Kwa iwo omwe awerenga buku langa (ngati alipo), mukudziwa kuti ndakhala ndikuvutika ndi vuto la erectile kuyambira pomwe ndinayamba kugonana.
Chifukwa cha nkhaniyi, sindinali wotsimikiza zogonana. Kuyesera kwatsopano komwe ndimagonana nthawi zonse kumatha kulephera, ndipo zinthu zimangoipiraipira. Ndidakhala pachibwenzi ndi bwenzi langa loyamba kwa miyezi 6, ndipo pamapeto pake adandisiya chifukwa nkhaniyi idabweretsa ndewu zambiri ndikukhumudwa. Mosakayikira, vuto langa lidasokoneza mzimu wanga kangapo ndikundipangitsa kukayikira za umuna wanga. Inali nthawi yothetsa chibwenzi changa pomwe ndidaganiza kuti inali nthawi yoti ndilowe nawo nofap ndikusiya zolaula komanso maliseche. Nthawi zonse ndimaganiza kuti mwina ndilo vuto, koma mpaka kutha sindinkafuna kuchita zomwe ndikufunikira kuti ndikonze.
Ndine wokondwa kunena kuti pafupifupi miyezi inayi pambuyo pake ndimatsala pang'ono kuchira. Ndinagonana bwino kachiwirinso usiku watha, ndipo zinali zodabwitsa. Dziwani, zinali ndi bwenzi langa lakale. Tidamaliza kubwererana ndipo zinthu zakhala bwino kwambiri mpaka pano. Magazini yanga yokhayo pano ndikuti ndikuwoneka kuti ndikufunika kukhala mutu ndisanachite zogonana kuti ndisakhale wolimba. Ndikutsimikiza kuti izi zikhala bwino pakapita nthawi, ndimangoona kuti ndizachilendo ndipo sindimadziona kuti ndachiritsidwa mpaka nditachita popanda mawu.
Njirayo inali yayitali osati yayitali. Ndinabwerezabwereza kangapo, osati chifukwa choti ndinatengeka ndi zolaula, koma chifukwa masiku ena libido yanga ibwerera, masiku ena imatha. Zomwe ndinasankha zinabweranso. Poyamba samakhalapo kwakanthawi, koma pamapeto pake nthawi ndikadakhala kuti sindimakhala wamfupi komanso wamfupi.
Zinthu zomwe ndidachita:
- Pangani dongosolo
- Anayesa kuti asakhale mchipinda changa
- Kusinkhasinkha
- Zochita
- Ate wathanzi
- Ndikadakhala ndi mzanga kapena awiri omwe nditha kumuuza zakukhosi
- Kulipidwa ndi abwenzi (sanabwererenso ndi bwenzi langa nthawi yomweyo)
Mulimonsemo, dzipatseni nthawi kuti muchiritse. Ndikudziwa kuti imayamwa kudikirira… MUNTHU amachita kuyamwa. Koma ukangofika kumapeto, umayang'ana kumbuyo pazonse ndikudzifunsa chifukwa chomwe zinakutengera nthawi yayitali kuti usinthe poyamba. Kugonana ndi maliseche sikulamulira moyo wanga. Sindigwiritsanso ntchito ngati njira yothanirana kapena kukhumudwa. Ndimangokhala wokondana ndikakhala ndi mnzanga, ndipo ndikukulonjezani kuti ndizosangalatsa kwambiri kuposa inu nokha. Ndikumva ngati ndikulamuliranso moyo wanga. Ndagonjetsa vuto langa lalikulu, zolinga zina zonse zikuwoneka zotheka tsopano.
ulusi: Pomaliza adagonana!
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