Chabwino ndangopanga masiku 90. Ndinapanga chinthu chonsechi molimbika (popanda kugonana, nofap,….). Maganizo anga kumapeto anali odabwitsa kwambiri ndimadzimva kukhala wolimbikitsidwa ndipo ndimangokhala ndi zilakolako zolaula nthawi zonse. Ndinadzutsidwa kwambiri pakuwona akazi okongola kuposa kale. Koma pambuyo pa masiku 90 ndinkafuna kuyambiranso, chifukwa ndimaganiza kuti kuwonjezeka, ngati sizingachitike kamodzi pa sabata sikungakhale vuto. Ndinkafuna kuchita nthawi imodzi komanso popanda zolaula. Tsopano ndakhala pano nditatha katatu patsiku lino kuti ndikhale ndi zolaula ... Eya zomwe zinakula mofulumira. Ndipo ndikudziwa kuti zikhala zovuta kulimbana ndi zolimbikitsazo mawa. Sindikuganiza kuti kupita patsogolo kwanga kwabwerera tsiku loyamba, chifukwa siomwe ubongo wathu umagwirira ntchito. Koma sindingathe kuyambiranso kumwa mowa, ndidalimbana nawo chaka chonse ndipo sindingathe kubwerera ku zero m'masabata angapo. Ndikumva kuti mojo wanga, yemwe anali wamkulu kwambiri masiku onse a 3, wapita kwathunthu. Ndikumva kutopa tsopano ndikumenyedwa pansi.
Phunziro lomwe ndimaphunzira ndi lakuti, mwina sindidzakhalanso ndi ubale wathanzi. Zinali ngati, palibe chomwe chinasintha pomwe ndimakula: Zolaula zofananira ndipo osayimilira nditazichita kamodzi. Zili ngati kukhala chidakwa: Mumakhala oyera kwa chaka chimodzi, koma kenako mumamwa mowa umodzi ndikukhalanso chidakwa. Ndimakhazikitsanso baji yanga ndikuyambiranso tsiku loyamba.
Kwa anyamata onse omwe amaganiza zakubadwa pambuyo pa masiku 90 kachiwiri: Ganizirani kawiri, makamaka anyamata omwe anali ndi vuto lochita maliseche m'mbuyomu (ndimakwanitsa mpaka 8 patsiku). Ubongo wanu ukhoza kugwiritsidwa ntchito moliseweretsa maliseche kotero kuti zimatenga nthawi yayitali kuti zibwezeretsenso, kapena sizingabwerenso kwathunthu. Sindine katswiri wamaubongo, koma ndimafuna kugawana nawo nkhani komanso malingaliro anga. Ndikukufunirani zabwino zonse!
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