Sindinkaganiza kuti ndine wokonda zolaula, koma ndimadziwa kuti zimakhudza ziyembekezo zanga zogonana ndili wachinyamata. Ndinayamba zolaula kuti nditsutse izi, komanso chifukwa ndili ndi vuto loipa lomwe latsimikizira kuti ndimagonana ndi anzanga atsopano. Chilichonse chomwe chitha kusokonekera, nthawi ina, chalakwika kwambiri (nthawi zina nthawi imodzi- mungadabwe); Ndinkafunika kuthandizidwa momwe ndingadziperekere: zolaula, nofap, kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi, upangiri, chithandizo chamankhwala ena.
Miyezi itatu panjira ndipo ndimazindikira kuti zolaula zinali zolimba kwambiri pa ine. Ndinkaziwona kamodzi masiku aliwonse a 1-3 ndipo ndizo zonse zomwe ndimadziwa. Ndinatuluka ndi wokondedwa wanga kwa zaka 2 ndipo nditatha chizindikiro cha nofap / zolaula (ndinabwerera posachedwa) tinatha kusangalala ndi zomwe ndimaganiza kuti ndizogonana kwambiri. Inde, sizinali choncho. Tinakwaniritsa zolaula zonse zolaula, koma zinali zosangalatsa kuchita china chake chodetsedwa chomwe chidayendetsa. Kugonana komwe kunali kosasangalatsa. Koposa zonse, ndikuganiza kuti inali yopanda kanthu - pafupifupi chizolowezi: tidachita zofunikira kuti atichotsere tonse ndipo zidali choncho.
Sizinachitike mpaka posachedwapa pomwe chibwenzi chidachitika. Gawo losekerera ndikumwetulira komanso kuseka palibe amene anali ndi ulemu kuti andiuze. Zinasintha zonse. Kugonana kumakulirakulira kuchokera pakulowerera koyipa mpaka njira yonse yakugwa, kuvula, kukhudza mpaka nthawi ina pambuyo pake pomwe mumacheza kaye kwa theka la ora chifukwa nonse ndinu osangalala. Koposa zonse, ndimomwe zidathandizira nkhawa yanga: ndimamva ngati ndiyenera kukhala komweko. Sindikudziwa… ndikadali wowonera zolaula ndimamverera ngati munthu wolowerera yemwe amamuchitira zabwino pondilola kuti ndigone nawo (kapena kuti ndizinena molondola: kuti ndiwakwapule). Ndikudziimba mlandu wotsalira za zolaula zonse zakufa zikudumpha, ndikuganiza.
Zambiri mwa izi ndikuchita ndikumva bwino za inu nokha. Pali kukakamizidwa kwakukulu pamnyamata (atsikana nawonso, koma mwanjira yokongoletsa) kuti achite ndikudziwonetsa okha pamiyezo ya zolaula. Ndazindikira posachedwa kuti kukula kwa dick kwenikweni kumangokhala mainchesi 5.5 ndipo amuna mdziko langa nthawi zambiri amakhala mphindi 3. Ndimatha kuchita bwino kuposa izi (sindinadziyese nthawi koma ndiloleni ndikhale ndi malotowo) koma ndimadziona ngati wopanda ntchito chifukwa sindikufuna olamulira awiri a 30cm kuti adziyese ndekha ndipo sindinataye mtima mokwanira kuti ndithe theka ola limodzi.
Kotero ngakhale ngati munthu yemwe samachita zolaula pa ola limodzi, kuzichotsa m'moyo wanga kwandipangitsa kuti ndizimva bwino kwambiri za ine. Ndinkacheza ndi anzanga za zinthu zamtunduwu ndipo zikuwoneka kuti nawonso agwirizana chimodzimodzi. Ndinganene kuti mwina ndi kuyamba kwachidziwitso chatsopano cha izi, koma mwina akungoyamba kumene.
Ulusi - Zithunzi zolaula ndizochitika zabwino kwambiri
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