwa ine. Ndinkafuna mwamuna amene akufuna kugonana ndi ine, osati iye. Zonsezi zidasokoneza ubale wathu. Iye amayenera kupanga chisankho; adayenera kuvomereza yekha. Zinatenga miyezi yambiri kuti izi zichitike.
Pang'ono ndi pang'ono zinayamba bwino; iye amadziseweretsa maliseche ndipo samakonda zolaula nthawi zambiri. Tidakhala ndi zovuta miyezi ingapo titakwatirana, ndipo pamapeto pake ndi pomwe adazindikira kuti atangosiya zolaula adabwereranso kuti anali ndi vuto. Mofunitsitsa anandipatsa foni yanga yochenjera ndikupita ku foni yanthawi zonse. Tonse ndife okondwa kwambiri. Sanazindikire kuti kuseweretsa maliseche kunakhudza bwanji kugonana kwathu… amakhala ndi zovuta zomwe zimakhalapo, ndipo ndizokulirapo-zomwe adapeza mainchesi, zomwe zimapangitsa kugonana kukhala kodabwitsa kwa ine.
Ndimamukonda kale, ndimamukondabe, koma kugonana kumakhala kokhutiritsa kwambiri kwa ine. Ndawerenga ma blogs ambiri omwe amalimbikitsa azimayi kuti ataye amuna kapena amuna awo, kuti azichita zachinyengo, etc. Ngati maubale anu ndiofunika ndipo mumakondana, chonde fufuzani, werengani ndikudziphunzitsa nokha zolaula. Menyani ubale wanu. Ngati amakukondani, ndiye kuti asintha.
Kusuta sikumatha; ndichinthu chomwe chimayenera kukhala odziletsa. Mwamuna wanga akuphunzira kuthana ndi zizolowezizi, ndipo samangokhala osazindikira kuti amandikonda ndipo atanditaya ngati zinthu sizili momwe zidalili.
Ndikufunanso kuwonjezera kuti amasangalala kwambiri ndi moyo wathu wogonana! Takhala limodzi zaka ziwiri, ndipo takhala tikukumana ndi zovuta zambiri kale. Komabe, sindikukuuzani kuti mukhale ndi munthu amene akukusangalatsani. Ngati savomereza kuti ali ndi vuto, akapanda kusintha, mudzakhala achisoni. Zimatengera anthu awiri kuti apange mgwirizano, nthawi.
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