MASIKU 60 - Kuyandikira mzere womaliza. Zomwe ndaphunzira mpaka pano / zokumana nazo zanga.
Ndatha miyezi iwiri ndili ndi vuto. Kwakhala ulendo wamisala, ndipo ndimafuna kugawana zomwe ndakumana nazo.
Masabata atatu oyamba:poyamba zinali zosavuta. Moona mtima, ndimayembekezera kuti zikhala zovuta kwambiri, koma nditaganiza zosiya, sindinakhalepo ndi ziyeso zazikulu poyamba. Komanso, nditangoyamba ndidapeza testosterone yayikulu. Ndidakumana ndi mtsikana masiku anayi ndipo tidayamba chibwenzi. Ndiyenera kunena pomwe ndinali ndi iye poyamba ndinali ndimipira yakuda yamabuluu yopweteka. Tidagonana nthawi inayake, koma sindidathe kumva bwino, komabe zinali zosangalatsa.
Sabata lamawa
Ndiyamba kuchepa pang'onopang'ono. Ndili ndi sabata yomwe ndimakhala ndi chibwenzi changa. Pamapeto pake, ndimadzimva kuti ndalumikizidwa kwambiri ndi iye komanso anthu wamba. Ndikumva kuti ndine wopanda zibwenzi. Ndimadwala ndikumugwira komanso kuchita zachiwerewere. Ndili ndi zoyendetsa zochepa.
Sabata 5 ndi 6
sabata ino inali yovuta kwambiri kwa ine. Sindinamvepo wokhumudwa komanso wosagonana. Ndinadwala ndikulankhula ndi GF yanga, ngakhale ali bwino. Sindinkafuna kuchita zachiwerewere, ndipo mwadzidzidzi pakamwa pake ndi kununkhiza kwake kunandiopsa. Ndinaganiza zosiya naye, chifukwa sindinali wokondwa, ndipo ndimafuna kukhala ndekha. Sindikudandaula izi tsopano. M'nyanja muli nsomba zambiri. Kuphatikiza pa chidwi changa ndi atsikana, sindinatengeke mtima pamasabata awa. Pomwe ndimakonda kuchita yoga yotentha nthawi zonse m'masabata awiriwa sindinachitepo kamodzi. Ndilibe chiyeso chenicheni choti ndithe. Libido yanga ndi yotsika kwambiri. Ndikuzindikira kuti atsikana ndi okongola, koma sindifuna chilichonse.
Masabata omaliza a 3:
Sindinamvepo zotupa m'moyo wanga wonse. Ngati mukuvutika kuyandikira mkazi tsopano, mukadziwa kuti simungathe kuseweretsa maliseche mukafika kunyumba ndipo mukupeza ma boners, mudzayamba kuyankhula ndi atsikana. Zowona ndikupenga pompano. Ndikufuna kugonana kwambiri. M'mbuyomu, ndimaganiza kuti sindinali munthu wogonana kwambiri. Ndimaganiza, sindimangogonana kwambiri. Ndinalakwitsa kwambiri. Zinangoponderezedwa, ndipo tsopano zikutulutsidwa. Kuphatikiza apo, ndazindikira kuti mawu anga ndi akuya kwambiri pakadali pano. Kuphatikiza apo, kukumbukira kwanga kuli bwino. Anthu amadabwa kuti nthawi zonse ndimakumbukira mayina awo. Sindikudziwa ngati zinthu izi sizichokera pa fap ping, koma ndine wokondwa nazo. Ndimatha kupirira ululu ndikukhazikika. Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi zipitilizabe, ngakhale kuti nthawi zina ndimakhala wopusa.
Zinthu zina zomwe ndikufuna kuyankha:palibe fota imakulitsa chilimbikitso chanu ?:
Sindikuganiza kuti kukula kwamatsenga kukupangitsani kukhala olimbikitsidwa komanso opambana. Komabe, ndikuganiza chifukwa chachikulu chomwe ndikuchitira bwino kwambiri m'malo ambiri m'moyo wanga, ndikuti kusankha kuti musasinthe ndi chisankho chotsutsana ndi chisangalalo chapompopompo, kuti mukhale osangalala kwanthawi yayitali komanso kuchita bwino. Mukayamba kupanga chisankho tsiku ndi tsiku, ndikukhulupirira kuti chizolowezichi chiyamba kukhudza madera ena m'moyo wanu. Nditha kuganiza, Hei ndikusiya FAP ING kuti ndikhale wosangalala kwanthawi yayitali, mwina m'malo modya chakudya chambiri cha carb, ndiyenera kudya china chathanzi.
Nkhani za ED:
Palibe vuto kupeza ndikumangiriza kondomu tsopano. Sindinakhalepo ndi chibwenzi ndi mtsikana pano, koma osachepera, ndikudziwa kuti atsikanawa amatha kusangalala ndi kugonana ndi ine.
Zoyenera kuchita ndikadzafika chizindikiro cha tsiku la 90 - Komanso, ndikutsutsana ndi zomwe ndidzachite ndikafika tsiku la 90. Ndikufuna kuchotsa zolaula m'moyo wanga kwamuyaya, koma nditha kuyambiranso koma sindine wotsimikiza. Malinga ndi ubongo wanu pa zolaula, kukula si vuto, zolaula ndizo. Ndimakopeka kwambiri ndi mkazi weniweni tsopano komanso zocheperako zazing'ono.
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MASIKU a 90 - Ine pomaliza ndinabwera! Masiku anga a 90 achiritsa ED yanga, koma ndidakali ndi njira yoti ndichitire.
Ndinkadikira kuti nditumize tsiku langa la 90 chifukwa ndimakonzekera zogonana ndi mtsikana wina ndipo ndimafuna kufotokozera momwe zidayendera posungira tsiku langa la 90.
Mbiri pang'ono paulendo wanga wopita ku NoFaP. Ndinatha kukhala namwali chaka chatha, ndipo ndinali ndi mavuto a ED. Nthawi zina zinkandivuta kudzuka, koma vuto linali loti ndizikhala mpaka kalekale osatinso kulira. Chakumapeto kwake zimakhala zomvetsa chisoni nthawi zonse, ndipo pamapeto pake ndimatopa ndikungoyima. Ndimaganiza kuti chinali chifukwa ndimamwa mankhwalawa chifukwa ndimavutika ndimitsempha. Ndinaleka kumwa mapilitsi, koma nditagonana miyezi isanu ndi inayi, ndinali ndimavuto. Ndinafufuza pa intaneti ndikupeza ubongo wanu pa zolaula. Nthawi yomweyo ndinasiya kuzizira, osayambiranso. Ndinazindikira kuti zolaula zimandiwononga ngati munthu ndipo ndizofunika kusiya.
Ine ndiye masiku a 4 paulendo wanga wa NOFAP, ndidayamba chibwenzi ndi mtsikana wina. Ngakhale ndimakondwera ndikukhudzana komanso kukhudzana kwaubwenzi, m'mene timagonana, sindinasangalale nazobe. Kuti, komanso kukomoka kumene ndidakumana nako pachibwenzi, zidanditsogolera kuti tisiyane naye.
Miyezi iwiri mkati mwaulendo wanga ndidagonana ndi mtsikana. Komanso sindinasangalale nazo. Ndipo sindinachitepo kanthu, ngakhale ndinalibe zovuta zokhala ndi kondomu.
Mwezi wathawu ndakhala ndikuchita mantha kwambiri nthawi zina. Ndazindikiranso kuti ndikuganiza kuti zina zomwe ndimakondana nazo zolaula zatha, ndipo ndimakhala mkazi weniweni.
Komabe, masiku 95 paulendo wanga ndinagonana ndi mtsikana wina. Pambuyo pake ndinatha kukhala ndi kondomu. Sindinakhalepo nthawi yayitali nthawi yoyamba ndikakhala mkati mwake. Izi ndi zatsopano kwambiri kwa ine. Tinagonana kachiwiri patatha mphindi 30. Ndikuganiza chifukwa cha NoFaP, Dick wanga ndi wovuta kwambiri. Pa gawo lathu lachiwiri adabwera katatu, pomwe anali pamwamba. Kenako tidasintha, ndipo ndidabweranso.
Ngakhale ndili wokondwa kuti pamapeto pake ndimatha kutulutsa umuna, vuto langa silinali labwino ngati momwe ndimakhalira ndikamasewera maliseche. Komabe, ndikuganiza nthawi yayitali komanso chidziwitso, zinthu zidzakhala bwino. Sindikuganiza kuti awa ndi mapeto, koma chiyambi chabe. Kuphatikiza apo, ndimamvabe kukhala womasuka pamalingaliro ndi kuthupi kuchokera kwa mnzanga nditatha kugonana. Ndikukhulupirira kuti izi zithandizanso m'kupita kwanthawi.
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Chifukwa chomwe ndinabwereranso nditatha masiku a 128, komanso chifukwa chomwe ndidabwerera.
Ndinayamba NoFAP mu Meyi wa 2012 chifukwa ndinali nditachedwa kutulutsa umuna (kugonana koyamwa) ndipo ndimafuna kusangalala nawo. Ndinazindikira za ubongo wanu pa zolaula, ndipo ndinasiya kuzizira ndipo sindinabwererenso kamodzi. M'miyezi itatu yotsatira ndidagonana ndi atsikana osiyanasiyana a 3, ndipo kwa mtsikana wachitatu, ndidabwera koyamba. Komabe, zitatha izi, ndidakumana ndi zovuta zambiri. Ndinali kukumana ndi atsikana, koma onse abwino sanali kuwoneka kuti akupita kwa ine. Onse ali ndi zibwenzi zomwe zimamveka ngati.
Poyamba ndinali nditanena kuti mwina ndidzaphatikizaponso maliseche ndikachira. Ndinagunda mtsikana wina usiku umodzi, ndipo tinalumikizana koma analinso ndi chibwenzi. Ndinaganiza ndekha, palibe njira yomwe ndingakhalire ndi msungwana uyu, kotero ndikhozanso kumuseweretsa maliseche. Zinamva bwino kwambiri ndipo panthawiyo sindinanong'oneze bondo. Komabe, ndinasewera maliseche kasanu ndi kawiri m'masabata awiri otsatira. Ngakhale ndinali ndi chidwi chotuluka, ndidazindikira kuti zikuchepa. Ubongo wanga udazindikira kuti ukhoza kuchitapo kanthu ngati izi sizigwira ntchito.
Kenako kumapeto kwa Novembala, ndidaganiza zosiya kuyambiranso kuti ndizilimbikitse kukakumana ndi akazi. Ngakhale ndikuziphonya, ndimamva kuti maubwino ake ndiochulukirapo nthawi ino. Ndikuganiza kuti zandithandizadi kuti ndiyandikire atsikana ndikusunthira atsikana (pitani kuti mupsompsone). Mukudziwa, m'mbuyomu, ndikawona msungwana wina wotentha kwambiri ndipo sindinapite kukalankhula naye, ndimatha kumuseweretsa maliseche, kapena atsikana masauzande pa intaneti. Komabe, tsopano ndikumva kuwawa kwa nthawi yayitali. Pakapita kanthawi, ubongo wanu umamva kuti kusapeza bwino kofikira munthu kumakhala kocheperako kuposa ululu wosamuyandikira. Tsopano ndikamatuluka, sindimadzikakamiza kuti ndizicheza ndi anthu komanso atsikana. Ndikungofuna, ndipo zimangochitika.
Pomaliza, ndikuganiza kuti mukakumana ndi atsikana, muyenera kudzikankhira nokha pazovuta zomwe mukukumana ndi anzanu ndikuchoka kumalo anu achitetezo. Anthu ambiri amachita izi chifukwa cha mphamvu zambiri, koma izi ndizovuta. Anthu ambiri amadziwotcha nthawi iyi. Ndikhulupirira kuti mantha omwe mumawawona akuyenera kukhala opangitsa kuti azikumana ndi akazi, osagonjera. Kukumana ndi akazi si ntchito kwa ine panonso, koma kosangalatsa.
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