Mosakayikira, chizolowezi chomachita zolaula, kuseweretsa maliseche komanso chizolowezi chodetsa nkhawa ndichomwe ndimavutika kwambiri nacho. Ndinayenera kusiya udzu kamodzi, koma sizinayandikire pafupi pamavuto.
Ngakhale pakadali pano, ndikumverera ngati Frodo, yemwe ngakhale Mpheteyo itaponyedwa m'nyanja yoyaka, akumvabe chisoni ngakhale atanyamula. Ndamva kuti ndizovuta kusiya izi kuposa Heroin… chifukwa chake kumbukirani kuti sizikhala zophweka, chifukwa chake khalani oleza mtima komanso dzikomereni mtima, ngati mukufuna kuti muthe. Sindikunena izi mopanda manyazi konse, kungomvera chisoni anthu omwe zolaula zimachitika. Ndikudziwa momwe kulili kovuta kwambiri kumasulidwa. Ndikufuna kugawana ulendo wanga momwe ndidachitira, kupereka chiyembekezo ndi chilimbikitso kwa ena omwe ali mumkhalidwe womwe ndidakhalamo kale.
Gawo Loyamba: Ndinasiya manyazi komanso kudzimva kuti ndine wozungulira pantchitoyi. Ndinazindikira kuti sindimaphwanya malamulo, kapena kukhumudwitsa aliyense (kupatula thanzi langa, koma palibe chifukwa chochitira manyazi ndi izi). Amuna enieni, musadzipweteke nokha chifukwa chochita zomwe 90% ya anyamata omwe ali ndi intaneti amachita pafupipafupi. Kulakwa ndi manyazi zimangopangitsa kuti chizolowezicho chikhale cholimba. Ikani kwathunthu, Ngati mungasangalale, ingosangalalani bwino popanda kudzizunza nokha. Simukuchita cholakwa, kungochita china mopusa, ndizo zonse. Si nkhani yamakhalidwe abwino, koma ndi thanzi. Fotokozani momveka bwino.
Khwerero 2: Ndinafunadi kusiya. Kwenikweni, patatha zaka zokondweretsedwa zopitilira muyeso zomwe zimatipatsa, ndidali nazo zokwanira. Kuphatikiza apo, ndimatha kuwona momwe kusuta kumandilepheretsa kuchutzpah kuti ndipite ndikakumane ndi bwenzi lenileni.
Gawo Lachitatu: Ndinafunika kuphunzira momwe ndingathetsere kukodzedwa, komanso momwe ndingapangire mphamvu zanga zogonana. Ili linali gawo lovuta. Zinanditengera pafupifupi chaka kuchita zonse. Ndidaphunzira mchitidwe wakale wachi Taoist wa 'The Microcosmic Orbit', momwe, pakadali pano tikumva kuti chiwerewere chikuyamba kukulira, timayimitsa, kulumikizana ndi minofu ina, ndikukoka zoterezi, mpaka msana ndi kumutu. Kenako, pambuyo pake, tiyenera kuyika kunsonga kwa lilime m'kamwa kofewa, ndikulola mphamvuyo kuti ibwererenso, ndikuyiyika mumchombo chakra. Zinatengera, khama komanso khama kuti muphunzire izi. Kuti ndikhale womveka, sindinasiye kuseweretsa maliseche, koma zomwe ndidachita, ndidasiya kutulutsa umaliseche. Poyamba ndimachita bwino kamodzi kapena kawiri pamlungu, Pang'ono ndi pang'ono, popeza ndimazindikira thupi langa ndikuyamba mphamvu, ndidayamba kuchita bwino kwambiri, ndikulephera. Pambuyo pa miyezi yambiri, ndinayamba kuzindikira kuti ndimakonda kupewa chiwonongeko chonse chomwe chimabwera ndi kutulutsa umuna, pofuna kungosangalala ndi ulendowu, mapiri omwe timakumana nawo pogonana. Kuphatikiza apo, ngakhale kutengeka komwe ndinadzuka msana wanga kunali pakati pa 1% mpaka 5% ya zomwe ndikadapeza ndikadakhala ndi umuna (ndikangofika ku 10% - zinali zabwino kwambiri), ndimamva bwino kwambiri Zaumoyo wabwinobwino, kuti ndidayamba kufunitsitsa ndigwiritsitse mbewu yanga, osadutsa iliyonse. Kenako ndidafika pagawo lino pomwe, zowonadi sindidalephere konse. Ndidali ndikutulutsa pafupifupi mwezi wapitawo ndikuganiza, koma ngakhale pamenepo ndidangotaya umuna pang'ono, ndimasunga ambiri a iwo. Koma ngakhale izi zinali ngati chochitika chosowa nthawi imeneyo, ndinali nditafika pamlingo woti sindinkafunanso kutulutsa umuna.
Ndiye tsiku lina, ndinapumira magetsi okoma, osasunthika ngati zotengeka, ndipo zikafika pamutu panga, ndimamva ngati zikukula. Palibe chowopsa pamtima, musamale, koma chosangalatsa. Komabe, pazifukwa zina, zitatha izi, chilakolako changa chogonana chinayamba kutha pang'onopang'ono. Mpaka pomwe ndili pano, pomwe sindingathe kuchita zolaula monga kale. Ngakhale ndikakhala horny, zimatayika ndizokopa kwakale. M'malo mwake, ndikulakalaka kupeza ndi kukumana ndi bwenzi lenileni lomwe nditha kugawana naye zogonana. Ndikuzindikira kuti pamapeto pake ndidasiya zolaula zomwe zidandichitikira, komanso kutulutsa zolaula. Sindinayambitsenso ntchito, komabe. Ndikuganiza kuti pali njira ina yochitira ndi izi. Koma ndikumva kusiyana kwakukulu kale. Tsopano ndikupita kukakumana ndi anthu, kuti ndisamangodzipatula, koma, ndikuyembekeza, ndikakumana ndi munthu yemwe nditha kulumikizana naye, ndikugonana naye. Chinthu chenicheni, osati chithunzi chozizira pazenera.
Tsopano sindikunena kuti aliyense ayenera kuphunzira zachiwerewere zachi Taoist, ndikungofuna kuchitira umboni momwe andithandizira, mpaka pano, sindingathe kuzichita. Zowonadi, zomwe ndikufuna tsopano, ndi mnzake.
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