Iyi ndi nkhani yanga ya momwe kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga, ndimamverera ngati munthu.
Pa 7 June chaka chino, ndidapita kwa sabata popanda PMO.
Sindinadziikire cholinga mlungu wathawu. M'malo mwake sichinali cholinga changa kukhala sabata popanda M. Ndinangozindikira m'mawa wina kuti sindinakhalepo ndi M'd kwa masiku 4 kotero ndinaganiza zopitiriza.
Zomwe zitha kuyambitsa
Asanafike June, ndinali kuwononga kwambiri pa zolaula, Cyber, mabwalo ogonana, kugonana macheza ndi zenizeni dziko ndi Cyber-dziko kukhudzana, hook-up mapulogalamu. Osati nthawi ndi mphamvu zokha, komanso kuwononga mzimu wanga ndi ulemu wanga. Koma panthawiyo sindinkadziwa zimenezo. Zinali zachibadwa kuti ndizichita zinthu zonsezi tsiku lililonse. Gawo la ine.
Choncho panadutsa sabata. Nthawi imeneyo ndinali nditachotsa zolaula zonse pafoni yanga. Ndinayeretsa bokosi langa komanso mbiri ya osatsegula ndipo ndikuganiza kuti ndinayamba kupanga chisankho chosintha.
Ndimalumikizana nawo onse mufoni mwanga ngakhale ndinali nditachotsa macheza onse ogonana pa WhatsApp wanga. Ndinkaganiza kuti zingakhale bwino kutumiza meseji kwa m'modzi mwa omwe ndimacheza nawo kuti ndinene kuti sindinakhale ndi O'd kwa sabata. Munthu uja ankasangalala kukhala wolamulira ndipo patangopita mphindi zochepa chabe titacheza ndidasokoneza ndipo ndidatumiza kanema wa ine ndikuchita. Monga analangizidwa.
Apa ndipamene ndinazindikira kuti ndatsika.
Zovuta ndi zopambana
Zikomo powerenga mpaka pano. Gawo lotsatira likunena za zovuta zanga ndikupambana masiku 32 oyamba aulendo wanga wopanda PMO. Ndikukhulupirira kuti mupeza malingaliro ndi chilimbikitso apa. Khalani omasuka kuyankhapo kapena DM me ngati mukufuna kudziwa zambiri pazomwe ndakumana nazo mpaka pano.
Kotero ine ndinabwerera pa tsiku 0. Koma ndinali nditasintha kale. Ndinasintha chifukwa tsopano ndinadziwa kuti ndili ndi vuto. Sindinadziwe zimenezo kale.
Moyo wanga wonse unali wotsogozedwa ndi kugonana. Ngakhale umunthu wanga. Ndinali nditatengera malingaliro ndi zokonda zakugonana monyanyira mwa kuzilola kukhala gawo la munthu wanga wonse. Kukambirana kulikonse ndi kuyanjana kulikonse kunali ndi mawu akuda, ogonana kuchokera kumbali yanga. Ndinali nditakhala munthu amene amaoneka osasiya kuyang'ana. Munthu amene amayang'ana pomwe sakuyenera kutero ndipo akufuna kuti mumugwire akuchita. Ngati mukudzizindikira nokha m'mafotokozedwe amenewo, ndikufuna kuti mudziwe kuti simukuyenera kukhala munthu ameneyo. Si inu. Ndi mawaya ena omwe adawoloka muubongo wanu ndipo mutha kukonza nokha.
Maluso a chikhalidwe cha anthu anali zinyalala
Kukonzekera ndi kutengeka kumeneku kunatanthauza kuti luso langa locheza ndi anthu linali zinyalala, monga mukuyembekezera. Zinali zachilendo kwa ine kupita ndekha ku bar, kumwa ma pinti 4 osacheza ndi wina aliyense kupatula kufunsa chakumwa changa ndikulipira. Ingobisala kuseri kwa foni yanga. Ngati wina analankhula nane, sindinkatha kulankhula chifukwa ndinali wamanyazi. Sizingatheke kulankhula za mpira pamene mukuganizira za kugonana. Kapena kulankhula za ntchito yanu pamene mukuganizira za kugonana. Ndinali:
- osatha kuyankhula pang'ono
- osafikirika
- ndi zodabwitsa.
Choncho. Ndidazindikira kuti O yomwe ndangojambula ndikutumiza pa WhatsApp ikuyenera kukhala yomaliza pakadali pano. Sindinadziikire cholinga cha nthawi. Ndinangopanga chisankho chosintha. Palibenso PMO.
Yambitsaninso
Ndinkadziwa zochulukirapo kapena zochepa zomwe ndiyenera kuyembekezera sabata yoyamba monga ndidachita masiku 7. Zambiri zododometsa ndi mayesero. Ndinaphunzira kale njira zabwino zochitira zimenezi. Kusamukira ku chipinda china, kupita kokayenda, kuwerenga, kuyika foni yanga patebulo. Ndinalonjeza kwa ine ndekha kuti sindidzalankhula chilichonse chogonana pa WhatsApp.
Masiku 7-14 anali ovuta. Ndinadzimva kukhala wotsika. Ndinkaona ngati ndataya mnzanga wapamtima. Ndinadutsamo poika mphamvu zambiri pa ntchito yanga. Masiku ena anali osavuta kuposa ena. Masiku ena ndinkadzimva kuti ndili ndi mphamvu ndipo ena ndinalibe mphamvu.
Masiku 14-21 anali ophweka kwambiri mpaka pano. Zovuta zanga ziwiri zazikulu zinali zithunzi za pa Facebook zomwe malingaliro anga okonda P-okonda atayika ndipo sindimazindikira nthawi yomweyo. Ndipo chachiwiri chinali vuto linalake lofuna kukodza usiku, mwina chifukwa cha prostate yanga yozolowera kusatulutsidwa kawiri patsiku. Ndidagonjetsa izi pozindikira masewera olimbitsa thupi a Kegel, omwe ndimachita kangapo patsiku. Vuto lathetsedwa. Ndazipezanso njira yamphamvu yosinthira mphamvu zakugonana zikawonekera.
Ndikumva ngati munthu
Pofika tsiku la 21, ndinali kusangalala ndi kusintha kwabwino. Maganizo anga anali akuthwa kwambiri kuntchito. Kukumbukira kwanga kwanthaŵi yochepa kunali kwabwinoko, ndinadzimva kukhala wachimwemwe mokulirapo, wodzidalira kwambiri, ndipo ndinali nditakambitsiranako kwenikweni ndi anthu m’bala la mudzi. Kuphatikiza apo, ndinakumana ndi mnyamata panonso paulendo wake wa NOFAP, ndipo takhala tikuthandizana ndi kulimbikitsana. Kukhala ndi kulankhulana kwachindunji ndi munthu wina panjira yofanana sikungondithandiza kukhalabe panjira, koma kunditsegulira njira yopititsira patsogolo mbali zina za moyo wanga, monga kuchita masewera olimbitsa thupi ndi kuchepetsa kumwa mowa.
Chidaliro changa chakula kwambiri, ndipo tsopano ndikupeza kuti ndikuyandikira anthu kwa ine. Ndaona kuti anthu akundiyang’ana m’maso n’kumamwetulira. Ndikambilana pang'ono ndi othandizira m'sitolo. Ndikumva, kwa nthawi yoyamba m'moyo wanga wonse wachikulire, kuti ndine munthu weniweni. Ngati mukufuna chilimbikitso kuti mupitilize, ndiye mvetserani, tsiku lililonse lomwe limadutsa, mumamva kuti ndinu munthu. Owonjezereka amoyo.
Kukhala munthu wabwinoko
Ndinali ndikumwa mowa pang'onopang'ono ku bar Lachisanu usiku ndipo mnyamata wina adachoka kumbali ina ya bar, anakhala pampando pafupi ndi ine, adadzipangira pinti, imodzi yanga, ndipo tinakhala ndikucheza za ntchito yake. kwa mphindi 15. Zedi, panali zii zingapo zosasangalatsa ndipo ndikudziwa kuti nditha kuchita bwino, koma ndili wokondwa kwambiri kuti adachita izi. Kwa ine chinali chitsimikizo chomaliza kuti zomwe ndikuchita zikundipangitsa kukhala munthu wabwinoko.
Ndiwo ulendo wanga mpaka pano. Lero ndi tsiku la 32. Cholinga changa chokha ndikupitirizabe kukhala wabwino kwambiri.
Zikomo powerenga. Khalani omasuka kufunsa mafunso pansipa kapena kudzera pa DM.
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