Ndakhala ndiri paulendo wosiya zolaula pafupifupi miyezi 9 tsopano. Ndapeza tsamba ili nthawi imeneyo, ndipo ndakhala ndikulimbana ndi "kuyambiranso" kuchokera kwa PMO kuyambira nthawi imeneyo, ndikulowa Candeo ndikulipatsa gawo langa labwino kwambiri.
Nditayamba kuyesa kusiya P, posakhalitsa ndidazindikira kuti ndili ndi vuto la kukhudzidwa ndi MO, ndipo zimandibwezera ku P. Monga ambiri adanenapo kale, chizolowezi choonera zolaula chidanditengera pang'onopang'ono moyo wanga - mpaka komwe kuwonongeka kwake kudawonekeratu.
Ndinayamba kuwona zolaula zaka 7 zapitazo, ndipo monga momwe zanenedwa kale, zomwe zili pang'onopang'ono zidakulirakulira mpaka kuzinthu zowonjezera. Miyezi ya 9 yapitayo, ndinazindikira kuti sindingathe kumangokhalira kugona ndi mtsikana wokongola, ndipo ndinadziwa kuti ndiyenera kudzipangira kena kake. Kupanda kutero, sindingathawe dzenje lomwe ndidadziimbira.
Ngakhale nditatsimikiza izi, zinanditengera miyezi ingapo kuyesera, kulephera ndikuyesanso kuti ndisiye kuonera zolaula. Zomwe zidandigwirira ntchito: choyamba, ndinasiya kuwonera zolaula, ndikuziika m'malo osavuta - zithunzi zamaliseche ndi vids. Ndidazindikira kuti ndikayesa kupita kuzizira kozizira, ndikadangobwerera ndikubwerera. Nditasiya kudziletsa pa zolaula, ndinayesa kusiya zolaula. Izi, nazonso, zinayesa kangapo ndipo sizinakhumudwitse pang'ono. Koma nthawi zonse panali zovuta, komanso kudzipereka kwanga ku cholinga chomaliza: ufulu ndi zenizeni.
Lero, ndatsala pang'ono kugunda tsiku 30 ya PMO. Uwu wakhala ulendo wodabwitsa, ndipo ndaphunzira maphunziro ambiri za inemwini.
Malangizo anga kwa inu omwe mukuvutika: Ndikukhulupirira kuti muli ndi zizolowezi zingapo m'moyo wanu. Siyani zolaula kaye. Kwenikweni ndiwofalikira kwambiri. Kuwona zolaula komanso kuseweretsa maliseche sikungokuwonongerani mphamvu zanu zogonana (komanso luso lofananira), komanso kumakukakamizani kuti mukhale osungulumwa. Ndi mkombero wopanda pake wamphamvu.
Chitani izi mwachikondi. Chomwe ndalimbikira pa chisankho changa chopewa zolaula chinali chifukwa ndimafuna kukhala woona kwa ine, abwenzi anga, abale anga, ndi azimayi onse kunja komwe ndimayenera kukhala nawo. Kwa ine, sizinali zodzilanga ndekha koma kudzikonda ndekha. Ulendowu wakhala wovuta, koma ndikukhulupirira ngati mutapilira nawo amaphunzira zinthu zokhudza inu: kutsimikiza kwanu, zolinga zanu zamkati, komanso kudzipereka kwanu pakuchita nawo moyo, m'malo mopewa. Lero ndili pamasiku a 30 ndipo ndikhala wamphamvu.
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