Wanga wakhala nthawi yayitali. Ndikungofuna kunena kuti sindingathokoze NoFap mokwanira chifukwa zasintha kwambiri moyo wanga ndikundipanga kukhala munthu wabwino.
M'mbuyomu, ndinali gehena m'modzi wosokoneza. Sindinadzisamalire ndekha, kulibe chidaliro, komanso kufunitsitsa kuchita chilichonse chopindulitsa m'moyo wanga. Chinthu chokha chomwe ndingakhale wonyadira chinali magiredi anga omwe ndikuganiza. Nthawi zonse ndimakhala ndi zolemba zapamwamba ndipo nthawi zonse ndimakhala wophunzira wowongoka. Zachidziwikire, uku kunali kulimbana kwakukulu koma ndidakankhira chifukwa ndikufuna kuchita bwino m'moyo. Pang'onopang'ono, zolaula izi zimatenga moyo wanga kenako ndidapeza NoFap. Ndakhala ndikulimbana kwanthawi yopitilira chaka koma pamapeto pake ndimapeza izi.
Pambuyo pa NoFap, ndimangokhala ndi chidwi chachikulu chodzipangira kukhala bwino. Chifukwa chake ndidadzipezera zovala zabwino ndikumayang'ana mawonekedwe anga m'malo mogula chilichonse chomwe ndimawona. Ndidadzimeta bwino m'malo momata tsitsi langa losokonekera ndi beanie. Munthawi imeneyi ndinalinso ndi chidziwitso kapena kumveka m'malingaliro mwanga. Nthawi zonse ndimakumbukira zinthu mosavuta kuchokera mkalasi ndipo ndikosavuta kuti ndizikhala chete. M'mbuyomu, ndimavutika kuti ndimvetsere m'kalasi zomwe zikutanthauza kuti ndiyenera kupita kunyumba kuti ndikadziphunzitse ndekha. Koma tsopano, sindiyenera kuthana nazo. M'mbuyomu, ndimayesetsa kuti ndipeze ma A onse m'kalasi mwanga chifukwa sinali ntchito yovuta koma tsopano, zikuwoneka ngati zosavuta. Popeza sukulu yanga ili ndi ndandanda ya tsiku limodzi ndi B, tili ndi masiku awiri oti tichite homuweki. M'mbuyomu, ndimangochedwetsa ndikuchita homuweki yonse kumapeto komaliza zomwe sizinali zosangalatsa konse. Koma tsopano, ndimaliza posachedwa ndikukhala ndi nthawi yopumula tsiku lonse kuti ndichite zina zopindulitsa.
NoFap yandipatsanso kuchuluka kwakukulu ngati chidaliro. M'mbuyomu, ndinali wamanyazi, sindinkacheza ndi anthu ena kupatula anzanga ochepa, ndipo sindinkadziona kuti ndine wabwino. Tsopano, kudalira kwanga kuli kutali kumeneko. Ndimayankhula ndi anthu atsopano, ndikupanga anzanga atsopano, ndipo tsopano ndikudzipereka kuti ndichite zinthu popanda vuto. Kulimba mtima kumeneku kunandipindulitsadi nthawi ina m'kalasi. Chifukwa chake timayenera kupereka izi mkalasi koma palibe amene amafuna kutero. Kenako ndinakweza dzanja langa kuti ndidzipereke kuti ndipite kaye. Nditapereka, aphunzitsi anga anandiuza kuti andipatsa ngongole zowonjezera chifukwa choyamba. Ndinali ngati, wopusa, zomwe sizikanachitika zikadapanda NoFap.
Masiku ano, atsikana akuwoneka kuti akuyankhula nane kwambiri ndipo ndalandiranso manambala. Koma sindinakhulupirire konse chinthu chokopa cha mayiyu ndipo sindinatero. Koma ndikuganiza mwanjira ina, NoFap yandipangitsa kukhala wokongola kwa akazi. Ndinadziyeretsa ndikudzipangira zovala zowoneka bwino, ndimachita masewera olimbitsa thupi tsopano chifukwa cha NoFap, tsopano ndili ndi moyo wabwino kuposa kale, ndinadzimeta tsitsi komanso zinthu zina zambiri. Ichi ndichifukwa chake ndimawoneka wokongola kwambiri kwa akazi.
NoFap sinandipange mwamatsenga kuti ndikope mkazi. Ndinagwiritsa ntchito NoFap ngati chida chosinthira moyo wanga chomwe chidandipangitsa kukhala wokongola chifukwa chazomwe ndidapanga. Ngati mutawerenga zonsezi, ndikungofuna kukuthokozani chifukwa chopeza nthawi kuti muwerenge izi. Ndinangofuna kugawana ulendo wanga ndi malingaliro anga pa NoFap. Khalani ndi tsiku labwino ndikukhala olimba!
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